[HP Deer Dog] Speed ​​and Magic

When Sirius went to visit Lily, for some reason he wasn't surprised to find that Lupine was already in the ward.

"Hey, Sirius." The moment he entered the door, Lupine stood up from his chair in a panic, his face was a little red: "Is Moody and his side okay?"

"No, it's just to observe the scene." Sirius said, even a little regretful: "I thought I could fight the Death Eaters again."

He looked at Lupine and Lily suspiciously, but they were both calm, so he shrugged and said to Lily, "Just to see you, and since I have nothing to help, I'll see you later."

"It's so indifferent." Lily raised her eyebrows and said, "I guess it's going to your mysterious friend again?"

Sirius just nodded.

He couldn't trust James to be alone in a certain place, although he had put at least three protective spells on the place when he repaired the house.After Voldemort had attacked them twice, he had reason to believe that James had something Voldemort was interested in, and even if he didn't, he couldn't expose his best friend to danger, whatever that was.He remembered that he had gone to clean up the scene where the Potters died. It was a mess, and the two of them were lying in the car, out of breath, without pain.He was terrified at that moment, James and his father looked alike, and he seemed to see the other's death in advance through a mirror.

Lupine hesitated. "You said you..."

"I have to go," said Sirius stiffly.Lily looked at him curiously, but what made him calm was that she didn't ask anything.

He had to go, and even though it was painful, it was a responsibility.

Sirius was walking on a familiar path. For a while, he hesitated whether to transform into an animal, to meet his friends in the harmless image of a black dog, and secretly protect him, but this idea was hidden in his hesitation. Feeling overthrown, he just wanted to see James' response. Anyway, James could vent his anger and resentment on him, but if he escaped... Sirius quickly recalled all of James' friends And all the possibilities, and feeling like I really, really disliked how things turned out either way.

Sirius stood at the door with his hands raised, hesitating for a long time, thinking that he should not continue to maintain this silly image, he knocked on the door.

Despite all his mental preparations, the moment James opened the door, he still had the urge to run.

Oh, it wasn't James who opened the door, it was Iris.

It was rather embarrassing... Sirius cursed secretly, filled with a lot of disrespect for James' friend.

"James' friend?" Iris just smiled curiously and politely: "It's just in time, we made maple syrup cakes. And James hasn't blown up the kitchen yet."

"Really?" Sirius didn't know how to answer this sentence, and Iris had pulled him into the room until he almost collided with James who was standing behind Iris.

"I..." Sirius was nervous for a while, James just reached out and hugged him, the strength was so tight that Sirius was almost stunned and his face turned red.Iris stood aside watching with interest, then rolled his eyes unbearably.

"You're an idiot," James declared solemnly, looking Sirius in the eye.However, Sirius couldn't help discovering some things that James lost along with his memory. It was different from the boy sitting in the bar making a scene, and there were many more differences, even more.

To something akin to calmness.

Iris couldn't help laughing: "It's amazing, I didn't expect that one day James would feel that he has the right to judge others like this."

It's superfluous... Sirius, in a state of confusion and bewilderment, can angrily come up with this very precise positioning of Iris.

Another ending that Sirius didn't expect, they gathered around the table, sharing a large plate of maple syrup cakes, and a bottle of exaggeratedly large

James and Iris complained about their bosses and laughed at each other's work. Sirius lowered his head and didn't make a sound. This kind of company was like torture. He had the urge to overturn the table, but He held back, James was fine, it looked and felt, and that was all that mattered.And he missed Jaime's smile, and he felt like he hadn't heard Jaime's jokes in two centuries during those two excruciating days.

"I'll come over tomorrow with your damn boss." When sending Iris away, the blond boy smiled back and said firmly, "I'll give you a big surprise, James. But if you still put Fuck myself, I'll hang your panties on a roof antenna as a flag. Don't think I won't!"

"Didn't you do it?" James rolled his eyes: "I don't miss it at all and have forgotten everything about the summer vacation when I was ten or fifteen."

Iris laughed and hugged James hard: "I miss you."

"If you pay so much attention to me again, your girlfriend will kill me." James made a puke face, and then joked, "No kidding. Your new girlfriend is the one I met scariest girl ever."

He, or he and Sirius, they sent Iris away, and James stood by the door with a sigh and said to Sirius, "I

I didn't want to let him go. ’ He said in a complaining tone: ‘You didn’t tell me you were coming back. "

"Am I bothering you?" Sirius asked, trying to ignore his jealousy.

"No, actually, I just don't want to be alone in the house tonight, but you're better than him." James patted him on the shoulder

Arms, the voice is very sincere: "I'm glad you're back, Sirius."

Sirius wrenched his hand away and said bitterly, "You don't have to force me to forgive me, I basically killed your parents!"

"You're an idiot." James shuddered at the word "parent," but he said to Sirius sternly, "Don't tell me that's what you think? Okay... I can also say that I should have gone out with them, I can also say that if I was stronger I could beat the magic..."

"It's not right! It's not your fault!" Sirius felt a pang of anger, and he couldn't forgive anything, or anyone, for making James feel that way.

"So you think if you don't take my powers away, they'll live on? Is that correct?" James countered.

Sirius fell silent.

"You think I killed them?"

"how is this possible!"

"Then it's not your fault." James said, "But if you insist, I can tell you that you have saved my life by taking away my abilities."

Sirius frowned, looking at him with obvious suspicion.

James shivered slightly again, still seeming a little cowering and nervous, but he continued bravely: "I won't admit this to anyone but you, Sirius, but with eyes that can see the world Superpowers aren't as good as we thought." He paused, frowning in some distress, as if picking the right words.In the end he gave up, but forcibly pulled Sirius to the side of the sofa, then took out a box from under the sofa and put it in Sirius' hands: "This is the reason why I don't want to be alone tonight."

Sirius opened it and saw a stack of photos, very thick, his breath was a little bit stunned in astonishment, he was not happy to find the first one, it was a desolate ruin, a little girl, he spent a long time It was only then that her gender was determined, because she was so thin that only a handful of bones remained, and there were many scars on her exposed skin, her clothes were torn, almost just dirty strips of cloth, and she didn't have a lot of hair. She sat on the ruins without thinking.

"In the war..." Sirius reacted very smartly immediately. He knew that James had been to a place where a war took place. He was tossing and turning in Hogwarts those nights, fearing that a bomb would fall. on his friend's head.

"Yes." James gritted his teeth and said with difficulty: "I am a curious fool, but at that age, I never understood that this is not a problem that curiosity can solve. I almost went crazy during that time , and was terrified."

"James," said Sirius wounded, "you never told me."

"Including my parents." James added calmly: "I wanted to get out of this hell, and then I felt selfish, but I knew I couldn't save them... Then I got your letter, you asked me to come back, Let me go to your cousin, you don't know how thankful I am for giving me an excuse to escape. I locked these pictures in a box and buried them in the yard, and I didn't dig them up until today when I regained my memory .”

Sirius turned his head to look at James. He never thought that under those laughing memories, James was still burdened with these things, or that these things were originally heavy, but he had lightly ignored them.

"I didn't realize it at all..." Sirius said blankly.

"Don't." James shook his head and touched his shoulder. There was a scar under the clothes, which was the last thing he got at Hogwarts: "I didn't mean to make you blame yourself more, but I want to tell you that losing my ability is not a bad thing for me, it saved me and allowed me to have a stress-free teenager after having a wonderful childhood." He smiled softly: "I Think I'm the luckiest guy in the world. The kind of guy James Bond would be jealous of."

"You are." Sirius looked at him carefully.

James blushed, ruffled his hair uncomfortably and turned his head: "This is too exaggerated, Sirius, anyway, I hope you understand what I mean. I'm thanking you for fighting for me. I did it alone Nothing about these things. In short..." He sighed helplessly: "You know I'm the worst at this, expressing feelings with words, so you just need to understand, right?"

"I was just thinking, if everyone is suspicious of each other because of Voldemort's cunning tricks, you certainly won't." Sirius put down the photo and whispered: "It's not your fault either. It will never be your fault." mistake."

"Thanks." Although he couldn't understand the first part of the sentence, James still gave him a light punch on the back as the end of the whole conversation: "At this point, I don't want to let myself continue to be subjected to these...sweet words...bad words , I'm starting to feel nauseous... so nauseous. So, are you going to finish Iris's pile of unpalatable maple syrup cakes, or watch TV and go to bed? Anyway, you have to stay here tonight."

"That's my plan, even if you drive me away, I won't go." Sirius said.

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