Under the shadow

City A by the South River

Qin Si stood silently by the river, his eyes fixed complicatedly on the sparkling river, his face was cloudy and sunny that no one could see.Occasionally, a breeze blows by, causing the ripples on the river to reflect the white moonlight into rainbow-like colors.

"Little friend?" Ji Huanian, who was about to go home from work, passed by the river, saw a slightly familiar figure, raised his hand and looked at the watch on his wrist, and asked suspiciously, "It's so late, why don't you go home?"

Qin Si turned around, and the atmosphere was a little awkward when his eyes met.That's right, this is just the second meeting, the last time...was two months ago.

Seeing that Qin Si was silent, Ji Huanian slowly walked to her side and stood still, looking at the size of the two of them, he couldn't help feeling a little emotional.

Qin Si, who just passed his 14th birthday, is a little taller than two months ago. Before, he was half a head shorter than Ji Huanian at 167, but now...but there is a faint tendency to surpass it. She is now, and her appearance is...... more and more beautiful.

"Why don't you go home?" Suppressing the bad thoughts in his mind, Ji Huaqing coughed and asked in disguise, "It's almost 11 o'clock now."

Really, I would actually think this way about a 14-year-old child.At this point in his thoughts, Ji Huanian felt that his face was getting hot, but fortunately, the moonlight around him was still relatively dim, so Qin Si didn't see it except Ji Huanian himself.

"don't want to go back"

Talking is still the same as last time, but this child's temper is too cold......

"Argued with your parents?" Ji Huanian asked tentatively, and led Qin Si to sit on a bench by the river, "Children of your age seem to be in puberty, how many... "

"No" was interrupted by the girl beside him, Ji Huanian frowned and looked at Qin Si beside him, nothing could be seen in his dark pupils except Ji Huanian's own puzzled figure.

"That........"

"They have their own families, but they don't have the time to quarrel with me." As if sensing Ji Huanian's doubts, Qin Si lowered his head and remained silent for a while before explaining.

The girl in front of her spoke calmly, or she should have no emotion at all, as if she was talking about a trivial matter that had nothing to do with her and she was not interested in it.

A family of three passed in front of him, and Ji Huanian clearly felt that Qin Si's gaze towards the child nestled in his father's arms had unconsciously softened, and instead of being cold, there was a hint of envy and... .....eager.

My heart became a little more clear. Sure enough, no child is born indifferent. In the final analysis, it is all the adult's problem.

"Let's go" got up and pulled Qin Si beside him, and Ji Huanian walked towards his home "Go back and make you something to eat"

"Need not"

"With your temperament, if you are not very hungry, you probably won't cook by yourself."

"Um"

"Gulu" When the two of them were arguing, Qin Si's stomach groaned untimely, which made Ji Huanian, who was originally in a somewhat dull atmosphere, laugh out loud, and even Qin Si, who was not very good at laughing, also bent the corners of his mouth.

In the villa, Ji Huanian was busy in the kitchen, while Qin Si leaned against the door frame with his arms crossed, his eyes darkened as he looked at Ji Huanian's back, tinged with a tenderness he had never had before.

"Qin Si..." Ji Huanian turned his head and saw Qin Si's rare soft face, he softened his voice and called her softly, "Why don't you be my sister"

As soon as the words came out, the two of them froze in place for a moment, and Ji Huanian himself was a little incredulous.

After a long silence, Ji Huanian couldn't see the emotion on Qin Si's face in front of him, her expression...was really too little.

"It's okay if you don't want to, I just think you are cute, and..."

"why"

"Huh? What?" Is this the first time?His own words were interrupted by the children in front of him again, which made Ji Huanian, who has always been decisive and rigorous, feel a rare sense of frustration, "Well...how should I put it?"

"Why are you so nice to me?" Qin Si's face was cold, but the doubt in his eyes was obviously impossible to ignore.

Sure enough, he is still a child...... Thoughts will still be unconsciously put on his face, even though Qin Si in front of him is much more mature than children of the same age.

"That's all right?" Ji Hua smiled young, stepped forward to rub Qin Si's short hair, but felt distressed in his heart.

Obviously it was only the second time we met, obviously it was just a meal for her to eat, and it was obviously just a polite concern like a friend I just met, but in the eyes of this child... In order to be nice to her, and get her grateful eyes so easily.

What happened to the girl in front of me?Ji Huanian was puzzled, but his heart actually ached a little.Heh, how can she who is so cold-hearted actually take the initiative to feel sorry for someone one day?This child is really not simple, Ji Huanian thought to himself.

"They....all want me to (dead) um....disappear"

Half of the syllables of the word death were pronounced, but Qin Si was worried that he would scare Ji Huanian, so he changed the wording.

Ji Huanian was silent when he heard the words, and quietly took Qin Si to his bedroom, sat beside her and listened to her story, "It's too late, anyway, tomorrow is the weekend, so stay with me tonight."

Qin Si silently followed Ji Huanian without saying a word, and for a while, Ji Huanian felt that the children behind him were a little obedient.

"I am the product of an arranged marriage between two families" was pressed to sit on Ji Huanian's bed, Qin Si's indifferent voice rang in Ji Huanian's ears, beating her heart one after another:

I am the product of an arranged marriage between two families, my parents were forced by their respective families to choose to marry each other.

And in order to resist, there was a secret agreement between them, that is, after giving birth to a common child, if the two parties have not developed feelings for each other...the two will choose to break up peacefully, and the common child is considered It is a comfort they gave to both parents, which can be regarded as an explanation.

Then you should be able to guess the ending, just in the third year after their marriage, I was born, and they also chose to divorce later, and I was sentenced to my mother because I was under three years old.

Ji Huanian, do you know that in this society, once divorced, no matter whether it is a man or a woman, once they have children, it is difficult to find another favorite or suitable partner, so... Both of them Don't like me, even....... hate me.

Also, after all, my existence will only remind them of that unfortunate and helpless past.

Not being able to stay with the person you want to love for a lifetime, I think it must be very painful, right?

That's right, no one likes to be threatened, sincerity and freedom, love without fear should be the love that everyone yearns for when they are young......

Hehe, does the word '四' sound nice?But even my name was once full of their dissatisfaction and resentment.

If I hadn't been stopped by my grandparents and registered police when I was registering, my name would not be wanton...but death.

Is it funny?My original name... was Qin Shi.

I don't understand what I did wrong. I used to think that it would be nice to have no parents, because at least I still have grandparents and grandparents, but...they passed away one after another and extinguished the only thing in my life. few candles.

As for those two people I should have called Mom and Dad, I don’t have any memory about them except for the living expenses of 5000 yuan per person per month. It's time to register for school.

In school, in order to alleviate the humble anxiety in my heart, I started to learn to fight, as if I could protect myself from being explored by others, so I became a so-called "problem" student, but I have nothing to do with the real The 'problem' students were a little different, I got good grades and often topped the list.

So, why are you so nice to me like this?

So, why do you think I'm cute like this?

Ji Huanian, don't come close to me, you have to know that I might leave a stain on your life......

So, do you still wish to have such a sister?

Ji Huanian........

The girl's voice was indifferent, as if she wasn't the protagonist of the story, Ji Huanian frowned, and looked at Qin Si with soft and distressed eyes.

Although she was also a child who was rejected by her parents because of patriarchy, it was far from Qin Si's seriousness.

'dead'?What kind of parents would use this word to name their children?What kind of earth-shattering love can make two adults vent their anger on a newborn child like this?Ji Huanian couldn't think of it and didn't dare to think about it.

"Qin Si..." Ji Huanian suppressed the other emotions in his eyes, and looked at Qin Si with tenderness and love in his eyes, and his tone was full of smiles, "What should I do? But I still want you to call me sister." , so you...will you?"

"You... still don't understand? I... don't deserve it"

"A Si" Ji Huanian changed his name from Qin Si to A Si, holding Qin Si seriously and gently, "It's not that you are unworthy, it's that our A Si is too good, so God will let you Meet them, because this is a test for you to meet better and more right people."

"So, are you willing? Ah Si"

It was dark outside, Qin Si raised his head and met Ji Huanian's gaze, feeling a little confused.

Qin Si didn't know that the woman's smile that day was imprinted in her heart, and she stayed... for a lifetime.

"Sister...Sister..." The lights in the room went out, and Qin Si, who was lying beside Ji Huanian, gradually turned red, letting Ji Huanian hold him in his arms, looking at the woman's sleeping face , cried out in a low voice.

"Hehe, Ah Si, go to sleep." There was a softness on his forehead, and Ji Huanian kissed Qin Si's forehead lightly.

But what Ji Huanian didn't expect was that the kid beside him who seemed to be a bit milky would ignore his begging for mercy again and again ten years later.

"Qin Si! You called me sister"

"Why can't my sister be a girlfriend at the same time?"

"You...you return my little milk wolf!"

"No matter how much you suck, a wolf will always be a wolf. Doesn't my sister understand this truth, huh?"

"You! Ah Si~ Hmm~ Slow down......"

"Well, I'm... sister, sister"

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