Beauty is sick

As soon as the voice fell, everyone looked over.

Father Pei lowered his eyelids, and slowly tightened his hands on the table: "The enemy army that besieged Youzhou didn't retreat from the battle, nor could it be said to make a comeback. Everything was just a show, for the sake of Trap and kill the Youzhou city guards."

Yun Wuyang's face was full of disbelief: "A...scene?"

"This is what I figured out later." Father Pei looked at him, as if he had aged in an instant, and there was a feeling of unbearability in his eyes after struggling, "If it is really retreating steadily as the rumors say, how can it come back so quickly? Everything is It’s fake, they are colluding with the enemy country.”

Jiang Yulou pondered for a moment, then sighed: "Since you can guess this, you must have suspected it a long time ago. This kind of thing happened more than once, right?"

Father Pei closed his eyes, with a look of embarrassment on his face: "Yes, the reason why I resigned at that time was because I found some clues."

Pei Zhe had completely ignored himself sitting on Jinling Jiu's lap at this time, and was emotional: "Resign?"

Father Pei was silent.

Jiang Yulou answered his doubts: "Your father was an official in the court and was a student of the right minister."

Pei Zhe took a tight breath and his teeth were chattering: "Father, is it true?"

Not to mention how much the Right Prime Minister participated in the persecution of Jinling Jiu, in the First Battle of Youzhou, the Youzhou city guards who were framed to death, and the people who were murdered, so many lives, how can people be afraid? Unforgivable.

Father Pei glanced at him and said in a painful tone, "Yes."

Although he had resigned long ago and had never been involved in the Youzhou incident, it was an undeniable fact that he had helped the evildoers before that.

Jiang Yulou spoke at the right time: "Back then, Prime Minister Right was the chief examiner, and he was kind to many people. Even if he didn't have the heart to go along with others, he couldn't escape this kind of relationship."

Between the chief examiner and the top student, there will always be such a layer of kindness, which cannot be chosen.

Father Pei closed his eyes in pain: "I really couldn't accept what they did, so I left the capital. Because I didn't know much about the inside story, I wasn't too difficult, but then something went wrong..."

He looked at Pei Zhe: "There is someone I know well in the right party. I saved him. When you got involved in the desert, I had no choice but to find him. It just so happened that he was ordered to solve the problem." people."

Jin Lingjiu played with Pei Zhe's hand, and slowly passed it over his fingers. With a calm expression, he smiled casually, with a hint of sarcasm in his voice: "Why... didn't you kill me?"

He didn't know much about the events of the year, and his lack of memory made him feel extremely insecure. After building the No. It's clear, but I can basically understand the whole thing along the way.

Jiang Yulou was startled when he heard the words, but he didn't show any abnormality, but the hand in front of him tightened a lot, and the round nails deeply carved a crescent-shaped impression on the palm.

After all, he still didn't handle it well, and he failed her trust, which made Jin Lingjiu fall into this kind of self-loathing and pain.

Father Pei's face turned pale, and he had long lost his prestige in front of the hall, and he didn't dare to look up at him: "Although I was involved in the incident back then, the person who was ordered to go to the desert is the same as me, and he is also unwilling to participate in the plan of the right minister. It’s just that he’s not as lucky as me, he’s a military commander, and as soon as he entered the court, he came into contact with the most secret things in the Right Prime Minister’s party, and he has been unable to leave since then.”

Jin Lingjiu seemed to think his statement was ridiculous, and repeated playfully: "Can't get away?"

Father Pei sighed aloud: "Family and relatives are all under control, even the slightest change will endanger their lives. One person is not afraid of life and death, but the blood of close relatives, there are nearly a hundred people in the family, how can they not care?"

As soon as the words fell, there was a sound of sighing in the wedding hall, and finally Yun Wuyang, who had been silent for a long time, spoke first: "Because you care about your own family, can you destroy other people's homes recklessly?"

His voice was very soft, as if he had been blown by the cool wind at the end of spring for more than a month, leaving only the precipitous cold and bone-chilling chill.

This light questioning question was like a steel knife, piercing straight into Father Pei's chest, tearing his little luck to pieces, revealing the invisible selfishness and cowardice inside.

Yun Wuyang didn't expect to get an answer, and in the end he just ran out with red eyes.

Pei Zhe grew up with him, and he couldn't bear it. He wanted to get up and chase after him, but he was strangled back by the hand around his waist.

The breath of the red veil reduced the ambiguity, wrapped in unknown feelings, sprayed on the back of Pei Zhe's neck, he felt itchy and dangerous, as if being stared at by a beast, his heart was restless and restless.

"Want to coax him?" Jin Lingjiu lowered his voice.

This sentence was like a whisper, Jiang Yulou and Father Pei, who were sitting on the main seat, didn't hear clearly, only saw them whispering their ears, intimate.

Pei Zhe's spine was numb, and the arms around his waist were getting tighter and tighter. He could hardly breathe, and he was a bit reluctant to deny it: "No..."

Jin Lingjiu said "um" casually: "Then stay with me, always stay with me."

Jin Lingjiu's state is not right.

Pei Zhe was belatedly aware of this, and finally realized this. He tried to recall what happened just now, and confirmed that since Jin Lingjiu asked that sentence, his mood was unstable.

It was his fault, the impact of the truth and the guilt in his heart made him flustered, and he didn't find out immediately.

A pinprick of pain spread in Pei Zhe's heart, he turned sideways, his eyes, which were always bright and cunning, were fixed on Jin Lingjiu, filled with tender love and sadness that could not be ignored.

Jin Lingjiu seemed to have been hit hard by a heavy hammer, and subconsciously released the strength from his arm: "Pei Zhe..."

He was wrapped in bottomless emotions, like a lake, trying to drown him in the dark past, but just now, the sky broke and the haze was dispelled.

Jin Lingjiu felt that at that moment, he returned to normal.

There was a rare clumsiness in his voice: "Don't cry, Jiaojiao."

Pei Zhe didn't want to cry, but as soon as he opened his mouth, the tears couldn't stop streaming down, hitting the crimson wedding dress and the back of Jin Lingjiu's hand.

"Ninth Brother..."

His voice was hoarse, this sentence was not pleasant, it was as rough as if it had been ground with a stone, and he couldn't say any more words.

Jiang Yulou got up and gestured to Father Pei: "Can you tell me?"

He made it clear that he wanted to leave a separate space for the two children, but Father Pei had no choice but to get up and leave with him.

On the stairs, no one said a word, the old man who came with Jiang Yulou folded his arms, with a look of nothing to do, a group of people were standing or squatting beside him.

With red eyes, Mu Jiao called out "Daddy".

Jiang Yulou was stunned for a moment: "Mu'er, do you have something to tell Daddy?"

Mu Jiao pursed her lips and nodded.

Jiang Yulou sighed, and looked at Father Pei: "I'm sorry, I can't accompany you to reminisce about the old days. Your Madam was shocked today. If you need anything, you can call for a doctor."

As he said that, he nodded slightly at Zuo Ping, who lowered his eyelids, called someone to come over with a wink, and took Father Pei to the room where Mother Pei was resting.

Jiang Yulou and Mu Jiao walked a little further away, and there was a distance of one meter between them, and there was an inexplicable sense of alienation.

Zuo Ping stared at the backs of the two going away, his back stretched straight, as if a bow stretched to the limit, if it was tightened any more, it would break.

The old man who was watching the theater with his arms folded raised his eyelids, and pointed his finger on his forearm: "Boy, you are not the same way."

Zuo Ping suddenly let go of his strength, his whole arm was numb, he looked away, there was no wave in his eyes.

Only Pei Zhe and Jin Lingjiu were left in the Xitang.

Pei Zhe had never been so uncontrollable, his heart was in a mess, and he tightly grabbed Jin Lingjiu's sleeve, as if he was holding his own life-saving straw.

Jin Lingjiu secretly sighed inwardly. With his hands under Pei Zhe's armpits, he lifted him up, turned around, and placed him firmly on his lap.

The two became facing each other. Pei Zhe separated his legs and straddled Jin Lingjiu. He bent slightly and leaned against his shoulder, sobbing softly.

No matter how I tried to explain myself, I still couldn't ignore it, my heart hurt as if it had been ripped open.

Jin Lingjiu held his chin and raised his face: "Do you feel sorry for me?"

When Pei Zhe cried, he didn't make too much noise. Jin Lingjiu thought he just dropped the golden bean, but when he raised his face, he found that the tip of the nose of the person in his arms was red, and his face was full of tears. He almost lost his breath.

He was angry and distressed, as if his heart was being held, pinching someone's cheek, his throat was heavy, and he ordered: "Don't feel guilty!"

Pei Zhe opened his mouth, choking: "Yes, I'm sorry, I can't..."

Jin Lingjiu loosened his hand, sliding it on his face, and wiped it: "Those things have nothing to do with you, and you are not the one who should apologize."

He couldn't forget the hatred, the pain carved into his bones had tortured him for more than ten years, how could he be relieved easily?

Jin Lingjiu could only comfort to such an extent, if he was less, he felt sorry for Pei Zhe, if more, he felt sorry for himself.

"No, it's not." Pei Zhe grabbed his finger and kissed the back of his hand lightly, "I'm sorry, it's not because of what my father did, I didn't participate in those things, and I won't recite it For those responsibilities, I just feel ashamed of you."

Jin Lingjiu froze for a moment, his brows softened.

That's right, he already knew what kind of character Pei Zhe is, how could he care about those things, how could he punish himself for other people's faults.

"Damo, I walked by, I miss you so much, I've been looking for you for thousands of miles,..." Pei Zhe cried aggrievedly, some words were very disorganized, and he didn't look like Tan Hualang with outstanding eloquence and logic at all.

Jin Lingjiu patted him on the back and said softly, "I know, I know everything."

Pei Zhe threw himself into his arms, wrapped his arms around his neck, pressed the veil with his movements, and tore it off: "But I didn't expect that I caused you to lose your memory."

The veil was made of silk from the sky, icy and cold, it fell on my hand, and because no one caught it, it fell to the ground.

What Pei Zhe cared about was this matter, he was the one who put Jin Lingjiu into danger, and he was the one who overestimated himself, so he...has a guilty conscience.

Jin Lingjiu was stunned for a while, then hugged the person in his arms tightly: "I forgot those things."

What can be found by means is only what happened that year, and there is no way to find out the specific details. Jin Lingjiu has always been worried about this.Now that his conjecture was confirmed, he suddenly became upset, not because he had forgotten those details, but because he had forgotten the days and nights he had been with Pei Zhe. From his master's words, it can be inferred that he and Pei Zhe There must be many good memories.

But unfortunately, he doesn't remember.

Feeling that the body hugging him became stiff, as expected, the next second he heard Pei Zhe's slightly crying voice: "It's all my fault..."

Jin Lingjiu squeezed the back of his neck, like before every kiss, gentle and ambiguous: "Listen to what you said just now, I should have a lot of memories with Jiaojiao, I'm not a person who would put his own life on the line for others, You were able to 'involve' me back then, I must have voluntarily."

He was very determined, analyzing his former self in a calm and flat tone.

Pei Zhe didn't know what he meant for a while, and raised his head with a blank expression.

Jin Lingjiu smiled: "Why should you blame yourself, you shouldn't have a guilty conscience."

Pei Zhe couldn't follow his logic: "Huh?"

Jin Lingjiu blinked, and was a bit playful: "What you should think about is why I would do those things for you."

Pei Zhe clenched his hands tightly, a lock of hair wrapped in his palm, which belonged to Jin Lingjiu.The four eyes meet, and through the blurred tears, he sees the extremely deep treasure.

"Why?" He followed Jin Lingjiu's guidance and asked that question.

Jin Lingjiu bent his lips in satisfaction, and rubbed his forehead against him: "If it wasn't because I wanted to die voluntarily, there was only one possibility left."

The word "seeking death" made Pei frowned, and he looked over with disapproval and reproach, but the red nose and eyes did not have any deterrent power, but made this look a little more angry or angry Seduce means.

Jin Lingjiu's stomach tightened, and he raised his hand to cover his eyes: "Look at me like this, I can't wait to have a bridal chamber with you."

His palm was scratched by the eyelashes, and Pei Zhe held his wrist, but he didn't use any force. Instead of trying to pull his hand off, it seemed to help him cover his eyes.

Jin Lingjiu smiled softly: "Jiaojiao, I chose to save you only because you are worthy of my saving. No one will understand this kind of worthiness. It is a feeling that belongs to me alone."

Pei Zhe's heart trembled, and before he had time to think about it, his earlobe was sucked, his warm tongue swept over, leaving dampness and heat, and he whispered: "My feelings for you."