Don't pick up your husband in the trash

◎Want to go back? ◎

Wang Yuan rented a house in a residential area in Kasukabe City.When asked why he wanted to rent the house, Wang Yuan did not answer immediately.

She fell into thinking, but unfortunately, no matter how hard she thought, she couldn't answer this question.Later, she decided to give up thinking and live as she wanted.

After Feng saw that her condition had improved slightly, he did not interfere with her choice.After a few instructions, he left Kasukabe City.

Looking at the back of his father leaving, Wang Yuan silently looked away.

The rented house is a simple two-story building with a combined area of ​​more than 100 pings.With the help of Jasmine and Dazai, the three quickly cleaned the house.Wang Yuan originally wanted to give them the room on the second floor, but Osamu Dazai declined first.He said it wasn't time where they lived, or it would be wasted.Jasmine looked at him incredulously, wondering where did they get the house.

Wang Yuan didn't doubt it either.She vacated the second-floor room, and their lease was up and they could move into the house anytime.

After a simple dinner that night, Wang Yuan sent Jasmine and Dazai away, and then reported to his father that they were safe.After that, she hugged the blanket and lay on the tatami in the living room in a daze.

Occasionally, Wang Yuan wondered if he had lost some memory, otherwise he would not be able to explain why the dream in the past month was so real, as real as if he had experienced it before.If this is the case, it can no longer be explained by dreams.

kind of scary,

Since a month ago, when I go to sleep at night, my brain will enter an inexplicable dream.She didn't care about it at first, it was a dream after all, and dreams are the most unpredictable things, and no one can predict dreams.However, she didn't have to face up to this problem until she saw her paler and paler face in the mirror, and the blackness under her eyes was getting heavier.

Looking back on the situation in the past month, she found that her normal life was too heavily affected by the dream.Due to the decline in sleep quality, there will be a dull pain in the head during the day, and it is impossible to work well at all.It often happens that sitting in front of the computer can stare at the open blank document for a whole day, completely unable to get up the energy to write.

Her father Feng suggested that she go to Namori Town, Japan to recuperate her body. A different environment and a different life might make her spiritual recovery more effective.

Wang Yuan had no better way, so he could only listen to his father's advice and come to a strange country.However, after getting off the plane, the so-called strangeness seems to be not all.

I have been to this place in my dream.

Everything in the dream happened in Japan.So even though it was her first time in Japan, she was not really "strange".

Even Saitama.

In the dream, she lived with a man in Saitama.She couldn't see the man's face clearly, nor could she hear the man's voice, but she knew what he meant just by looking at the way the man opened his mouth.

The man's temper is not very good, but he has never lost his temper with her, and this bad temper is mostly reflected after losing the horse betting.His gambling luck seemed really hopeless, but he threw the money into the abyss again and again because he refused to admit defeat, which made his family always face the embarrassment of life.

He made money quickly, too, but irregularly, and she could always smell blood on him the night a large sum was credited.Although she had already taken a bath, the faint smell of blood could still be caught by her nose.She had guessed his occupation, making money on the blade, no matter how you looked at it, it was a dangerous occupation like the black X gang.So she always lived every day with worry, for fear that one day the other person would be gone.

Dream scenes may not be remembered clearly after waking up, but there are exceptions.

"I bought it just now."

When she walked out of the supermarket, she heard him talking to her in a casual tone.

"?"

Her eyes were full of doubts, and then she recalled the items he chose when she was shopping for items just now, but she couldn't recall them.After all, there were so many people in the supermarket, her attention was all on the discounted price, and she seldom paid attention to his movements.But when she checked out, she didn't notice any unusual items appearing in front of her eyes.

"Just at checkout," he reminded.Then I asked again.

"I don't have class tomorrow."

He was obviously asking her, but there was a certainty in his words.

"No class. What do you want to do?"

Instead of answering her directly, he asked her to touch the right pocket of his jacket.

Without doubting him, she stuffed her hand into the pocket of his coat.He always carried a lighter in his pocket, but she never saw him smoke.There is also a horse racing ticket that has not been thrown away, and it looks like it has lost a lot.No wonder I'm in a bad mood today.

I swiped my fingers a few times in the pocket, and soon touched a plastic-wrapped item.She paused and looked up at the man.The man hooked the corners of his lips, then opened his mouth.Her snow-white cheeks were blushed, as if she had touched something incredible, she hastily withdrew her hand.

"Are you so shy? It's not unusable."

"...What are you talking about in front of the child!" She was furious.

"whispering sound."

"..."

Perhaps the man's disgusting gaze was too strong, which made the child in his arms move uncomfortably.She was about to reach out to pat him, but the man grabbed her wrist.The slender wrist didn't have much flesh, as if it would break if folded.She reprimanded him in a low voice, but he seemed oblivious, admiring the child in his arms who opened his eyes ignorantly, and then showed a crying expression after seeing his face.He pulled the corners of his mouth, and the corners of the scarred lips were even more terrifying when they were raised.

The child howled and struggled in his arms, and when he saw her, he desperately wanted to throw himself into her arms.When the man saw him like this, he grabbed the child by the back collar and lifted him up.

This completely pissed her off.

She put down the shopping bag, then took a deep breath and kicked him in the shin.The man looked aside, and quickly dodged with the child.Don't look at her weak appearance, she has a lot of strength.With this kick, at least his bones will be broken.

The man gave up his behavior of irritating her and threw the child into her arms.The crying child finally calmed down.

She hugged the child, comforted him carefully, then glared at him and left.

He raised his eyebrows, picked up the shopping bag she threw on the ground and followed.

The child poked his head over her shoulder and made a face at him.

he:……

On rare occasions that night, he was willing to put the baby to sleep, and although it took nearly an hour, it worked out well.After putting the child in the bed, he took out from the hanging coat the small things he picked up at the checkout counter of the supermarket.She was holding the baby at the time, so she didn't see his little movements, and he stuffed the little things into his pocket after paying the bill.

"Anyway, there's no class tomorrow, right?"

He hugged her from behind.

She ignored it and folded the clothes one by one.She's obviously a female college student, but she's already lived a life of filth, which doesn't feel right no matter how you look at it.

"I have made an appointment to do group activities." This is considered a polite refusal.

"Huh? Aren't you not interested in this kind of group activities?"

She gave him a sideways look, "Now I'm interested."

He didn't intend to give up, and continued, "Then I'll be careful. Don't leave any traces?"

"Your credit has gone bankrupt."

"...tsk."

In the end, the two of them still rolled into the soft bedding.

While we were together, he called her Xuezhi.And she called him—Shier.

even.

"It turned out to be Shire."

Wang Yuan opened his eyes.The face of the man in the dream finally took shape.

"Shir..."

She hugged the blanket and sat up on the tatami, her expression still a little dazed.The dream was getting closer and closer to reality, which made her more and more uneasy.

The next day, after eating the bread for breakfast, Wang Yuan sat in the yard doing nothing.Around noon, editor Chen from China called overseas to inquire about her health.When he learned that things had improved, he finally breathed a sigh of relief.And repeatedly said that the manuscript does not matter, the body is the most important.

Thinking of the manuscript, Wang Yuan turned on the laptop, but faced with the blank document, she couldn't write a single word.In the end, I closed the computer and gave up my plan to write a manuscript.

After talking with his father as usual at noon, Wang Yuan sat cross-legged in the corridor with a book on his lap.There is a plate next to it, and there are three rice balls on the plate.It's a pity that she didn't wait for Jasmine and Dazai, and her rice ball was eaten.

She raised her head and looked at the young man who came out suddenly.

"The taste is not bad, but I still prefer ramen." The young man's expression was very cold.

Wang Yuan: ...

"Meeting for the first time? No, forget it, for you today, it is indeed the first meeting."

What is he saying?Why can't she understand?

The young man looked down at her, then asked her a question.

"Wang Yuan, do you want to go back?"

Wang Yuan: ...

"You look too ugly."

"How long has it been? Is the influence of that world so great?"

Wang Yuan: ...

I can't even understand it.

But for some reason, my heart was beating extremely hard.