my vegetable boyfriend

Xia Kun and Xiao Yang Ziqian reconciled when Yang Ziqian was still confused, and both of them tacitly did not mention the previous "conflict" and "breakup", which made people scratch their heads because they couldn't figure out what they were thinking Liver Yang Ziqian was feeling unwell for a while.

*After that, life resumed its rhythm, and it was only at this time that Yang Ziqian learned from Wang Kui that Xia Kun was not sick at all, and he only lied about being sick to stay with Lin Shan who was suffering from a small cold.

Presumably, with Xia Kun's body and the unknown power hidden in his body, he should not suffer from any common diseases anymore.

Looking at Wang Kui, who thought he had created a "reconciliation" opportunity for the two of them and winked at Yang Ziqian, Yang Ziqian felt a burst of emotion in his heart: Teammates are really bad...

The relationship between Xia Kun and Xiao Yang Ziqian has not been made public, but the friends of the two seem to have silently believed that the relationship between the two is very good. As long as there are signs of "quarreling" between the two, each of them is like the aunt of the neighborhood committee Similarly, the "wish-hearted" rushed over to "lobby" and "match".

This directly led to the fact that every time the two quarreled and fought cold wars, a large group of "eight wives" would gather around to persuade them.

Yang Ziqian, who didn't want the two to continue this relationship, gritted his teeth "moved" and shed tears, feeling the enthusiasm of his friends.

After the two reconciled, Xia Kun's abnormal behavior subsided for a while, but it didn't take long for him to return to his previous appearance. He often made some inexplicable demands on Xiao Yang Ziqian, and sometimes he had some violent tendencies.

Compared with before, little Yang Ziqian has changed a lot. Yang Ziqian found that he is no longer as serious as before, some things are muddling along, and he will only resist when Xia Kun's behavior pushes him into a hurry.Just like not long ago Xia Kun suddenly proposed to have a relationship with him......

At that time, Yang Ziqian, who understood Xia Kun's hint, was stunned for a while, and then jumped up and down in his body and scolded Xia Kun.

At the age of 24 and five years old, Yang Ziqian, who still had his first kiss, was originally a conservative and excessive person. This kind of thing is very important to him, so he firmly resisted and rejected the two minors from doing this sport.

Little Yang Ziqian coincided with Yang Ziqian on this point, although Yang Ziqian couldn't figure out why the other party was doing it, but little Yang Ziqian reacted strongly and resisted.

Xia Kun saw that little Yang Ziqian reacted violently after talking about it a few times, so he didn't mention it again.

This made Yang Ziqian heave a sigh of relief and at the same time became more urgent. Since Xia Kun brought up such a thing when little Yang Ziqian was only 14 years old, it meant that there was not much time left for him to accumulate energy and separate the two of them.

Xia Kun's senior high school entrance examination this year, plus a series of things in school, so this summer is very busy.

After spending less time in contact with Xia Kun, Yang Ziqian suddenly found that his entire spirit was much more relaxed. Objects and sources of stress, too.

The study in the first grade of junior high school is not too stressful, Xiao Yang Ziqian is studying and growing step by step.

During the day, I go to class normally, go to the studio to practice painting after school, and go to the small study room to "practice" with the master and sisters on Saturdays and Sundays. Life seems to be quite fulfilling.

Looking at the child's sunny and warm smiling face every day, Yang Ziqian couldn't be happy.

Because only he knows that children are often in a daze when there is no one around them, and they often suffer from insomnia at night.

Yang Ziqian was a little scared, he was afraid that the child who finally grew up in the right direction would become more and more like himself because of the suppressed emotions in his heart.He does not want the "inertia of history" to play a role at this time.

Yang Ziqian felt distressed and anxious, so he seized every time and opportunity to absorb the "white energy" from the dissipated ghosts.

But the hard work finally paid off. When Yang Ziqian counted and absorbed the white energy from the No. 30 five ghosts, he clearly felt that his "body" had changed.

His incorporeal body has now produced a thin film, which allows him to "see" even in the body of a child.

What surprised him was not only that, after the film appeared, he found that he could absorb the "natural energy" around him like ordinary ghosts.

What does it mean to be able to absorb "natural energy"?

It means that he can be in cultivation 24 hours a day, and it also means that he will be "becoming stronger" all the time.

From that moment on, Yang Ziqian began to "work hard" day and night. Although this method was not as effective as absorbing the white energy from ghosts, with persistence, the film on his body became stronger and stronger. Condensed and thickened.

Not surprisingly, Xia Kun won the first prize in the high school entrance examination, and was directly admitted by the best university in the province with various "preferential treatment".As a result, he gained another spotlight in the city's newspapers.

Social networks have begun to emerge these years. Xiao Yang Ziqian inadvertently found out that not only in real life, but even on the Internet Xia Kun already has a large group of fans.

This kind of recognition did not make little Yang Ziqian feel the slightest pride and pride, but made him worry about gain and loss.

Sensing the change in the child's heart, Yang Ziqian began to worry that the inferiority complex in his bones would awaken in the child.

Now he really does not want this child who is already very good and sensible in his heart to be entangled and knocked down by that cowardly character. How painful and harmful a self-hatred, unbearable complex is.

What made him gratified was that little Yang Ziqian was not him after all, the child's mentality was adjusted very well, and it didn't take long for the anxiety to turn into indifference, as if he no longer thought about it or entangled it.

But Yang Ziqian doesn't know if the child really thinks this way or it's just a superficial phenomenon.

Xiao Yang Ziqian entered the second year of junior high school, and the pressure of study suddenly increased, and some subjects that he was not good at also became more difficult, which forced him to devote more energy to his studies.

Like Yang Ziqian, little Yang Ziqian is not a smart kid, so in order to maintain the achievement he has been obsessed with, he can only spend twice or three times as much time and effort as others.

Compared to little Yang Ziqian's persistence, Yang Ziqian, who had lived a new life during this period of time, was much more open-minded.

Maybe it's because of experience, maybe it's a change in mood, some people, things, and things that he couldn't see clearly in the past have been re-experienced one by one through the eyes of a child in this life, and he has a new feeling. perception.

He found that his previous life seemed to have been living in the eyes of others.

He deliberately shaped and disguised himself for the sake of his appearance in the eyes of others. Even in front of his parents, he also concealed part of his truest inner heart and emotions.

Yang Ziqian hasn't figured out whether such a life is meaningful, but he knows that he is not happy living like this.

Dissecting the monologue:

Are you living for yourself or for others?

A: Of course it is myself.

Since it's for yourself, why should you care so much about other people's eyes?

And why do you have to do everything to make others feel that you are a "good person"?

Do you think that if you can make more friends and have better communication, the resistance in life will be reduced accordingly?

What about the facts that have been experienced?

Besides, where did your self-pity, inferiority and loneliness come from?Is it because you experienced some "big winds and waves" and the so-called "face alone" when you were young?

Pooh!

Your parents have experienced much more hardships, pains, and exhaustions than you!

Be careful!

I still keep calling this and this Second Second and that Second Second!For a long time, the biggest and most SB middle school two is you! ! !

Thinking of all the past, Yang Ziqian was suddenly enlightened and at the same time regretted very much, how many eye drops he had given to his family and friends over the years and how much worry he had caused.

In the past, I was simply blinded by lard. Thinking carefully, I have a family who loves me, and friends who understand and accept me. How happy this kind of treatment is in the eyes of others!

It is true that when I was a child, I was inferior and sensitive due to lack of security, but I don’t know when, he seemed to subconsciously start cultivating himself into a [usually pretending to be a good old man with a sense of justice and a virgin, and on the surface it shows that he is using low-energy bastards Concealing his glassy heart and mature inner nature is actually a pretentious male protagonist with secondary disease + hidden arrogance + "no one in the world understands my loneliness"]! ! !

Yang Ziqian, who likes to analyze himself, "understood" himself again after re-doing his "diagnosis".

【change! !This has to change! ! ! 】

After Yang Ziqian "figured it out", he began to try to change his personality for the nth time after his birth. At this moment, even he himself does not know whether his so-called "analysis" and "diagnosis" are true or whether he is out of his own imagination. A psychological suggestion to change.

From this moment on, even he himself may no longer be able to see clearly the innermost feelings and emotions in his heart.

"Saving" people is worse than "saving" oneself. Yang Ziqian, who has no teacher, began to hypnotize himself. He began to fabricate his "should" character and image according to the appearance and personality of Xiao Yang Ziqian, and wanted to "live" like the other party. go down.

He doesn't know whether this approach is right or wrong, he only knows that he will develop in a "good" direction.

After "going out", Yang Ziqian doesn't think about what kind of identity he will be in for the time being, "Leave tomorrow's affairs to tomorrow's self", and now his task is to "become stronger" and "go out".

This kind of "simple" idea was simply unimaginable to the former Yang Ziqian. According to his previous personality, if he had such a "burden" in his heart, it would definitely make him anxious and restless all day long.

In this way, regardless of other things, his "difficulty of life" has indeed been successfully downshifted by him.

Xia Kun continued to be the chairman of the student union in high school, with excellent and stable grades.The small business outside is also getting better and better, and the circle of friends is getting bigger and bigger, and there are groups of younger brothers and sisters who follow him to pursue him, and the aura is getting stronger and stronger.

And little Yang Ziqian continued to be a top student in school, and also became a school cadre in the third year of junior high school. His popularity rose in junior high school, and there was a faint tendency to take over Xia Kun's "class".In terms of art, he has won two national awards and one international award, and he is often referred to as "other people's child" by parents.

Yang Ziqian should be happy that the two children he "watched grow up" are so good, but the increasingly weird way of getting along between the two has already driven Yang Ziqian, who thinks he is strong in heart, to the point of madness.

Xia Kun became more and more paranoid and neurotic. When alone with Xiao Yang Ziqian, he often turned into ghosts and animals, all kinds of coercion and coercion.And little Yang Ziqian seemed to have found some outlet to vent after an outburst. Every time he resisted, he was extremely violent and violent, although he was forcibly suppressed by Xia Kun every time.

This kind of situation directly led to the two often performing "full martial arts" without anyone else. In Yang Ziqian's view, it was all kinds of abuse-physical abuse-heart, which often made him hold his little heart in shock.

But even so, the two never mentioned breaking up, and they really "jerked people to tears" by acting out a big drama of "love and kill each other".

Yang Ziqian couldn't figure out why Xia Kun became "perverted" and why he behaved so freakishly.He also couldn't figure out why little Yang Ziqian, who was obviously physically and mentally exhausted, would rather bear it all the time than separate from him.

Is it really that much love?

Yang Ziqian knew that the conflicts between the two could not be reconciled, they would only accumulate, and they would be hurt when they really broke out.

[If you are self-righteous, you will be self-righteous, you must separate the two completely! 】

For this reason, Yang Ziqian worked even more frantically and desperately, trying to kill the final conflict before it broke out.He felt that he had the ability and confidence.

From winter to spring, little Yang Ziqian soon ushered in the first turning point in his "educational career"—the third year of junior high school.

The third year of junior high school was the most special year for little Yang Ziqian, because this year, his parents finally came to pick him up and go home.

After returning home, Xiao Yang Ziqian's mentality improved a lot, and he devoted himself to his studies better. During this time, his conflicts with Xia Kun also decreased a lot.

The three of them were working hard in their respective lives, and in the blink of an eye, little Yang Ziqian also had time for the senior high school entrance examination.

The day before the senior high school entrance examination, Xiao Yang Ziqian had just quarreled with Xia Kun over a trivial matter and started fighting. I don't know if it was because of this incident or because of the nervousness before the entrance examination. Xiao Yang Ziqian failed the high school entrance examination and did not do very well.

However, even so, his score was enough to apply for the province's No. [-] key high school. It was just that he was extremely obsessed with grades and had another big fight with Xia Kun, but Xia Kun didn't pay much attention to him.

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In the small study room, while coaxing her one-year-old son to take a nap, Qiu She worriedly whispered something to Qi Sangpo next to her, frowning tightly.

Qi Sangpo's expression was also very serious, her face was rigid and rigid.

She was thinking about something without saying a word, and after a while she got up and walked into the inner wall of the study.

Little Yang Ziqian was sitting in the pile of ghosts reading a book, oblivious to the things around him.

Half an hour later, Qi Sangpo walked out of the wall with a pale face, holding a string of bracelets in her hand.

"Come on, Xiaoqian, you wear this bracelet, it's for improving your cultivation." Qi Sangpo said to the young boy with a smile as before, but her expression on her face was a little stiff.

"Don't want Master! This bracelet is too girly." Little Yang Ziqian put down his book, raised his fair and delicate face, and a pair of warm and moist eyebrows frowned bitterly.

"Be obedient, it will be good for the ghosts around you if you bring this thing." Qi Sangpo ignored the suspicious eyes of the ghosts next to her, and flickered at the little apprentice with her old face neither red nor white.

"Really?! Then I'll wear it!" Little Yang Ziqian heard that it was good for ghosts, and immediately believed in the master's words. He happily wore a silver bracelet with six small red and purple diamonds, and he didn't dislike the femininity of the bracelet. up.

Seeing that the child had put on the bracelet, Qi Sangpo breathed a sigh of relief.But I was a little worried, after all, this thing was a treasure left by her grand master, and the ability of this treasure was a bit weird, if it was lost or fell into the hands of the wicked, it would inevitably cause some trouble.

At this time, no one knew that Yang Ziqian in little Yang Ziqian's body almost cried with excitement after the child put on the bracelet.

【Oh my god! ! TQT! ! !You finally heard my call! ! ! 】

There is a reason why Yang Ziqian is so "excited".

One day half a year ago, he who had absorbed the energy of nature suddenly realized that something had changed in himself and little Yang Ziqian.

This change is not very obvious, and Yang Ziqian only confirmed it after observing for a long time.

Yang Ziqian's practice is to strengthen himself by devouring the "white qi" and "natural qi" on the ghost, and he has been blindly absorbing it. After he noticed the change and observed for a while, he was horrified to find that little Yang Ziqian had actually attached to his body. A layer of faint white mist that his eyes could vaguely see.

At first Yang Ziqian wasn't sure if the white mist was good or bad, so he just paid attention and didn't worry too much.

But once he saw a ghost tearing off a large piece of the "white mist" like biting meat, he immediately felt the loss of his "strength".

This made him almost spit out a mouthful of old blood. Anyone who worked hard for so long and finally collected so much power would not be willing to be eaten by others (ghosts) easily.

However, except for him, other people including Xiao Yang Ziqian and Xia Kun didn't seem to feel this "white mist", which made Yang Ziqian, who had been mopped up by the ghosts for half a year, almost collapse.

However, this situation ended when little Yang Ziqian put on the bracelet today, because Yang Ziqian found that the bracelet seemed to "shield" the "white mist" outside his body.

[As expected of Master and Senior Sister, they finally found the problem. 】Yang Ziqian, who had been bitten off [-]% of his "strength", said "grateful" with tears in his eyes.

Yang Ziqian, who was thankful here, didn't know that a fat man had been following him a few months ago.

At the entrance of the dark alley, a pair of triangular eyes were glowing, staring closely at the small bookstore across the street, those eyes were full of excitement and greed.