I hope to return to the country

Le Zhiyu slept until noon.

When he woke up, he felt weird too.

Why are you so big-hearted?After so many accidents happened last night, you almost messed up everything on the spur of the moment, and you can still sleep?

Turning his head and looking around, there was nothing around him, the room was quiet, Qin Zhiyi was not there, and there was still the note "I have something to go out, don't read it when you come back late, Qin" beside the pillow, as if nothing had changed, if it wasn't for The depth of writing on the note was slightly different from yesterday, and Le Zhiyu wondered if everything yesterday was just a dream.

He looked at the note in a daze.

Different from the mixed mood of worry and sweetness yesterday, when he saw Qin Zhiyi's letter again today, he suddenly had another feeling.

If brother Qin wanted to leave, he couldn't keep him at all, and he didn't even know where to find someone.

He thinks he has everything in his hands, but in fact, he is the one who is held in the palm of his hand, just like his enthusiasm to confess his heart, what he got in return is not the touch and joy he imagined, but suspicion and anger .

What went wrong?

It was really because he was self-indulgent and miscalculated his own weight. Ning Yuancheng just had a good impression of him, and he didn't take him so seriously at all?

Le Zhiyu's mind was in a mess, he couldn't figure it out, and he didn't think about it at all. He got up, washed up slowly, and walked to the study to practice calligraphy.

"My son, my son?"

Several calls came from his ears, waking up Le Zhiyu, who was standing in front of the desk with a pen in a daze, only then did he realize that except for a few dripping ink spots on the white paper in front of him, there was actually a No words were written.

Holding the food box, Su Er had already set up a table of meals in the outer flower hall, and looked at him worriedly.

"Young master, it's time for lunch. You didn't eat in the morning. Be careful that you're starving."

Le Zhiyu originally wanted to say that he had no appetite and couldn't eat, but when he moved his nose and smelled the tempting aroma coming from there, his empty stomach immediately let out a "gululu" in disappointment.

He licked his dry lips, hesitated for a long time, then dropped his pen and wiped his hands to eat.

Difficulty sleeping and eating, not thinking about eating and drinking sounds like very infatuated words, but in fact, it is yourself who is practicing and hurting yourself. If you don’t even cherish your own body, why should you ask others to cherish you?

Le Zhiyu comforted himself with a lot of reasoning, and he worked extra hard when eating, he put aside all the past problems of picking and choosing, rolled up his sleeves, picked up chopsticks and just ate heartily.

After finishing eating, he pointed to the bottomless Huaishan perch soup on the table and said, "Didn't you say that you can't buy perch? Where did you get it?"

"Young Master Qin brought it over in the morning."

While making a cup of flower tea for Le Zhiyu, Su Er said, "It stands to reason that there is no sea bass for sale at this time of year, let alone such a big and fat live sea bass, Mr. Qin has a lot of connections. "

Le Zhiyu froze for a moment, said nothing, and lowered his head to sip the fragrant tea.

The day before yesterday, I just said casually that I wanted to drink perch soup, but Qin Zhiyi really remembered it in his heart, and today he made his wish come true.

"My lord, what are you wearing around your neck?"

Su Er saw a small piece of jade slipping out from Le Zhiyu's collar, and took a closer look curiously.

"This doesn't look like yours, young master? Could it be that it was given to you by Mr. Ning Qin?"

Le Zhiyu touched the emerald, thinking of Qin Zhiyi's gentle and focused deep eyes when he hung him around his neck, his ears turned slightly red.

"Yes, it is said that it was given to him by his mother when he was young, and he passed it on to me on my birthday yesterday."

Su Er immediately raised his eyebrows with joy when he heard the words.

"What did his mother give him? Now that I gave it to you, doesn't it mean that I have recognized what you mean? This is the most meaningful token of love. My son, your strategy is really effective. Let him move you so quickly." Sincerely, it seems that the completion of the work is just around the corner."

Le Zhiyu only felt harsh when he heard this.

It really is a pot that cannot be opened without mentioning.

If he really knows how to use some effective strategy, he won't be sitting here worrying about it anymore. As for the success, he has never thought about it. Now he just hopes that Qin Zhiyi can continue to stay by his side.

"What's the matter, son?"

Seeing that his expression was wrong, Su Er thought for a while and asked, "You two were arguing last night, right? What did Mr. Qin do to offend you?"

"No."

Mentioning last night, Le Zhiyu sighed.

"It was me who made a fool of myself in front of him, which is very embarrassing."

"Oh, that's it?"

Su Er was very disapproving.

"Young master, you have been stupid for a long time, and this time is not bad. Mr. Qin should have gotten used to it, so he probably won't care..."

Before he finished speaking, he saw Le Zhiyu staring at him with beautiful eyes, with a cold look, and quickly changed his words.

"As the saying goes, if you eat a pit, you will gain wisdom. You are so smart, young master, you will definitely not make the same mistake next time."

"Next time? I don't know if there will be a next time."

Le Zhiyu sighed again, looking a little frustrated.

"I can't understand him now, he seems to like me very much, and it seems that he doesn't like me that much..."

This liking and disliking almost confused Su Er, but he was always clever, after thinking about it carefully, he recalled it, looked at Le Zhiyu who was sighing, opened his mouth but closed it again, after a while Finally, he opened his mouth as if he couldn't hold back.

"My lord, there is a saying that I don't know if I should say it or not."

Le Zhiyu was just getting annoyed, and he was even more annoyed when he heard this sentence that he hated the most when he was reading a book.

"Then stop talking. It must be nonsense or bad things about brother Qin. I don't want to hear it. You go out first and leave me alone."

Su Er obediently shut his mouth, turned around and ran out in a "squeaky" manner, but he didn't want to leave, but sneakily looked around by the door, after making sure no one was eavesdropping outside, He closed the open door again, then returned to Le Zhiyu's side, found a chair and sat down.

"what are you doing?"

Le Zhiyu was a little confused by his abnormal behavior.

"What kind of door do you close in broad daylight?"

"No way, walls have ears. We have special identities, so we have to be more careful."

Su Erlian deliberately kept his voice low. If he hadn't been so close like Le Zhiyu, he would never have heard what he said clearly.

"Young master, do you still remember what your real purpose of approaching Ning Yuancheng was?"

This sudden question made Le Zhiyu dumbfounded.

Of course he remembered what his original purpose was to conquer, to use, to get the assistance of military power, and to make Ning Yuancheng a stepping stone on his way to the great cause of national restoration.

But I don't know since when, he has been going astray all the way, getting farther and farther away from this goal, even, he has almost forgotten all about it, and instead only entangled in the matter of whether Brother Qin likes him or not up.

"Young master, we grew up together. Although we are named master and servant, I know that you treat me and Su Yi as friends. As friends, I can't always let you mess around with your temper. I have a few words of honesty and harsh words today that I must say."

The expression on Su Er's face was unprecedentedly serious, and his eyes were fixed on Le Zhiyu.

"You didn't play tricks on the occasion with this surname Ning, it was a fake show for real."

Le Zhiyu has always had a good face, if he changed from the past, he would definitely deny it with duplicity, and then express his firm will with righteous words, and only have the great cause of restoring the country in his heart, and he will never be confused and dragged down by love.

But now he didn't answer for a long time, the scented tea in his hand was almost cold and he didn't drink it, his eyes were lowered and his lips were pursed, with a guilty acquiescence.

This time it was Su Er's turn to sigh.

"Young master, you have read so many books, you should understand what it means to be lonely. You want to restore the country and become the emperor, and you also want to have true love and true love to accompany you. How can there be such a good thing? If Ning Yuancheng is an ordinary It's nothing more than an ordinary person, we can still find a way to suppress him so that he can't hurt you, but he is not an ordinary person. If you are sincere to him, but he betrays you and abandons you, we are afraid that we will take it. He has nothing to do, how uncomfortable and tormented you will be, and how miserable the end will be, have you ever thought about it?"

Le Zhiyu suddenly spoke when he heard this.

"He said yesterday that no matter what happens, it will never hurt me."

"You believe what he says?"

Su Er almost laughed at Le Zhiyu's innocence and stubbornness.

"You are pretending to be acting, how do you know that he is not acting on the spot? Besides, how many serious couples fly away separately when they are in trouble, not to mention that you and him are unknown, and you have never even had a clear path. To put it bluntly, in the future he If you turn your face and deny it, you will lose everything, and you will be scolded as a lowly concubine who has no matchmaker, can you bear this kind of humiliation?"

Le Zhiyu's face turned dark, obviously he didn't like to hear Su Er say such harsh words, but he didn't retaliate, his delicate eyebrows almost wrinkled into a knot.

Su Er felt that his attitude had softened a bit, so he hit the iron while it was hot: "Listen to my advice, don't touch your true feelings for anything, that's sending your weakness to others. If you don't want to bear Ning Yuancheng, you should take the overall situation into consideration." The most important thing is to use him to seize the country for you first, and then divide his military power after the matter is completed, abolish his martial arts and lock him into the harem, then you can do whatever you want?"

"nonsense!"

Le Zhiyu's face darkened even more, and he put the teacup heavily on the table.

"So despicable and shameless, playing with people's hearts, even if you become an emperor, you will be a fool, and sooner or later your country will perish!"

"Shhh! Be quiet."

Su Er hurriedly covered his mouth in a panic, and was even more aggrieved by being scolded.

"...Young Master, didn't you say before that those who make big things don't care about small things..."

"That was before."

Le Zhiyu glared at him without confidence, and probably knew that he was wronged, so he didn't continue to argue with him, grabbed the tassel by the table with his fingers, and said sullenly: "I understand that you are doing it for my own good, but I can't control it." In my heart, I just like Brother Qin, and I just want to believe his words, so just treat me as if I don't hit the south wall and don't look back."

Su Er wasted a lot of rhetoric, but to no avail, so he had to give up persuasion, and sat there helplessly shaking his head and sighing.

"But you reminded me of one thing."

Le Zhiyu nodded thoughtfully.

"It's true that you will be criticized for being anonymous. Why don't you and Brother Qin get married right away?"

"What?!"

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Su Er: Sober up!