The major general is at the top, the bamboo horse is at the bottom

Su Qingqing was in poor health at first, and even worse after giving birth to Wu Kan. When it was serious, Wu Ze would not let Wu Kan see Su Qingqing, fearing that Wu Kan would affect her in any way.

Wu Kan has already sworn in his heart that he will protect Su Qingqing when he grows up.

However, before he grew up, Su Qingqing passed away due to a sudden wind and cold. Since then, Wu Ze has gradually become quiet, and he is far less interested in the Wu family's business than before, perhaps because of his own There is no one to fight for.

Wu Kan thought to himself, in his life, the more he longs for something, the more he wants to hold on to something firmly, the more he will lose something.He longed to protect Su Qingqing, but Su Qingqing died of illness before he grew up.He longed for Wu Ze's love, but Wu Ze kinda hated him because of Su Qingqing's relationship.He longed to catch Gu Zhiyuan as a friend, but Gu Zhiyuan...

"Zhiyuan, so it's true." Wu Kan pretended to be open-minded and smiled, "My fate is that the more I want, the less I can get."

Seeing Wu Kan's dazed look, Gu Zhiyuan couldn't bear it for a while, and said, "Master Wu doesn't have to be like this."

"No need to do anything?" Wu Kan suddenly raised his head, looked at Gu Zhiyuan, and saw pity in his eyes. At this moment, he began to understand what it was like in Gu Zhiyuan's heart when he treated Gu Zhiyuan like this on weekdays. son.

"When Mother died, everyone said, Young Master Wu doesn't have to be so sad, the deceased is gone, let her pass. But how could it be possible? Such comfort is nothing more than a cliché, things don't happen to them, they are You don't know the pain of others."

What he said was very painful, but Gu Zhiyuan still couldn't understand, so he interrupted him and said, "So what does Young Master Wu want to say?"

Wu Kan didn't expect that Gu Zhiyuan had even become so impatient with him, so he could only smile bitterly and said, "I just think...it was really wrong for me to conceal this matter, but Zhiyuan, you should know that Zhang Zhounan What a nice guy."

"I know, he is indeed very good." Perhaps because he mentioned the person he likes, Gu Zhiyuan's attitude softened a little.

Wu Kan also smiled happily, and said, "In the beginning, I was really angry. I'm probably a family friend with his family. I don't understand why when the commander-in-chief left, he started to support an actor, and the whole Shenyang Walking around waiting to see the joke, and me? I don't think that's the way it should be."

"When I returned to China, these people pretended to make me a Yingfeng banquet. In my opinion, Yingfeng is fake, and they want to use this reason to play. Then...then I met you."

"Zhiyuan, whether you believe it or not, I regard you as another self. I... If I want to say that I am overwhelmed, I want to save you."

In the end they broke up unhappy, Wu Kan knew that it was too late, so he didn't bother too much, seeing that Gu Zhiyuan really put on the posture of seeing off the guests, he had to leave with a sigh.Little did he know that Gu Zhiyuan behind him saw that he really left, and there was still a hint of disbelief in his eyes.

Gu Zhiyuan thought to himself, this Wu Kan really doesn't know how to interact with people, maybe he would forgive him if he said a few more words, after talking so much, he would not be angry long ago, Zhang Zhounan was originally with himself It doesn't matter, what Wu Kan said is right, he always puts on the look of being alone and alone, even if he likes it, he looks coldly with his own eyes.

This matter has nothing to do with him, he just hates Wu Kan for not telling him earlier, but when Wu Kan said, "The more you want to grab something, the less you can touch it." I felt as if I forgave him in an instant.He knows how it feels because he does too.

When Wu Kan left, the wind outside was blowing happily.He rushed into the strong wind alone, and for a moment he even felt that he was about to be blown up by the wind.

He shook his head, getting ready to continue walking.Suddenly, I heard a mournful voice coming from behind me.

The man sang: "I have seen the jade palace in Jinling cry at dawn, and the waterside pavilions in the Qinhuai River bloom early, who knew it would be easy to disappear..."

Wu Kan paused as he was about to leave. He felt that this sentence was sung really well, better than all the songs he sang by Gu Zhiyuan before. Banqueting guests, seeing his building collapsed..."

When I was young, Su Qingqing liked it very much. Even though he was still young at that time and didn't understand its meaning, he could memorize it slowly.He doesn't need to listen at this time, he can also read out what the next sentence is.

So he spoke in a low voice, overlapping with the opera behind him, "I have slept in the wind and slept on this pile of green moss and green tiles, and I have seen the rise and fall of 50 years. The bird clothes alley is not Wang."

The voices of the two people overlapped perfectly, but one was in an opera tone, and the other was just reciting. What he recited had no emotion, it was more like a kind of nostalgia, and the opera tone behind him seemed to turn a lot sad. Wu Kan smiled, He buried his head in the cold wind.

Behind him is still singing: "Ghosts cry at night in Mochou Lake, and owls live in Fenghuang Terrace. The dream of the residual mountain is the most real, and the old scene is hard to lose. If you don't believe this map, you can change the draft. A set of mourning for the south of the Yangtze River, letting go of mourning." Sing till old age!"

After Wu Kan got in the car, he felt suddenly relaxed, followed by a burst of dizziness. He didn't know what happened to him. Maybe it was because he was too nervous just now, or maybe he was too hasty when he came here. In fact, he suddenly felt dizzy. His slackness caused his whole body to collapse like this.

Just as the driver was about to drive, he caught a glimpse of Wu Kan's face as pale as paper, and was taken aback. He hurriedly said, "Master, do you want to take a rest?"

Just as Wu Kan was about to wave his hand to signal no, he suddenly felt nauseous, opened the door and rushed out. Before he could speak, he began to retch.The driver hurriedly got out of the car to inquire. Seeing Wu Kan squatting there alone, looking very downcast, he even complained to the troupe for a while. Originally, the Wu family had little to do with the troupe. The young master hurried to put out the fire, the weather was already cold this winter, and the young master couldn't sit in a car, which made it look like this.

Complaints belonged to complainers, but the driver hurried forward and asked, "Master, how are you doing?"

Wu Kan wanted to speak, but then another wave of retching hit him, so he waved his hands in embarrassment to signal that the driver was fine. While vomiting, he thought to himself, maybe this is retribution.This is his guilt.

is his sin.

I don't know why, when he thought of this, he felt a little pleasure in his heart.