Under the shadow

At two o'clock in the morning, the first floor of Yu Yang's bar was as busy as usual, and the feasting and drinking together seemed to have become a common way for the younger generation to dispatch after work. Looking at the crowd downstairs who were pushing glasses and changing glasses to the music, For a moment, Yu Yang felt irritated.

The mobile phone in her pocket vibrated at the right time, interrupting Yu Yang's emotional outburst. The word "Jiang Ran" jumping on the screen made her bend her eyebrows unconsciously, and her eyes were full of love and tenderness.

"Xiaoran? Why haven't you rested yet?" After returning to her own lounge, far away from the hustle and bustle of the first floor, Yu Yang was relieved for a moment, but soon, the voice on the other end of the phone made her feel Jiang Ran's current state of mind. The state is very wrong, "Xiaoran?"

"Is it convenient to go to my house and wait for me?" Jiang Ran's tone couldn't hear her anger, her voice was as calm as a pool of stagnant water, causing Yu Yang's hand to hold the phone to gradually tighten, and he frowned, "Now?"

"Yes, now"

"Good" seems to have become a habit in Yu Yang's bones and blood. It seems that no matter what Jiang Ran's request is or how excessive it is, as long as it is proposed by Jiang Ran, Yu Yang will agree, just like now.

After packing up his things and talking to Muzhiqi who was in charge downstairs, Yu Yang drove to Jiangran's apartment.

Half an hour later, Yu Yang stood at the door of Jiang Ran's house, holding the key in his hand, hesitating whether to open the door and enter.

When he was downstairs, Yu Yang noticed the dark windows of Jiang Ran's house, so it could be seen that Jiang Ran was not at home at the moment, so even though he had the key of Jiang Ran's apartment in his hand, Yu Yang was still worried that going in like this would make Jiang Ran unhappy. happy.

"Don't you have a key? Why don't you go in?"

The sound of 'ding' came from the direction of the elevator, and the light coming from inside the door stung Yu Yang's eyes that had just adapted to the darkness for a moment. Yu Yang couldn't see the appearance of the person who came, but the familiar voice quickly made Yu Yang recognize Jiang Ran.

"I... came out in a hurry, I didn't bring it" Yes, Yu Yang lied, the moment Jiang Ran appeared in front of her, Yu Yang subconsciously put the key back into the jeans pocket.

Jiang Ran, who heard the words, didn't say much. After looking at Yu Yang for a week, he frowned and said casually while taking the key to open the door, "Although it's summer, it's not too close to Nanjiang here. Better to add a coat”

Is Jiang Ran caring about her?probably

Jiang Ran didn't know at the moment that Yu Yang, who was following her, had red eyes for a moment because of a casual suggestion she thought she didn't even care about, and smirked behind her like a child.

"What's the matter?" With the sound of 'pop', the room became brighter in an instant, Jiang Ran turned around and saw Yu Yang who was still standing at the door with a smirk, feeling disgusted and speechless for a while.

This person is real, but it's just a casual sentence, there's no need to be so happy, like a fool......

"Are you just...are you caring about me?" Walking cautiously in front of Jiang Ran, she just raised Jiang Ran's hand, which was about to be hugged in front of her, but after a moment of hesitation, she still chose to let it go, as if Like a child, he softly probed the parent's mind, "Isn't it? Xiaoran?"

"You think so, right?" Seeing Yu Yang's cautious and probing expression as that of a child, Jiang Ran didn't know what to think of, and his tone softened unconsciously, and the sudden gentleness made Yu Yang beside him also shake his head." Aren't you my girlfriend?"

After staring at each other silently for an unknown amount of time, Yu Yang was the first to recover, blushing and brought the topic back to normal, "Oh yes, you asked me to come here, what's the matter?"

"Do you have time tomorrow?" He took out two cans of Coke from the kitchen and threw one into Yu Yang's arms. Jiang Ran casually sat on the sofa and began to scan his phone boringly, trying to cover up the embarrassment just now "Since We've been together for a year, there are some things, it's better to let you know."

"Ah? Oh, yes... yes... yes" The surprise came unexpectedly, and Yu Yang's mood at this moment can be seen from the order of her stuttering and incoherent words "little Ran, you are......"

"Since we're together, I won't care about you at all." The voice and tone are as calm as ever, but I don't know if it's the hallucination caused by Yu Yang's over-excitement. I always feel that Jiang Ran in front of me seems to be a bit more exaggerated than when we were together. The tenderness made Yu Yang confused for a moment between reality and dream, his eyes were red, "Xiao Ran......"

"Cry when you're not happy, cry when you're happy, how old is he?" Seeing that Yu Yang's eyes were red, and transparent tears were swirling around the edge of the eye sockets, Jiang Ran reluctantly took the tissue at hand and threw it to him, who was still standing behind the sofa. Yu Yang looked into Yu Yang's eyes and said seriously, "When you come back tomorrow, find a time and move here."

"You mean... living together?!" Hearing this, Yu Yang widened his eyes, his eyes were full of disbelief at the reality of this matter, "But... ......Is it really possible?"

"You do not want?"

"No, no, of course not!" Yu Yang shook his head like a rattle after hearing Jiang Ran's rhetorical question, and eagerly argued, "But........here is... …”

"It's been almost five years." Jiang Ran opened the door of another bedroom, and Yu Yang realized that the things that belonged to Yu Jinyuan, which were originally scattered in every corner of the house, were staying quietly in this bedroom at the moment. , The clean and tidy room without a trace of dust also proved that Jiang Ran cared about and valued them.

"Xiao Ran..." Looking at Jiang Ran's back, Yu Yang was choked up for a moment and couldn't speak, but just looked at Jiang Ran with dull eyes filled with admiration and nostalgia.

Exiting the room, Jiang Ran locked the door again, turned her head and pulled Yu Yang's wrist, and put the birthday gift she planned to give Yu Yang on her wrist, looking straight into Yu Yang's eyes, paused every word, and said in a tone of voice. Unprecedented earnestness:

Yu Yang, Ah Yuan is an existence that I cannot forget and let go of in this life, but I also hope to start anew.

I am not a good person, I know this very well and admit it, whether it is you or A Yuan, I have something to owe, and I probably can't make up for it in this life.

Yu Yang, I want to start again, can you always stay with me like this?

Maybe I'm really tired of it, five years of life day after day, year after year of copying and pasting, no matter how vigorous the love at the beginning will fade under the baptism of the years, since love can't If you have someone you want to love, then you can settle down and stay with someone who loves you wholeheartedly. At least you are the person in charge of this relationship, and there is a high probability that you will not get hurt.

This was the thought that flashed through Jiang Ran's mind when he saw Yu Xiyuan who was lying motionless on the hospital bed after Ji Huanian left that day.

"Sister Ran, my sister hopes that you can live happily through this life"

"Sister Ran, sister won't want to see you underground"

"Jiang Ran! If you really love her, please at least live well! Otherwise, I will think that the person my sister likes is a coward who used to hide behind her but now only escapes!"

That day, Yu Xiyuan's slightly immature voice just passed through her mind, over and over again.

Ah Yuan, if this is what you wish for...

So this time........ I really want to try to start again..........

And Yu Yang's answer was also within Jiang Ran's expectations, without the slightest deviation:

As I said before, as long as you need, as long as you look back, I will stand where you can see at first sight, rain or shine, valid for life.

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By the way, is this abusive couple?