the man behind the actor

Lian Yan took the phone, found an empty aisle, and got through.

"Hey?"

There was a long silence on the other side of the phone, and Lian Yan seemed a little confused about what Li Ru meant by calling.

I didn't say a word when I called. Is it because the phone bill is too high?

Lian Yan didn't plan to spend time with Li Ru like this, if she didn't say anything, he couldn't just wait for her all the time, right?

"I'm outside now, if I have nothing to say, I'll hang up."

"Xiaoyan, don't."

After Lian Yan said this, Li Ru finally had some reaction.

She spoke hastily, for fear that she would hang up the phone.

"Then let's talk about something, since you have already called."

Although Lian Yan spoke from Lian Yan's mouth, for some reason, he seemed a bit depressed.

"how have you been?"

Li Ru could make Lian Yan feel awkward through the phone.

"Same old, nothing special. I've already reported to school."

Li Ru couldn't help becoming excited when she heard Lian Yan say this. She raised her voice and couldn't help but question her in a questioning tone, "What, you went to report? Where did you get the money from?!"

"I can take care of my own living expenses with the loan." Lian Yan didn't want to talk about this, but he thought it would be better to tell Li Ru.

Lian Yan added calmly, "Can you stop talking to me in an accusatory tone?"

But Li Ru still insisted, "Why did you make this decision without discussing it with us? Do you think that you don't need to pay back the loan? We won't pay it back for you when the time comes! Why can't you replace it for us?" Think!"

Li Ru's side could hardly control her own volume, she asked several questions in a row, pointing at Lian Yan's selfishness and recklessness in doing things.

"Negotiate? Didn't you all decide the end for me? No matter how we negotiate, don't we have to follow your ideas? I have no intention of asking you to pay back the money for me, so you can rest assured."

Li Ru's tone of voice was unhurried, but he regained the right to speak from Li Ru's excited tone.

"Things are not as simple as you think! Do you think that money fell from the sky for nothing? If you ask someone to borrow it, you don't have to pay it back. Not only the money you borrowed, but also the interest!"

Li Ru thought that this child was so stupid in reading and studying, that he didn't tell him anything and did all these things behind his back.

How could such a big thing happen in such a short period of time.

Li Ru thought that Yan Yan didn't report at all, how could he pay the fee without money?

Since Yan Yan didn't look for her, she thought he must have acquiesced to this matter.

If he wants to go to school, he will definitely come and ask him for tuition.

In order to avoid Yan Yan, she even escaped from home for a few days, but she didn't expect that things were beyond her expectation.

"You have really grown up! You have become more courageous, haven't you?"

Li Ru said this in a very disappointed tone, which made Lian Yan feel very uncomfortable.

At school, he also saw many classmates with similar family conditions as him. They all worked and studied just like himself, but very few of them had pressure from the family...except for some families that favored boys over girls.

As for the reasons, there are many kinds, but Lian Yan doesn't understand the reason why he can't go to school.

Leaving aside whether Lian Yan will use Li Ru's money in the end, it's not that she can't afford the money, but she just doesn't want to spend it for herself.

Lian Yan didn't force Li Ru to make any choices, he took on everything by himself.

"How complicated can things be? It's only natural to pay back the debt. I borrowed it myself, and I paid it back. And I'm already an adult, right? Instead, I'm responsible for my own actions."

Lian Yan never intended to involve Li Ru and the others, it was just that they were thinking too much.

Li Ru listened to the subconscious words that he could leave him alone, and a nameless anger surged into his heart.

"You are really old, you don't need me to care if your wings are hard? You are a student now, what do you think you can do? Make money? Can you do it?" The sarcastic words degraded Lian Yan. Worthless, also laughing at his incompetence.

Hearing the mocking tone, Lian Yan couldn't help but retort.

"What's wrong? How long have you been ignoring me? You suddenly remembered me, so you called me and asked how I was doing. I don't need this kind of sudden concern, thank you!"

"Yan! Yan!" Li Ru shouted loudly on the other end of the phone.

"It's not that I think things are simple, but that you think complicated. In any case, I'm an adult now, and I will be responsible for my actions, and... I am not your responsibility anymore. "

After all, Lian Yan still didn't want the relationship between Yan Yan's mother and son to become too tense, even though they didn't have a good place to go before...

Do you sometimes place too much on family affection, thinking that everything your family members do needs to be considered from your own perspective?

After Lian Yan uttered these words, he began to reflect on himself.

He is not Yan Yan himself, why when he heard Li Ru say such a thing, he still had a kind of anger that urgently needed to be vented.

To be honest, Li Ru doesn't make any difference to Lian Yan with or without Li Ru.

Li Ru suddenly choked up, and even Yan could hear her sobbing on the other end of the phone.

Lian Yan thought, maybe he said too much.But as a bystander, listening to Li Ru talking to his son like this, he also felt that his heart was stuffy and he couldn't suppress it.

"...I'm sorry." Lian Yan took the initiative to apologize.

"No, it's because my mother didn't do well enough... If I had the ability, this kind of thing wouldn't have happened." Li Ru sobbed, "Xiaoyan, don't blame mother... Haohao is sick now, We really don't have that much money for you to study..."

His cheap brother is hospitalized?Why didn't Li Ru talk about this last time?

"I don't blame you, I don't have the right."

Lian Yan said truthfully that he did not have this right, and that person who was there is no longer there.

Li Ru didn't understand Lian Yan's real meaning, she only heard the first half of the sentence, Yan Yan didn't blame her, that was enough.

"You don't blame mom..."

With this choked up tone, even Yan Yan seemed to be able to see the frequently elderly middle-aged woman crying and laughing while holding the phone.

Is the family affection that Yan Yan faces so heavy?It turned out to be similar to what I faced myself, although it was not of the same nature.

But it's all so depressing that people can't breathe.

"I'll find time to check on Haohao, the phone... just hang up..."

"Well, let me know in advance when you will come over."

"I see."

Lian Yan hung up the phone and took a deep breath.

Looking at the dark night outside the sky, it took a long while to relax before I felt less depressed in my heart.