What to do if you have a crush on Party A

Mai Wenche had a dream, it was a beautiful dream at the beginning, with warm and comfortable sunshine.It seems to be on a cruise ship, the sea is sparkling and the sea breeze is very gentle.Then Ming Zhen got out of the water, wiped the water on his face casually and handsomely, and held a bright red arctic shell in his hand—although the arctic shell should not be bright red when it just came out of the sea, and its size is also small. It shouldn't be bigger than a person's body, but whatever—Ming Zhen said that he caught an arctic clam on the bottom of the sea anyway.

McWench stretched out his hand and bent down to pull the man in the water up. The fat arctic shell jumped on him, and he laughed happily.

He opened his mouth and took a bite of the North Pole shellfish, and shouted, "Ming Zhen, you eat together too", when he looked up, he saw an old man with full head of gorgeous hair standing in front of him.It was a haggard face, strange and ugly, but McWenche knew that he was Ming Zhen.

"Ming Zhen, why did your hair turn gray all of a sudden?" Mai Wenche asked in surprise, wanting to get up and take a closer look, but the arctic shell suddenly weighed on him like a huge boulder, making him unable to move.Then the elderly Ming Zhen hunched over, turned around, and staggered away slowly. Mai Wenche kept calling his name, "Ming Zhen" and "Doudou", but the man never looked back, and then disappeared at the end of sight.

He woke up suddenly at this moment.

"Ming Zhen!" He opened his eyes and looked around hurriedly, trying to find the familiar figure, "I'm here!" rang in his ears.Turning his head, seeing Ming Zhen sitting on the head of his bed intact, his nervous heart relaxed.

It was only then that Mai Wenche realized that he was lying in the hospital with fluids in his hands.

After calling for someone, I realized that my throat was dry and sore, and my voice was hoarse and blocked, and I didn't know if it was just choked or muffled.

"What's the matter, is there any discomfort?" Ming Zhen came in and asked nervously.

Except for his head being a little heavy, Mai Wenche actually had very few symptoms of discomfort. He shook his head slightly and immediately asked, "Are you okay?"

"I am fine."

"I just saw him take a knife—"

"I'm really fine!" Ming Zhen stood up and turned around to show him.He also reported the current progress to Mai Wenche, "I called the police, and the police have already arrested him, and he is fine now. The police asked you to take a good rest, and we will go to the police station when you feel better tomorrow."

The mood gradually eased down.

"Ming Zhen——" Mai Wenche called Ming Zhen again, and Ming Zhen "huh?" came closer to listen to him.

Looking at the concerned look in his eyes, with thousands of words stuck in his chest, Mai Wenche himself didn't know what to say, so he could only say softly, "That's right, I want to call you."

"Well, it's okay." Ming Zhen raised his hand, hesitated for a moment, and finally rubbed his head lightly.

After Mai Wenche finished the infusion, the nurse told him that he could leave first.

There were people coming and going in the hospital, and the two walked side by side without speaking.

Mai Wenche's overall mental state is not bad, but his steps are a little sloppy.When I went out the door and went down the stairs, I almost stepped on the air and slipped involuntarily.

Ming Zhen saw it, and wanted to reach out to help him, but when he saw that he was standing still, she retracted her hand, and finally restrained and asked cautiously, "I, shall I help you?"

Mai Wenche pursed his lips forcefully, and shook his head slightly. Ming Zhen thought it was a refusal, and was about to withdraw his hand, but he heard the other party say: "You take me down."

Then he held out his hand.

Ming Zhen stared blankly at the hand stretched out to him, Mai Wenche shook his hand, and persistently repeated: "You hold me!"

With a rumble in his throat, Ming Zhen slowly grasped that slender hand.

Mai Wenche's fingers were a bit cold - yes, it's the end of November now - but his palms were warm.Ming Zhen held that hand, not daring to use force, her five fingers were stretched stiffly, and she didn't dare to look back at his expression, and walked straight to the door.

There were not many people in the hospital late at night, so the two held hands, went down the stairs, walked out of the hospital gate, and stood by the roadside waiting for a taxi.

Ming Zhen was a little nervous, so nervous that her mind went blank and she couldn't say anything.

Seeing an empty car approaching from a distance, Ming Zhen raises the other hand to beckon the car.The moment he raised his hand, he wanted to let go of Xuxu's hand, but just as his fingers showed signs of loosening, Mai Wenche sensed his intention, but suddenly clenched his hand tightly, not wanting to Let him break free.

Ming Zhen turned his head to look at him in surprise, and the people around him also turned their heads to look at him, and the eyes briefly exchanged, but the other party was so calm that they didn't even change their expressions.

The car stopped slowly, and Ming Zhen always felt that the master was confirming whether they were holding hands, because the people in the car glanced at their waists several times.

Then he froze half of his body and was pulled into the car by Mai Wenche.

When the master asked where to go, Ming Zhen hesitated to confirm with Mai Wenche: "To your house or to my house?"

Here it comes again, the intriguing expression of the master after hearing this sentence came again, and he glanced at them from the rearview mirror.

But the words were out of his mouth, and he quickly made a decision to go back to Mai Wenche's house.Firstly, the security in my community is really not good. After experiencing such a bad incident just now, Mai Wenche will definitely feel safer in a familiar place when he returns to his home; secondly... secondly, he I was in a hurry when I just went out, and I didn't take the key.

After making up his mind, he said, "It's still your home. Master, go to Xingchen Community."

Mai Wenche didn't respond, just leaned on the seat tiredly, looked out the car window, and didn't speak any more.

The hands of the two were still holding each other.

Ming Zhen's attention was all on the tight-fitting square inch of skin and flesh, he felt that he must be so nervous that his hands were sweating.

The entire taxi was eerily quiet.

Fortunately, the master quickly turned on the radio.

A sweet female voice rang out in the car, the host chatted for a while, and then played a song, which was a classic Cantonese hit, Sammi Cheng's "Lifetime is Beautiful".

The song comes from a love comedy called "Slimming Men and Women" in Hong Kong more than 20 years ago. It was performed by Andy Lau and Sammi Cheng. It tells the story of two fat people who met and fell in love.In the last scene of the movie, the male and female protagonists lose weight successfully, and the two "skinny" kiss affectionately.

When she was losing weight in college, Mingzhen often revisited this movie.After all, it was made more than 20 years ago. From the current aesthetic point of view, this movie is not very soul-stirring, but for Mingzhen who was losing weight at that time, it was like a guiding star.He even firmly believes that after losing weight, he will also meet his love.

[The spire still remembers, this hug is very beautiful]

The familiar prelude sounded, bringing Ming Zhenmeng back to the days when she worked hard to lose weight.

When you are too hungry to take it, when you are frustrated and want to give up.And this movie carried all the ulterior motives of his youth that were buried in his heart.

【It's you who wakes me up, only by working hard can I be loved】

He has changed from a fat man with low self-esteem to now being able to integrate into society normally, and he is no longer anxious about his appearance and figure, which is also due to Mai Wenche.

He used to say that Mai Wenche was an angel, and there was no exaggeration in it, because Mai Wenche was the angel who saved him.

【If this memory is not love, even the sky will not be too happy】

He glanced at the clasped hands, then at Mai Wenche who was staring at the fleeting scenery outside the window.He didn't know what Mai Wenche was thinking, in fact, he had never been able to figure out what Mai Wenche was thinking.

Why did he let me hold his hand?Maybe it's just that he has lingering fears for the rest of his life, and needs someone to accompany him?

It's just that this is too misleading for Ming Zhen.

This will make Ming Hazel fall into unrealistic delusions.

【Being grateful and saluting to you, being your confidant is hypocrisy】

Well, Mingzhen is also hypocritical.To get along with Mai Wenche as a friend is nothing more than self-deception.

Yes, how could he be friendly to Mai Wenche?He has loved this person since 7 years ago, and the throbbing and joy in those memories are all the witnesses of his first love.

Just now he was on the balcony upstairs, staring at Mai Wenche's back, watching him walk through the alleys of the community, and through the gate of the community.He kept looking at him like that, like a perverted voyeur.

He thought that Mai Wenche would get in the car and drive away as before, and then saw someone covering him with something and pressing him against the car door.At that moment, Ming Zhen's heart was in his throat.

He didn't take his mobile phone or keys, and ran downstairs without thinking.

Running too fast, the heart is almost unable to breathe fresh air.The slippers were too in the way, halfway through the run, he simply threw off the shoes.

There were small gravels on the road that pierced his feet, and he couldn't care about them at all, or he didn't pay attention to them anymore.

During the run without oxygen, he had only one thought that was extremely firm, and that was absolutely not to let anything happen to Mai Wenche.

He was kicked a few times during the fight, and then fought back mercilessly.

Seeing the other party take out a fruit knife from the cab, Ming Zhen also felt a moment of fear. He had just been swung several times and it hurt, but he knew he couldn't retreat.

Both of them went crazy, and their eyes were red, because everyone knew that it was already a life-and-death situation.

Ming Zhen should also be thankful that she was not injured in the end.Holding the opponent's wrist, he slammed it hard on the car before smashing the knife.When he pressed the person hard against the ground, he looked up and saw Mai Wenche who had closed his eyes, his heart was almost torn apart.He was afraid that the closed eyes would never be opened again, but he had to suppress the people on the ground first, he couldn't even take a closer look to confirm their safety.

After finally beating the man until he couldn't move, Ming Zhen almost scrambled and fell to Mai Wenche's side.No matter how strong you were in the fight just now, how soft your hands and feet are now.

In the cold late autumn, he was covered in cold sweat.

Finally, trembling and frightened, he called an ambulance and called the police with McWenche's mobile phone.

[I am lucky enough to find you when I turn around, come and cheer me up]

......

【If I can embrace this love, even the sky will be happy for me】

......

In Zheng Xiuwen's affectionate voice, Ming Zhen's mood was like a bottle of Coke that had been shaken too much, the turbulence was almost uncontrollable.

Ming Zhen finally felt that if he liked someone, his heart would really hurt.Why does love exist in this world?I can't help myself, I can't control my emotions.

But I just... like someone.

However, at this moment, thinking of the situation when Mai Wenche fell to the ground and slowly closed his eyes just now, Ming Zhen thought again, it doesn't matter whether he likes it or not.

The distance between straight men and homosexuals can no longer be called a simple barrier, it should be called a barrier, a gap that cannot be easily bridged.

——God, I don't want to embrace any love anymore, and I don't need you to be happy for me. I don't ask him to respond to my love. I just ask him to be safe and healthy, and that's enough.

In a daze of random thoughts, the taxi stopped at the gate of the community.Ming Zhen subconsciously wanted to pull out his hand to get the phone, but Mai Wenche clenched his hand tightly again as if frightened.

Maybe he still has some sequelae, so he still has a strong stress reaction—Ming Zhen thought, and could only say helplessly: "I have to pay——"

Mai Wenche didn't do anything, but still clasped his hands.

Ming Zhen was carrying Mai Wenche's mobile phone, and in the end he could only take out the mobile phone with one hand, handed it to Mai Wenche to unlock it, and the two completed the payment with a little difficulty.

Get off the car, enter the community, and go upstairs.

There was no dialogue between the two along the way.

It wasn't until he pressed the combination lock to open the door, and stood at the entrance to change his home shoes, that Mai Wenche finally let go of the two holding hands.

For some reason, Ming Zhen breathed a sigh of relief.

Mai Wenche bent down and took out a pair of slippers from the shoe cabinet. When he lowered his head, he saw the pair of disposable cotton slippers on Ming Zhen’s feet—they were the bare feet that Ming Zhen was wearing in the hospital when the nurse watched him in winter. For him—looking up at him with complicated eyes.

Ming Zhen heard Mai Wenche sigh.

Then, the person who hadn't said a word all the way stretched out his hands and hugged him tightly all at once.

Ming Zhen felt that he understood the meaning of this hug, it was a kind of luck for the rest of his life after the catastrophe.

Without hesitation, he raised his arms and hugged Mai Wenche back.

The two bodies hugged each other, and the tension that had been tense all night finally relaxed.

The night was even deeper, the community was very quiet, and the house was also very quiet, so quiet that only the sound of the heartbeat and breathing of the two of them, from beating violently to gradually steady and soft.

Just hugged for a long time without moving.

Mai Wenche let go of his hand slightly, and the distance between the two bodies was opened, but they kept embracing.He raised his head to look at Ming Zhen, and then he opened his mouth. His voice sounded like reproach, but it was full of distress: "Why...don't you wear shoes?"

Ming Zhen lowered her head, looked at him, and said in a low voice, "I ran too fast."

Mai Wenche looked up at him like this, his eyes were gentle and affectionate, he had a thousand words, but he didn't know where to start.

Under such gazes, Ming Zhen couldn't help but raised his hand to caress Mai Wenche's face, there were slight abrasions on the cheek, and his thumb gently rubbed on the chin.

Their eyes seemed to be stuck in the air, the two looked at each other fixedly, Ming Zhen saw his own small reflection in the dark eyeballs.

He blinked, feeling unreal at the moment.

Then Mai Wenche raised his hand and put it on the back of Ming Zhen's hand, like a close-up action in a movie camera, he moved his head, rubbed his cheek against Ming Zhen's palm tenderly and attached, his eyes looked like he was filled with Spring-like, affectionate style, nostalgic and moving.

It only takes a decisive moment for the collapse of rationality, if it weren't for this sentimental action, Ming Zhen wouldn't be so impulsive that he doesn't care about the consequences at all.

Blame Mai Wenche for being too seductive, blame the sudden atmosphere for being too good, and finally blame myself for not having enough concentration.

Ming Zhen felt that Mai Wenche was the siren who tempted him to sink the ship. He used to think that, and now he feels the same way.

He wants to kiss him.

He did.

Obsessed, she stared at those two pale but incomparably alluring lips, then slightly raised her eyes to look at those affectionate eyes, and then she tilted her head and moved closer.

Seeing the face approaching slowly like a slow motion play, Mai Wenche raised his chin slightly to welcome the kiss, but before he could close his eyes and wait for the expected kiss, the breath of the two had just blended together, Mingzhen suddenly As if conscious, he pushed him away at once, and took two steps back hastily.

The movement of releasing was too fast, and the movement of pushing was too strong. Mai Wenche hit the shoe cabinet with his back and let out a painful exhalation sound.Ming Zhen on the opposite side was not much better, leaning his back against the wall of the entrance, panting heavily.

The other party said incoherently: "I...I should go back. You—you have a good rest."

After speaking, he forced himself to turn around calmly, and wanted to open the door in a panic to go out.

With a "bang", Mai Wenche pressed the door all at once, preventing Ming Zhen from twisting the lock.Sullenness flooded his face, and his tone instantly became serious: "Where are you going? Tell me clearly."

"I—" Ming Zhen concluded, he knew that he couldn't explain his behavior just now.

Mai Wenche suddenly became aggressive and asked: "What did you mean just now? Are you going to kiss me?"

Ming Zhen was so nervous that his mouth went dry after being told of his dirty thoughts.

"Are you trying to pretend that nothing happened now?" Mai Wenche's expression was stern, with the sternness of an interrogation.His hand was still pressed against the door, his five fingertips turned white, and he didn't know whether it was because of force or anger.

"You left without saying a word four years ago, will you leave without saying a word four years later?!" Mai Wenche's voice gradually grew louder.