what's your attitude

Pei Rong raised his chin and looked up at Wang Hanqing, "I took the initiative and asked me to hug you, don't you understand?"

Is priority so important?After all, I saw Pei Rong hugging Yan Xinxia.

Thinking so, Wang Hanqing didn't dare to say it, it doesn't matter anyway, as long as Pei Rong is happy, he can hug whoever he likes.

Wang Hanqing's hand caressed Pei Rong's back unconsciously. In the matter of liking Pei Rong, Wang Hanqing felt that he had no position. Just a hug defeated him. He began to back down subconsciously. Forget it after thinking about it, no longer worrying about what happened to Pei Rong and Yan Xinxia, ​​he was willing to be deceived by Pei Rong, and he was also willing to deceive himself.

The car door was quite tall, but Wang Hanqing was even taller. He bent down and stood in front of Pei Rong, wanting Pei Rong to continue hugging him, regardless of how strenuous this posture was.

It was already winter in the city, and the wind on the river was wet and cold, and the clothes could feel wet when it blew on them. Pei Rong gave Wang Han a light push, then got up and got out of the car.

The wind was too strong, Pei Rong leaned against the car door, stood against the wind, and let the river wind mess up his hair, "Is this my explanation?"

Wang Han gave a light "hmm" and then said nothing.

Pei Rong suddenly realized that Wang Hanqing was very measured when he was jealous, and he didn't even ask himself why he went to see Yan Xinxia.

"You don't want to know why I met him alone?"

Thinking, of course thinking, wanting to know is one thing, knowing it is another, Wang Hanqing is still quite afraid to hear the news that Pei Rong and Yan Xinxia have reconciled.

Wang Han pursed his lips lightly with a serious face.

Pei Rong softened his heart and compromised. Since Wang Hanqing didn't ask, he asked for Wang Hanqing, "Why did I meet him? Before I answer your question, I want to ask you a question. You and him have been together for a long time. Just know each other?"

Denial was Wang Hanqing's subconscious reaction. If a bad relationship can be counted as acquaintance, then he and Yan Xinxia can also be counted.

But since Pei Rong asked this, he must know something.

"That's it."

Pei Rong has always been fair, he asked Peng Li, he asked Yan Xinxia, ​​and now he will ask Wang Hanqing, he gave everyone a chance to explain.

"But I don't like him. He must have made a mistake." Wang Han said lightly, as if he was talking about other people's affairs.

Pei Rong could also clearly sense that Wang Hanqing was even more reluctant to bring up this matter than Yan Xinxia.

"Why didn't you tell me? You were beaten up and suspended."

Wang Han turned his face away lightly, and turned his body to the other side. It was written all over his body that he didn't want to meet Pei Rong's eyes. "What can I say...it's been so long..."

Pei Rong forcefully pulled him back, and before Wang Hanqing could struggle, he pinched Wang Hanqing's cheek with one hand, "Why is there nothing to say? You didn't do anything wrong, why should you be bullied by someone on campus? And Yan Xin and Xia Ming know that you like me, but they just found an excuse to beat you up."

"Stop talking." Wang Han dodged Pei Rong's hand lightly, leaned his head directly on Pei Rong's shoulder, and said in a muffled voice, "I feel quite ashamed."

I like that Pei Rong is not ashamed, being isolated by classmates is not ashamed, and being suspended is not ashamed, but the matter of being beaten, if Pei Rong hadn't mentioned it, Wang Hanqing would never have complained to Pei Rong in his life.

Boys are good at face, even Wang Hanqing is the same, especially after being found out by Pei Rong, he is a man whose nose is bruised and his face is swollen, and he is also known by his crush. sympathy.

He stuttered and explained, trying to restore his image, "At that time...too thin...I couldn't beat others, so I could only be beaten..."

As for being isolated by the whole school, Wang Hanqing has been taciturn since he was a child. "I don't talk to other people very much. It makes no difference whether I am alone or not."

The whole school isolates Wang Hanqing, and Wang Hanqing can also isolate the whole school. He doesn't hurt or itch.

The only thing that affected Wang Hanqing was the suspension of classes. He was suspended for a week and his parents were invited. Wang Hanqing's parents were not satisfied with him, his grades, his character, and his life. Get used to dissatisfaction.

He was labeled as a homosexual, and his parents took him to the psychology department, asked someone to find some crooked prescriptions, and drank a lot of talisman water.

At that time, Wang Hanqing didn't quite understand what homosexuality was. Later, someone talked about him in front of him in an easy-to-understand way, saying that he liked men.

Only then did he realize that he really liked Pei Rong.

Hearing Wang Hanqing approaching slowly, Pei Rong's irritability was gradually calmed down. He should be thankful that what Yan Xinxia did did not cast a shadow on Wang Hanqing, and he himself would feel better because he didn't Indirectly hurt Wang Hanqing.

However, Pei Rong didn't relax for too long. He remembered that Wang Hanqing mentioned the situation at home once before. He was a left-behind child in his hometown when he was a child, and he was taken by his parents when he was in middle school.

Those insignificant pasts that Wang Hanqing talked about will definitely not be easy. His parents know about his liking for men. No matter how Wang Hanqing explains it, it is like a stain on a white paper, which cannot be erased. What's more, according to Wang Hanqing's personality, he can't explain it, and the misunderstanding between him and his parents will only accumulate.

Pei Rong was thinking, Wang Hanqing seemed invulnerable, but at the age of fifteen or sixteen, would he be afraid if his parents took him to see a psychiatrist?After all, he hasn't had the courage to come out to his parents until now.

"Are you afraid when you see a psychiatrist?"

Pei Rong's voice was very low, and Wang Hanqing was very close to him. When he spoke, he could feel the vibration of his chest.

Wang Hanqing doesn’t remember, but there may still be a little bit of fear. As long as people go to the hospital, they will be more or less afraid. Those who check their physical functions will worry that they have cancer, and those who have mental illnesses will be afraid that they are crazy. Afraid, isn't it normal?

"I forgot." Wang Hanqing rubbed Pei Rong's shoulder, "What I remember most is that the medicine is bad, and the talisman water is even worse than the medicine. My mother and the others will stare at me to drink it, and it's not the right time. There's always time, and when they're not looking at me, I'm just dumping."

When he said this, Wang Han paused lightly, and then luckily said: "Fortunately, it's not that I like you..."

If it was about Pei Rong, Wang Hanqing really couldn't deny it. He still remembered that when he confronted Yan Xinxia in the office, he said to Yan Xinxia confidently, "Being affectionate", even though he had a hurt face on his face, But when he said this, he was very tough and comfortable.

Every time I recall it, Wang Hanqing can't help but laugh, "Heh..."

"Are you still laughing?" Pei Rong tilted his head in disbelief, wanting to see Wang Hanqing's expression. Was this kid fooled by the wind?

Pei Rong felt that his worries were useless, and he was also worried that Wang Hanqing would have a shadow of his childhood, and because everything happened because of him, he felt a little bit guilty, so he said angrily: "I'm meddling in my own business, you don't care about anything, I don't care. Shouldn't have asked."

"No." Wang Han grabbed Pei Rong's clothes lightly, and took a deep breath, "I care about you and Yan Xinxia..."

What he cared about was what he couldn't get at the time.

He counted down to Pei Rong, "You and Yan Xinxia have held hands, hugged, and even kissed..."

No one can pretend that what has happened has never been done. If Pei Rong knew that Wang Hanqing was secretly in love with him, he would definitely defend Wang Hanqing like a jade.

He raised his arm and asked Wang Hanqing to stand up straight and talk to him, "I did it with you too, do you mind so much? Then I have other boyfriends, what do you do?"

Wang Hanqing didn't mind, it didn't matter to other boyfriends, how could he tell Pei Rong?

Men's self-esteem and desire to win are always particularly strong in some unexpected places.

He knew that Pei Rong had done it with him, but he was just competing with Yan Xinxia, ​​"That's not what I meant."

Since it didn't mean that...Pei Rong suddenly realized that Wang Xiaogou's mind is not so difficult to guess, he wants to be special in his heart, he needs to do something with himself, and Yan Xinxia has never done something.

"Then let's do something only with you." Not to mention Yan Xinxia, ​​even Pei Rong's ex-boyfriends have never had this experience.

It was cold, and the barbecue stalls by the river were closed. Except for the two of them, there was no one around. Occasionally, the sound of a car could be heard from the road above.

Pei Rong turned around and opened the back seat door, got into the car, "make love."

"Ah?" The topic spanned too much, and Wang Hanqing couldn't keep up with Pei Rong's rhythm.

"Ah what?" Pei Rong also felt ashamed and sent him to the door, Wang Hanqing pretended to be a fool with him at this time.

The current situation is quite similar to every time I didn't do it before. It is outdoors, there is no condom, and Pei Rong's arm is still not healed.

"Here?" Wang Han lightly asked Gui Wen, his body was quite honest, his upper body got into the car, and leaned in front of Pei Rong.

Pei Rong was patient, "There is no one else."

Wang Hanqing still felt unreal, "But your arm is still not healed."

Pei Rong gritted his teeth, "A minor injury won't leave the line of fire."

"There is no condom in the car..." If I knew it would be in the supermarket, I should have bought it and prepared it.

"Go and buy, there is a convenience store across the road above."

Pei Rong also felt ashamed, and he sent it to his door. Wang Hanqing pretended to be a fool with him at this time.

In the darkness, Wang Han stared at Pei Rong with his lacquer-like eyes, for fear of missing any of Pei Rong's expressions, "Are you serious..."

It's not that he's pretending to be a fool, he's just afraid that Pei Rong gave him hope but let him down, he wanted to be sure.

"Of course I'm serious. You don't have to wait for my arm to heal, and you don't have to wait to go home. If you don't have a condom, go buy it. I'll wait for you here."

As long as Pei Rong thinks about it, there are not so many excuses.

Just like wanting to eat tonight, as long as Wang Hanqing asks, and he insists on eating at the couple restaurant, Pei Rong will wait with him, and if Wang Hanqing wants to eat elsewhere, Pei Rong will accompany him to change places.

It's really not that difficult.