cut the waves

"I—" Yu Yu opened his mouth, but felt that something stuck in his throat and he couldn't make a sound, "..."

Where and where!

Can this fucking be the same!

Saying "Ilikeyou" in English is like a gust of wind blowing out of Yu Yu's mouth. It feels nothing, just like saying "hello".But when the other party was replaced by Su Liao, the meaning of the context changed completely.In front of Su Liao, "I like you" seemed to have become a very solemn promise, each word was so heavy that it made his mouth dry.

This time, place, and context—all are not what Yu Yu imagined when he would say this sentence.It all sucks.Yu Yu, who had been down for a long time, finally came up with a plan to delay the attack: "We have a good relationship, and we don't play that kind of nonsense. That kind of conversation is so, so superficial!"

"Okay." Su Liao couldn't help holding back a smile, and his shoulders couldn't help shaking when he leaned forward, "That is to say, we need to have a more practical, deeper, and deeper conversation, isn't that what you mean?"

Yu Yu: "..." Today I shot myself in the foot with a rock, and it was done.

Su Liao stretched out his hand and patted his cheek lightly, and said in a low voice, his voice was seven points lazy and three points careless: "Do you like me, little killer whale?"

Yu Yu subconsciously stepped back a little, and glanced away evasively elsewhere. After a long while, he hesitated and murmured: "No—I don't like it."

A gloomy and unclear emotion flashed in Su Liao's eyes.He covered Yu Yu's shoulder with one hand, pressed his collarbone with the heel of his palm, and pressed him on the sofa roughly.Su Liao moved his head closer, raised his chin, and breathed ambiguously on Yu Yu's neck: "Then you like——do I tease you like this?"

Yu Yu's breathing became short of breath.It seemed that some emotion in his chest was stretched to the limit, it couldn't hold it anymore, the strings in his mind suddenly broke, he suddenly grabbed Su Liao's wrist, struggling to push him back to the other side of the sofa: "I don't like it! "

Su Liao was stunned when he heard this.

The strength in his hands was useless, but after being pushed so hard by Yu Yu, his body subconsciously fell backwards.Yu Yu raised his leg, leaned on the sofa with one knee, and pressed Su Liao under him. An unknown fire rose in his chest: "Su Liao, I'm a straight man. I don't like you teasing me like this !"

Su Liao opened his eyes wide, and felt a "buzz" in his head, as if he thought he had done the final question correctly, but only after he got out of the examination room did he realize that he had misunderstood the question from the first question.real or fake?

After Yu Yu blurted out that sentence, he was also stunned.

What is he saying?

Why is he so angry?

The three words "to tease you" seemed to have accidentally stabbed the deepest and most secret fear in Yu Yu's heart.Yu Yu suddenly realized that brainwashing himself "I'm straight" in front of the mirror every morning was just a fig leaf, and when the cloth was torn away, only a sensitive and inferior self remained.

In Yu Yu's heart, Su Liao had a choice that he couldn't even imagine.

He competes nationwide to win prizes, and he can be recommended to the best schools in the country; he does not win national prizes in competitions, but he can also take the college entrance examination normally, and go to the best schools in the country; he takes foreign exams, and he can go abroad casually; Yu Yu He even doubted that with that face and good figure, Su Liao could make his debut in any learning variety show casually - Su Liao's future has unlimited possibilities, so he has the capital.He flirts carelessly, flirts every now and then, he seems to take the initiative, but he always has a way out.

In contrast, Yu Yu felt like a child in a slum. He had no gold coins or diamonds in his pocket, but only a bag of beautiful stones that had been preserved for many years, and he handed over everything casually.He was so afraid—the heartbeat that happened only once in his life, in Su Liao’s destined colorful life, was just a whim—“to play with you”.

Yu Yu looked into Su Liao's eyes, those clear eyes reflected the same scene of chaos as his.Yu Yu gritted his teeth and cursed: "Why is your mouth so annoying."

After speaking, he bowed his head and kissed her.Su Liao closed his eyes at that moment, only to feel that his forehead was bumped hastily, his teeth were bitten by teeth, and finally his lips were bitten by this little bastard.

Hold.

The kissing skills of the little killer whale are amazing.

Is this a straight man?

Would a straight man fucking do this?

Yu Yu slowly regained his senses the moment he tasted the bloody smell.

It turned out that the first kiss was not of rock candy strawberry flavor.

It is neither sweet nor sour.He only felt that Su Liao's lips were soft and his head was buzzing.Yu Yu raised his head in a daze, and licked his lips: "Teasing you—is it fun?"

Su Liao lowered his head and wiped his mouth, stared at the bloodstain left on his index finger, and murmured: "Touch your conscience, is this something straight men do?"

Yu Yu's heart was beating fast, his whole body was tense, and his limbs were a little weak, as if he had just finished swimming a marathon.He emphasized again in a trembling voice: "I don't like it, you are just teasing me."

Su Liao came back to his senses, and his heart was swept by an unprecedented wave of gentleness—his mood was like a roller coaster. He had just got the answer right with his classmates and found that he had misunderstood the final question. There was no mistake in understanding, and I was ecstatic to pick up the twenty points.

"I——I—" Su Liao suspected that Yu Yu might have bitten his provocative mouth, and began to stumble, "Of course——no—I didn't !"

Yu Yu glanced at him vigilantly, with "Really, I don't believe it" written all over his face.

"Teasing him" was said by this person, and "not teasing him" was also said by this person.

Ah.

Yu Yu didn't expect that he just wanted to borrow a VPN, but he made such a fuss without thinking.Now that he calmed down, when he thought of what he did on someone else's sofa, his whole face became hot after a while.

Help.

What did he do.

Yu Yu got up abruptly, grabbed his schoolbag and was about to leave, but when he went out, he was too hasty, and his knee accidentally hit the corner of the coffee table.The water-green plastic file box fell to the ground, and papers of different sizes scattered all over the floor.

"I'm sorry." Yu Yu leaned over to pick it up, but was stopped by Su Liao: "I'll do it."

Su Liao squatted on the ground with one knee, quickly sorted out the materials and stuffed them into the folder.Yu Yu's mind was too confused, and he didn't notice the title of "The Second Affiliated Hospital of Ninggang University" on the document. He turned around and left quickly, forgetting all the small pieces of paper that Michael left for him on the table.

Su Liao originally wanted to chase him out, but the folder in his hand made him calm down again.

The gentle tide receded, and the excited heartbeat gradually calmed down.

Su Liao opened the file bag again, and took out the latest heart color ultrasound report from it.This was done during his routine heart check two weeks ago.There is nothing wrong with all his indicators, except——

"Color Doppler shows: a small amount of regurgitation signal is seen at the pulmonary valve."

Su Liao's eyes fell on that sentence, and he couldn't move away for a long time.

The doctor had reviewed him for many years and was very familiar with his condition.At that time, the doctor told him, don't worry too much, there is no problem with general exercise, avoid strenuous exercise in the near future, and take a rest for a period of time before going back to the doctor.After all, a small amount of pulmonary valve regurgitation can happen in perfectly healthy people, and the trigger may be nothing more than a cold.

But Su Liao still couldn't help thinking wildly.He has checked a lot of relevant information, and his method four radical resection once made an incision across the valve junction to reduce pulmonary artery stenosis and relieve right ventricular outflow tract obstruction.It is precisely because of this operation that within ten to 20 years after radical surgery, some patients will experience pulmonary artery reflux—and when the reflux is relatively large, patients need reoperative interventional treatment for pulmonary valve replacement.

Counting now, it has been almost 15 years since he underwent radical surgery.

Su Liao has always been in good health.It was so good that even the closest people around him no longer took the initiative to ask him about the results of the physical examination and whether everything was normal.However, even if someone asked, Su Liao would truthfully answer "There is no obvious problem".He doesn't want to worry.

Anxiety was like an ant that didn't know where to go, crawling around in his heart without thinking.The doctor said don't worry too much - he understands the reason, but Su Liao couldn't control himself.He did feel a little tired during this time, and occasionally felt dizzy, but even his doctors couldn't blame the small amount of reflux, after all, most people don't feel it-his fatigue is more likely to be due to brushing questions Staying up late, or the mental pressure brought about by studies and competitions in the second year of high school.

God knows, he's trying so, so, so hard to be a "healthy normal guy."Su Liao even once thought that he had perfectly achieved his goal.But this report reminded him all the time: all the beautiful appearances may be illusory, and what he has is just a beautiful crystal ball, which may roll off the cliff at any time and be smashed to pieces.

Su Liao licked his lips subconsciously, and a faint smell of blood brought his thoughts back to the present moment—oh yes, a creature that claimed to be a straight man kissed him and ran away.Su Liao recalled that kiss that was too rough for a moment, and felt that the anxiety in his heart was wrapped by a more gentle force.He stopped the internal friction, turned on his phone, and sent a message to the little killer whale.

Strawberry Dudu Glutinous Rice: Straight man, I am serious, not teasing you

Soon, the escaped little killer whale replied with three full stops.

Strawberry Dudu Glutinous Rice: But I think your kissing skills need to be improved

Strawberry Dudu Glutinous Rice: When will we practice again

Little killer whale: I'll go to your mad

Strawberry Dudu Glutinous Rice: practicemakesperfect

Little Orca: Practicing this will affect my swimming speed

Little Orca: Let’s talk after the Challenge Cup is over

Strawberry Dudu Glutinous Rice: Okay, that's it

Strawberry Dudu Glutinous Rice: Straight Men Don’t Lie to Straight Men

Strawberry Dudu Glutinous Rice: Chinese people do not lie to Chinese people

After replying to the message, Su Liao hugged the phone and couldn't help laughing and collapsed on the sofa.He put Xinchao's matter behind him, and finally felt better.Su Liao picked up the small note on the table and searched for the name "Michael Fullerton" in the Google input field.It turned out that this guy "cleared" many world-renowned straits, was a frequent visitor to the Open Water World Cup, and even represented Australia in the World Championships the year before -- of course, if he didn't swim in the top ten, he missed the Olympic Games last year.

He clicked on the mailbox and wrote an email to Michael.

"Hey, I'm Su Liao. Orca's birthday is April [-]th. Could you please send him a postcard of the killer whale around that time? Below is his address. I think he will be very happy, Thanks."

Unexpectedly, Michael responded to the email very quickly: no problem.

The author has something to say: When I write an emotional scene, I get stuck, I really

In fact, the original outline was not like this at all.

Don't know why it's like this

The interaction section was rewritten several times, and then I didn’t want to post it, because I always felt something was wrong, so changing it to “pro tmd” would be right.

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Thank you everyone~ I who have not given up on breaking the madman~ I bow.