[HP] Zizi Honey Candy

This year's Christmas is the most peaceful time since this semester.It seems that we have spent Christmas together every year since we got together, and Seid secretly told me that he hopes to spend every Christmas with me in the future.

I didn't tell him, I thought so too.

The atmosphere on the Christmas table was still so harmonious, and the dishes on the table became richer when there were more people. Mrs. Diggory kept adding more dishes to my plate, lest I was not full.

"You've lost a lot of weight, my dear." She said with some distress, "I heard that your new Defense Against the Dark Arts teacher is Umbridge? No wonder you look so mentally ill, she must have tortured you to death gone."

"You know her?"

"Of course, in fact, her reputation in the Ministry of Magic is not that good... In short, stay away from her." Mr. Diggory's expression when he mentioned the name: It's not so good-looking.

Mrs Diggory watched as I ate everything off my plate--Christmas is the most fattening time of year--and refilled my plate, and as much as I liked it, I In any case, I can't eat more.

"Thank you, Lady Diggory, I think I-"

"Mom, Tilly's plates are almost piled up." Sid sat in front of me and frowned, "You let her eat too much."

"What nonsense are you talking about? It's rare for Tilly to come to our house, so of course she should eat more." Mrs. Diggory patted my hand affectionately, "Don't have any burdens, just treat it like your own home."

"But, Mrs. Diggory, I do have some—"

"I wish you were married to Seid now, so that I can cook my special dish for you every day."

The omelette I just stuffed into my mouth blocked my throat, and I quickly poured myself a big gulp of grape juice to let it slide down the esophagus and into the stomach.

"Mom!" Seid yelled in a low voice.

But this topic seemed to arouse everyone's interest, and they started talking about it.

"It's best to wait till Tilly graduates to get married."

"It's a good idea. I can make a guest list then."

"As for the location... you should choose an open place."

The matter between me and Seid was directly brought to the table for discussion. If there is a crack in the ground, I really hope that I can get in now. Seid wanted to stop them from continuing to talk, but in the end there was nothing he could do.

I sat on the sidelines with a flushed face, unable to interject a word. The discussions between our respective mothers became more and more intense, and I couldn't even find a gap to stop them.

"Enough, what's the use of the two of you discussing here, have you asked the person's opinion?"

Great, Dad, I knew you were on my side.

I saw that Dad's expression was very serious. He hadn't joined this conversation from the beginning. He coughed lightly and tapped his fingers on the table.

"I don't agree with this matter, Tilly is only 16 years old now, how can she start talking about getting married..."

"I also married you as soon as I graduated."

"That's right, the times are different now, young people..."

"Okay then, let's ask Tilly for her opinion."

The conversation suddenly turned to me, and before I could react, the eyes on the table all looked at me, and I was stunned for a moment.

"Tilly, do you think it would be better to get married as soon as you graduate?"

"Tilly, you don't want to leave mom and dad so early, do you?"

"me…"

I didn't say a word from the beginning, and I was a little caught off guard by their asking such a question, and I didn't know how to answer for a while.

Even though Sed had mentioned this matter to me before, I was looking forward to the blueprints drawn out for the future, but in fact, I hadn't considered this matter carefully, and I didn't even feel the reality of this matter.

I know this thing will happen sooner or later, but... I suddenly asked me to answer... I really don't know what to say, as I said a long time ago, in two years, no one can guarantee what will happen, I I don't want to give such hasty guarantees.

I think I need a little time to think about it.

I looked at Ced for help, hoping that he would stand up and speak for me at this time, but Ced didn't say a word, I could even see a trace of expectation in his eyes, he was also waiting for me answer.

Merlin's stinky socks, why do you put so much pressure on me?

"I... sorry, I don't know..." I felt that I really couldn't stay any longer, stood up abruptly, and left the table, I really needed to get some fresh air.

The moment I walked out, I already had some regrets. My behavior just now must be because they thought I didn’t want to talk about this topic, but I really just didn’t think it through. I didn’t think about it. If you want to know my thoughts, At least give me a week to think about it.

Seid, did he think I was rejecting him in disguise?If this is the case, then I have to explain it to him, but if I have to explain it, what should I say?What if he wants a definitive answer?I might have broken his heart the last time he asked me, and I did it again this time.

Just like Seid said before, I am afraid now——Merlin——for the unknown future, I actually feel a little bit of fear, and even hope that the future will not come so soon, I just want to enjoy it life now.

Seid once said that he wanted to give me a future that belongs to both of us. At that time, I was undoubtedly happy. He worked so hard for the two of us. I should do something. I...I wish I could immediately Respond to his mood.

"Tilly!" Ced caught up with me, but he stopped not far from me and didn't go any further.

"Sed...I, I'm sorry, just now, I'm really a little..."

"It's okay, don't take it to heart." He shook his head, "I know it made you nervous for a while, and if I were to answer it, I wouldn't know what to say."

"Really?" Hearing Seid say this, I felt a sense of relief. It turned out that Seid had the same idea as me.

But I quickly denied this thought in my heart. I was so nervous just now that I didn't notice that Seid said such words just to appease my emotions.

"Listen, Seid...I...I just need to think about it. I like you, I really, really like you, and I can't express my feelings by words. Before I met you, I might I don’t even understand this feeling. I’ve read hundreds of books but I still don’t understand what sex is. It’s your appearance that made me fall into it. I want to have a future with you, and if I can, I will I can say I am willing now, but... in this situation... the mysterious man is back, I dare not take this risk. Seid, I can't lose you again."

I lowered my eyes and didn't dare to look at him. I was afraid to see Seid's disappointed eyes and hear his disappointed tone.

"Look at me, Tilly."

Ced walked into me, put his hand on my shoulder, and I looked up, not sad, not disappointed, just full of love for me.

I remembered when he was lying next to me in the fourth grade, and he looked at me with the same eyes, and the eyes he looked at me never changed.

"I love you, Tilly, and this will never change." He said, "I know you need time, and I know that the current situation is really not suitable for saying these...but I really can't wait, I'm tired of seeing you every day after class, and sometimes we can't see each other every day. When I'm alone, I'm always planning what we should say when we meet next time.

I hope you are the first thing I see every morning when I wake up, we can buy a little house with a yard in Godric's Hollow, we can plant your favorite strawberries in the yard, I will learn how to do it Strawberry Shortcake and various other recipes.We can have breakfast together every morning, go out to work together, and see you when we open the door after get off work. At that time, all my fatigue must disappear.

Maybe we will have our own children in a few years. We who are inexperienced will be tossed around by him, our day and night routines will be reversed, and we will love and hate him.But when he is 11 years old, we will send him to the train station together, maybe we will argue which college is more suitable for him, and we will reluctantly send him to the train.But then we can have some time for the two of us again.

In the last few decades, even though our hair is gray and our faces are old, we are still by each other's side, our children are married, and even have their children, and they all live their own lives. The two of us will always live in the original house and live a two-person life until the last moment of our lives.

Tilly, I want to live this kind of life with you, I hope I can give you everything you want, it doesn't matter if you don't accept it, I..."

"it is good."

Sed paused, his eyes widened, as if he hadn't heard what I was saying.

"I said, okay." I laughed, putting my hands on his cheeks, "I want to have this kind of future with you, Seid."

"Even at this time?"

"Even at a time like this."

If I didn’t have any definition of our future at the beginning, Seid’s words seemed to outline scenes in front of my eyes, they were so beautiful, so within reach, I found that I no longer I am no longer afraid, and the fog in my heart seems to be gradually disappearing. I am willing to fight for this future, and I don’t even need to wait for everything to end. I am willing to experience it now.

"I want a field of sage in the yard."

"it is good."

"I love floor-to-ceiling windows."

"I'll have floor-to-ceiling windows in every room."

"Breakfast is all in your charge."

"My pleasure."