my vegetable boyfriend

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Title: My Vegetable Boyfriend

Author: Dong Bua

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After graduating from university, Yang Ziqian returned to his hometown to look for a job. Unfortunately, he was in a car accident. When he woke up with minor injuries, he was told "you were rescued from a car accident", "the one who saved you was a handsome guy", "the handsome guy has become a vegetable", "he didn't Relatives and family members", "You figure it out"....

When he opened the door of the intensive care unit with great guilt and gratitude, he found that he knew the person lying on the hospital bed!

Xia Kun, a bastard who was two years older than him in elementary school, was beaten by him himself, and I heard that he dropped out of school and became a big bastard.But these are not important ... It is important that, after he was beaten by Xia Kun, he turned to him .. He was so excited!

Yang Ziqian, who didn't understand anything when he was a child, didn't know what the situation was... After he woke up, he remembered his first love (secret love) and couldn't help but cast aside "Stockholm Syndrome! Masochistic physique! Shaking M!".

When they meet again, even though the other party has become a vegetable, Yang Ziqian still can't help but fall in love with him.

After taking the person home, on the first day they shared the same bed, they found that they had actually entered the other person's past life in their sleep.The nervous Yang Ziqian didn't think much about it, and had a great time playing.

However, a scar that was removed by accident made him find out in horror that he could actually affect the future related to him by changing his past.

Thinking of the tragic past of his first love (secret love), he decided after careful consideration: I want to help my first love (secret love) grow into an upright and good boy!And resolutely never let him turn into a vegetable in order to save himself!

However, he didn't know that while changing the fate of the other party, he also changed himself.

Half-grown childhood sweetheart

The appearance is so happy-the heart is crumbling and fragile-the IQ is slightly caught by the strong attack of the former scumbag and the loyal dog

~~1V1 must be he~~ Shou will grow up later, so those who don't like Shou's personality have to be patient~

Alias: "Dream Back to the Past Changes You"

"Me and Plato"

"I Can Steal Tofu From Her Vegetable Boyfriend Every Day"

Content tags: special liking childhood sweetheart urban love farming essay

Search keywords: Protagonist: Yang Ziqian X Xia Kun┃Supporting role: ┃Others:

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☆, 1. Yang Ziqian

Yang Ziqian, an ordinary member of the first batch of post-[-]s.

When he was still in the Baozi period, because Yang's father and Yang's mother made a small profit in business, he really lived a prosperous life like a rich second generation.Eat the best, wear the best, and use the best, so the small temper can be vigorously developed, and the small temper can also be vigorously played.And this can't help but make Yang's father and mother, who are busy with work and have no time to discipline him, feel a headache.

Finally, after he "bullied" the kindergarten children again, he was severely spanked by Yang's father and Yang's mother, and then sent to long-term care.

Although Yang Ziqian desperately explained, "Whoever snatched my little rabbit's paper from me, I Chai Zhou!", but Yang's parents and mother Yang made up their minds to get rid of the child's stinky problems, and finally sent Yang Ziqian away with tears in their eyes. .

Yang Ziqian still remembers that day in front of the huge pink building, howling like a pig going to the slaughterhouse.Mother Yang was crying out of breath, and even Father Yang's voice was inexplicably hoarse.But it still didn't change the ending of being dragged into kindergarten by the "kind aunt".It can only be said that for the sake of the parents of the children, everything can be ruthless.

Yang Ziqian's family is in a provincial capital city in the Northeast, and this kindergarten was one of the top "elite kindergartens" in the area at that time.It was Yang's father who delayed the relationship before sending him in.

It is said that it is a long-term care, but in fact, I can go home every Saturday and Sunday.In the first few days, he didn't quite get used to it, but after a while, little Yang Ziqian found that he would get more delicious food and good toys every week when he went home. good.

The long-term care mainly trains children's independent ability. A large group of children have to queue up here to go to the cafeteria to eat, and organize a group to go back to the dormitory to sleep.Yang Ziqian went there when he was three and a half years old, and stayed until he was seven and went to elementary school.

In the days of Changtuo, the grown-up Yang Ziqian can't remember much.But there are a few special images that he will never forget.

1. Long-term care children and day-care children attend classes together during the day, and the entrance of the kindergarten classroom will be crowded with parents who come to pick up their children every day after class.The kindergarten aunt will use a loudspeaker at the door of the classroom to call out "XXX kid, your father is here to pick you up." At this time, a certain little one will shout "Dad...Dad!" and then rush like a cannonball Go to the door, put into the arms of the parents, and act like a baby in the arms of the parents as if showing off.

That's right!In Yang Ziqian's heart, those annoying ghosts are showing off!Whenever "XXX kid, your mother..." and "XXXX kid, your grandma..." sounded on the radio, he despised him incomparably. "Cut! I still have my parents!"

But only he himself knows that he never wants to hear "Little Yang Ziqian, your parents are here to pick you up" from the loudspeaker

2. When Yang Ziqian was a child, he was very afraid of wanting to pee when he was sleeping at night.why?Because once you want to pee at night, two things usually happen.The first one happened in a dream, and the result was that he would wake up in the wetness the next morning, and then he would have to face the criticism from the nursery aunt and relay with a group of peas who were obviously not much better than himself like mocking.

The second type is being woken up. If you wake up, there is no reason to wet the bed.Usually, if a child wakes up at night, he will climb out of the crib by himself, walk through the corridor, and go to the bathroom to pee.However, this is an extremely difficult challenge for Yang Ziqian, because he is afraid of the dark!Speaking of it, I don’t know who scared him, saying that there are ghosts in dark places. He remembered this sentence firmly when he was young, and he was still afraid of the dark and ghosts in his 20s.

At that time, the street lights on the street where the kindergarten was located were neither yellow nor white, but red.For a child who is afraid of ghosts, red street lights will undoubtedly make his brain power play a greater role.The lights in the corridor are not turned on at night, and in the shadow of the red lights, every time little Yang Ziqian goes to the toilet in the middle of the night, it is as if he has entered the gate of hell.

In order to embolden himself, he would purposely make the sound of his slippers being tapped loudly, and then jump up and down and rush to the toilet, hissing vigorously.When peeing, I still didn’t forget to distract myself, and said to myself, "It’s Saturday in four days, and my mother will come to pick me up...."

And a "hush incident" made Yang Ziqian famous in that class's small class.It happened on a rainy night with lightning and thunder. Yang Ziqian drank too much water that night, and he wanted to pee not long after lying on the small bed.But thinking of a child saying during the day that "there has been a gang that kidnaps and sells children recently", I couldn't help but feel scared. In addition, I was afraid of the dark corridors and red street lights, and I didn't dare to go to the bathroom.He wanted to hold back his sleep, waiting to wet the bed in his sleep, but he also risked being criticized and ridiculed the next day.But no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't sleep.

Although small, Yang Ziqian is also principled.No matter how hard he was holding back, he would not intentionally pee in the bed, so he got wise in a hurry and quietly climbed out of the small bed.

The dormitory of the kindergarten is in a separate building, and Yang Ziqian's class and the other two small classes are on the second floor.There are about thirty or so small beds in each dormitory, neatly arranged in a spiral shape in the dormitory.The small bed is half a meter high, and the bottom is empty.To get to bed you have to climb up a small ladder.At this time, all the children were asleep, Yang Ziqian tiptoed in the dark to find a child's bed in the corner.Quickly squatted on the ground and peeed, the first time he "did something bad" made him nervous, and it took him a long time to pee out.Amid the noise of thunder and lightning, he could clearly hear the pounding heartbeat and the rushing "sound of running water".

After shushing, he quickly ran back to his little bed, and fell asleep in anxiety.

The next morning, he got up early with a guilty conscience, walked to the bedside of the child who had just woken up, and exaggeratedly shouted, "Ah! Guo Liangliang, why is there a big water mark under your bed!" Yang Ziqian booed last night A huge map was spread out in the place, which has dried up at this time.And his voice naturally attracted countless curious little bean dings, and the puddle was obviously full of hissing, so everyone began to talk about it.He said she did it, she said he did it, and the more they talked, the more intense it became, and it seemed that the posture was about to escalate into a full-scale martial arts.

Auntie heard the noise and came in, and Yang Ziqian was very happy to see the situation he disrupted with "scheming".In the end, the joy turned into sorrow. A little boy who was half a head shorter than himself, dark but with bright eyes pointed at him and shouted, "He peed! I saw it last night!"

"You...you're talking nonsense!!" Yang Ziqian's face flushed immediately when he heard this, and he became angry from embarrassment, and took advantage of his height to go forward and put down that black boy.Auntie was far away, too late to stop her.As a result, the skinny and dark little boy turned around, grabbed his hand and pinned him to the ground.Coincidentally, whoever's Transformer was lying on the ground hit Yang Ziqian on the forehead and bled.

Seeing the bloodshed, a group of little bean dings immediately screamed.The black boy behind him quickly let go of him, his face pale with fright.Yang Ziqian didn't react at first, when he saw his own blood, he didn't know whether it was because of the embarrassment just now or the grievance that broke his forehead, his tears burst into tears, and he couldn't stop crying. "Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo to...

Yang Ziqian didn't remember how this matter was resolved in the end, he only knew that he had a fight with someone in kindergarten and left a scar on his forehead.

But this incident also made Yang Ziqian, who lost his adult, hate that black boy, but it seems that he has never seen him again after that...

3. One night in the last year of Changtuo, Yang Ziqian got up secretly and went to the door of the aunts’ dormitory to watch TV. He couldn’t remember exactly what was shown on the TV. He only knew that a great man had passed away.He, who had always been heartless and didn't understand anything at the time, actually felt inexplicably heavy, and unconsciously shed tears while listening to the eulogy on TV.

These few clips are all Yang Ziqian's memories of Changtuo, and there is nothing more.When he grew up, he always wondered if his mother Yang had beaten him to lose his memory when he was a child, otherwise he would at least remember the name of that annoying black boy.

The long care for several years made him a very independent child, but at the same time, it also made him gradually lose something called "sense of security".

In 97, Yang Ziqian became a primary school student, and his life began to undergo earth-shaking changes...

☆, 2. Dark days

Yang Ziqian was born very white, with Danfeng eyes upturned.The black and thick eyebrows are the only thing he is proud of since he was a child.He has become a man of appearance control since he was sensible. He always dislikes his small eyes, low nose bridge, and thin hair...

Whenever at this time, Mother Yang would always tell him tirelessly, "Just be content, you didn't have a bridge of nose at all when you were young, and now you can grow it because your grandma pinched it out. I also tried my best for the eyes. Who told you Dad’s eyes are so small, as for the hair~ Didn’t you realize that you followed me? You don’t need to dye your natural chestnut color~~ I’m still complaining! If I knew I would have made you look like your dad, let’s see what you do... "

Yang Ziqian imagined that he had father Yang's bright but smaller eyes, and a round beer belly, and he shivered in horror.

Father Yang is a very humorous person. He always smiles and says that he is the most embarrassing person in the world. If it weren't for Mother Yang's bad eyesight, he wouldn't be able to find a wife.Although this sentence always makes Yang Ziqian and Yang's mother flirt, but Yang Ziqian thinks that Yang's father looks reasonable.Many people say that Papa Yang looks very festive, like Maitreya Buddha~ Amitabha~

Yang Ziqian has been smug since he was a child, he is dressed up every day, and he looks quite handsome in his small appearance.

Because of the convenience, Yang Ziqian went to Huakai Primary School, which was two streets away from his home.Although the teaching quality of Huakai Primary School is average, the hardware facilities are perfect.This satisfies Yang's father and mother, who want their children to go through primary school easily and happily.

Yang Ziqian is born to talk, laugh, and show off. He is cute and well-dressed. He was favored by his teachers and became the monitor when he first entered elementary school.

A certain person who had just won the "power of life and death" was in the limelight for a while, and when the teacher was out, he "educated" more than 40 peas in the class.If someone dares to challenge his authority, he will "responsible and punish on behalf of the teacher" - beat hands.That majestic play almost made him raise his proud chin to the sky.

Who gave him the right to hit the hands of the children... After growing up, Yang Ziqian hoped that his primary school partners would lose their memories collectively.

Where there is oppression, there is resistance. Yang Ziqian's "speciality" in the eyes of the teacher made the children resist collectively.And launched the first group activity in the class, called "not playing with Yang Ziqian".

Yang Ziqian is short-sighted in learning, but his emotional intelligence is extremely high.In his eyes, the tricks of a group of little bean dings are the five words "that's nothing".

Delicious, fun, and pleasant to hear, he only took three steps to disintegrate the opponent's strategic alliance.Even the "difference plan" he had thought up was useless.After cleaning up some of the thorns, Yang Ziqian ended the battle with a complete victory.

In this way, Yang Ziqian spent three years laughing and shouting.

The fourth grade of elementary school can be said to be a turning point in Yang Ziqian's life. From this year on, the mind in his young body has grown rapidly, and his thoughts, concepts, and personality have undergone earth-shaking changes.

He clearly remembered that it was an evening when the sky was full of sunset, he happily ran home for dinner, and planned to go to his classmate Dafu's house to play games at night.But when he broke through the door, what greeted him was not "Wash your paws, let's eat" from Mama Yang, but a messy hall.Yang Ziqian stared blankly at the broken glass, the fallen tables and chairs, and the place where the refrigerator and TV used to be placed. Now it was empty, but it was full of relatives at home. .

Yang Ziqian quickly found the red-eyed mother Yang in the crowd, trotted into her arms, and hugged her mother's neck tightly.Although he didn't know what was going on, his strong intuition made him uneasy.A few years later, when he accidentally saw the plot in a TV series, he realized that the situation at that time was called "copying the house".

Father Yang didn't come home that night, and Mother Yang said he was on a business trip.

Grandma came early the next morning, chatted with Yang's mother in the bedroom for a while, and then picked him up with red eyes.Yang Ziqian remembered that Yang's mother told him, "Mom will pick you up in two days."

However, in my memory, Yang's mother told a lie for the first time. Yang Ziqian stayed at his grandma's house for a week and his mother didn't come to pick him up. He finally couldn't help but ran home, but there was no one at home.

Back at his grandma's house, Yang Ziqian started to cry and make a fuss, insisting on looking for his parents.Grandma faltered and said that they were very busy and would pick him up in two days.But Yang Ziqian suddenly felt that he had been greatly wronged, his stubborn temper suddenly rushed up, he shook off his grandma's hand and ran out.

He wants to run away from home! !He doesn't believe that his parents won't come to him! !

Yang Ziqian rushed out from his grandma's house without hesitation, but his inflexible grandma didn't stop him, and shouted anxiously from behind, "Little Qianzi! My little Qianzi!!"

After leaving the door, he started to run wildly. He didn't know how long he ran, and finally stopped when he was exhausted.Looking up, I unknowingly ran to the small garden behind the school.

Panting heavily, Yang Ziqian jumped onto the bench with his short legs and was stunned.He didn't think about anything, his little head went blank.

It was getting darker and darker, and Yang Ziqian, who had regained his composure, became a little scared.Just as he was debating whether to go back, he heard a scream.This yell made his hair blow out in fright, and his calves were shaking.

His mind was pounding, he quickly jumped off the bench and ran away.When running through a small forest, I vaguely saw a group of people kicking a person lying on the ground, and the leader was standing aside, talking and laughing with a girl in his arms.The man seemed to have noticed the movement here, and suddenly turned his head, looking at Yang Ziqian with a pair of shiny black eyes, Yang Ziqian was so frightened that he staggered and almost fell into the mud.

"Huh..." Yang Ziqian seemed to hear the other party's disdainful laugh.Although he was a little upset, he always advocated hiding as much as possible when encountering violent incidents.

After running out of the small park, it was already dark. Yang Ziqian was a little scared, and he couldn't remember what forced his parents to come back to pick him up. At this time, he desperately wanted to go back to his grandma's house.

However, he was a little road-crazed, and he just lost his mind because of the violent incident, so he didn't notice that he ran out from the side gate of the park.Recently, the side door was under construction, sand and cement was piled up everywhere, and the street lights were temporarily out of action, so he couldn't find the north for a while.

This made him anxious, and when he was about to cry, the light and shadow of several flashlights in the distance approached him.He vaguely heard his grandma's voice, and quickly swept away his embarrassing crying face and ran forward.

Seeing grandma, grandpa and two uncles, I wanted to pretend to be angry and let them coax me, but I didn't want my little uncle, who was only a few years older than him, to push him to the ground without saying a word, and beat his ass hard.The grandma was crying while holding the little uncle.

He fell asleep crying that night, and in the middle of the night he seemed to dream of his mother covering him with a quilt.

The next day he received a call from his parents at his grandma's house. Father Yang said that they would not be back until after a business trip, and told him to be strong and not to cause trouble for his grandparents.And Yang's mother kept asking him about his school affairs, and choked up when she asked.

Yang Ziqian held back his tears, kept saying "Yes" like a puff, and didn't say a word to his parents.He decided not to talk to his parents anymore.

A week later, he was sitting in the classroom when he heard the announcement that someone was looking for him in the school mail room.Thinking it was his parents, he immediately forgot about their decision to ignore them, and happily ran to the school gate.

However, the person at the door was not Yang's father and Yang's mother at all, but a middle-aged man with a big beard.He had seen that person before, and he seemed to be a friend of his father.

The bearded man opened his mouth and asked, "Where's your dad?" He was not at all like the face that praised him for being smart when we met before.

Yang Ziqian told him that his father and mother were on a business trip, and the bearded man threw him a stack of papers after cursing a few words and asked him to hand it to Father Yang.Yang Ziqian was only in the fourth grade of elementary school, and he couldn't understand the pile of words on the paper at all.But I heard from the man in the mail room who was watching the beard cautiously, that thing is called a subpoena.

summons?Although Yang Ziqian didn't know what it was, he noticed the undisguised strange look on the face of the old man who had been looking at him lovingly before.

When he got home that night, he showed a stack of papers to his grandma and grandpa, and then he heard his grumpy grandpa scolding him all night long.What "bullying children", "adding insult to injury" and the like.

This episode passed quickly, and he never saw the bearded man again.

During those days, Yang Ziqian felt that the whole world had changed. He hadn’t owned a new toy for several years, and the head teacher who had always been kind to him said in front of the whole class that he “has a bad attitude and is not suitable to be the head of the class.” When I went to my uncle's house to play with my brother, my aunt choked and cried and ran back to my grandma's house in the middle of the night...

He didn't know until many years later that Dad Yang borrowed a lot of money to help a friend who was in trouble because he was too righteous.But it turned out that the friend lied to him and ran away with the money.Father Yang sold the house to pay back the money, and the company went bankrupt, but he still owed a lot of money.Some of the creditors are relatives of his family.

And he didn't know what happened at the time, and no one told him that the gap in life made him at a loss.Living at his grandma’s house every day, although his grandparents are very kind to him, they still make him feel “under the fence” when he is precocious and sensitive; at school, he no longer has the same response as before, and sometimes the children’s unintentional jokes will make him feel neurotic. He was ridiculed, and fought with him; his relatives who used to be gentle and gentle to him no longer asked himself to visit their homes during the holidays...

Although Yang Ziqian was small, he could tell the height of his eyebrows.From then on he felt inferior in everything he did.He no longer goes out to play with children, and no longer visits relatives.Some people say that the child has grown up and is calm, but only he knows it, and he is afraid of hearing ridicule from others.

Since then, he hasn't seen his father for nearly two years, and his mother will visit him at his grandma's house every few months.At that time, he felt great resentment towards his parents, but when he grew up, when he learned that he had wandered around the school gate countless times and secretly looked at his parents, he hugged his parents and shed tears after a long absence. tears.

In the last three years of elementary school, whenever the teacher announced the collection of tuition and miscellaneous fees, instead of going back to tell his grandparents, he ran to a nearby construction site to steal scrap iron and sell it.If he couldn't pay the money on the second day, he lied to the teacher that he forgot, and if he couldn't pay it on the third day, he lied to the teacher that he forgot again... He canceled the art class he had always liked, and in his spare time Like a wild child, he ran away from home to collect scrap iron.

At home, only a few relatives from his grandma's family treated him as before, but Yang Ziqian subconsciously rejected that warmth and set a high defense for himself.

Yang Ziqian's nerves became extremely sensitive, as if every day when he opened his eyes, many people wanted to attack him.The morbid psychology made him hate all the jokers around him, and he felt that the jokes were all about him.

In the last two years of elementary school, his personality became particularly sharp and even aggressive.But his heart is getting more and more inferior, even a little autistic.Sometimes he would go home because of other people's words like "Xiaoqian, your shoes are dirty", "Yang Ziqian, with a score of 75, regressed", "The corridor in charge of Yang Ziqian is not up to standard, and points will be deducted for the class" and so on. I cried secretly under the quilt.

For two years, he cried under the covers almost every night.The adults in the family, and the teachers and classmates who spent most of the day with him, did not notice his abnormality and sensitivity.At home, he became more well-behaved.But at school, his classmates felt that he was becoming more and more difficult to get along with. Not only did he have a big temper, but he also liked to play petty temper.

Elementary school has become the day that Yang Ziqian is least willing to recall, but at the same time, it has also created his life's cheerfulness in the eyes of others, and the gloomy inferiority complex that only he knows in his heart.

And in this gloomy period, before he knew it, he ushered in his first love...

☆, 3. Beaten

What does it feel like to be in love?Yang Ziqian never experienced it until he graduated from university in his twenties.

Since the fourth grade of elementary school, his personality has become sensitive and autistic.But in the three years of junior high school, he consciously concealed his low self-esteem and fear of the outside world, and gradually succeeded in shaping himself into a "lively", "cheerful", "sunshine", "responsible", "sunshine" in the eyes of outsiders. A good boy with integrity and kindness.

In the eyes of teachers, he is a good class monitor with excellent grades and leadership skills; in the eyes of classmates, he is a good partner who is loyal, able to play and make trouble; in the eyes of parents, he is a good boy who is quiet, shy and obedient.In the group, he must be playing the role of the pistachio, he is very "crazy", very "bumpy", with a smile on his face every day.There are always classmates who sigh to him quietly, "Hey, Ziqian~ why are you so happy every day~ you don't have any worries~" Whenever this happens, he will smile without saying a word.

In the third year of junior high school, his parents came back and took him home.Although since then, his family has no house, and basically has to move every few months, and his life is very poor.But after seeing his parents who had gone out for several years and finally paid off their debts, Yang Ziqian finally understood their pain and helplessness when he grew up.Who would want their children to suffer along with them?Since then, Yang Ziqian and his parents have talked about everything, and the family cherishes the life together.Yang's father always said, "The three of us should be twisted into one rope and work together. Dad is in charge of making money, your mother is in charge of taking care of your health, and you should study hard. I don't believe our family can't get up."

Although Yang Ziqian is not smart, he is very hardworking.If others recite it twice, he will recite it four times.Others do one question, he does ten questions.All the way from the best junior high school in the city to the best high school in the province.Although he failed the college entrance examination, he also went to a good university in other places.

But in his freshman year, Yang Ziqian, who had always been ignorant about relationships, suddenly discovered something that frightened him.The reason was that he accidentally saw a so-called calcium-tablet, and then found that he had a physiological reaction.After a series of experiments (experiment content: watching boyandgirl videos - there is a response; watching girlandgirl videos - no response; watching boyandboy videos - there is a reaction!), he was shocked to find that he might be... .

No wonder he has never been in love with any little girl since he was a child, no wonder he has never experienced the legendary "feeling".In middle school and high school, he was pursued by several girls.One of them even chased him for six years. He was very moved, but he still rejected him.In his opinion, "If I don't like her and forcefully stay with her, I'm not only irresponsible to myself, but I'm also sorry for her."

When he saw those students who were in pairs, he was confused about the situation that he "never moved his heart".But at that time, he thought that maybe it was because of the pressure of studying, and he didn't have time to fall in love at all; he also thought that maybe it was because of his own psychological problems, so he never dared to give others full trust.

However, after knowing the result, he really wanted to swear!The reason is not what he thought, but he got the "direction" wrong from the beginning to the end. Hey! ! !

When he came to a conclusion, he once thought that he was finished, and felt that he would definitely not be able to pass this hurdle.How would he live if someone found out about this!How should he face his parents!

In his heart at that time, like most people who just discovered that their sexual orientation was different from ordinary people, he felt that he had become a different kind that could not be exposed to the sun, full of prying eyes everywhere, and was in constant fear.Coupled with Nei Li's low self-esteem and fragility, during those days, the huge psychological pressure made him almost collapse and commit suicide several times.

Yang Ziqian went to university in a province far away from home.At that time, Yang's mother and Yang's father would call him every day. If they couldn't hear his voice every day, the couple would feel uneasy.

Yang Ziqian's abnormality was easily noticed by Yang's parents and Yang's mother, and Yang Ziqian also mustered up the courage to tell them all about his situation.

Yang's father and Yang's mother comforted him at first, "It's okay son, don't be afraid, you are still young, maybe you will be better when you grow up."Father Yang even comforted him clumsily and said, "This son is nothing. Dad liked boys quite a bit when he was young. This is normal..." After hearing this unreliable comfort, Yang Ziqian's face was full of black lines. I know the expression of Yang's mother on the other side of the phone.

Afterwards, the couple read a lot of knowledge and news about gays on the Internet. After constant entanglement, understanding and consultation, Yang’s father and Yang’s mother said, “Let’s let nature take its course, son. Mom and Dad don’t need you to have a lot of money in the future, and they don’t ask for it.” How promising you are, as long as you are healthy and happy, the two of us will be content. How can we live this life, happiness is the most important..."

After hearing this, Yang Ziqian burst into tears on the phone.

He gradually accepted himself, and he was even more grateful to his parents for accepting him.He felt that the luckiest thing in his life was to be their child.

However, Yang Ziqian has never been in a relationship since he became clear about his situation until he graduated from university.Even the first kiss was stubbornly clinging to him and refused to leave.

"I didn't meet my heartbeat" is still his biggest headache.He insisted on preferring lack to abuse, so he never fell in love for the sake of love.He didn't believe that he was suffering from anaffective disorder, because deep in his memory, his heart was jumping violently.Although that experience made him not know whether it was good or bad......................

There is a kind of student position in elementary school, called weekly student, or disciplinary committee member.The function is to supervise and manage the behavior of students in the responsible area, and to record and deduct points for students who violate school rules and disciplines.This "playing house" model in the eyes of adults was great in the eyes of the students at the time. Being caught by the weekly student and deducting points would not only affect the class honor, but also be asked by the class teacher to talk.

Every Monday in the elementary school, the discipline and hygiene results of the previous week will be summarized, with a total score of [-]. Those with high scores will receive floating red flags, and those with low scores will be named and criticized.From the first grade to the sixth grade, all class teachers attach great importance to this score, which is said to be linked to their salary.In the eyes of elementary school students, what the teacher says is the imperial decree, so they have inexplicable fear of deducting points and being a weekly student.

Weekly students are produced from the fourth grade to the sixth grade, two in each class, and Yang Ziqian, who was in the fourth grade at that time, was one of them.

Yang Ziqian had just left his parents' life at that time, and his mind was very unstable. He was like a porpoise all day long, protecting his fragile heart with a mean face.

The place he is in charge of is the east side of the third floor of the school's main teaching building, where there are six third-grade classes and some leadership offices.He will stand guard on time during class and lunch break.At work, he is very serious and responsible, even rigid, no matter whether it is a little Douding in the first grade or a big guy in the sixth grade, as long as he violates the school rules in the area he manages, he will deduct points without saying a word.

Although many years have passed, he still clearly remembers the reason for the first beating.

As soon as he arrived at the post during the class break that day, he saw a boy in fancy clothes coming out of the toilet with a cigarette in his mouth.

Yang Ziqian stepped forward with his feet raised, shoulders raised, and pretending to be tough, he took out the cigarette from the boy's mouth, snuffed out the butt, and threw it into the trash can.I lowered my head and opened the small book like a routine, found a brand new page, and began to record the time, place, and reason for deducting points, and asked without raising my head, "Which class is it, and what is its name?"

The boy seemed to be taken aback for a moment, Yang Ziqian raised his head to look at him with a frown when he saw that he was silent.

That boy was tall and handsome, but he had a bald head, wearing red-spotted beach pants, a yellow-striped shirt, and clogs on his feet?At first glance, he is a standard little bastard.

When Yang Ziqian saw the image of the other party, his eyebrows frowned even tighter.He asked again angrily, "Name! Class!" He pretended to be "imposing".

When the boy saw Yang Ziqian's stinky face and the behavior of deducting points for him, he seemed to have seen something funny, looked at him playfully, and said softly, "I'm Liu Yi, I know Is it Xia Kun, the head of our school?"

Yang Ziqian didn't have the heart to answer him, and he didn't know what Xia Kun was or what the boss was. He was upset when he saw the school punks pretending to be handsome and cool everywhere, disturbing the order.He said sternly, "Hurry up and sign!"

The boy didn't expect Yang Ziqian to be so obsessed, and thought that this brat is really courting death.I had a premonition that I was about to watch a good show.