Save the beautiful and tragic hero

As soon as Mi Lu heard the word "said" by Hu Luyan, he felt something was wrong.

He glanced at Hu Luyan with a complicated expression, and asked in a low voice, "What do you want to say?"

Hu Luyan seemed to see his worry, touched his face, pinched his nose, and replied with a smile: "Don't worry, I will speak with my mouth."

"..." Mi Lu, who was seen through his small thoughts, wanted to touch his nose in embarrassment, but he touched Hu Luyan's hand pinched on the tip of his nose.

Mi Lu was about to withdraw her hand, but was grabbed by Hu Luyan.

Hu Luyan put the back of his hand to his lips and kissed it as usual, and then made a promise: "At least to your parents, I said it with my mouth."

As for the others—

Why should he waste his tongue on something that can be solved with his hands?

When Mi Lu heard the words, he felt a little sympathetic to other people.

Although Hu Luyan's guarantee sounds unreliable, it somewhat gave Mi Lu a chance to be a turtle. Mi Lu didn't want to think about the death of the society again. , He quickly threw out all the messy thoughts in his mind.

After this kind of thing was interrupted, neither Mi Lu nor Hu Luyan was in the mood to continue.

Mi Lu lay listlessly on Hu Luyan's body for a while, and found that Hu Luyan's hand was stroking his back once and for all, and then it gradually became silent.

When he looked up, he saw Hu Luyan frowning slightly, his long eyelashes covering his dark eyes, and his breathing was long.

Unexpectedly, Hu Luyan fell asleep unknowingly.

Looks like he's still in a deep sleep.

It's just that Mi Lu just wanted to get up from Hu Luyan's body when Hu Luyan noticed the movement.

Hu Luyan immediately opened his eyes, and reflexively hugged Mi Lu even tighter: "Where are you going?"

Mi Lu was taken aback by Hu Luyan's extremely sensitive reaction, and hurriedly explained: "I just want to go down."

Hu Luyan's eyes were full of vigilance, and he asked with a sullen face, "Where are you going?"

"I'm not going anywhere." Mi Lu continued to explain, "I'm here to accompany you."

"Since you are with me, why do you still want to get off me?"

Only then did Mi Lu understand the meaning of Hu Luyan's words, and he couldn't laugh or cry immediately. He touched Hu Luyan's chest comfortingly: "I saw that you fell asleep, and I was afraid that the pressure would make you uncomfortable, so I wanted to go down and let you take care of yourself." Get some sleep."

Hu Luyan's eyes changed from sleepy to sober, watching Mi Lu without blinking.

Mi Lu said solemnly, "Really."

However, the two black eyebrows that Hu Luyan twisted still did not intend to let go.

He stared like this for a long time, until Hu Luyan confirmed from Mi Lu's expression that the other party was not lying, and then he was particularly relieved.

"Don't go anywhere, just here." Hu Luyan buried his face in Mi Lu's neck, and took a deep breath.

For a while, a smell that belonged exclusively to Mi Lu filled Hu Luyan's entire sensory world. The smell was like flowers and grasses, faint and pleasant.

Hu Luyan suddenly felt an unprecedented sense of security.

As long as Mi Lu is by his side, everything is fine.

Even if they are not lying in this comfortable and soft quilt, even if they are still wandering on the road, even if they are still living a life without a fixed place, he will feel happy.

As early as four or five years old, a big hole was broken in his heart.

Only Mi Lu could fill that hole perfectly.

Only Mi Lu...

Mi Lu was immobilized by Hu Luyan's arms, she was quiet for a moment, then turned her head to look——

Hu Luyan fell asleep again as expected.

This time Mi Lu didn't dare to move around at will, he lay obediently on Hu Luyan's body like a quail, his body was a little numb, so he lightly changed to a more comfortable position and continued to lie down.

Xu had slept for too long before, but now Mi Lu didn't feel sleepy, and his eyes rolled around in boredom.

He hadn't noticed before that Hu Luyan sent him back to the house where he used to live in Mi's house.

After a few years, the furnishings and layout of this room are exactly the same as in his memory, even the pattern of the teacups on the table is almost the same as before.

No wonder his parents came in in such a hurry just now. Because of his poor health and being bedridden all year round, his parents often came to visit him and take care of him when they had time.

As time goes by, Mi Hefeng and Gu Qiu have developed the habit of coming and going whenever they want, even Liuli and Jade have developed inertia, and are too lazy to waste saliva in reporting.

As a result, after several years, his parents really haven't changed at all.

Mi Lu sighed helplessly.

He thought he didn't have much affection for the parents in the book, but when he suddenly saw these familiar objects, his heart was still poked lightly by an inexplicable force.

There was a constriction in the apex of the heart.

It felt strange and strange at the same time.

Fortunately, he does not reject it.

Mi Lu's eyes turned back and forth in the room a few times, and finally fell silently on Hu Luyan's face.

He looked up at Hu Luyan, and his cheek was right on Hu Luyan's chest.

As Hu Luyan breathed evenly, his chest rose and fell slightly, and Mi Lu's head followed Hu Luyan's chest up and down slightly.

At this moment, he seemed to be breathing with Hu Luyan.

Even through the clothes, the temperature of Hu Luyan's body can be transmitted to his face and hands so clearly.

Mi Lu was so bored that he ran his fingers over Hu Luyan's body through his clothes.

He wanted to check whether there were other wounds on Hu Luyan's body.

Fortunately, he found no other wounds.

Under his continuous small movements, Hu Luyan never showed signs of waking up. Once he accidentally hit hard, Hu Luyan's eyelashes trembled violently, and he slowly opened his eyes.

With a guilty look on his face that he had done something wrong, Mi Lu quickly lay down on Hu Luyan's chest, his eyes wide open, looking at Hu Luyan eagerly.

Hu Luyan lowered his head and kissed Mi Lu's lips.

After a while, Hu Luyan closed his eyes and fell asleep again.

Mi Lu looked at Hu Luyan's thin cheeks and the obvious bruises in front of his eyes, and only then did he realize how outrageous his behavior was not long ago.

At that time, he was really dazzled by some kind of emotion, and he only wanted to have a substantive relationship with Hu Luyan now, immediately, immediately, and he was afraid that he would hide in his shell like a tortoise after being too impulsive.

But he never cared about Hu Luyan's situation.

However, Hu Luyan not only did not refuse, but also cooperated with him as much as possible.

Thinking of this, Mi Lu's brain began to empty.

He seems to be like this often, indirectly immersed in his own world and unable to extricate himself, regardless of the people around him.

It wasn't until the emotion on top climbed to the peak and could no longer climb up that he slowly returned to his original position as if his skills had cooled down.

In the past, he didn't think there was anything wrong with this, because he was not the only person with such a personality. He once met a superficial friend in the hospital. That person's condition was more serious than his, and even hurt the people around him.

But he won't.

He only hurts himself.

Whether he is dead or alive, whether he is suffering or being happy, has nothing to do with anyone else.

Among the other people, there are his friends, his classmates, and his parents who are related by blood.

He thinks that he will always maintain this state, provided that he does not hurt Hu Luyan.

Mi Lu raised his hand, and the tip of his index finger lightly touched Hu Luyan's lips.

Sorry to hurt you.

Mi Lu said in her heart.

He will try to make a change.

For Hu Luyan, but also for himself.

Hu Luyan slept for a long time.

Mi Lu was so bored that he woke up after taking a nap, but Hu Luyan still didn't wake up.

Mi Lu stretched out his hand and waved it in front of Hu Luyan's eyes. Seeing that Hu Luyan didn't respond, he tried to get out of the shackles of Hu Luyan's hands.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he moved, Hu Luyan opened his eyes in a snap.

Mi Lu: "..."

After seeing Mi Lu's face clearly in front of him, Hu Luyan tightened his arms around Mi Lu's waist, and asked quite unhappy, "Where are you going?"

"I'm thirsty and want to drink water." Mi Lu said aggrievedly, "Besides, I lay on you for a whole day, and my hands and feet are numb. I want to get out of bed and walk."

Hu Luyan said, "I'm with you."

Seeing that Hu Luyan was about to get up, Mi Lu quickly pressed Hu Luyan down: "Go on to sleep, I don't think you have had a good rest."

Hu Luyan had a face full of reluctance, but still wanted to get up.

Mi Lu had no choice but to promise him: "I'm right next to the bed, I won't go far, if I go out, I will definitely tell you."

After finishing speaking, he took the initiative to lean forward and kissed Hu Luyan's mouth twice.

Hu Luyan was indeed very tired and sleepy.

During the half a month when Mi Lu was in a coma, he not only had to feed Mi Lu blood every day, but also took care of Mi Lu in undressed clothes, barely closing his eyes.

But when he thought that Mi Lu was not by his side, he couldn't hide his anxiety.

Hu Luyan wished to turn Mi Lu into a small object and put it in his sleeve, so that Mi Lu would not run out of his sight.

The overwhelming anxiety made him unable to close his eyes. He grabbed Mi Lu's hand tightly and looked at Mi Lu with bloodshot eyes: "I'm with you."

"I've already said that I'm right next to the bed. Your complexion is too ugly and you need a good rest." Mi Lu kissed Hu Luyan's lips twice more, and blinked, "Be good."

Hu Luyan didn't answer, but his expression softened visibly.

Seeing this, Mi Lu smacked Hu Luyan's lips while the iron was hot.

Hu Luyan was so kissed that he was dizzy, and he was so kissed.

Mi Lu climbed out of bed from Hu Luyan's body, arranged his clothes first, and then squatted beside the bed and looked at Hu Luyan's nose. After making sure that the nosebleed had stopped, he lifted Hu Luyan's sleeves again. Look at the scar on the arm.

From a closer look, it was much more hideous than before.

Mi Lu touched his body, but he didn't find the Qiankun bag, and he didn't see the shadow of the Qiankun bag in the house, so he got up and walked out of the house lightly.

There was no one outside the house, and Liuli and Jade were not seen.

Mi Lu hesitated for a moment, and was about to continue walking, but suddenly a hand grabbed his wrist.

He was so startled that he suddenly turned his head to look.

It turned out that Gu Qiu had been guarding behind the screen, seeing him coming out, he dragged him out solemnly.

After walking behind a pillar, Gu Qiu let go of Mi Lu's hand.

Mi Lu rubbed his wrist that hurt from being pulled by Gu Qiu, not daring to look up into Gu Qiu's eyes.

Although Gu Qiu stared straight at him, she seemed to be angry and choked up her breath and did not speak.

After a long stalemate, Mi Lu pursed her lips and called out weakly, "Mother."

"Oh, you still know that I am a mother." Gu Qiu sneered, "You have been running with Hu Luyan for several years, and you haven't even sent a message back. I thought you had forgotten me and your father long ago. "

Mi Lu knew he was wrong, his head was almost buried in his collar, no matter how Gu Qiu vented his dissatisfaction, he would bear it all.

A lot of things have happened in these years, Gu Qiu was so wronged, he talked and scolded, and vomited out the words that were held in his heart.

Speaking of the latter, her eyes became hot, and tears flowed down her cheeks.

Mi Lu was frightened and frightened, and quickly wiped Gu Qiu's tears with his sleeves. Seeing Gu Qiu's tears streaming down his face, he felt very uncomfortable.

"Mother, I was wrong, it's all my fault." Mi Lu apologized uncomfortably while wiping Gu Qiu's tears, "You can scold me and beat me, it's all right, but don't cry, don't get hurt own body."

Gu Qiu slapped Mi Lu's hand off, wiped it on his face with the back of his hand, and then glared fiercely at Mi Lu with red eyes: "It was your fault in the first place, but you still have self-knowledge."

As she said that, she changed the subject quickly, pointed at Mi Lu and began to accuse, "It's fine if you find a partner outside, it doesn't matter if the partner you find is Hu Luyan, but you are still such a beast!"

Mi Lu was stunned: "...what?"

"Didn't you see how Hu Luyan tormented himself to save you? You are unscathed, but his vitality is seriously injured." Gu Qiu became more angry as he spoke, and slapped Mi Lu on the shoulder .

Gu Qiu's strength was not small, and Mi Lu's body sank when he slapped it, and his shoulders suddenly ached from the shock.

"And what about you? As soon as you woke up, you..." Gu Qiu couldn't continue, his face was full of unspeakable expressions.

Finally, Gu Qiu cursed viciously, "You are really a beast."

Mi Lu: "...Huh?!"