The Melancholy of a Third-Rate Writer

Mr. Qin has no interest in the so-called reception.

He would attend this kind of occasion, but it was just an invitation from the elders of the Shijiao family, and it was just a formality.

Mr. Qin did not expect to see a person who looked very similar to his friend.

Mr. Qin has always had a special feeling for his friend, because when he was in trouble, his friend was the first person to support him clearly.

Mr. Qin is very concerned about this friend, but the friend came out with his family a few years ago and left the capital to settle in F city.

Mr. Qin is not sure whether he likes, entrusts, or something else to his friend.Anyway, at that time, he felt that his friend's departure made him very angry, and when he saw the guy who was very similar to his friend, his heart seemed to be bitten by something.

Especially when he saw the other party's pale and slightly flushed face in the mirror, Mr. Qin felt a feeling that he had never felt before.

He wants this person.

He wanted to understand what had happened to this man, why he seemed so vulnerable and distressed.

Mr. Qin was about to step forward, but the other party had already left from the mirror, walked through the main hall and walked out of the reception venue in silence.

Mr. Qin called the secretary over and told him to get to know the person who had just left.

The secretary has always been very efficient, and he found out the identity of the other party in a short while.This person is Gu Ping, the nephew of the leader of the Gu family. Both of his parents died, and he was fostered in the Gu family since he was a child.

Thinking of the eyes he saw in the mirror just now, Mr. Qin can roughly guess the other party's situation."Did he encounter any problems?" he asked.

The secretary was a little surprised, but still said: "Yes, the Gu family has encountered a big crisis, and someone wants to suppress them. The Gu family has no foundation and no backer, so it may be difficult to turn around this time."

Mr. Qin said, "I want this Gu Ping."

The secretary didn't seem to understand the word "want", so he confirmed, "what you mean..."

Mr. Qin said: "I want this person to belong to me, no matter what method I use."

"I see," said the secretary.

The secretary has always been able to carry out his orders perfectly, and Mr. Qin quickly got an affirmative answer: the deal is closed.

Mr. Qin was satisfied but also a little unhappy.

Nodding so easily, has this guy done this kind of thing before?

That face is indeed very easy to move people's hearts, especially when he still shows such an expression...

Mr. Qin went to the appointed place with a sullen face.

The occupants stood up when he opened the door.

The light is very bright, and Mr. Qin can clearly see all the expressions of the other party.

Surprised at first, then calm again.

Mr. Qin couldn't help pinching the opponent's chin and looking at it again and again, no matter how he looked at it, he felt that it was very appetizing to him."Go take a shower," he said.

Mr. Qin sat on the bed and waited for the other party to come out.

With such a deal, everyone knows what shows will follow.

What made Mr. Qin unhappy was that the other party took the opportunity of taking a bath to expand himself.

Generally speaking, there is always some shame in doing this kind of thing, but the other party seems very calm.This brought back Mr. Qin's initial guess: Has this guy already made such a deal with someone else?

The other party's ability to perceive words and emotions was better than Mr. Qin expected, and soon became shy and timid: "I learned it online, what's wrong?"

There's nothing wrong with it, but that expression is so seductive that Mr. Qin couldn't help but directly press him down and take possession of him fiercely.

The taste is very good.

Even with the expansion, it was still difficult for the other party to bear all his desires, and the appearance of being tortured to be weak and tortured greatly pleased him.

Mr. Qin hugged each other for the second time without mercy.

After the end, Mr. Qin did not stay in the room.

He has not had sex with anyone for many years, and this habit stems from the shadow of his childhood.Maybe it shouldn't be called childhood, because he was already ten years old at that time, and for a person of his background, wanting to have ten years of childhood is too luxurious.

When he was ten years old, his mother killed his father in his sleep.

She hated them both.

She locked him next to her father's body and escaped in fear of crime.

He stayed all night with his father's body, realizing for the first time how cruel and terrible death was.

After that, he kept his distance from things like "love".

Not to share the same bed with others.

Even if he feels that his friend has special meaning to him, he can still bless his friend and his lover calmly.He was just angry that his friend left the capital, and he was not angry that his friend was with someone else-because he never felt that he could love, let alone be loved.

Mr. Qin defines Gu Ping as a "substitute" that can be possessed and plundered.

If he didn't really care about his friends, why would he have that sudden urge to hold Gu Ping in his arms and press him down when he saw Gu Ping?

So Gu Ping must be a "substitute" given to him by God.

Although he is very satisfied with Gu Ping, Mr. Qin still has no desire to indulge himself.He only looks for Gu Ping once every two months, and only stays for one or two nights each time.

Gu Ping is very well-behaved, never let him worry, let alone make him angry, even Mr. Qin was surprised by his good temper in front of Gu Ping.

If it was said that the weakness of his former friends sometimes made him impatient, then Gu Ping's obedience made Mr. Qin very fond of it.

Mr. Qin felt that Gu Ping was destined to belong to him by nature.

Otherwise, how could it be such a coincidence that he just ran into the Gu family's crisis.

Otherwise, how could it be such a coincidence that Gu Ping's appearance and temperament are all according to his preferences?

In the next few years, Mr. Qin will visit Gu Ping regularly.

It looks like this is going to last forever.

Later, at a family gathering, Mr. Qin accidentally heard the word "blind date".Somehow he thought of Gu Ping, Gu Ping seemed to be about the age to get married, maybe he would also be forced to go on a blind date?

Mr. Qin asked the secretary: "How old is Gu Ping?"

The secretary was a little surprised, but still replied respectfully: "26."

Mr. Qin began to consider whether to keep Gu Ping or let him go.

The choice of "let Gu Ping go" was quickly ignored by Mr. Qin, who decided to pick an important project and tie Gu Ping to the Qin family's chariot.

Gu Ping was originally given to him by God, how could he let Gu Ping go?

After Mr. Qin made up his mind, he put this matter on the agenda.

Unexpectedly, before he selected a good project for Gu Ping, his friend told him that he met a person who looked like a good friend at Gu Ping's side, and laughed and said, "It looks like it, it's so similar, if it wasn't for him on a blind date, I would I want to pack him up and give it to you directly."

The word blind date ignited Mr. Qin's anger.

For the first time, Mr. Qin flew to Gu Ping out of time.

Gu Ping was in a daze when Mr. Qin opened the door.

Gu Ping's cell phone rang, it was a text message notification.Gu Ping looked down, looked up at him again, and took two steps back in a panic.

That cautious and cowardly appearance made Mr. Qin a little bit unbearable to blame, but thinking that Gu Ping dared to go on a blind date, Mr. Qin was furious again.

Mr. Qin questioned.

Gu Ping said it was all arranged by his aunt, and he didn't want to, so he moved out.

Mr. Qin reluctantly accepted Gu Ping's explanation, but still took Gu Ping to the bed and punished him severely.

Gu Ping did not resist as usual.

When Mr. Qin returned to the capital, he didn't mention Gu Ping for several days.

Until he saw a "List of Outstanding Entrepreneurs".

Turning to the first page, the person on it is Gu Ping.Different from the submissive appearance in front of him, Gu Ping in the photo is very dazzling, he looks like a high-spirited rookie in the mall.

Mr. Qin suddenly wanted to see Gu Ping again.

He wanted to see with his own eyes a side of Gu Ping that he never showed in front of him.

Mr. Qin soon arrived at Gu Ping's house.

As soon as he stepped through the door, Mr. Qin found that Gu Ping's house was a bit different.

Gu Ping explained to him: "A friend came here."

Mr. Qin was not very happy, feeling as if his territory had been invaded.

Gu Ping noticed his displeasure and behaved more obediently.

But Mr. Qin suddenly felt that Gu Ping's well-behaved appearance was not pleasing to the eye.

Mr. Qin wants to see other aspects of Gu Ping.

His intuition told him that the Gu Ping in front of him was not real.

Mr. Qin decided to force Gu Ping to show other expressions.

In fact, he succeeded, he tore open Gu Ping's appearance fiercely, and saw Gu Ping crying.

However, seeing Gu Ping's tears, Mr. Qin's heart tightened inexplicably.

He wanted to comfort Gu Ping.

But Mr. Qin still stood up, put on his clothes and left.

It took another two months to leave, and Mr. Qin forced himself to forget the name Gu Ping.He had to do this, because such a thought was too dangerous—he wanted to sleep next to Gu Ping.As soon as this idea popped up, he thought of that blood-stained night, he thought of the sharp knife in his mother's hand, and he thought of his father's gradually cold body.

Too dangerous.

Mr. Qin advised himself like this.

And Gu Ping has been pretending in front of him.

He couldn't be fooled by Gu Ping's harmless appearance.

Thinking of this, Mr. Qin was suddenly a little puzzled: Why can Gu Ping act according to his preferences?

Mr. Qin asked the secretary if he had mentioned the existence of friends to Gu Ping.

The secretary answered no, but said, "Mr. Gu guessed it himself."

Mr. Qin shook his fist.

Such an answer made Mr. Qin instantly understand how bold Gu Ping was.

Bold enough to fool him like that.

Mr. Qin flew to Gu Ping again.

The scene I saw when I arrived at Gu Ping's house was undoubtedly fueling the fire.

A strange young man was pressing on Gu Ping.

Mr. Qin always knew how to restrain his anger, he stood there and looked at Gu Ping and that person coldly.

Gu Ping quickly found him and drove the man away.

In a fit of anger, Mr. Qin ordered Gu Ping to move to his residence there, and he tossed Gu Ping all night before letting him go.

He found himself caring more and more about Gu Ping.

Mr. Qin even enjoyed the fun of stripping Gu Ping of his disguise.

The surprises that Gu Ping gave him were bigger and bigger every time.

Compared with the so-called "substitutes", Gu Ping himself became more and more distinct in Mr. Qin's heart.

Mr. Qin's determination to keep Gu Ping is even firmer.

He even gradually got used to sleeping with Gu Ping in his arms.

On New Year's Eve, Mr. Qin went to a friend to confirm his doubts.

The friend broke through the confusion in front of him.

He has never had desire and possessiveness towards his friends.

And from the moment he saw Gu Ping, he strongly hoped to keep Gu Ping by his side forever.

At that time, he wanted to possess Gu Ping's body.

Now he wants to see Gu Ping's truest side, he wants to see Gu Ping lose his composure, he wants to see Gu Ping being emotionally affected by him.

He wanted to get Gu Ping, including Gu Ping and Gu Ping's heart.

Mr. Qin knows that this is greedy, but he is an ambitious person, both at work and emotionally.

Mr. Qin asked Gu Ping to develop in the capital, and gradually tied Gu Ping with a network of relationships and interests.

He knew that Gu Ping was the same kind of person as him.

They are equally ambitious.

They also love to climb to the top.

Mr. Qin is very sure that Gu Ping will be the person who will be with him for the rest of his life.

It's a pity that Gu Ping doesn't seem to think so.

Sometimes Mr. Qin would find something that made him furious, for example, there was a photo of him with other people in Gu Ping's wallet.Even though it was Gu Ping's cousin, Mr. Qin ordered Gu Ping to replace him.

Mr. Qin suggested that Gu Ping put on their group photo instead.

As a result, Gu Ping bought a dog the next day, took a photo of the dog and put it inside.

Mr. Qin was very angry.

After a long time, Mr. Qin remembered this incident again. He took out Gu Ping's wallet and wanted to throw away the dog photo, but turned to the back and saw that there was a sentence written on it: "Mr. Qin is becoming more and more like a dog." .

Mr. Qin took the photo and asked Gu Ping what he meant.

Gu Ping laughed: "Smart nose, loves to attack people, strong sense of territoriality, what is it if it's not a dog?" He took back his wallet and photos, praised them, and laughed, "You see, you still have trouble with Dabao, even a photo I can't stand it."

Dare to say he is a dog?Mr. Qin felt that Gu Ping was getting fatter and bolder!

—However, he likes it.

—— Such Gu Ping will never be replaced in his heart.