what are you blushing

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Since that time, my relationship with him has gotten closer - at least I think so.Although we still quarrel when we meet, it’s like a kitten at home. Although it dislikes its owner in every possible way, many times, it is still willing to let the owner touch it a few times.

I also gradually got to know him better. He likes strawberry-flavored soda, and likes to add green onions to his noodles, but he never adds coriander. He always only drinks half sugar in milk tea.He is like a piece of rich chocolate, it only feels bitter in the mouth, but it has a hint of sweetness in the aftertaste, just as he looks a little fierce on the surface, but in fact he is softer than anyone else in his heart.

We were in the same school, and later in the same class. Time came and went, and the three of us spent year after year in the hustle and bustle of everyday life.

After entering junior high school, we were still in the same school, but not in the same class.However, the two classes are not far away, and he often runs here whenever he has free time, looking for his young master Lu—although I know that the three of us have a very good relationship in the eyes of others, that's what, Iron Triangle, but every time he comes, he only looks for a corner like Young Master Lu.

It's not that I'm blaming them for something, it's just that every time my little follower comes over, I'm not the one they're looking for—not even once!How embarrassing to be a big brother!

"Why do you keep coming to our class to find Master Lu?" One day after school, Linchuan was picked up for training, and it was rare for me to be able to go home with Yoyo, so I asked him, "Will you really Are you interested in our Young Master Lu?"

They are both at the age of first love, a little bit of ambiguity in school will become fiery gossip and spread among classes.And he opens and closes his mouth every day to be that guy Lu Linchuan, so there are naturally rumors that he likes that young master Lu who is almost perfect in everyone's eyes.

At first I didn't care about these gossips, but when I was with Lin Chuan, the first one he spoke was always his Young Master Lu.

He has always been partial to Linchuan, of course I know this, and I am used to it.But I can't tell why, I feel a little lost, feeling sour in my heart... Well, not only lost, but also a little wronged.However, the word grievance is obviously inappropriate for the elder brother. After thinking about it, I think the root of the problem is still because of his ungratefulness!

Bah, little white-eyed wolf, thanks to me being so kind to him!

"What are you thinking?" He looked at me inexplicably, his eyes were very clean, but at this moment I seemed to notice a little speechlessness in his eyes.

"Although I like the young master, it doesn't mean what you said. The young master is very nice, handsome, excellent in grades, good in physical fitness, good in everything, he is the most perfect person I have ever seen so far! Hmm...it's equivalent to chasing stars, the young master is my goal."

Hmph, what I'm saying is, Young Master Lu is very good and excellent. Could it be that I'm not good or excellent?

But I was relieved to hear him say that... although I don't know why I feel relieved.

But he turned his head to look at me, as if he had discovered something, and said with a sly smile, "Kong Jiayu, are you sour?"

"Who is sour?" As a big brother, how could I be sour with my followers?

"How do I know? Did you use Young Master Lu as a shield because you wanted to see me but were embarrassed?"

"Who wants to see you? Why are you so narcissistic? I'm really curious how you managed to be so thick-skinned?" He rolled his eyes and said speechlessly, but I noticed that the tips of his ears were a little red .

"Narcissism also requires capital. Obviously, I can afford this capital." I'm telling the truth, at least in this school, can I find a second more handsome person besides me?Can't find it at all.Well, although my good brother is also very handsome, but we are not the same type, there is no comparison - even if there is a real comparison, I must be better!

He still rolled his eyes at me, and then suddenly asked me seriously: "Hey, what do you think of beta?"

"beta?"

"Ah."

"It's nothing to look at. It's just a gender. Is there any difference? Well, although alphas have advantages in society, not every alpha can be as good as me, and there are many betas that are better than alphas. Ah." I said.

"Why don't you forget to praise yourself at this time." He seemed a little helpless, sighed softly, and continued, "But the young master also told me the same thing. It depends on man's efforts, success or failure depends on oneself. I also have a long time For a while, I felt inferior because I was a beta. I know that gender is not something I can choose, but why do so many people think that beta is inferior? Beta has not done anything wrong, it is just a gender, why do you Does it have to be so obvious?"

I don't know how to comfort him, I'm not a beta, and I can't put myself in his place to understand him, and I also think that the comfort of not being in the same position, no matter how much I say, is useless.

But he looks like he's lost.

Seeing that he is unhappy, I am also a little unhappy. It is really moving for the eldest brother to be in my position!

Forget it, try to comfort him.

So I raised my hand and stroked his head.

As if he was suddenly frightened, he turned his head to look at me, and said incredulously, "What are you doing?"

"Comfort you." I said.

He looked like he couldn't laugh or cry: "Please, do I look like I need comfort?"

If it was to see him sad and want to comfort him before, that is not the case now.Now that I have given you comfort, he must accept it!

"I don't care, you just want me to comfort you by telling me these things." I said confidently.Not only do I have to be justified, I also have to forcefully occupy his head!

While avoiding the hand I stretched out, he said: "You are really, why are you so annoying?"

"What's wrong with annoying you, don't tell me if you think I'm annoying..." I paused, and then realized that if he wasn't someone he particularly trusted, he probably wouldn't have said this to anyone, right?

I was inexplicably happier, and asked him: "So, yo, why did you tell me this today? Is it because your young master Lu is not here, so you are lonely and empty?"

"Are you really fucking sick?" He punched me, but it didn't hurt, "I just want to say it suddenly? Who wants to tell you if I don't treat you as a friend! Are you Don't you deserve a beating?" He said fiercely, but the tips of his ears were red.

I found that when he was excited, the tips of his ears would turn red easily.

I laughed and happened to pass by a convenience store, and I asked him, "Would you like a soda?"

"Drink, I want strawberry flavor." He said.

"I really don't know why you like the strawberry flavor so much." There are many flavors of soda in the convenience store, such as grape flavor, apple flavor, and passion fruit flavor.

"Because it's delicious, I like the taste of it." He unscrewed the bottle cap and took a sip of the soda. His fingers were slender and pretty, and the pink liquid contrasted sharply with his somewhat fair skin under the sun. Contrast, and for a moment I wondered how to make his skin as red as the strawberry soda in his hand.

"What about you, why do you keep drinking lemon flavor?" He asked me back.

"Get used to it. Once you get used to it, you won't bother to change it." I also took a sip. The lemon flavor is sour and sweet, which is not bad compared to the strawberry flavor.

He nodded and said with a sly smile: "Then you get used to the strawberry flavor, I will buy strawberry flavor for you soda in the future."

I said dissatisfied: "The lemon flavor is also delicious, why don't you try to like it?" I said, and pretended to pass the lemon-flavored soda in my hand.

I just asked casually, because I thought he would definitely refuse - but to my surprise, not only did he not refuse, he also took the soda I handed over, and took a sip with his head up!

When he raised his head, the green Adam's apple was very obvious. The soda was not stable, and a little flowed from the corner of his mouth, and slid down his neck into the collar.I heard my heart beating fast, that was the soda I drank, but he just accepted it, and while I thought we had a good relationship, I always felt like we weren't good enough.

——So my mood is a bit complicated now, not that I despise him, I will never despise my little follower, but my heart is light, I should be happy, but I am a little sore, as if I was beaten by someone Filled with subtle emotions.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" His voice brought me back to my senses, and I realized that I had been staring at him for a long time.

"See if you are a single-celled organism, so slow to respond." When I looked away, I noticed that the tip of my ear was warm, and I raised my hand to touch it, and found that it was indeed hot.

I suddenly felt that time is really the most amazing thing in the world, otherwise, how could it allow two unrelated people to gradually get connected and develop feelings in getting along day after day, and it can also make people live in a day-to-day relationship? Day after day, they push each other farther and farther away.

But whether it's me, him, or Linchuan, I don't want the latter to happen between us.

In the past, I didn't believe in love. I thought it was just dependence on friends, dependence on the comfort zone formed with friends, dependence on that kind of just right feeling.

But now, I seem to believe it a little bit, otherwise, why would I think he is getting cuter and cuter?

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感谢在2022-03-1710:18:41~2022-03-1817:17:41期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: bx. 30 bottles of mole under the lip; 10 bottles of Sui Sui;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!