Under the shadow

Perhaps it was because Ji Huanian was not by his side, Qin Si's state was like returning to before liberation overnight, alone at home, alone going out, alone sitting by the river in a daze, alone in front of the computer silently.

Everything is like going back to the winter of 2013, life has returned to the original point, the smile that was once bright and bright has been restrained, and it is once again lonely, indifferent and unreasonable.

What a pity, I had the chance to be ours......

On August 2019, 8, on this day, Qin Si received the admission notice from the Law Department of University A.

Looking at the cover of the notice, which was so bright red that it stings his eyes, Qin Si's eyes were mixed with happiness and bitterness.

Is your admission notice the same way back then, Ji Huanian?

But probably you at that time will be happier than I am now......

Suddenly a little tired......

There was a stabbing pain in his heart, Qin Si shook his head with a wry smile, bent down to try to relieve the heart-wrenching pain, the hands covering his chest gradually tightened, leaving obvious wrinkles on the black T-shirt trace.

Here it comes again, this familiar feeling......

Ji Huanian, look, even my body doesn't allow me to give up on you, so why don't you trust me once?

I'll grow up, it's just a matter of time.

Why can't you wait for me?If you really like me too......

Or, you don't like me too much?

Ji Huanian................

Sister Ji......

elder sister...............

The discomfort in the heart seemed to feel Qin Si's longing and sadness, and the pain began to ease, which gave Qin Si a little comfort.

It hurts, so I probably won't forget it......

There was a hasty knock on the door, Qin Si got up and reluctantly moved to the door to open it.

She has always been a loner, and apart from Ji Huanian, Muzhiqi and the others, only Xia Tian knows about her family's residence, but Xia Tian is currently watching cherry blossoms in country R, ​​so it is impossible for her to appear here.

So, who is the person outside the door?

After opening the door, there was no one in front of him. Just as Qin Si was about to close the door, a childish voice interrupted Qin Si's movements, "Hi sister, I'm the troublemaker next door."

Looking down from the source of the sound, Qin Si realized that standing in front of him was a four or five-year-old girl who could reach his thigh, and it was a little funny for a moment.

"Well, what's the matter?" Although the little girl in front of me has a pink baby face, which is very cute and lovable, but under Qin Si's principle of treating everyone equally except for Ji Huanian, it is still useless, so With the scene of a little cutie and a big ice cube silently confronting each other at the door, it was awkward and something was wrong.

"Mom and Dad went to work, let Nao Nao read books with grandma at home, but Nao Nao couldn't read all the words"

This noisy little girl is really too short for Qin Si, and she couldn't help calling her with her head up, not to mention looking at this little girl with her head down, Qin Si's own neck is too small. At first I felt uncomfortable, so I took a step forward and squatted down in front of the little girl, although my tone was still a little stiff, but it was much gentler than others, "Then Nao Nao can ask grandma, why did you come to me ? Aren’t you afraid of being a bad guy?”

"Well...but grandma said she doesn't know how to read." Hearing this, the little girl put her chin on her chubby hands, tilted her head and looked at Qin Si in thought Afterwards, the voice of the baby was so childish, "Grandma said that the sister next door is very powerful, so Nao Nao came to find her, and grandma said that she has seen people all her life. Although my sister is a little cold, she is definitely not a bad person. Parents also Agree with what grandma said!"

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As soon as these words came out, Qin Si didn't know how to continue.

Thank you for looking up to me so much, I'm really not a good person......

Facing the pure and clear eyes of the little girl above, Qin Si frowned and looked away, and finally led him into the house.

"Okay, if you have any questions, ask quickly, and go home quickly after asking." As if he suddenly thought of something, Qin Si wanted to take the iced Coke from the refrigerator, put the Coke back in the refrigerator, and took it from the shelf. A box of pure milk, turned around and went back to the living room, and handed it to Nao Nao who was sitting on the sofa and looking around curiously, with an unfriendly tone.

Seeing this, Qin Si didn't bother her, just picked up the book Nao Nao brought over, flipped through it casually, frowning.

Three hundred Tang poems......

Is the life of today's children so miserable?This is how old I started to read [-] Tang poems?Can't even read all the words......

Uh......No, it seems that she appeared here because she couldn't read......

Children are really troublesome......

"I've learned this, sister." A milky voice sounded beside him, and then a fleshy finger landed on a poem in the lower right corner of the page Qin Si was flipping through. It was written by Li Shangyin. "Jinse":

Jinse

[Tang] Li Shangyin

Jinse has no end in fifty strings, a string of thoughts and a string of years.

Zhuang Shengxiao dreams of a butterfly, and Wang Dichun cares for the cuckoo.

There are tears in the pearl of the sea, and the blue sky is warm and the jade smokes.

Can this feeling be remembered? It was just at a loss.

One String and One Pillar Thinking of the Year of China.....

Year of Sihua?

Ji Huanian, you really made me fall into a deep prison, unable to extricate myself. It is obviously irrelevant, but just a few simple words can easily arouse my miss for you.

"Sister?" Seeing Qin Si ignoring him, Nao Nao curled his lips in displeasure, as if he was aggrieved, so Qin Si could only stop his thoughts and come back to his senses, "Sorry, Nao Nao"

After teaching the little girl to recognize a few poems, Qin Si was about to send Nao Nao out, but he found that Nao Nao's eyes were fixed on the figure of the doraemon next to the group photo of seven people on the shelf behind the sofa, his eyes were full of envy .

"Did my sister buy it herself?"

"No, it was given by someone else" It was given by her sister, that sister named Ji Huanian.

"Hmm...then that person must really like my sister."

"Why do you say that?" As if being aroused by curiosity, Qin Si stretched out his hand and hugged Nao Nao back to the sofa, seeing Nao Nao holding a milk box like a kitten and drinking milk, Qin Si's heart gradually softened After coming down, the expression on his face was no longer cold, but began to warm up.

"Don't sister watch Doraemon?"

"Don't watch, kid's daily fantasy, boring"

"But Doraemon will never leave Nobita"

never leave......

Oh, it's just a trick to deceive children......

But is this what you wanted to tell me?Ji Huanian

After seeing off Nao Nao, Qin Si stood in front of the shelf and looked at the figurines that he had carefully treasured for four or five years, meditating with complicated eyes.

If so, what are we now?

If not, then what am I........?Can a child who is well coaxed be dismissed with toys?

Ji Huanian......

I really miss you so much that I go crazy......

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The author has something to say:

After the online class, I seem to be really diligent a lot......