what are you blushing

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As a failed experiment, Cheng Ran didn't know if he was lucky.When he was six years old, he was separated from his family and was taken to a completely strange place by human traffickers.

That place seems to be very remote, he rarely sees people coming and going, and there is only such a residence in a radius of ten miles——

He said it was a residence, but he found it very strange that the above residence was an ordinary house, but in the house, there was a road leading to the ground.

The owner of that house is a young and beautiful woman with long black hair, red lips, and a pair of sharp eyes that seem to hide a knife. When she looks at you without saying a word, It’s as if your body is being cut open layer by layer—that kind of feeling makes Cheng Ran feel very uncomfortable, and it always reminds him of those monsters who eat children in the stories.

He was brought to this place to begin, and the woman took him to a room in the house underground.There are many rooms like this, a long corridor with no end in sight, and the rooms are full of children about his age.Even with the lights on, the light in that room was always dim, and the air was always damp, with a musty smell that lingered for years.

He doesn't have to do anything here, someone will deliver food at a fixed time every day, and like all the children in the underground room, he can only stay in the room every day, waiting for the arrival of the person wearing special clothes, Then one needle after another was stuck in them.

At first he didn't feel anything special, but later in the night, his body would always become strange, sometimes it was like a raging fire burning in his body, sometimes it was like the pain was being torn into pieces...

One night, he saw himself in the mirror growing sharp fangs, even though they disappeared after dawn.He also finally understood the intentions of those people, they wanted to turn him, and all the children locked in the room, into monsters.

Intangible fear spread in his heart, and he tried to escape, but failed every time, and then more violent drugs greeted him.He watched those strange-colored liquids pouring into his body little by little, and he couldn't help but wonder if one day he would lose his mind and turn into a monster he didn't even recognize.

But he didn't turn into a monster until he left that place.

But only he himself knows that he is not a real monster, but he is not a real person either.Occasionally at night, his sharp fangs still grow out, and he also suffers from bone-burning pain from time to time, and his vision at night becomes better.

It's just that he didn't say a word.He didn't say a word about all the abnormalities in his body, and he behaved like a "normal person" all the time, and he was also fortunate that the examination in the laboratory could not detect any abnormalities in him.

"0912, Confirmation experiment failed."

He heard the person in charge of his experiment say, and then the woman with red lips and white teeth said: "If that's the case, then throw it away."

He was ten years old that year.

To them, he is just a failure that can be discarded at any time, but to him, that is the freedom he dreams of.

On the day he was discarded, he should have died. A masked man stabbed him in the heart—but the knife missed.

In a daze of consciousness, he heard the masked man say: "0912, confirmed death."

Many years later, when Cheng Ran recalled this incident again, he couldn't help guessing that that person might be an insider, or maybe he just felt compassion for a ten-year-old child and let him live .

He was thrown in a deep mountain forest, but was rescued by a young man who pursued excitement and loves to explore.

The man decided to adopt him and let him call him "Uncle".Even after hearing what happened to him, the man didn't change his decision, he just touched his chin and said a little deeply: "Is that so..."

If one survives, there will be future fortunes.Cheng Ran also thinks so.His uncle is very kind to him, but his uncle seems to be a bit busy at work, and he often comes back late at night, or he doesn't see anyone for a few days, and he doesn't want to take a good rest when he has a little free time. He always seeks excitement.

Uncle is a weirdo.

He always thinks so.

But it doesn't matter, he can be regarded as a "weird".

Cheng Ran is smart, and my uncle praised him for that.It took him three years to make up for what he had missed in his studies, and he was even better than his peers.

At the age of 13, his uncle sent him to school.It was the first regular heterogeneous school, and the students in it were all special people like him.

He sat down directly in the last row of the classroom, tidied up his things, and lay down on the table, watching the students in the class enter the classroom one after another—the long-lost campus, gradually tending to a normal life, He also slowly felt that he was returning to an ordinary "normal person" bit by bit.

Until he noticed that there was a gaze looking at him, he turned his head, and there was a young boy in overalls standing behind him, with soft rabbit ears hanging on both sides of his head, and his clean eyes looked at him carefully.

"Look at what?" Cheng Ran said.

"There seems to be something different about you," Rabbit Ears said frankly, "When I see you, I feel a little nervous for no reason..."

"Because I'm a wolf, and wolves can eat little rabbits." Cheng Ran raised his eyebrows.

"Oh. But you look like an ordinary person, why did you come to this school?"

"Because I'm a failure." Cheng Ran also said it frankly.

The rabbit-eared boy let out an "oh", gently pulled away the chair beside him, then put down the chair, and sat down beside him.

Cheng Ran looked at him for a while and said, "You're so short, why don't you sit here?"

"It's okay, I can see clearly." The boy with rabbit ears said while taking out his textbook.

"I'm a wolf, aren't you afraid of me?"

The boy with rabbit ears turned his head to look at him again, and after a while he smiled softly and said, "I was a little nervous at first, but now I don't, and I want to be friends with you, my name is Jiang Yuan."

He spoke sincerely, his eyes were bright when he smiled, and the sunlight coming in from the window fell on him, clean and bright.Cheng Ran also stayed in the laboratory, and he knew that it was not easy for experimental subjects to survive, and it was even rarer to see such bright smiles—people who had also experienced pain, but he had never seen such A clean and pure person, dazzlingly bright.

"Cheng Ran." Cheng Ran looked away unnaturally, then turned his head, propped his chin and said, "You laugh like a fool."

Jiang Yuan stared at him, and it took him a long time before he said a retort without any momentum: "You are an idiot!"

After getting along, Cheng Ran found that he was really a "stupid".He could quickly understand the questions the teacher taught in class, but Jiang Yuan, on the other hand, had already talked about the next question, and was still thinking about the previous question, and what he was thinking about was some things he could understand at a glance .

"I don't believe you are stupid, stupid rabbit."

At such a time, Jiang Yuan would not refute him, but approached him with a smile, pointing to the question and asking him: "Then why is it written like this here?"

At times like this, Cheng Ran would not tell him in the simplest and clearest way from the very beginning, perhaps because he wanted to see him thinking seriously, yet puzzled, frowning cutely.

When Jiang Yuan finally understands, he will suddenly realize "Oh", then he will bend his eyes, laugh happily, and thank him earnestly, saying: "You are amazing!"

This person has never been stingy about expressing his sincerity and gratitude. Cheng Ran can always receive a small gift from him to express his gratitude—sometimes it’s meat buns for breakfast, sometimes it’s ice soda in summer, and sometimes it’s when he’s bored. a candy of...

He is indeed a fool, but the fool is cute.

An idiot is an idiot, Cheng Ran thought, anyway, that idiot still has him by his side.

One day when he came back from playing ball with his classmates during the big break, he saw that idiot sleeping on the table, with soft rabbit ears on the side of his face, and he looked even more dazed.

Cheng Ran remembered that this idiot said that ears should not be touched casually, only important people can touch them.

He looked at it for a while, then raised his hand cautiously, the moment he touched the furry ear, the soft touch made him squeeze it lightly, and then withdrew his hand like an electric shock.

really soft...

Are the ears of a fool so soft?

Just as he was thinking, the class bell rang, Jiang Yuan's eyelashes trembled, and then he opened his eyes, meeting his gaze for a moment.He immediately turned his head away and touched his ears with a guilty conscience, but he didn't notice the temperature touched by his fingertips.

"What's wrong?" Jiang Yuan rubbed his eyes and asked him suspiciously.

"It's nothing, watching the idiot drooling while sleeping." Cheng Ran said casually.

Jiang Yuan wiped the corner of his mouth subconsciously, and then said fiercely: "You lied to me, I won't drool when I sleep."

"Then you didn't wipe it subconsciously."

"That's because you lied to me!"

"So you're an idiot."

……

The heartbeat of youth always comes for no reason. It may be a sudden heartbeat, or it may be a feeling accumulated over the years.But no matter what kind it is, it will take root and sprout in the heart, and then grow into a towering tree, which is difficult to pull out.

He gave up the city's key middle school, went to the same ordinary high school as Jiang Yuan, and was lucky to be assigned to the same class.

The boy's love is always clean and pure, and he fantasizes that it can be forever, forever, and for a long time. He feels that he can always be with this idiot, but he meets that person—the "brother" Jiang Yuan said.

Jiang Yuan looked at him very differently, his eyes were always very bright when looking at him, he couldn't help but bend over, act like a baby with him, and call him "brother" very sweetly and softly.

At that time, Cheng Ran already knew that Jiang Yuan was the most different to that person.He once thought that he had a special place in Jiang Yuan's heart, but in fact, like everyone else, he was just Jiang Yuan's friend.The only difference is probably that he is more important than others, Jiang Yuan's most irreplaceable friend.

What a safe location friends.

But it is also sad, which means that he will never be able to express his thoughts and thoughts at night.

But that idiot still came to ask him: "Cheng Ran, what do you think you like?"

"Probably seeing him smile, I can't help being happy, and seeing him sad, I can't help being sad. When he is around, I can't help but get close to him, wanting to look at him more. When he's not around , I can’t help thinking about him every minute and every second. I want to be with him, I want to do a lot of things with him, even if I don’t do anything, it’s good to just watch him quietly.”

"Then do you have someone you like?"

"Yes, but that idiot probably doesn't know that I like him."

"Then why didn't you tell him? If you did, wouldn't he know?"

"Because I knew the result a long time ago. Some likes are destined to be unspoken, and they can only be rotten in my heart!" What a fool, if he said it himself, wouldn't he be the one who troubled him? , that stupid head will definitely struggle with this for a long time, so it's better not to tell him.

But having said this, the idiot still looked incomprehensible: "Then why do you still like it?"

Cheng Ran stared at him closely for a while, couldn't help but patted his forehead, and said with a smile: "Because I can't help it, idiot!"

Can't help it, indeed.

Cheng Ran always said that he was an idiot, but in the hands of an idiot, it seemed that he was also quite idiot.

After graduation, Jiang Yuan stayed in the city to go to university, and he finally decided to move forward and go to a further place.

At the graduation party, Cheng Ran said seriously: "You said that I was your best friend, after we parted, you can't forget me."

"Don't worry! I will definitely not forget you!"

Cheng Ran watched as Jiang Yuan also picked up a can of beer, drank a little, his face turned red, he was completely drunk, and he smiled foolishly at people.

"Haven't you ever drank? You idiot, don't drink outside if you don't know how much you can drink!" He said, but the drunk idiot would just laugh and look stupid.

Cheng Ran reluctantly called that person, who quickly came to pick up Jiang Yuan.He returned to the party again, feasting and feasting, lively and noisy, but he suddenly felt dull.

He drank the can of beer that Jiang Yuan drank, then stood up and said, "You guys keep playing, I'm leaving first."

"Don't burn brother, why are you leaving in such a hurry, it will be difficult for everyone to meet again after today!"

"Yeah, let's play for a while, it's not long since it started!"

"Sorry, I have something to do at home, let's go first."

He still left the party, standing on the side of the road watching the traffic and bustling people, his nose suddenly became sore.

Probably the more sad the parting moment is, the easier it is for people to be hypocritical.

He made a call, and after a few seconds of silence, he said, "Uncle, can you come pick me up?"

There is no feast that never ends, he has always understood this saying, but perhaps there are very few who can truly be calm.

The day of parting was sunny, shining on Jiang Yuan, it was dazzling for a moment.He recalled vaguely that the first time he saw this idiot, the sunlight was also very good that day, and it also fell on him so silently that he couldn't help being dazed.

"It's very cold in the north. Remember to wear more clothes in winter. Although it's not cold here now, you may need to wear a coat when you arrive in the north! If it snows in winter, remember to take some photos for me ..." Jiang Yuan said in a single thought.

Cheng Ran couldn't help laughing out loud, raised his hand and flicked his head, "Do you idiots like to talk so much?"

"You're the one who is long-winded! After leaving this time, I don't know when we will meet next time. You still don't want me to talk more."

"I'm afraid that if you say more, that person over there will be jealous." Cheng Ran raised his eyebrows and raised his chin in a certain direction.

"My brother is not as stingy as you."

"I don't know if he's stingy or not, but I see his face is quite dark." Cheng Ran laughed.

Jiang Yuan also laughed, laughed for a while, and said seriously: "Best trip, I will miss you."

"Hug one." Cheng Ran slightly opened his arms and hugged him, his soft ears gently rubbed against his neck, itching.Cheng Ran whispered in his ear: "Stupid, don't forget me."

Since we can only be friends after all, I wish you all the best, peace and joy, and you can always be a carefree fool.

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感谢在2022-03-2522:25:19~2022-03-2615:20:16期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of baa baa;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!