Waiting for the wind, waiting for the rain, waiting for your return

The person who was caught did not move for a long time, it was only half a month, and he did not expect such a big event to happen.Jun Fu sighed: "I know you need time to be quiet, if you still don't want to talk, then I'll leave..."

Suddenly a hand was stretched out from the middle and grabbed Jun Fu's sleeve, Xiao Zhongyuan's head was still buried in the quilt, but that pale and slender hand grabbed the edge of Jun Fu's robe as if grabbing a life-saving straw.

"I won't go, I'll stay with you. Only I can enter this enchantment you set up, right?" Jun Fu lay down except for his outer robe.

Due to not having eaten for three days, Xiao Zhongyuan's face is now very pale, but his eyes are also very swollen, red and swollen, it is no longer peach blossoms in March, but red plums crushed into mud.His eyes were completely blue and white, probably because he hadn't slept much at all.

At this moment, Xiao Zhongyuan absorbed the warmth like a young animal, he said in a low voice: "I want to talk to someone, but I don't want other people to see me like this."

He sniffed, and continued: "You once said that the war between the human race and the monster race is inevitable, but I insist on believing that these three thousand people in the world of mortals will forget their wishes. I thought that with the first If you forget to return, there will be a second, a third... until the world within Kyushu is united, and the Three Realms will be at peace."

His eyes dimmed, and his voice also showed vain and feeble: "However, it turns out that I was too naive after all, and it was my blind faith and stupidity that killed the lives of all the people in Wanggui Village. I stayed there for two years, but I already regarded them as my family and relatives in my heart. Now when I close my eyes, I seem to hear their wailing in the fire. It is my fault, I am too idealistic. If it wasn't for me, at least there would be such a pure land in this world, but now there is nothing left, and I personally destroyed the only pure land in this world. Wei Ying said that she hates me so much, I'm afraid it's not just her, Wei The village head, Aunt Fu, and Lin You, all the people who forget to return must hate me very much."

Xiao Zhongyuan buried his face in Jun Fu's neck, and Jun Fu could feel the tears dripping down gradually wet his shirt, from warm to cold, and finally sticky on his skin, full of sadness.

Jun Fu stretched out his hand and hugged him tightly, rubbing his chin lightly against the top of his head, and said, "You just want more people from the human and demon races to have a life like Wanggui, what's wrong with that? Who doesn’t want a peaceful and prosperous age? Just like the people of Kyushu, what they look forward to is the unification of Kyushu, where everyone can live and work in peace and contentment. There is no war every year, and there is no separation of husband and wife. So if it were me, I would also would choose to do so.”

"Really? I know you just said that to comfort me. From the very beginning, you didn't believe that the war between the human race and the monster race could be avoided. Tianlin Kingdom and the Eight Great Immortal Sects would not accept Bai Changting's proposal." His The voice still has a strong nasal sound after crying.

"Ah Yuan, do you know how shocked I was when you told me that day that you believed in justice in this world and that the wishes of these three thousand sentient beings were forgotten.

When you were in Shengjing, you also met my eldest brother, the prince. To put it bluntly, he knows nothing but eating, drinking, playing and lifting a tripod. He held him in the palm of his hand since he was a child, boasting infinitely, and then his father made him the crown prince.And our prince is so absurd that he actually bestows an official title based on his strength, and if he can beat the other, he will be directly awarded the rank of captain or higher.

When I was young, I was used to this kind of flattery and hypocrisy in the palace. It's not that I'm not good at these tricks, it's just that I really hate this kind of indifference.Mr. Shaofu, who taught us, talked about inheriting the unique knowledge of the past saints and bringing peace to all generations, but on the other hand, he praised the prince. So I would rather choose to edit "Tianlin Shanhe Geography" and do some metaphysics, rather than participate in it .I just want to ride the wind for thousands of miles, see all the rivers and mountains in the six realms, and be a veritable happy king. "

Jun Fu sighed, and continued: "It is said that the wrath of the emperor lays down millions of corpses and bleeds for thousands of miles, but I, as the prince of Tianlin Kingdom, watched helplessly as the tyrannical elder brother became the prince, and in the future he will become the prince of heaven. The emperor of Linguo, I can obviously stop it, but I just evaded the responsibility I should have assumed for my own selfishness. Look, this is the future emperor you have elected, so incompetent, five generations And the proverb of death will eventually be fulfilled in him. I have completely forgotten the prayers of the people of Tianlin Kingdom, to ride the wind for thousands of miles, and to see the mountains and rivers of the six realms..."

Jun Fu closed his eyes and sneered, and said softly: "If the mountains and rivers were broken at that time, and the land was full of hunger, what scenery would there be to see, and would I be happy to see it?"

Jun Fu gently sniffed the warm and clear air of grass and trees on Xiao Zhongyuan's body, and said, "Ah Yuan, I thought that when you were young, you experienced all the sufferings in the world, so you knew that human feelings were cold; But you told me that all the wishes of these three thousand people in the world of mortals are forgotten, and that you want to live without shame. It made me feel how selfish and humble my initial thoughts were. Only then did I gradually understand the words of those sages, many When you know what you can't do, you do it, you care about the world more than I do, and you pity the common people. What's wrong with you?"

Xiao Zhongyuan gradually stopped his sobs, and tightened his arms around Jun Fu's waist. Even if the war between the human race and the monster race is inevitable, it's not that the people of the two races don't want to. human.Hope cannot be wiped out, because hope lies in the future, and we must not use the proof that some people have nothing to convince more people of insight that they can have it. Lin You, Xie Huailiu, Sun Gongyan... Shimmer will eventually gather...

My heart was finally relieved, a huge sleepiness hit, Xiao Zhongyuan finally fell into a deep sleep in Jun Fu's arms.

Jun Fu was still hugging him tightly, embracing the fire and the light in his heart.It's all my fault, from now on, I will be by your side.

The second day was still a sunny day. The early summer in the south of the Yangtze River is always so beautiful and full of hope.

Xiao Zhongyuan woke up, the people around him seemed to have just woken up, there was still his residual warmth on the side of the bed, he stretched out his hand unconsciously, and placed it on the place where his residual warmth remained, feeling very warm in his heart, Very dependable.

The door was pushed open and sunlight came in. Jun Fu put the hot porridge on the table: "Your favorite fish porridge, hurry up and eat it. You haven't eaten anything for three days." The windows were all pushed open, and the room was immediately filled with sunlight.

Xiao Zhongyuan sat up, hugged the quilt, his black hair was hanging on his body, but he was still sleepy: "I can't eat, I have no appetite."

Jun Fu walked over, leaning his hands on the side of the bed and looking down at him: "If you can't eat, you have to eat, otherwise how can you have the energy to explore the truth."

"What truth?" Xiao Zhongyuan didn't react for a while.

"Do you believe that the villagers who forgot to return went crazy overnight? They have been hiding for decades just to wait for the people who kill dozens of immortals to vent their anger for the demon clan? There must be someone behind this who does not want to see the human race and the demon clan. Only ethnic reconciliation has done so much."

Yes, I was too sad before, and I didn't think about the many strange things in it. Everyone was normal during the bonfire. Since when did everything suddenly become out of control?Too much grief kept me trapped in emotional self-blame, and I completely lost my usual reason.

"No wonder it is said that the authorities are obsessed with the onlookers. When it comes to forgetting to return, you will panic. You can find out the matter of the blood soul formation in Shengjing, and the conspiracy behind the bloodthirsty Wanggui Yaozu can still confuse us. Master Xiao who is unparalleled in intelligence? Get up quickly!" Without any explanation, he threw off the quilt on Xiao Zhongyuan's body.

Xiao Zhongyuan rubbed the center of his brows, and cheered himself up: "Scholar will treat you with admiration for three days, go back to Shengjing, your knowledge has improved."

"Don't say that I'm ignorant and incompetent. Anyway, as the prince of Tianlin Kingdom, he has read the books of sages."

Xiao Zhongyuan thought of something, and suddenly smiled: "Then why does your eldest brother, the prince, only hold a tripod?"

Jun Fu helped Zhong Yuan put on his clothes, and when he saw his mood recovered, he said happily, "Who knows, he still complacently named himself Prince Shending, but everyone called him Prince Juding in private... ..." Before he finished speaking, he saw the person beside him looking like he was about to fall when he stood up.

Xiao Zhongyuan lay down for three days, his footsteps were still vain, he almost fell to the ground, he was really embarrassed.But instead of falling to the ground, he fell into a warm embrace.

The tips of Zhong Yuan's ears turned red instantly, coughed a few times, and covered it up: "It is said that food is the most important thing for the people, which really makes sense. I haven't eaten for three days, and I never thought I would be so weak."

Although Jun Fu hugged him all night last night, he was thinking about many things, and he had no distractions, and he didn't think about him.Seeing him blushing suddenly now, the absurd dream of returning to Shengjing suddenly appeared in his mind. The phantom of the past was now really being hugged in his arms, and he was a little greedy and unwilling to let go.

Xiao Zhongyuan struggled slightly: "Well, this... help me up."

Jun Fu came back to his senses, quickly helped him to sit down at the table, took a deep breath, and controlled his distracted thoughts.

Xiao Zhongyuan washed his hands briefly: "I haven't asked you yet, have Miss Si's affairs been settled? Are you back from Shengjing so soon?"

Jun Fu nodded: "It's been half a month, so soon? I can't wait for you to release a pigeon to urge me to come back, to let me know that you miss me..." Suddenly felt that the words seemed a bit ambiguous, and changed his words : "The war with the Yaozu is on the verge of breaking out, I'd better come back sooner. Luo Yang's mood has calmed down a little, I let her stay in Rongguo Duke's Mansion first, Xunzhou City is dangerous, and when the crisis in Xunzhou City is resolved , I will go back to Shengjing to find her."

Xiao Zhongyuan gave a soft "hmm" and didn't reply, just ate the porridge with his head down.

Jun Fu helped him straighten his hair, put it in a bun, and naturally untied his own hairpin from his head and pinned it.

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The author has something to say:

What I want to express is the power and expectation of "doing what you know you can't do". I have quoted Mr. Lu Xun's words and made personal processing.The writing is limited, so I don’t know how to express it clearly