what are you blushing

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"Come and play when you have time!" Bu Mengchuan smiled enthusiastically, "Xiaochuan, give it away!"

Lu Linchuan nodded, stood up, and walked out with Lin Mu.

"Just get here, you don't have to see me off." Lin Mu stood at the door and said with a smile.

"It's okay, I'll take you to the platform." Lu Linchuan said.

Lin Mu didn't refuse, and the two continued to walk forward.The cold winter wind kept shaking their clothes.The trees in the south can still keep a touch of green even in the cold winter, and they will not be bare.

"Actually, you don't need to come here so early." Lu Linchuan said.Although the relationship between the two of them is fairly close, except for some important days, they basically don't communicate like this on purpose. It's kind of weird that they came here suddenly today.

"I know, I'm not particularly able to adapt..." Lin Mu paused, "But, father's order is hard to break."

"No. If you don't want to, I will clearly refuse to your father again. You don't have to worry about this." Lu Linchuan said.

Lin Mu stopped suddenly, and the wind ruffled his hair.Lu Linchuan looked back at him, only to realize that the latter was staring at him in a daze.

Lu Linchuan asked: "What's wrong?"

Lin Mu looked at him with emotions that Lu Linchuan could not understand.After a moment of silence, he exhaled lightly and said slowly: "If I say it, what do I actually think?"

This time, the dazed man became Lu Linchuan.

"You really can't see it at all?" Lin Mu smiled unpredictablely.

Lu Linchuan didn't speak.

"I know, you don't have any feelings for me, but... But I thought, if it's the 'matchmaker's words', you might consider giving it a try with me."

"When my father said he wanted me to marry your family, you didn't know how happy I was. Although you didn't have any feelings for me, you didn't seem to have anyone else you liked. Maybe I would have a chance."

"But I never thought you would refuse so thoroughly."

"You..." Lu Linchuan didn't know what to say for a while, he never thought that he would really like him, he thought that the other party was just like him, and it was all because of the so-called "parental order".

"Since when did you like me?" Lu Linchuan really didn't feel it. Although they have been in the same school and sometimes even in the same class since they were young, they are not very close to each other. Although It's not a nodding acquaintance, but it's just an ordinary friend who meets a few pleasantries.He really never thought that Lin Mu would have different feelings for him.

"When..." Lin Mu was in a daze, as if thinking carefully, "Actually, I don't know either."

"Do you still remember my sixth birthday? That was the first time I saw you. You squatted in the corner and looked at my cat seriously. When you touched it, you blushed really cutely." Falling into that memory, Lin Mu couldn't help but smiled slightly, "At that time, I might have started to like you, because I was thinking at that time, if you differentiated into an alpha, and I happened to be an omega , then I must work hard to marry you."

It has been 17 years since I was six years old. It sounds like a short number, but when it comes to every day, every minute, and every second, it is terrifyingly long.

And he silently kept this love in his heart, and he never showed it specially before Lu Linchuan years ago. He was just a fan of the authorities, and the person he liked couldn't feel his heart at all, but the bystanders knew it well.

"...Sorry." Lu Linchuan said softly.

And as soon as he said "sorry", Lin Mu's expression changed, his eyes turned red all of a sudden, and he said with some sobs: "You don't have to be sorry, it's my own thing to like you... Actually, I didn't want to Speaking of these, but...but I didn't expect you to refuse so simply, I..."

"I know, what you've decided won't change... So, I know, I, I definitely don't have a chance... So, so..." Lin Mu said, his voice already had an obvious crying tone , Lu Linchuan didn't know how to comfort him, and was a little at a loss.

"Can I give you a hug?" Lin Mu said.

Lu Linchuan nodded and hugged him gently.

The wind stopped for a moment, and Lin Mu smelled the cold pheromone on his body.Even though he has been rejected, he is still, as always, heartbroken for the person in front of him.

"Actually, I'm still very unwilling..." Lin Mu finally cried out in his arms, "Why, why haven't you been able to look at me for so many years..."

Lu Linchuan gently stroked his back and said softly: "You are fine, and you will definitely meet someone more suitable for you in the future."

Lin Mu raised his head, wiped his eyes, and said in a nasal voice, "Maybe. Forget it, let it be like this. After liking you for so many years, I should let it go."

But for someone who has loved for so many years and poured in their feelings for so many years, how can they just let go?It's just that no matter whether he can let it go or not, he and him are destined not to be together.

Lin Mu watched Lu Linchuan leave. The person he had liked for so many years left him the most, one after another.From the back view squatting in the corner when we first met, to the back view where he left countless times and couldn't catch up no matter what.

But ever since he fell in love with him and followed him, it was destined to be only the back——

After all, the first to fall in love is never the winner.

"Do you like my brother?"

Lin Mu turned around and found that Jiang Yuan was standing behind him at some point.

"I like it." Lin Mu's eyes were red, but he still smiled.

"Then...then why did you say 'forget it'?" Jiang Yuan looked at him.

"Why forget it..." Lin Mu turned around and looked at the direction where Lu Linchuan was leaving, "Because people's hearts are also tired! If you like someone very much, but you don't get a response for a long time, or you are doomed If you don’t respond and don’t give up, you will be the one who gets hurt in the end.” He has always understood the principle of timely stop loss, but because he has never expressed his heart, he has always had hope, and when he decides to reveal his heart, Only then did I realize that I was many, many steps too late, and there was no longer any hope.

He knows Lu Linchuan very well, if after he admits that he likes him, if he has no one else he likes, maybe he will try to think about it again, but he will refuse so simply, he will say "sorry" entangled, then Most likely, the heart belongs.

Then there is no need for him to be persistent anymore.

"So, Yuanyuan, if you have someone you like in your heart, you must try it boldly! If the other party happens to like you too, then you will get married eventually. If the other party doesn't have this idea, then stop the loss in time. "Lin Mu said softly, "Don't be like me, hiding it in your heart for so many years, and finally discovering that you have lost a mess."

"..." Jiang Yuan lowered his eyes, and after a while, looked up at Lin Mu again, and said seriously: "You will definitely meet someone more suitable, and then, I wish you happiness."

Lin Mu smiled and said, "Thank you."

Some people say that liking is a feeling. When you see that person, you will naturally think of the picture of living with him in the future. I hope that there will be him in the days to come, which is the right feeling; some people say that liking is difficult. Self-restraint, is that the mood will be shaken with him, it is that I miss him every minute and every second, and I want to stay with him all the time, even if I don’t do anything; some people say that liking someone is also tiring, You'll get hurt, you'll lose...

Love is very complicated. Even if it is destined to have no results, some people are willing to keep this love in their hearts but do not want to let the other party know. Some people pursue it hard but never dare to get too close.

wrong.

Jiang Yuan said in his heart, suddenly realized.

In fact, liking is liking, it is not complicated, what is complicated is human emotion.Like already has its definition, and it is emotion to practice it.

Emotions are the most complex.

Jiang Yuan felt that he had figured it out.

The car that came to pick up Lin Mu stopped on the side of the road. After Jiang Yuan said goodbye to him, he ran towards the direction where Lu Linchuan left.

"Brother!" Jiang Yuan chased after Lu Linchuan.

"Are you back?" Lu Linchuan turned around and saw Jiang Yuan running towards him, then threw himself into his arms, buried his face in his chest, and called again in a muffled voice: "Brother..."

"What's wrong?" Lu Linchuan was taken aback by his sudden embrace.

"No. I also want to hug." Jiang Yuan said sullenly, "I was there just now, I saw it..."

Lu Linchuan was startled, Jiang Yuan stood on tiptoe, put his arms around his neck, hugged him tighter, and his posture became more intimate.

"Brother, I don't want you to go with someone else." Jiang Yuan buried his fluffy head in his arms, "Whether it's him or anyone else, I don't want to. If you go with someone else, I might see you If you are gone, you will not be so kind to me. We will not see each other for a long time, and then you will slowly fade out of my life, and you may become a stranger in the end! I don’t want this, I don't want to be separated from you, please don't go with others, okay?" Jiang Yuan felt that he might be going too far, but he didn't want to think about it so much, he only had one thought now, that is, he wanted to stay with him no matter now or in the future around.

Lu Linchuan looked down at him, Jiang Yuan hugged him tightly, making him uncomfortable.

"Okay. Whether it is now or in the future, you will be the most important person in my heart, so you don't have to worry." Lu Linchuan said with a smile, and patted Jiang Yuan's fluffy head.

But Jiang Yuan still refused to let go, and said stickily: "You are also my most important person, I will not go with others, I only follow you, so you can't leave me either."

"Yeah." Lu Linchuan couldn't help laughing, because Jiang Yuan's unhappiness about asking someone else to go to the art exhibition with him disappeared.

"Don't laugh, I'm serious." Jiang Yuan raised his head, his chin was itchy with his soft hair.Lu Linchuan rubbed his head again, with a distinct smile in his eyes, and said equally seriously: "Okay, I promise you."

He suddenly realized that Jiang Yuan's possessive desire for him had long been beyond his imagination, and was even comparable to his possessive desire for him.

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