The Melancholy of a Third-Rate Writer

Feng Er Shao swore that he would never be fooled by Xiaoao Tianxia again.

But he still involuntarily joined many groups related to Xiaoao Tianxia.

For example, a secret fan group of apprentices who are proud of the world.

The apprentice who is proud of the world is Xiaolu Luanchuang, and his writing is always third-rate. His writing skills are terrible, but the storyline is not bad. Many people read while scolding.

This group is a bit different, most of the people in the group are girls.

The girls are particularly good at digging out adultery from the ending text, and occasionally they will dig out the ending author.

For example, on this day, the girls in the group all yelled: "Today Xiaoaotianxia appeared!"

A girl who joined the group late asked, "Who is Xiaoao Tianxia?"

Seeing this question, Er Shao Feng realized that Xiaoao Tianxia had really left the terminal for a long time, and the newcomers no longer knew of his existence.

Second Young Master Feng didn't know what it was like in his heart.

At this time, someone gave the newcomer a popular science on the relationship between Xiaoao Tianxia and Xiaolu Luankang. Back then, Xiaoao Tianxia had a lot of favors for Xiaolu Luanqiang. He not only gave parking spaces and single chapter recommendations, but also pushed it to the fan group. Some people pinched Xiaolu Luanqiang Thighs, Xiaoao Tianxia also tried his best to defend the other party, causing many die-hard fans to turn black!

The newcomer screamed: "Master-apprentice year! Pet pet pet, it's too sweet!"

Second Young Master Feng felt that the jubilant atmosphere was a bit dazzling.

Just as I was about to close the dialog box, someone suddenly looked at the money and said, "Speaking of Xiaoaotianxia, ​​does anyone remember Jianjia Cangcang?"

The newcomer said: "I know this! The well-known local tyrant at the end is a big alliance of several authors. Those little gods have a very loving attitude towards Jian Jia Cang Cang. It feels like a local tyrant opened a harem!"

Someone said with emotion: "When I have money, I will also open a harem! The preliminary plan is to bring Xiao Lu into the harem first!"

Some people retorted: "Xiao Lu Da Da is amusing the readers!"

The topic in the group turned to other places.

Feng Er Shao turned off the power with force.

Even the gossip on the Internet will not put their names together.

His younger sister was seriously ill and needed an operation, Er Shao Feng handed over the company to his subordinates to take over, and wholeheartedly accompanied his sister to treat her illness.

The bone marrow transplant was very successful, but the follow-up treatment required going abroad for a period of time.

Feng Er Shao volunteered to accompany him.

The younger sister sleeps more and wakes up less, and Feng Er Shaobai flips through magazines boredly.

Looking at him, he also fell asleep.

When he woke up, his sister was looking at him worriedly.

Feng Er Shao pinched his sister's nose and said, "What's your little head thinking?"

My sister said, "Brother, you go out for a walk."

Feng Ershao said: "Does even Little Bell despise me?"

The younger sister said: "No, no, brother, I want to eat dim sum from that store in Dongcheng District, you can buy it for me!"

Feng Ershao said: "So it's because I'm greedy, well, just be good, brother will buy it for you soon."

Er Shao Feng went out and drove to Dongcheng District. It was the rush hour for work, and the car was full of traffic.Everyone is in a hurry, as if there is something urgent to do, but in fact it is just repeating the same work day after day.

...but what is meaningful and what is not?

Boring and repetitive work is also an integral part of this world, and they push the giant machine of "society" forward.

What can he do in comparison?

Feng Ershao recalled a late-night conversation again, and said proudly, "Dreams? Ideals? I don't have that kind of thing. But I will be responsible for every work I write. I create them, usually to talk about a simple theme. .Even if this theme can only resonate with one out of ten thousand people, then this work as a carrier has fulfilled its mission.”

Xiaoao Tianxia's consistent speech reveals that the person sitting at the other end of the computer is a mature, wise and calm person.

Xiaoao Tianxia always knows what he wants and can always put it into action.

It was this kind of quality that made Feng Er admire him so much.

He wants to be like that.

But the man suddenly said that everything was a lie.

So everything he believes in is also a lie?

Feng Er didn't dare to think deeply.

He is afraid.

He was afraid that the world would become a desert without people again.

He has been chasing Xiaoao Tianxia forward.

Xiaoao Tianxia told him that the person he admired never existed.

Feng Er wanted to cry loudly.

Just as he was about to stop the car, his cell phone rang suddenly.

Feng Er was pulled back to reality.

After all, he still has an elder brother, an older sister, and a younger sister, as well as many relatives and friends.They all love him, and he can't fall into it, can't fall into it again.

Feng Er raised his head slightly and forced back his tears.

He pressed the answer button.

The caller is a subordinate.

The subordinate said happily: "Second Young Master, haven't you been very concerned about the whereabouts of that Xiaoao Tianxia? Just now I contacted the Capital Geographic Magazine, and they said that Xiaoao Tianxia has been contributing articles to them, and now Xiaoao Tianxia is with you They’re picking up stories! Now they’re asking if we’d like to collaborate with them on a special topic, see if you agree to it?”

Feng Er almost jumped up from his seat.

His heart seemed to be about to jump out of his chest, but he couldn't speak a word.

The subordinate said, "Second Young Master, don't you want to?"

Feng Er finally recovered his voice, gritted his teeth and said, "Yes! Why not! Arrange immediately! Where is he now?"

Subordinate: "...Second Young Master wants to go in person?"

Cover two: "Otherwise who will go?"

Subordinate: "Okay." He quickly sent Feng Er the whereabouts of Xiaoao Tianxia.

Feng Er immediately turned the car around and drove towards the hotel where Xiaoao Tianxia was staying.

His palms were dripping with sweat.

He doesn't care what he's wearing, he'll talk to people first!After so much dawdling, people must have run away again...

Feng Er ran upstairs, but standing in front of Xiaoao Tianxia's room, he was at a loss.

What does being proud of the world mean to him?

Feng Er was in a daze when the door suddenly opened from the inside.

Feng Er felt that his vision was a little blurry.

He vaguely saw a tall figure.

Feng Er wiped his tears vigorously.

He finally saw the person in front of him.

Xiaoao Tianxia is very young, and has outstanding facial features.

He has long felt that Xiaoaotianxia is not the slovenly middle-aged uncle he himself said.

It's just that Xiaoao Tianxia is more perfect than he imagined.

It was very much like the "he" he once firmly believed in.

But they haven't met yet.

Xiaoaotianxia first looked at him with surprised eyes.

Then Xiaoao Tianxia politely put away his surprise, smiled faintly, and asked without impoliteness: "Excuse me, are you...?"

Feng Er was suddenly ashamed to say the words "Tianxia Media".

He stood up straight, and said to Xiaoao Tianxia: "...I am the cooperation partner appointed by the magazine for you, and I am also your tour guide."

Xiaoao Tianxia exchanged names and phone numbers with him, and asked enthusiastically, "Want to have a meal together?"

Of course Feng Er agreed without hesitation, but he didn't remember that his sister was still waiting for the snacks until after he agreed.He hesitated to follow Xiaoao Tianxia, ​​and decided to say goodbye when he got to the restaurant door.

When they met for the first time, he didn't want to just leave like this, he always... always wanted to stay a little longer.

Looking at Xiaoao Tianxia's back, Feng Er felt that his hands and feet no longer belonged to him, and he only wanted to follow Xiaoao Tianxia.

Xiao Xiao, Xiao Xiao, Xiao Xiao.

Feng Er repeated the real name of Xiaoao Tianxia repeatedly in his heart.

He felt that he would never forget it in his life.

Feng Er did the thing he always disdains the most.

He started to follow Xiao Xiao like a follower.

Maybe it was because of his hot gaze that leaked something, Xiao Xiao suddenly asked at the last stop, "You knew me before?"

Feng Er kept silent.

Xiao Xiao stared at him: "Do you like me?"

Feng Er was flustered by that focused gaze, and with an impulse he didn't know where he came from, he said directly to Xiao Xiao: "Are you willing to marry me?"

His straightforward declaration of marriage obviously scared Xiao Xiao.

Xiao Xiao left without hesitation.

Feng Er knew that he was too reckless.

He has cared about Xiao Xiao for too long, but he is still a stranger to Xiao Xiao...

After Feng Er returned to his residence, he threw the itinerary he had painstakingly arranged during this period into the trash can.

He was lying on the bed, Xiao Xiao was all in his mind.

Xiao Xiao's speech and behavior are exactly the same as the "Smiling Proud World" he imagined and admired.

It might have been a misunderstanding...

Maybe Xiao Xiao was teasing him...

Feng Er closed his eyes, thinking over and over again about Xiao Xiao's every move these days.

After several sleepless nights, Feng Er decided to use all means to find Xiao Xiao.

He likes this person, he likes this person like hell.

Unexpectedly, upon investigation, Xiao Xiao turned out to be the son of the Xiao family!

The Xiao family and the Feng family are one south and the other north. They are a little far apart and have no intersection, but their family backgrounds are comparable.The more Feng Er thinks about it, the more he feels that they should be together, even if they are equal in family, what else is not suitable?

Feng Er begged his elder brother to come to Xiao's family.

The Xiao family actually agreed without hesitation, and tried their best to facilitate the marriage, as if they really wanted to make them a couple.

Obviously everything was going well, but Xiao Xiao still disappeared without a trace.

Feng Er returned to the country.

He asked his friend Xue Siqi to help find someone.

Friends quickly helped him find Xiao Xiao's whereabouts.

Feng Er immediately looked for it.

Xiao Xiao was surprised and helpless when he saw him.

Feng Er began to pester Xiao Xiao shamelessly.

Feng Er didn't care about Xiao Xiao's indifference and rejection at all.

He never knew that there would be such a person in the world who didn't need to do anything, as long as he appeared in front of his eyes, he could be satisfied.

But he is dispensable to Xiao Xiao, right?

There was a panic in Feng Er's heart.

This kind of panic grew bigger and bigger because of Xiao Xiao's nonchalant attitude.

The twisted fruit was not sweet, but he just couldn't bear to let it go.

Feng Er tried his best to understand Xiao Xiao's past.

The truth he learned made him uncomfortable for a long time.

During the time when "Swordsman" appeared in front of everyone, Xiao Xiao really had a hard time.This originated from Xiao Xiao's relationship with his current "brother-in-law". When Xiao Xiao was young, he fell in love with his "brother-in-law". The couple bit back, saying that Xiao Xiao shamelessly seduced his "brother-in-law".Xiao Xiao's father has always favored Xiao Xiao's "sister", and when he heard this, he was furious and cut off Xiao Xiao's source of income, and he was not allowed to set foot in the house again.

Betrayal by lovers, partiality of family members, those days must have been dark for Xiao Xiao.

But he only told some absurd lies while laughing and cursing, never mentioning the real tragic experience.

At that time, no one could share the pain for him.

But at that time, Xiao Xiao enlightened him.

Enlightened the little deer to crash.

And perhaps enlightened a lot of people he didn't know.

Such a person is indeed proud of the world.

Sure enough, it was his belief.

That night Feng Er vowed to Xiao Xiao: "It doesn't matter if you don't love me, I love you is enough!"

Xiao Xiao rubbed his head, but didn't speak.