cut the waves

Yu Yu felt a "thud" in his heart, and there was a "swish" of coldness behind him.He frantically tried to stuff the test paper back, but it was too late.Su Liao snatched the Chinese test paper from his hand.

In Yu Yu's memory, Su Liao is always smiling, gentle, bright, or mean.He had never seen such an indifferent look on Su Liao's face.It wasn't even anger, it was just plain expressionless.He watched Su Liao's fine-boned hand crumpling the paper into a ball of waste paper inch by inch. The sound of the paper "hissing" when it was folded was particularly ear-piercing, as if it was a kind of delay to the ears.

Even if Su Liao jumped up and yelled at him or punched him directly on the locker, Yu Yu didn't feel so uncomfortable now.

What should be seen, what should not be seen, anyway, he has seen it all.

In fact, he regretted it too.

Why do you want to go to the cheap one?He wants to lose his memory very much now.

At the beginning of that composition, there was a sentence—"Everyone praises the greatness of maternal love, but no one has ever asked that child if he is willing to come to this world at such a price."

No.1 in the article stated that "I" had a friend whose mother was diagnosed with congenital heart disease during pregnancy, and the doctor told her that if she continued to conceive, her childbirth might be life-threatening.But the mother still insisted on giving birth to the child.In the end, the child's birthday unfortunately became the anniversary of the mother's death.

Like the protagonist in the reading material, the friend’s mother recorded her 18th birthday wishes for her child before giving birth because of the potential risks.But when the child grows up, he feels that this screen recording is like a curse for 18 years.

"Mother" is not the person who would wait for him outside the school gate with an umbrella after school; "mother" is not the person who would leave him a supper when he came home after evening self-study. "Mother" is just a "great" existence in everyone's mouth.Therefore, he must study well, respect the old and love the young, be united and friendly, and be the most obedient and best good boy.Otherwise, an elder in the family would remind him that he was wasting his mother's sacrifice.

Everyone is praising the greatness of the mother, but no one has ever understood the pain of the child.In the end, Su Liao concluded the full text. Social media should not use such incidents to praise maternal love. He hopes that mothers all over the world can put themselves before their children.

The marking teacher wrote a row of red letters, criticizing Su Liao for misinterpreting the reading materials, deliberately being unconventional, and showing no gratitude for his mother's sacrifice. A score of "42" is enough to show his dissatisfaction and anger.

Yu Yu leaned on the door of the locker and subconsciously took a step back: "I'm sorry."

Su Liao stared at him, and took another step forward: "Why? You just gloated and wanted to know—why did I fail the exam?"

Yu Yu backed away again, leaning his back against the wall, shaking his head desperately.

At that moment, he suddenly understood a lot of things, for example, why Su Liao looked at him with that kind of eyes and said, "Many people's regrets are in places he can't see"; for example, why a person who talks so much nonsense, but No reply to the sentence "Your sister looks nothing like you"; another example, why would he rent a house off-campus alone, and no one attended the parent-teacher meeting...

What kind of expectations is that "perfect" child who makes people feel like a dummy is working hard to move forward?

No.no.

I'm not gloating.

Yu Yu opened his mouth slightly, but he hadn't made a sound yet. Wang Pengpeng and Mao Kaijie also finished washing and went into the dressing room to change.The narrow aisle suddenly became crowded.

Wang Xiaopang keenly sensed that something was wrong with the atmosphere here.He looked around with his small eyes, and found that Su Liao had a bath towel tied around his waist and was still undressed, while Yu Yu didn't even change into his swimming trunks after coming out of the swimming pool.Yu Yu was almost leaning against the wall, while Su Liao put one hand on his waist and leaned forward slightly, obviously not letting him go.

Mr. Wang couldn't help questioning his soul: "What are you two doing? Are you looking at each other affectionately?"

Only then did Su Liao put down his hands, and threw the scroll into his schoolbag, saying calmly, "It's nothing."

Yu Yu seemed to have seen a savior, and quickly pulled out the bath towel from his locker, and ran to take a shower as if fleeing.

He deliberately washed for a long time, and if it lasted longer, some people might wonder if he drowned in the bathroom.When Yu Yu walked back to the dressing room, there was no one in the aisle.He breathed a sigh of relief.But when he walked out of the gymnasium, he found Su Liao standing under the steps of the door.

He lowered his head, put his hands in his trouser pockets, one foot was on the step, the other foot was under the step, Su Liao jumped with scissors from time to time, and his left and right feet switched positions again.

Yu Yu knew that he was waiting for him.

There was no one in the gymnasium, Yu Yu threw the bag on the ground, sat down in front of the steps, put his hands on his knees, and looked at Su Liao quietly.He was sitting under the incandescent lamp in front of the gate of the gymnasium, while Su Liao was standing in the shadow under the steps.Yu Yu looked at the lights above his head, drawing a bright "separation line" between the two.

This matter cannot be escaped, so we have to spread it out and explain it clearly.

Where did the "friends" come from?Yu Yu knew that Su Liao was writing about himself.

"A friend of 'my'." Yu Yu twitched the corner of his mouth, trying to break the solemn atmosphere in the air, "'I have a friend who wants to know where to look'—the kind of friend."

Su Liao was stunned for a moment before realizing what Yu Yu was playing. He couldn't help but twitched the corner of his mouth and showed a smile.

With this smile, Yu Yu's high-hanging heart dropped.

"Actually, it's not a secret that I can write on the paper." Su Liao shrugged, "People who grew up with me, such as Uncle Yan, Cheng Zhefan—everyone I knew from swimming when I was a child knows it. "

Yu Yu said "Oh".

Last time Cheng Zhefan asked him to ask Su Liao himself, did he refer to this matter?

"It doesn't matter." Su Liao made a gesture of "zip up" in front of his mouth, and then made a gesture of "cutting his head" in front of his neck, which meant "you keep it a secret".

Yu Yu nodded like a chicken pecking at rice.

Afterwards, the corners of Su Liao's mouth sank, and his eyes turned cold again: "But I don't like people touching my things without permission. Why did you steal my paper?"

Yu Yu subconsciously straightened his back.To be honest, he couldn't find any excuse for his behavior.It was more like an impulse, something that most people would not do if they spent more than a few seconds thinking about it.He couldn't organize the language well in his head, and his Adam's apple moved up and down, and he said, "Because I don't have any friends in No. [-] Middle School, so you round up and count as one."

Su Liao: "..." Good guy, can this still be rounded up?

Yu Yu blinked, his voice was quiet but serious: "I want to know you, Su Liao."

Su Liao was taken aback when he heard this.

Soon, the corners of his eyes slightly bent, and the ice and snow on his entire face melted with that slight movement.Su Liao suddenly made a big lunge, and stepped on the step in front of Yu Yu with his right foot, his eyes were like a cheetah sizing up some novel prey: "Okay. Then you have to exchange some secrets with me, right?"

Yu Yu scratched his head, but couldn't think of any "secret" after searching.

After thinking for a long time, Yu Yu replied: "I like to collect the surroundings of little killer whales."

Su Liao raised his eyebrows, very dissatisfied: "What kind of secret is this? There is a little killer whale hanging on your schoolbag!"

Yu Yu made a face.

Su Liao corrected the definition: "I want the kind—the secret that only I know in the whole No. [-] Middle School. This is only fair."

Yu Yu thought hard for a long time, and finally said reluctantly: "When I was young, if I met a classmate I didn't like in the swimming pool, I would secretly pee next to him."

Su Liao: "..." He seemed like he shouldn't have asked.

The skin that had just soaked in the pool suddenly became uncomfortable, like a cat with backcombed fur.Su Liao's eyes became increasingly wary: "Then are you still doing this now?"

"Of course I won't do it. I was ignorant when I was young." Yu Yu held his face innocently and said slowly, "Now that I'm mature, if I meet a classmate I don't like, I'll just beat him up."

Su Liao: "..."

"Okay, even if we're even." Su Liao withdrew his legs, and Yu Yu stood up, "Let's go."

It was getting dark early, and white spherical street lights lit up on both sides of the road in No. [-] Middle School.The two walked towards the school gate one after the other, Yu Yu lowered his head, staring at the long and thin figure behind Su Liao who was stretched by the light.

Although Yu Yu didn't want to admit it, subconsciously, he felt that standing next to Su Liao, he would inevitably feel a little inferior.For example, Su Liao’s grades are so good, but he is at the bottom of his age; for example, Su Liao often wears limited-edition sneakers, but he still wears the faded old sneakers; It is "friends all over the world", but looking at myself, the friends I can chat with can be counted on one hand...

But now, Yu Yu can sympathize with that kind of loneliness - like a black shadow without borders, silent, grand, with teeth and claws.

For the first time, he seemed to have found some kind of soil where Su Liao could co-exist.

For the first time, he felt that they were actually the same.

Yu Yu watched Su Liao's shadow stepping on his foot, the person in front was still walking forward, the black shadow flashed by, and the cold white street lamp hit his old sneakers.A secret joy flashed in his heart.

In fact, Yu Yu still wanted to ask many questions, but he didn't know whether it was appropriate or not. After a long while, he choked out a sentence: "Where's your father?"

"My dad is in the United States and is a university physics professor."

Yu Yu nodded: "No wonder you are asked to engage in a physics competition."

Su Liao was a little annoyed: "I'm most annoyed by physics."

Yu Yu: "..."

"I went back to my aunt's and uncle's house on weekends. Those two little ones are actually my cousins. They are annoying and clingy."

"Not very cute."

Su Liao smiled.

Yu Yu asked again: "Then what do you do for dinner?"

Su Liao: "Usually go to the Ning Dasan canteen across the street to eat. My aunt's house invites an aunt, and sometimes she will bring me meals."

"Oh."

Soon, the two walked to the gate.For the first time, Yu Yu felt that this road was so short, as if a lot of things he wanted to say hadn't been said, so he just walked through it.

Su Liao waved his hand: "Goodbye."

Yu Yu nodded: "Yes."

One week after the mid-term exam, everyone is always inattentive to study, after all, Friday is autumn outing.

On Thursday, Yu Yu received a WeChat message from Xu Yufeng.

Male moral teacher: fish fish fish fish fish

Teacher of male morality: That’s right, for brother Liao’s birthday on 11.23, a female classmate who didn’t want to give her name wanted to buy him a cake, but she didn’t want to be too obtrusive, so we plan to give it to him one day in advance, on 11.22 autumn outing. Brother Liao holds a surprisebirthdayparty

Male moral teacher: Then tell him that this is money from the team

Male morality teacher: You and brother Liao are in the same class. On the day of the autumn outing, follow my instructions and bring him here?

Male morality teacher: Please keep it a secret, don't tell brother Liao [heshi][heshi][heshi]

Xu Yuyu was bombarded with news, and Yu Yu wanted to slam his face on the screen directly.

He entered the words "Your brother Liao may not want to celebrate his birthday" in the dialog box, but soon, Yu Yu deleted it again.As soon as the words came out, the other party would definitely ask the bottom line, he couldn't sell Su Liao.

Yu Yu thought about it again, Xu Yufeng and the others didn't know anything about Su Liao's family, and they wanted to celebrate someone's birthday out of good intentions.

Is it a happy thing for someone to buy a cake?

Anyway, it wasn't him who took the initiative to celebrate Su Liao's birthday.He was just a guide.Thinking of this, Yu Yu felt at ease again.

The author has something to say: Yu Yu: I know I was wrong.Dare next time.

Su Liao:?

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: 1 with everything you like;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: I don’t want to be friends with you 10 bottles;

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