Save the beautiful and tragic hero

Hu Luyan always knew the answer to this question, but he just couldn't help but want to ask.

After asking, I didn't get the answer I wanted, and I started to torture myself again.

He went back and forth between these two points, never finding a balance point.

He even regretted throwing away the incense sticks brought out from the City Lord's Mansion earlier, otherwise he would have gotten the most honest answer from Mi Lu.

But he clearly knew what the most honest answer was.

Thinking of that answer, all his thoughts were pulled up.

"Forget it." Before Mi Lu could speak, he hurriedly stopped, "Stop talking, I should know the answer."

Hu Luyan's voice became lower and lower, with obvious apprehension and lack of confidence, he hugged Mi Lu like an ostrich avoiding something.

He buried his face in Mi Lu's neck and took a deep breath.

The nasal cavity was immediately filled with the breath belonging to Mi Lu.

He loves doing it.

Not only because he likes Mi Lu's aura, but also because doing so makes him feel very safe, and there is a feeling that Mi Lu and him are entangled with each other like two vines and will never be separated.

Once Mi Lu was weak and unable to blow cold wind, Gu Qiu asked his servants to repair the windows in the house, reduced the overall area of ​​the windows, and added a layer of wooden boards to block the wind outside.

In this way, whenever night falls, the light in the house will become very dim.

Especially in winter when the days are short and the nights are long, the days are cloudy and the moon is dark and the stars are sparse at night. As long as no candlesticks or night pearls are used, the house is completely dark.

In such an environment, Mi Lu saw the panic on Hu Luyan's face.

Hu Luyan thought that the darkness could cover up his emotions.

In fact, Mi Lu saw it clearly.

Mi Lu carelessly stroked Hu Luyan's hair, he was hugged tightly by Hu Luyan, he tilted his head slightly, and his lips just brushed over the tip of Hu Luyan's ear.

"Then tell me what the answer is."

"Prefer not to say."

When Mi Lu saw Hu Luyan's reaction, he knew that this person was thinking wildly again. He was still a little sleepy, but after Hu Luyan's question, the sleepiness was gone.

"Talk about it." Mi Lu wriggled in Hu Luyan's arms, finally opening a gap, and slapped Hu Luyan's cheeks with two palms.

Hu Luyan was bewildered and awkward, and wanted to hide in Mi Lu's neck, but Mi Lu had been prepared and leaned back to keep a distance from Hu Luyan.

"Tell me quickly." Mi Lu took the time to appreciate Hu Luyan's panic, like watching a play.

He didn't think there was anything before, but now he suddenly felt that Hu Luyan's appearance of worrying about him was quite cute.

He has reincarnated so many times with Hu Luyan, witnessed Hu Luyan meeting gods and killing gods, meeting Buddhas and Buddhas, like a revenge machine without emotion, so many harems have never made him frown.

As a result, in this life, Hu Luyan frowned for him countless times.

Although what Hu Luyan did was a bit self-inflicted, but when Mi Lu recalled it, he tasted something sweet and greasy.

He has never been in love, let alone experienced the joy of small fights between lovers.

He didn't know if these things counted, but to him, it was equivalent to resonating with those posts that showed affection on the Internet.

If you just tell outsiders about these resonances, you may only be hypocritical and toothache.

Mi Lu's thumb pressed lightly on Hu Luyan's lips, his eyes narrowed slightly with a smile, and half of his eyes that were exposed seemed to have a bright color in the dark night: "My answer may be different from what you think. .”

Hu Luyan stared blankly at Mi Lu.

After a long time, he realized that there was really light seeping into Mi Lu's eyes.

The people patrolling below should hold the night pearl, and the white light of the night pearl is reflected on the flowers and plants, on the trees and on the thin layer of snow on the ground.

Finally, only a faint light fell into Mi Lu's eyes through the slightly narrow and half-open window.

However, that point of light magnified infinitely in Mi Lu's eyes, as if the swaying water waves were shimmering at first.

Hu Luyan had never felt that Mi Lu's smile was so dazzling.

His breathing suddenly tightened.

for a long time--

Only then did his brain slowly begin to analyze the meaning of Mi Lu's words.

What does different mean?

Did Mi Lu guess what he was thinking?

Or……

Is he being selfish again?

Every time Mi Lu is involved, Hu Luyan is as if he has lost his mind. He knows that he will hit the wall, get hurt, and suffer...

But as long as he gets a little bit of luck, even if it's just a little bit, he wants to try it.

"You..." Hu Luyan heard that his voice became hoarse due to excessive tension, his breathing was uncontrollable, and his emotions seemed to be bewitched/bewitched by some kind of emotion, and he couldn't help climbing to a higher place.

His Adam's apple rolled up and down, and finally asked the rest, "What's the answer?"

Mi Lu blinked, and leaned over to kiss Hu Luyan's lips without saying a word.

The only person he has kissed is Hu Luyan, and he is in a passive position almost every time, so even though he has kissed many times, his technique is still poor.

He tried to invade the other party's mouth step by step like Hu Luyan kissed him before, but his technique was really poor, after kissing for a long time, he didn't feel any pleasure, only his cheeks were sore and numb.

Before his cheeks fell off, he withdrew his tongue and bit the edge of Hu Luyan's lips unwillingly.

His strength is very light.

It is said to be biting, but it is actually more like grinding with teeth.

Hu Luyan froze, there was a high wall in his mind, originally like a copper wall, indestructible, but under Mi Lu's teeth, it became soft cotton candy.

One bite and it collapses.

One sip and it melts.

There was a soft touch on the lips, and it turned out that Mi Lu had pressed his lips quietly.

Mi Lu seemed to prefer sticking to him like this rather than teeth touching teeth or tongue touching tongue.

Although it was just lips touching lips, the breathing was entangled, and the eyes were completely occupied by each other's faces, so that it seemed as if there were only the two of them left in the world.

Such intimacy makes the heart beat faster.

This feeling--

really good.

"Before I met you, I was very seriously ill, not only physically, but also psychologically." Mi Lu said in a low voice, "I am terminally ill."

Speaking of this topic again, Mi Lu felt very strange.

He is not a person who will casually show his scars to others. On the contrary, he likes to disguise himself and try his best to look like a normal person.

Because he feels tired.

As long as he opened his mouth, it meant that he would explain to others countless times why he was sick, why he couldn't be cured for a long time, why his illness came back and forth, and why he looked like a sick person when he looked healthy.

too tired.

So he always chooses to escape, to avoid the parents who face this world, to escape the plot of this world, and to escape Hu Luyan's feelings.

Even escape from survival.

He often feels that he is in a state of deficit, and his soul is struggling to drag his empty body. When he is tired, he will choose to give up dragging.

In fact, he also gave up several times.

But at this moment, a force quietly injected into the empty body that was being dragged.

He suddenly gained strength.

Although insignificant, it was enough to support his body to get up and walk a few steps independently.

He said to Hu Luyan: "The days of being sick are really hard. It wasn't so hard until I had you. Maybe I said the word love, and you would think it was too heavy, but you are the only person who made me heal."

"Dhu Luyan." Mi Lu said solemnly, "Whether in my life or in my heart, you are the most special person."

After a pause, he added, "There is no one, it will always be."

Hu Luyan couldn't breathe anymore.

There is a deep pool of water in the darkness, and there is a vortex in it, and his thoughts are involved in it.

He couldn't control himself, and he couldn't think.

He gasped for breath twice before asking the question that he had held back for a long time: "What's wrong with you?"

"I'll tell you later..." Mi Lu licked his dry lips and kissed him more deeply, his voice became muffled during the kiss, "Now let's do something else... "

Although Mi Lu was mentally prepared, that kind of thing is not completely painless if he is mentally prepared.

Fortunately, I just didn't get used to it at first, but after a long time, I didn't feel so uncomfortable.

When he woke up the next day, Mi Lu's eyes were sore and itchy. Something cold and cold was stuck to his eyelids. When he opened his eyes, he saw only a blur of gray.

Startled, he quickly reached out to touch it, but was held down by a hand next to him.

"Don't move, this is a medicine bag for eyes." Hu Luyan put his hand aside, covered it with the quilt, and twisted it carefully.

Hearing Hu Luyan's voice, Mi Lu's restless heart was relieved, and he lay obediently: "What's wrong with my eyes?"

"Swollen."

"Is it swollen?" No wonder it hurts so much.

"Yeah." Hu Luyan hesitated for a moment, and answered truthfully, "I was swollen from crying last night."

"..." There is no need to say the reason.

Mi Lu's eyes were really swollen. Hu Luyan changed the medicine pack three times, and the pain and itchiness in his eyes gradually disappeared.

But he still couldn't move, so he could only lie down on the bed and rest.

Left and right his body is not very comfortable, just take it easy.

Hu Luyan didn't bother, and sat quietly by the bed to accompany him, her five fingers gently pressing on his five fingers.

Two people clasped their fingers together,

Although Hu Luyan didn't speak, Mi Lu could clearly feel the presence of the other party.

The bored Mi Lu rubbed the back of Hu Luyan's hand with his thumb, and said to Hu Luyan, "Let's take our hands back first."

Hu Luyan leaned over and kissed his forehead, and responded in a very easy-to-talk manner, "Okay."

"really?"

"Ah."

Mi Lu carefully tasted Pinhu Luyan's tone, felt that Hu Luyan was not perfunctory, and recalled with a sigh of relief: "I remember that your hands were on an old man from Wenren's family."

It's a pity that he doesn't remember the old man's name, he needs to ask Gu Qiu for it.

The person he was most impressed with was Hu Luxing.

Because the other half of Hu Luyan's heart is on Hu Luxing's body, every reincarnation ends in the way that Hu Luyan blew himself up after taking back the half heart...

etc--

Hulu Xing? !

Mi Lu suddenly sat up from the bed, and the medicine packs applied to his eyes fell on the bedding with his movements, and he stared at Hu Luyan in shock.

By the way, there is Hu Luxing.

Hu Luxing also separated Hu Luyan's organs.

But why didn't Hu Luyan say anything about it?Hu Luyan didn't seem to notice that half of his heart was on Hu Luxing's body at all.

He had a bad feeling.

What he had been thinking for a long time unexpectedly changed silently, but he didn't notice it, and he didn't react until now.

With a trace of luck, he asked Hu Luyan: "Half of your heart... isn't on Hu Luxing's body?"

Hu Luyan didn't know why Mi Lu was so excited, seeing Mi Lu's tense expression, he unconsciously became nervous, picked up two medicine bags and pressed them on Mi Lu's eyelids, then shook his head: " Not on him."

There was a bang in Mi Lu's mind.

There is tinnitus that lasts for a few seconds.

"Could it be that you didn't feel it? Or did Hu Luxing hide it too deeply?" Mi Lu frowned, looking a little pained, "Your half of your heart is definitely on him, how could I remember such an important thing wrong. "

"No, really not." Hu Luyan said, "If it is on him, I can feel it from a long distance away, and I can feel my heart on another person, that person and my hands have the same They are all in Wenren's territory."

Hu Luyan put down the medicine bag, hugged Mi Lu, and gently stroked Mi Lu's back, "What's wrong? Why did you say that suddenly?"

Mi Lu pursed her lips.

He was so upset that he didn't know how to explain to Hu Luyan for a while.

But he knew that Hu Luyan would not lie to him, let alone feel wrong.

Which one of Ming Deyi and Qi Wangtian was not caught by Hu Luyan himself?Hu Luyan seems to have installed radar on them, as long as they enter a certain range, they can accurately track the direction and location of those people.

So what happened to that half heart?

The plot in the book changed long before he was reborn?What has changed is such an important plot.

The bad premonition in Mi Lu's heart became stronger and stronger.

Before, he felt that there was a pair of invisible hands controlling all this behind the scenes. At first, he didn't know the real purpose of the people behind the scenes, he only thought that the actions of the people behind the scenes were directed at Hu Luyan, and then he realized that All the malice of the people behind the scenes was concentrated on him.

There is such a person--

Knowing the layout of this world like the back of the palm of his hand, he is fully aware of Hu Luyan's life experience, and harbors great malice towards him, a book traveler.

Can also attach a person.

It even changed the owner of Hu Luyan's half heart.

who's that person?

The most powerful villain in the book is Hu Luxing. Obviously Hu Luxing can't do these things, and Hu Luxing is already dead.

So who is it?

Who is above all men and all truth?Who is thousands of times stronger than Hu Luxing?

An answer slowly emerged in Mi Lu's mind—could the person behind the scenes be the book they were in?

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