love journey

After Xinqi left, Jiahui welcomed TOP to the sofa and sat down, poured him a glass of juice, and then began to look him up and down, as if hesitating to speak.TOP, who was a little embarrassed by Jiahui's sizing up, cleared his throat and said cautiously, "Well, sister Jiahui, do you have something to say?"

"That's right, you're quite winky." After speaking, he went on to say, "Since Xinqi is not here, I want to ask you, do you think it's new just for fun? Or serious?"

"Of course I'm serious, but it's a pity that Sister Xinqi never let go!" TOP said with a depressed face, his self-confidence was almost exhausted.

"you sure?"

"I'm sure!" TOP looked directly into Jiahui's eyes and replied seriously

"That's good. In fact, don't blame Xinqi. There is a reason for her to become like this. We all hope that she can meet someone who treats her wholeheartedly and can let her get out of the shadow of childhood and believe in love again." People!" Then Jiahui started to talk about Xinqi to TOP, because she could see his sincerity from TOP's eyes, she hoped that TOP was the right person, she didn't see Xinqi mentioning Korea every time Do the friends you know obviously smile a lot more than usual?

"I don't know what kind of person Xinqi is in your eyes. In many cases, she actually wears a cold mask. In the minds of many people, Xinqi gives people the impression of three words: 'Ice Beauty', some people say she is arrogant, some people say she is cold-blooded, in fact, only friends and family who know her know that all this is Xinqi's self-protection. And under that cold mask It’s a fragile heart! We always hope that she can get out of that cage as soon as possible, and be the carefree, laughing little angel she was when she was 7 years old. Although she is much better now than before, At least she will let go of her family and friends, but it's not enough, her smile still hasn't reached the bottom of her heart, and she still hasn't found her tears."

"Yes, in her words, she lost her tears. Since the death of her mother at the age of 7, she has never shed a tear. We will never forget, little her, at her mother's funeral She said with determination on her face, "She wants to become a strong person, never to be bullied by others, never to be abandoned by others, and never to shed a single tear! "The determined expression when she said that sentence. She made many people present red-eyed.

Can you imagine what it would be like for a 7-year-old child to encounter such heavy blows as his father's abandonment and his mother's death one after another?She began to become withdrawn and unwilling to communicate with outsiders. At a young age, she had to try her best to support herself. She refused the help of all her friends and relied on picking up waste paper and soda bottles to maintain the expenses of two meals a day.This kind of life lasted for half a year, and it didn't get better until her mother's relatives found her and took her back to her grandfather's house.

However, when she first arrived at her grandfather's house, she was still very withdrawn and shut herself in the room every day.It wasn't until her grandfather woke her up with a slap that her condition gradually improved.My body is healthier than before, and I am willing to communicate with the outside world, but when facing people other than family and friends, I always wear an expression of refusal to be thousands of miles away. At the age of 14, she did not rely on her grandfather's rights, nor did she rely on her uncle's help, but relied on her own ability to earn the first pot of gold in her life, a total of 10 RMB!She did it, became a strong person, and was no longer bullied, but at the same time, she no longer believed in love.Probably because the relationship between her and her mother has always been very good, so the blow when she was a child has such a big impact on her.In short, since her mother's death, we have never seen her shed a tear, nor have we seen her fall in love once. "

Wang Jiahui roughly explained Xinqi's situation to TOP.However, what even Xinqi's relatives and friends didn't know was that the reason why Xinqi said those words so resolutely was because she was actually a reborn person.In fact, it is more correct to say that it is a lonely soul that died under the ruthless betrayal of her boyfriend in 2012.

After rebirth, the broken heart that was once injured was gradually repaired under the care of the parents in this life.But the happy days were so short, only 5 years, 5 years later, her father's affair broke the happy family, when she was 6 years old, she was pushed down the stairs by the mistress and almost died.After that, she witnessed her mother's begging, her father's ruthlessness, and Xiaosan's gloating.After the father left, the mother committed suicide in front of her because she couldn't stand the blow.Xinqi's world collapsed again, just like in her previous life, she was abandoned again, but in her previous life she was her boyfriend, and this life is her parents!A series of blows made her no longer willing to believe in love, and began to choose to close herself!Until, the grandfather's family in this life found her and brought her home.And then, that slap.Because of her own self-enclosed, grandpa slapped her painfully, and it was that slap and what he said after that woke her up. Only then did she understand that only when she becomes stronger can she be able to cope with the pain. Getting hurt! .Why should she punish herself for other people's mistakes?Why should she live in such a pitiful way, while those bad guys can live happily?She should live better and happier than them.So, from then on, she began to work hard, absorbing all kinds of knowledge she thought was useful like a sponge. After the age of 14, she earned the first pot of gold in her life based on the memories of her previous life and what she learned in this life. Since then, her life has gradually improved until she has achieved the achievement she has today.

TOP was shocked after hearing Jiahui's words. He always thought that sister Xinqi should be a little princess from a wealthy family, but he never imagined that her childhood was so miserable!What does the abandonment of the father and the death of the mother mean to a 7-year-old child? The 7-year-old sister Xinqi has to work hard to support herself, but what was he doing when he was 7 years old?Do you want delicious food in your mother's arms, or pester your father for toys?All of this made TOP's heart ache, and it also strengthened his determination to love her and take care of her.