my vegetable boyfriend

After her son told her that the house was sold, Lin Shan sat on the bed without saying a word and stared at the notebook in her hand in a daze. Xia Kun thought Lin Shan was angry, so she also pursed her lips tightly and stood stretched by the bed , Putting on a stubborn look of "I know I was wrong, I'm sorry, but I don't regret my decision", and the ward was silent for a while.

"Tsk tsk..." Yang Ziqian folded his arms and looked at the mother and son, shaking his head.

Based on his understanding of Lin Shan, Lin Shan must be "self-criticizing" psychologically at this moment.In her subconscious mind, she always felt that her son's precocity and excellent "ability to handle affairs" were all caused by her own incompetence as a mother.Because of his cowardice and evasion, the child grew up in an extremely insecure environment, and the child had to force himself to grow up and face everything in life.All the pressure on the child comes from herself, which makes her extremely uncomfortable.Yang Ziqian had given Lin Shan many psychological hints, telling him that the child would not blame her, but in the end it had little effect.

On Xia Kun's side, it is estimated that he has already prepared for his mother to be angry. His "cut first and then play" and "self-assertion" may be unreasonable in the eyes of others, but he doesn't want to explain it and can't explain it. He doesn't want his mother to be angry but he doesn't. He intends to change his decision, not to mention it's a done deal.He has a clear picture of what kind of people his uncle and aunt who have not met a few times are like.The two of them and their father are two types of "bad guys". The former pretends to be a good guy on the surface while concealing bad intentions, but secretly engages in deceiving activities; Didn't know he was a bad person.

Although Xia Kun's EQ and IQ are high, he is still young and lacks life experience.He didn't understand why they were all called fathers, and there was such a big difference between his own and others'; he also didn't understand why some people in this world would hurt and bully others for no reason.However, these ignorance did not prevent him from protecting himself and his mother's life. He believed that he had the ability to win what he wanted and what he wanted to protect.

Looking at the stalemate...cough...in fact, it is a mother and son who are in a daze and are "stubborn" in the "brain supplement". Yang Ziqian did not use hints to "adjust".He felt that Lin Shan should have freed herself from the self-blame and resentment earlier, and treated her child more from the perspective of a mother, instead of the current state of being cautious because she felt that she owed her child.If it weren't for Xia Kun himself who was sensible and mature earlier, he would definitely be raised as a self-centered and rebellious child after a long time; and Yang Ziqian on Xia Kun's side also felt that it was wrong, although he was independent and rebellious since he was a child. It is very rare to be smart, but it is not unreasonable to say that Huiji must hurt.If everything he encounters in his future growth is silently pressed in his heart to find a way to deal with it, he will definitely think too much and affect his body and mind, and he will definitely lose a lot of relaxed and happy time if he is tired of life.

That being the case, it would be better to take this opportunity to make Lin Shan blame herself and realize that she needs to strengthen communication with her children, lest he have to worry about the big things, small things, and trivial things in life at a young age.At the same time, it also allows Xia Kun to be able to discuss with the other party when thinking about things and doing things because he is concerned about his mother's mood in the future.

Leaving space for the two of them, Yang Ziqian took advantage of dinner time and planned to go back to his home to see his "long time no see" parents.

Flying to his home more than ten years ago, Yang Ziqian suddenly felt a little lonely when he saw the three people talking and laughing around the table having dinner.

"Dad...Mom....I miss you..."

Yang Ziqian has been in a state of being like a lonely ghost for more than a week. These days, he has been so busy with Xia Kun's family that he almost forgot about his own affairs. However, whenever the night is quiet, he always feels palpitation, fear and Lonely.He tried to avoid thinking about it himself, because he was afraid that he would regret his decision.

However, the longing for his family and the longing for communication and contact with others are like tarsal maggots clinging firmly to the wall of his atrium, gradually burrowing into him with every beat of his heart.

"Huh..... bitches are hypocritical~~" Yang Ziqian realized that his negative energy was too strong, he quickly patted his face, and showed a heartless and joyful look, teasing and eating meat After eating happily, little Yang Ziqian flew back to the hospital in a graceful manner.

When Yang Ziqian entered the ward, Lin Shan was giving some instructions to Xia Kun who was about to go home. Seeing the warm and natural atmosphere between the mother and son, Lin Shan must have spoken.

"That's good..." Yang Ziqian said silently.

Under the setting sun, Xiao Xiakun's shadow dragged on the ground, long and long.Yang Ziqian floated on his shoulder, leaning against him and humming a soothing song softly.

"la.la~~la...~" Xia Kun, who was carrying a schoolbag and walking with ease, suddenly heard a beautiful but somewhat sad melody in his heart. He hummed it out of his imagination, and it turned out to be quite pleasant.

Yang Ziqian found it interesting when he heard it, and quickly sang to Xia Kun all the songs he liked more than ten years later, so on the way home that day, Xiao Xia Kun felt a headache for no reason... like Like being hit by a hammer...

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"Son, don't be afraid! Dad will keep you even if he risks his life! You take care of yourself inside... Remember... you must live well... …”

Zhang Shenglan on the hard bed suddenly opened his bloodshot eyes, breathing in the stale air in the room.Raising his hand to wipe his forehead, he was immediately covered with cold sweat.

It was still dark at this time, and a faint white light came in from the window of the prison cell, hitting the cold bed rail.Zhang Shenglan wanted to get up, but when he lifted up, he moved something behind him, causing him severe pain like tearing.

Nightmarish memories surged into his mind, causing him to clenched his fists tightly and stuffed his head back into the quilt.He bit his lip under the quilt, desperately suppressing his pain and despair.However, a trace of sobbing still came out through the quilt.

Zhang Shenglan is 22 years old this year. Her parents are a typical official-businessman marriage. Although the relationship between the two is ordinary and they don't interfere with each other's life, they dote on their only child very much.

The superior environment and the love of his parents but lack of education made him arrogant and defiant since he was a child.When he was in school, fighting and making trouble, using power to overwhelm others, and spending money to do things were regarded as common habits by him.Bullying people is his hobby, and watching others beg for mercy is regarded as capital for showing off and pride.

In his world, he is the emperor, and no one can shake him in the slightest.As long as you don't mess with someone who is older than his parents or richer than his mother, then his parents will pay for everything, and he can just be "happy".

Children who lack discipline eventually grow into crooked-neck trees, and by the time doting parents notice it and want to discipline them, it is too late.From fighting to gambling, from playing with women to getting into drugs, every time a parent patched a hole in a child, the child tore another hole.This made the two, who were tired of wiping the child's buttocks, finally decide to cut off his "financial resources" and send him abroad in an attempt to let him learn to be independent and realize how he should live.

Zhang Shenglan, who had always been favored and pampered, was suddenly "kicked away" by her parents, feeling resentful and rebellious even more.In foreign countries, he relied on the "financial aid" of people who wanted to curry favor with his parents, and he almost did all the "bad" behaviors except murder, and his only "regret" was fully realized a month after returning to China. .

When he was drunk at the bar and angrily pinned a broken beer bottle on the chest of a female waitress who resisted him, he thought it was the same as usual this time—begging the old man for money and making troubles.

However, he took it for granted when he learned that the person he injured had died on the spot, he was completely dumbfounded.

"I... I killed... Dad, I killed... You save me! Don't let them handcuff me..." He still clearly remembers when the police took him away, He shouted in a panic to the parents who came in a hurry.

However, this time he didn't come out of the police station like in the past, he was sent directly to this hell...a prison cell that left him with pain for a lifetime... ...

After being locked up, his parents visited the prison several times, and he also went to court several times.But when he found that his parents' faces were older and more desolate than the last time when they met, he knew in his heart that this incident was probably not going to be kind.Until then he finally started to be afraid and regretted...

In his longing day and night, he finally waited for the final judgment...... Ten years......

After learning that he was not executed as his father promised, he burst into tears.He swore to himself that after he got out, he would reform himself and be filial to his parents.

However, he never had a chance to fulfill his oath.

After being imprisoned for two months, he learned from the prison guards that his father was suspected of major corruption and committed suicide by taking medicine before being arrested... and her mother also died suddenly at home due to heart failure... …

The two blockbuster bombs made Zhang Shenglan collapse, go crazy, and refuse to believe for a while... After a long time, he finally calmed down and began to become dazed, unable to fully wake up from the sad news for a long time.

However, what got him out of this state was actually a few inmates who beat him unconscious and stripped his pants......

Zhang Shenglan didn't dare to recall what happened to him these nights.He resisted and struggled, but he was suppressed even more brutally. The physical and psychological torture made him almost want to die, but he was cowardly and afraid of death, but he never summoned up the courage to commit suicide.When he asked the prison guard who was in charge of them with his last hope, what he got was a sneer...

He will never forget the hatred and hatred in that sneer, it is the pain of wishing that he would be crushed!hatred!And when he saw the prison guard's face clearly, he found that that ferocious face was so...resembling the female waitress who was killed by him...

Zhang Shenglan finally despaired...he succumbed...he was ruined day and night...by a few perverts playing tricks like a rag doll. .......he became a play-thing.....

However...he, who was already heartbroken, saw a glimmer of hope a few months after the nightmare began...

Originally, there had been no newcomers in their cell for a long time, that's why those perverts raped him openly under the connivance of the prison guard in charge.However, the positions and cell assignments in the prison seem to have been adjusted recently, and their cells have welcomed new members.

The man looked at Kong Wu as powerful, but cowardly, servile and humble in front of the perverts, like a mangy dog.The man was shocked when he saw himself being played for the first time, and then when several people in the cell invited him to "play" with him, he rejected him with "it's not good".In the spirit of giving it a try, Zhang Shenglan showed pain as much as possible when she was being abused, trying to arouse even a little bit of kindness in that person.He didn't expect too much, he just hoped to find an "ally" in this closed place to help him stop being "bullied".

When he happened to see the guilty and remorseful expression on the man's face while eating, he knew he had made the right bet.This person still has...conscience....It's ironic that people who used to do bad things are now expecting to meet a "kind" person in prison. .....

Because of the rekindled hope, Zhang Shenglan worked hard to "perform" and "seek help" while eating...while working...when being played...he didn't talk to That person communicated, because he knew that his "hopeful" eyes were the best help...

Whenever seeing the other party frowning and looking at her being spoiled, Zhang Shenglan couldn't help curling the corners of her mouth in her heart.

Finally, one day, when Zhang Shenglan was being forcibly touched by the prison boss, Xia Qiang yelled and opened his mouth.

Xia Qiang only said that he couldn't get used to Gong Zi and the others, and that he wanted to be the boss of the prison cell, and then they fought.

Xia Qiang fought very fiercely, but in the end, two fists were no match for many hands, and he was beaten to the ground very quickly.

Zhang Shenglan, who had been in despair for a long time, did not want to give up this opportunity to resist, so he grabbed the stool frantically and knocked the Gongzi to the ground, and slammed the stool leg on his head fiercely. up.

Xia Qiang got up on his stomach and rejoined the battle.

Seeing that the vicious Xia Qiang and the crazy Zhang Shenglan were about to kill everyone, Xia Qiang was suddenly pierced through the brain by a thin man with a steel rod from the bed...

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!"

The last sound Xia Qiang heard in this life was a scream...

He has been a scum and a cancer all his life, and in the end he died because he wanted to help others on a whim... No wonder the storytellers always said...good people die early, bad people live forever... . He used his own life to prove the truth of this sentence.

Lying in a pool of blood, with the last scene in the world reflected in his eyes, Xia Qiang felt extremely calm...relaxed.At the same time, he also discovered that... when a person dies, the memories of a lifetime will really be displayed in front of his eyes one by one...

Poor but with a beautiful home.......

The broad back of the father...the warm embrace of the mother...the envious eyes of the younger brother...

Seeing this, Xia Qiang felt as if he was smiling...that smile appeared on his face covered with brains and blood...

However, the picture took a sharp turn...

Black and white portrait of my father.......

Mother secretly crying at night......

"A child without a father..."

"The widow leads two oil bottles......"

Xia Qiang remembers that when he heard other children scolding him and his younger brother in such words, he secretly swore in his heart that he would make a difference in the future... let his mother and younger brother live the best life... ...let his father, who entrusted his whole family to him, be proud of him in heaven. …

"Isn't your family poor? How about it? If you do it with me last time, it will definitely be enough for your family to buy rice for the next month..."

"Little bastard! Let you run!! How dare you steal my things! See if I don't break your dog legs!!!"

"Ahhhhh!!"

Xia Qiang is not afraid of pain, he enjoys the feeling that the pain brings to him, because the pain gives him more "motivation" to live......Because he wants to give more "motivation" to all those who give him pain return"...

"...just the oil bottle house...hahaha...every night, men knock on the door of his mother's house...hahahaha..."

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!"

"You don't learn how to fight well! Are you sorry for your father! Qiangzi... Mom begs you..."

Xia Qiang forgot when he started making troubles all day long. When he realized that he was rejected by everyone around him...he was already used to that state...

"You are a scourge! Why didn't you die! I don't have a father anymore! You killed my mother again!! I hate you!! I hate you forever!!!"

These are not the worst words Xia Qiang has heard in his life, and he will die a lot... But this is the one that makes him feel the most painful...

"Tsk tsk, stay away from him...I've got bad luck all over..."

"Go away....good dogs out of the way...."

After the departure of his parents and the departure of his younger brother, all the longings and ambitions of the past were wiped away. Since then, Xia Qiang has completely turned into a walking dead... In his eyes, everyone despises him , Look down on him, he hates, he hates everything, he wants to laugh and see everyone cry.

"I...pregnant....my...dad...let me...marry you..."

Xia Qiang, who was beaten and dying, was lying on the bed. When he heard the words of the beautiful girl who was impulsively fucked by him after drinking, he felt that the whole sky in his heart lit up.At that time, he secretly said to himself: I want to have a family...I want...to treat them well...At that time, Xia Qiang made up his mind to start a new life...for himself Something I've been looking forward to... Even if my brother-in-law is very cruel, he will stick to it...

"Tsk tsk... Rape-rape-offender got a daughter-in-law for nothing...Where can I justify it..."

"Hey, if you want me to say that the child in that woman's womb is not hers at all, otherwise how could such a good girl marry him..."

"I don't think his family has looked at him at all, even his daughter-in-law..."

The low self-esteem Xia Qiang was finally overwhelmed by gossip. Lin Shan's fearful and unwilling eyes made him angry. He felt that the whole world was sorry for him. .....he doesn't want to see anyone's smiling face...that will only make him more pathetic...

Depression, rebellion, rudeness, cowardice, low self-esteem, narrow-mindedness, selfishness, bad mood, lack of heart, biased mind, giving up resistance... The influence of environment and heart makes Xia Qiang hate this world... .He feels that everyone looks down on him...so he wants to be a villain through and through...because a villain can live "freely" without caring about everyone's eyes... ..

"hehe........"

After recalling his short and scumbag life, Xia Qiang laughed.He started to regret it a bit...why did he want to save people on the spur of the moment...how good it is to be a bad person...

Consciousness began to peel off little by little, but Xia Qiang suddenly remembered that the "god" who "purified" him always chanted his words "Trust me~reform and be a good person~you will be happy! Believe me, you want Ah, be a good man and do something good......"

Xia Qiang pulled the corners of his mouth slightly, and laughed silently...

When the prison guards arrived, Xia Qiang was already dead. Everyone in the cell was locked up, and no one could get out until the matter was investigated.

At noon the next day, Yang Ziqian, who had prepared a new "subject", flew to the prison. He did not find Xia Qiang in the cafeteria and entered the prison cell. However, all he saw was an empty room and a puddle of dried up black blood. .........

The author has something to say:

I am a person with little wisdom~ but I always have that inexplicable persistence~ Some people think that I am the "Holy Mother" for letting everyone save Xiaoshou, but I don't think so.I don't want to discuss what nature is inherently good or inherently evil. I just want to believe in the kindness that exists in human nature. If there is someone in Xia Qiang's growth, even if there is only one person, tell him: Be strong, believe in yourself, and persevere. !fight!Refuse to degenerate, and you will... Xia Qiang's life will be different.

I hope there will be a lot of people in the world who have nothing to do and spread some positive energy. Maybe your words and comfort will change other people's lives~~~Okay~~I'm really sleepy and hypocritical~~ Bitch is hypocritical ~~ I will say that I wrote to myself and cried when I modified Xia Qiang’s paragraphs~~Obviously I won’t be hypocritical~~~hahaha~~