what are you blushing

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Ginger originally differentiated into omega.

When Lu Linchuan knew about it, he was still taken aback for a moment.Relatively speaking, Jiang Yuan differentiated too late. After such a long time, he really thought that Jiang Yuan was just a beta.

But even if Jiang Yuan is differentiated into an omega, he doesn't have any pheromones on his body—and it's still a low-quality omega.

Maybe it was because of his constitution, Jiang Yuan always had a low fever from time to time during the period of differentiation, and when he felt uncomfortable, Jiang Yuan became more clingy.And Lu Linchuan didn't have any scruples about this before, but now it's different, he is an alpha, he is an omega, they can't get along without any scruples like before.

"Brother," Jiang Yuan said in a muffled voice as he lay on the bed wrapped in a quilt, "why don't you sleep with Yuan Yuan?"

Lu Linchuan helped him cover the quilt, turned up the temperature of the air conditioner, and said, "Because it's different now, you are an omega, and I'm an alpha. It's not good to stay together all the time."

"Why?" Jiang Yuan seemed incomprehensible, lifted the quilt that Lu Linchuan had covered him and sat up, "Why can't I sleep with my brother when I become an omega? It's just a gender, and my brother is nothing else. I don't want it!" Jiang Yuan said, hugging him as if angry, and arching his fluffy head into his arms.

Lu Linchuan was slightly startled.

— just one gender.

Seems like he said the same thing.

But these words didn't seem to work for him and Jiang Yuan.

In fact, he doesn't have to worry about all kinds of things between alpha and omega. It's normal for them to be closer. After all, Jiang Yuan is his younger brother, but...

But Lu Linchuan didn't come out.

Because that's not the problem at all.

In fact, it wasn't after Jiang Yuan's differentiation that those problems emerged, but after Jiang Yuan's division, he realized that some problems had already appeared, but he had never paid attention to them.

At the beginning, Lu Lin said that it was his responsibility to like him, take care of him, and protect him, because he was his younger brother.

But excessive intimacy, unconditional trust, and total dependence seem to have gradually exceeded the scope of responsibility.

Those vague feelings made him dare not think about them, like the ever-present danger in a gentle cage—he suddenly wanted to escape, so that he might not have to face those strange feelings directly.

But he still overestimated himself.

He was lying on the bed alone that night, he thought, they shouldn't be as close as before, Jiang Yuan is too dependent on him, that's not good - the alpha that Jiang Yuan will meet in the future, maybe he will mind this, He didn't want that person in the future to have any grudges against Jiang Yuan.

But when he thought that Jiang Yuan would meet other alphas in the future and keep a distance from him because of this, he felt uncomfortable at all.

But now he is the one who keeps the distance first, and he is also the one who is inexplicably emotional.

He rarely fell asleep, tossed and turned on the bed without any sleepiness, and finally sat up, opened the curtains and looked at the night sky outside the window.

The stars are scattered in the night sky, so there must be very few people dreaming sweet dreams tonight—because Jiang Yuan said that every star is a sweet dream, and if they are scattered into the night sky, they will become many stars.

Lu Linchuan was slightly startled, and realized that he thought of Jiang Yuan again.

The night engulfed the starry sky, and Lu Linchuan's eyes were a little dry. He was about to lie back on the bed again, when he suddenly heard a rustling sound outside the door.

Subtle footsteps stopped outside his door, and Lu Linchuan knew without thinking that it must be Jiang Yuan.He had heard his footsteps too many times, just by hearing the sound, he could already imagine Jiang Yuan's light footsteps approaching his room.

A soft "click"——

The door didn't open.

He locked the door.

There was no movement outside the door, and while Lu Linchuan breathed a sigh of relief, he was also a little disappointed.That sentence is correct, people's emotions are always contradictory and complicated.

But after a while of silence, there was another slight sound outside the door—it seemed that something was rubbing against the door.

Then he heard a slight sob.

Lu Linchuan paused, then walked to the door and opened it.In the dark, Jiang Yuan was wearing thin pajamas and sitting on the cold floor, sobbing softly while wiping tears.Seeing him open the door, she immediately stood up and hugged him, "Brother..."

When Lu Linchuan touched the temperature of his body, it was a little hot, "Why is it burning again?"

"Brother..." Jiang Yuan buried his head in his arms, and said vaguely, "Don't separate, okay... You said you would always be with Yuanyuan..."

"We checked..."

Jiang Yuan's mind was muddled, tears were all on Lu Linchuan's clothes.If it was just because of Lu Linchuan's departure, Jiang Yuan probably wouldn't do that, but perhaps his deliberate avoidance was too obvious—deliberately avoiding his holding hands, deliberately avoiding his hugs, deliberately avoiding all his intimacy.

Perhaps it was so, making him mistakenly think that he was alienating him, causing him separation anxiety, and making him think in a panic that if he left, he would never come back to him or be with him again.

Lu Linchuan understood that what he should do now was to reduce Jiang Yuan's dependence on him.

But when he cried, his heart softened.

"Why are you crying?" Lu Linchuan wiped Jiang Yuan's reddened eyes. He was wearing short-sleeved pajamas and had a low-grade fever. Afraid that he would catch a cold, Lu Linchuan picked him up and stuffed him into the bed, and turned on the air conditioner again. Turn up the temperature, and then lie down beside him.

"Brother," Jiang Yuan leaned against him, looking a little dazed, "I'll touch Yuanyuan's ears and tail, please don't push me away..."

Playing like a baby again.

Lu Linchuan always thinks, how can there be such a spoiled person, the important thing is that he has no power to resist his spoiled.

Lu Linchuan touched his back, pinched his ears, and said, "Yes."

"You can't lie..." Jiang Yuan hugged Lu Linchuan's arm and said in a nasal voice.

"Well. I'm not lying to you." Lu Linchuan rubbed his head.

Although he didn't know if it would be useful to the newly differentiated omega, he still released some pheromones.

The familiar smell enveloped him, probably because his heart finally settled down, Jiang Yuan quickly calmed down, his red and swollen eyes from crying could not overcome the heavy drowsiness, and his already confused mind soon fell into a deep sleep.

The person in his arms was breathing heavily, and Lu Linchuan tightened the quilt wrapped around Jiang Yuan again. Hearing the sound of breathing again and again, his heart also inexplicably calmed down, and his insomnia seemed to have disappeared.

After tossing around for most of the night, Lu Linchuan fell into a deep sleep, and when he woke up the next day, Jiang Yuan was looking at him with his eyes open.

"What are you looking at?" Lu Linchuan said, pinching his face.

Jiang Yuan didn't speak, just moved his body to lean against him, then stretched out his arms to hug him, and pressed his fluffy head into his arms, quietly looking very aggrieved.

Lu Linchuan touched his forehead again, the temperature was normal, "It's not burning anymore."

Jiang Yuan still hugged him tightly and did not speak.

"What are you thinking?" Lu Linchuan poked at his face, why was he hugged and slept together, he was still listless.

"Brother." Jiang Yuan said sullenly.

"Ah."

"You said, you can't lie to others, brother can't lie to Yuanyuan, we will always be together." Jiang Yuan said seriously.

Lu Linchuan was amused by his serious appearance, lightly scratched his nose, and said with a smile: "Well, I'm not lying to you." It seems that some people, although they were in a daze last night, their words were true Remember clearly.

Forget it.

Lu Linchuan thought to himself.

Be sticky, let's be sticky, let's talk about the future, maybe, after this stickiness, Jiang Yuan will take the initiative to keep a distance from himself, so it's better to be more dependent on him and cherish each other's company this period of time.

The last few days of the holiday were probably when Jiang Yuan was most clingy, wishing he could follow him 24 hours a day.

The night before he left, Jiang Yuan held him and cried for a long time, Lu Linchuan couldn't laugh or cry, seeing him crying out of breath, Lu Linchuan thought that his trip was gone forever.

"Brother, Yuan Yuan will miss you," Jiang Yuan grabbed Lu Linchuan's hand, "Brother also remember to miss Yuan Yuan!"

"I'll miss you." Lu Linchuan patted his head.

"Oh, Yuanyuan is so old, and still so clingy to brother!" Bu Mengchuan joked.

Jiang Yuan raised his head and looked at him seriously and somewhat stubbornly.

Lu Linchuan smiled, pinched his face, and said, "Call me if you miss me."

Lu Lin stood aside and watched for a long time, and finally when Lu Linchuan was about to set off, he still said: "Be careful on the road."

Lu Linchuan let out a "hmm".

Looking at him, Lu Lin suddenly felt emotional.He never had a good look at him and accompanied him, and then one day he suddenly discovered that the little boy who would cry because a little rabbit bought from a pet store was sent away had grown up and became the person he was looking forward to. As he said, now that the little boy who has grown up is about to leave, he is really a little bit reluctant.

Looking back in a trance, I realized that I seemed to have missed a lot of his growth process. I just lost my mind for a moment, and then suddenly realized, and said to myself, so he has grown up.

Everyone said that he had a successful career and a happy family, but only he knew that as a father, he seemed to have really failed.

When people are parting, they will always recall the good things of a person, and these good things will cover up some bad moments.Lu Linchuan tried hard to think back, those bad memories were too far away from him, and what was filled in his memory were all the bits and pieces of him and Jiang Yuan.

The book always says that when parting, the reluctant person will always look back, and there must be someone behind him watching him leave.

Lu Linchuan walked a certain distance, and suddenly looked back, the people behind him were watching him seriously and gently, smiling and waving to him.

Lu Linchuan smiled and waved his hands, Jiang Yuan suddenly ran over, his eyes couldn't help getting wet again, he hugged him tightly with both hands, crying and said: "Brother, Yuan Yuan can't bear you..." He just hugged him like this Looking at him, she cried and said a lot incoherently, at last she was afraid that time would be too late, so she wiped away her tears and said in a hoarse voice: "Brother, you must think about Yuanyuan!"

Lu Linchuan held his face in his hands dumbfoundingly, wiped the tears on his face, and said helplessly: "It's not like I won't see you..."

With a heavy nasal voice, Jiang Yuan said, "Mmm..."

The book is indeed true, but he is luckier than the book says - behind him there will be a child who will not grow up, who will run after him, give him a reluctant hug, and cry and say that he will miss him very much Miss myself very much.

The road ahead is long and there is no return date, but he is fearless enough with a single thought behind him.

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感谢在2021-11-1323:00:24~2021-11-1622:36:54期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: bx. 7 bottles of mole under the lip; 5 bottles of Jialan Jiashuo and Sanqian;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!