Strong buy not sell

He didn't tell anyone what day Su Xiang left, otherwise there would be too many people who wanted to see him off, and he didn't like parting occasions.

However, Ni Er still showed up at the airport as scheduled with great powers.

Ni Er came alone, wearing a black suit, walking in a hurry as if he had just retired from an important meeting place, but in the sweltering summer, his whole person had an awe-inspiring and cold temperament.

Ni Er stopped in front of him, opened his mouth, his pale lips trembled imperceptibly, as if he sighed deeply from the bottom of his heart, he said: "I still didn't leave you..."

His words are not without reason. In the past few months, he has tried everything he can, but he has not been able to restore Su Xiang's decision to leave... When he thinks of this, he feels that the place in his heart The pain was excruciating, but the most painful thing was at this moment, Su Xiang was finally leaving, quietly leaving his world forever without even saying hello.

Su Qing went to check in some things.Therefore, in the huge waiting room, apart from strangers, only Ni Er and Su Xiang were facing each other from afar.

The relationship between the two of them in the initial transaction has already been dissolved, but the bits and pieces of the past three years, this memory, this relationship, does not mean that they can be broken off by breaking up.At least, for Ni Er, he couldn't do it!

Su Xiang insisted on leaving, even if he said no to the career he had worked so hard to accomplish all these years, let alone him, Ni Er, a little person who might be nothing in his heart.

In the past few months, Ni Er's heart was like soaking in cold ice water for a while, and frying it in a frying pan for a while. Except for love, except for Su Xiang, no one in this world can let this person with love This man with a will like steel was lost and worried about gain and loss.

He even thought more than once that as long as Su Xiang is willing to stay and stay by his side, he can do whatever he wants, even if he kneels under him and begs him, even if he has his arms and legs broken and becomes disabled... But, The most humble and despicable entreaties are nothing but self-inflicted humiliation, he knows it very well in his heart.Sometimes Su Xiang is just such a hard-hearted person who won't even give him the least mercy...

Was there nothing between the two but pity?

No, Ni Er doesn't believe it.

In the past three years, the relationship between the two of them is no longer a so-called contractual relationship. I treat him with all my heart and soul, and Su Xiang can't feel it at all. People's hearts are fleshy, and Su Xiang loves him day by day. The change of his attitude towards himself and the relaxation of his guard made him mistakenly feel that Su Xiang felt the same as him... But why did he still hurt him like this, why everything was not what he imagined look...

The bitterness, grievance, grief and indignation in Ni Er's heart... It was like a huge surging wave that overturned his rationality, and even made him do some crazy things, for example, do some illegal things to keep Su Xiang, As long as he keeps Su Xiang by his side, he will not hesitate to take any risks...

But, how could he do something that hurt him? Between the two of them, only Su Xiang hurt him to pieces, but he was not willing to hurt him at all...

Therefore, as early as the very beginning, I lost, and I lost completely...

Ni Er looked at him with a wry smile, hoping to see even the slightest bit of concealed reluctance in Su Xiang's eyes.However, Su Xiang's black eyes like glass balls are as clear and deep as ever, so transparent that people can't see anything...

A kind of fatigue that penetrated deep into the bone marrow suddenly rushed to him like a tide. Ni Er looked at this beautiful, delicate, glamorous, and even dazzling man in front of him, his heart still couldn't control the constriction. A soul that does not belong to him, this soul is only restless for him...

Looking at him, Ni Er said word by word: "Anyway, I don't believe that you have no feelings for me. Maybe you lied to yourself, or I lied to you. Su Xiang, I decided to wait for you, maybe One day, when you see your heart clearly, you will return to my side..."

Su Xiang wanted to speak, but he stopped him.

"Hush!" Ni Er's handsome face was full of grief, this is a side that this iron-handed man rarely shows. At this moment, in front of Su Xiang, he is like a child who has no cover and no defense, showing his face. The most vulnerable side of himself, let others hurt, and people can't bear to hurt him. Those obsidian-like black eyes are full of dense pain and despair. Su Xiang continued word by word: "Don't say anything that makes me sad, I can't stand it here..." His finger pointed to the position of his heart.

The emotions in Su Xiang's eyes are very complicated. At this moment, Ni Er may not believe it, and his heart hurts.However, the haughty self-esteem built up over the years made him have to put on a cold and indifferent face.

In the short first half of his life, he has experienced too many ups and downs and setbacks. In short, this makes the current Su Xiang not have the same strong self-confidence to face Ni Er, and even face their feelings.

"You don't have to wait for me..." Su Xiang felt harsh when he heard his own voice: "I won't come back either..."

"You don't care about this, the decision to wait for you is my business, and it has nothing to do with you." Ni Er said.This relationship hurt not only Su Xiang, but he himself was also punished. The twisted melon was not only not sweet, but also very bitter, bitter to his mouth and heart...

Waiting is a promise to the other party and a comfort to oneself.

Because there are still people who can wait on the other side of waiting, if even waiting is not allowed, Ni Er doesn't know where his life will be in the future...

Su Qing came from afar, and when she saw the figure here, she couldn't help speeding up her pace.

"One day, you will find that maybe I am not the person you love the most, but the person who loves you the most must be Ni Tai and this man." Ni Er looked deeply at his lover, wanting to At this last moment, tell him all the words that I have buried in my heart these years, whether shy or touching, because I don’t know if I will have such an opportunity in the future.

"I've been in love with you since the first time I saw you at a party when I was 19 years old. Over the years, my love hasn't changed a day. It hasn't changed in the past, and it won't change in the future. Love is originally There is no such thing as equality and fairness, and I don’t expect anything else from you. I just hope that if one day, you see your heart clearly, or you still feel that you have a little affection for me, you will come back to me... I will always be there ..."

Ni Er never made a promise easily, and he only said so to one person in this life, but once he said it, he would spend his whole life keeping it.

Su Qing ran over from a distance, breathing shortly because of her anxiety.She looked at Ni Er defensively, and stood beside Su Xiang.

Ni Er's eyes are like the empty sky, only staring at one person in the darkness, that is Su Xiang.He seemed to lose sight of everything else.

However, before Su Qing came over, Ni Er had already finished what he needed to say.He took a deep look at Su Xiang for the last time, and without expecting any response from the other party, he turned and left in the direction he came from.

Ni Er took big steps and walked very fast, but when Ni Er looked from behind, he suddenly found that he had lost such a large circle of weight at some point, so that the back of him walking away looked a bit skinny, making him When people see it, they feel a very uncomfortable feeling in their hearts...

Su Xiang didn't know why, but his heart was so sore and uncomfortable. This kind of discomfort seemed to hurt him ten thousand times more than the humiliation Ni Er gave him back then.

"Brother, let's go." Su Qing said suddenly at this moment. She looked at the expression on Su Xiang's face and felt very uneasy in her heart, as if she was afraid that he would follow Ni Er's back. Hold Su Xiang's arm.

"..."

He stood there without moving, until he watched Ni Er's figure disappear for a long time, and then he slowly recovered, as if sighing and said softly: "Let's go..."

It wasn't until she got on the plane that Su Qing felt relieved.Just now, she was really afraid that Su Xiang would follow Ni Er.

At that moment, she saw from Su Xiang's expression that he should also love that man.It's just that she doesn't want to believe it, as long as she thinks of Ni Er, her heart feels like a big rock is blocked, and all kinds of humiliating feelings make her lose her reason.She only thought of his brother and her. From now on, she would take good care of him and let them leave this land forever. Those who hurt them could start their lives again...

They didn't know that Ni Er left in a hurry because he couldn't bear the disappearance of the person he loved from his eyes, but he didn't even have the strength to keep him.But he didn't leave, he was cowardly, he was reluctant after all.

Watching the plane that took his love from the airport parking lot, he felt something throbbing in his chest die.

The plane crossed the blue sky and left a faint white streak. Ni Er sat in the car all night without turning on the lights, turned off his mobile phone, a cigarette butt in an ashtray, and his red and swollen eyes...