The Melancholy of a Third-Rate Writer

Mr. Qin will rush to F city in person because he wants to solve the confusion in his heart.

Now he has confirmed one thing: he will never let Gu Ping go.

But Mr. Qin is still a little uncertain about the "reason" for him and Gu Ping to come together in F city.If his feelings for this friend were not so-called love, then why was he confused by Gu Ping's performance in the first place?

So Mr. Qin still came.

My friend was slightly confused when he saw Mr. Qin.

With the same blank expression, Mr. Qin couldn't find the possessiveness that always quickly occupied his whole heart when facing Gu Ping.

——How do you feel like it?

Mr. Qin sat by the hospital bed and said, "What's the matter with you? You're a Chinese New Year old, and you hurt yourself all over."

The other party said: "What's the matter with you, why did you come here in person?" He thought for a while, then smiled lightly, "Did you quarrel with the old man again? The old man is not easy, you should let him more .”

Mr. Qin said, "No, just to confirm one thing."

The other said, "What's the matter?"

Mr. Qin stretched out his hand to rub his head, and felt that the hand felt wrong, not soft enough, and when he looked again, the other party's expression like a ghost was also wrong, and he suddenly felt that everything was wrong.

Mr. Qin said, "Let's see if you regret leaving the capital and coming to City F."

The other party said: "If you want to see my jokes, then you are late. My family has already been here and is cooking love meals for me at home. I don't regret anything. I don't regret it. There are no people in the capital." place. It is enough to have you as a lesson from the past, I don’t want to live that kind of life in dire straits.”

Mr. Qin was not angry, but nodded in agreement.

The two of them are family friends, but he was raised as an heir since he was a child, but this person is an idle second generation.Although this person has a weak temperament and looks like someone who needs protection, they usually get along very comfortably - because this person has no ambitions, so when facing him, he is not as cautious and cautious as others.

This is the rarest thing for Mr. Qin, and they became friends over time.

The misfortune of his parents once dealt a huge blow to Mr. Qin's status in the family. If it weren't for the old man's strong support, he might not be able to survive today.

And it was this weak and timid guy who dared to come to him on the cusp of the storm.

Since then, Mr. Qin has paid more inexplicable attention to "him".

When "he" proposed to leave the capital to live in another place, and told him that he had found someone who could stay with him for the rest of his life, Mr. Qin felt betrayed.

That feeling is very subtle, as if he has always firmly believed that there will be such a person on his side no matter what, but in the end he has already planned to go far away.After going through stages of dissatisfaction, anger, and violence, Mr. Qin suddenly realized that the meaning of "he" to him seemed to be different.

At that time, Mr. Qin concluded that he liked "him".

Otherwise why would he be angry?

Mr. Qin is not a person who drags his feet.

He glanced at the person on the bed and asked, "I thought I liked you."

The other party was taken aback, and felt even scarier than seeing a devil.

Mr. Qin was annoyed: "Is it so scary?"

The other party said, "Yes! Of course! May I ask why you think so?"

Mr. Qin was silent for a while, and expressed his feeling when he heard that the other party was leaving the capital.

The other party was stunned for a while, and then he patted him on the shoulder vigorously, and couldn't help laughing: "Hahahahahahahahahaha, I never knew you were so funny."

Mr. Qin was not ashamed to ask: "Is it funny?"

Seeing Mr. Qin's serious expression, the other party immediately suppressed his smile and said, "What if the secretary suddenly said that he would resign and stop working for you, would you be angry?"

Thinking of Secretary He who has always been loyal, Mr. Qin said firmly, "Secretary He would not do this."

The other party said, "I mean if."

Mr. Qin thought for a while and replied, "Of course."

The other party asked again: "If your old man suddenly liked a certain cousin of yours more and stopped supporting you, would you be angry?"

After hearing this, Mr. Qin already understood.

He said, "You mean, I confuse friendship and love? Whether it's family, friendship, love—or even an employment relationship, you will get angry if you are betrayed?"

The other party was about to say "children can be taught", when he suddenly realized that Mr. Qin used the wrong words!He immediately retorted: "Hey, hey, you don't have to be accused of framing, why did I betray you? Aren't we still friends? I just didn't like a complicated life so I left the capital. You know my personality, It’s definitely not good to live there.”

Mr. Qin pursed his lips and remained silent.

It has to be said that what his friend said gave him a lot of shock, and almost overturned all his cognition in the past few years.

The other party used his trump card: "Actually, we can judge this matter in the simplest way. As a man, do you want to sleep with me when you see me?"

Mr. Qin originally wanted to say yes, but after thinking about it, he really didn't have such an impulse when he was in front of the other party.When did the desire start?When he saw a "fake" that he judged to be plunderable and possessable.

At that time, he had told himself for many years: he liked this face.

——Or, he has been telling himself repeatedly for so many years that he likes that little shadow back then.

Mr. Qin was about to speak when he suddenly saw the face of his friend on the bed change.He stretched out his hand to pull out the needle, and ran out quickly, regardless of the injuries on his body.

Mr. Qin was slightly startled, and followed him out to have a look, only to see his friend hugging his lover tightly, explaining something in a panic.His lover obviously heard the conversation just now, and was extremely angry, but he couldn't bear to push his friend away.One of the two spoke eagerly, while the other listened patiently, and the misunderstanding was resolved in a short while.

The man turned around and hugged his friend tightly, and then looked at the needle port on his friend's hand distressedly.

Seeing this, Mr. Qin has already determined that he made a big oolong.

It's very simple, if the person being hugged is replaced by Gu Ping, he will definitely want to kill people now, instead of wishing his friend and his lover to grow old together from the bottom of his heart!

Mr. Qin waved goodbye to his friend and left the hospital alone.

The streets were quite lively on New Year's Eve, but Mr. Qin didn't care to appreciate the prosperity of City F. He asked someone to buy a ticket to Huihuiping, and he rushed to the airport non-stop.

For the first time, Mr. Qin realized the meaning of the words "turning one's heart like an arrow".

On days like this, he must be by Gu Ping's side.

Mr. Qin wanted to call Gu Ping, but held back.

Judging from the current state of him and Gu Ping, his phone call probably won't make Gu Ping happy.

Thinking of this, Mr. Qin is not in a good mood.

Mr. Qin got off the plane and went straight back to his villa.

As a result, there were no lights and no fire inside, and there was no one at all.

Mr. Qin frowned, raised his hand and looked at his watch.

Eleven o'clock.

Gu Ping said that he didn’t need to go home for the New Year, so where did he go?

It took Mr. Qin a few minutes to convince himself to be calm.

He picked up the phone and dialed Gu Ping's cell phone.

As soon as the other party connected, he immediately asked, "Where are you?"

There was a pause, followed by silence.

Mr. Qin narrowed his eyes slightly.

He remembered the last time he answered the phone for Gu Ping, and Gu Ping's friend said, "If it was Gu Ping, there would be no silence."This shows that the person who answered the phone this time is not Gu Ping himself?

Thinking of the circumstances under which he answered the phone for Gu Ping, Mr. Qin had the urge to tear the person on the other end of the phone to pieces.

At this time, Gu Ping's voice came over: "What's wrong?"

Hearing these words, Mr. Qin was sure that the person who answered the phone just now was indeed not Gu Ping.He repeated the question just now in a cold voice: "Where are you?"

Gu Ping said, "Go home."

Mr. Qin said, "Yes."

Gu Ping knew that Mr. Qin was waiting for him to continue, so he honestly confessed: "My own family, I had a meal, and now I'm out."

Mr. Qin said, "What are you doing outside?"

Gu Ping said: "Climbed to the top of the mountain, ready to watch the fireworks."

Going to watch the fireworks at a time like this is definitely not something Gu Ping would do.

Mr. Qin's hand holding the phone tightened slightly, and finally asked the last question angrily: "Alone?"

Gu Ping fell silent.

Mr. Qin said, "You'd better answer right away."

Gu Ping said, "It's not alone."

Mr. Qin said through his teeth: "It's really great!"

Gu Ping closed his eyes and said, "We found out that we forgot to bring food and drink when we reached the top of the mountain, so we decided who would buy it by guessing. I lost, and he helped hold the phone, so he was the one who received the call."

Mr. Qin said: "Is he the one who dined with you at your 'home' at night?"

Gu Ping didn't answer, it was his default.

Mr. Qin said, "Don't tell me, his surname is Xu."

Gu Ping's heart skipped a beat.

Mr. Qin said: "If the answer is yes, then don't blame me for what I did."

Gu Ping said, "Don't be unreasonable."

Mr. Qin sneered: "Reason? You have violated your own promise again and again, and dare to mention the word reason to me! What is good for you is reason, and what is not good for you is not reason, is it? Gu Ping, Gu Ping, you are really a good businessman who is careful and careful."

Gu Ping could only admit his mistake: "I was wrong."

Mr. Qin uttered the last order with the remaining rationality: "Come back to me immediately!"

Gu Ping was taken aback.

He noticed that Mr. Qin used the word "come back".

Gu Ping asked in a daze: "Are you at home?"

Mr. Qin hung up the phone.

Gu Ping looked at Xu Damao who was standing aside, with a look of apology in his eyes.

Although Xu Damao had expected this to happen, he still felt a little sour.He pretended to be awkward and snorted: "It's just in time for you to go back. I drank all the beer by myself, and you bought a dozen. There is not enough to drink! You are stingy!"

How can Gu Ping rest assured that Xu Damao is drinking alone on the top of the mountain.

He said, "I'll take you home first."

Hearing Gu Ping's unquestionable tone, Xu Damao almost burst into tears.He knew that Gu Ping really cared about him and loved him, there was a reason why he felt sorry for him, and there was also a reason why he regarded him as a younger brother - there was no love.It just so happens that such a little bit of care and love makes him so happy, makes him so happy that he can't wait to be by Gu Ping's side every day.He had wounds, and so did Gu Ping. He wanted to be with Gu Ping, and he also wanted Gu Ping to be with him.

But not.

Xu Da Mao said with red eyes: "I will go back myself!"

Gu Ping said, "Don't make trouble."

Xu Damao stopped talking, obediently followed Gu Ping down the mountain, obediently asked Gu Ping to send him downstairs.When he got out of the car, he wanted to take Gu Ping to buy some beer up the mountain, but Gu Ping stopped him with a look.

Xu Damao ran upstairs, he was afraid that if he ran slower, Gu Ping would see tears all over his face.

Gu Ping glanced at the dozen beers in the back seat, and thought of Xu Damao's bright red eyes, and suddenly felt a little confused.He despises himself a little, obviously he should refuse to the end to reduce the harm to Xu Damao, but he is not willing to do that.

The consequence of being reluctant to give up that little comfort is that he not only hurt Xu Damao, but also had to face Mr. Qin's anger.

This kind of reckless and sloppy approach is really not what he should have.

Gu Ping reflected for a moment, then drove back to Mr. Qin's villa.

Mr. Qin has been standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows watching the night scene.

For Mr. Qin, the nearly half an hour of waiting was too long, long enough for the anger to spread, and it burned his whole heart.

As soon as he realized what his various "exceptions" to Gu Ping meant, Gu Ping found someone else. Could there be anything more ironic than this?

Gu Ping opened the door and walked into the house.

The darkness in the room made him very uncomfortable.

Gu Ping saw Mr. Qin at a glance.

Mr. Qin's tall figure seemed to blend into the night.

Gu Ping's footsteps were slightly slow, and he walked behind Mr. Qin and hugged Mr. Qin from behind.

Such an action should have extinguished Mr. Qin's anger, but unfortunately, Mr. Qin easily smelled someone else's breath.

Even Mr. Qin hates his nose for being too sensitive.

Mr. Qin bit Gu Ping's earlobe hard, and proposed in his usual unkind tone: "Pressing you in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and making love hard, will it impress you a little bit? Look, standing here The whole city is in sight, and the expression on your face when you have sex will also be seen by the city, isn't it interesting?"

Gu Ping trembled all over, and opened his mouth with difficulty: "It's just as long as you like it."

Mr. Qin imprisoned Gu Ping in his arms, and pushed him against the floor-to-ceiling windows: "What about you? What do you like? Do you like to watch football games? Do you like to open a small decoration company? Do you like to climb to the top of the mountain to watch fireworks? Or It should be said, you like the people who accompany you to do these things?" Speaking of the last sentence, Mr. Qin's tone was filled with unconcealable anger.

Gu Ping was stunned for a while before answering: "...I don't know."

"I don't know what it means?" Mr. Qin stared at Gu Ping dangerously.

"I don't know what liking is," Gu Ping looked up at Mr. Qin, "so I don't know if I like it or not."

Facing Gu Pingran's eyes, Mr. Qin's heart seemed to be severely pinched by something.

Gu Ping didn't speak clearly, but Mr. Qin somehow understood it.

In some respects, Gu Ping is honest and cute.

At the same time, Mr. Qin also realized that he was very lucky: now Gu Ping has not yet understood the reason for his repeated breach of promises, let alone his wavering - which means that he can kill this sign in the cradle.

Mr. Qin said: "It's fine if you don't know, don't think too much." He raised his lips inexplicably, the anger just now has dissipated, replaced by unspeakable joy.He loosened his arms tightly around Gu Ping, letting Gu Ping face the night scene outside: "Are you satisfied with this night scene?"

Gu Ping was surprised by Mr. Qin's emotional change, paused for a moment, and secretly decided to save his expression and tone just now for future use!

Mr. Qin saw that Gu Ping was distracted, and was very angry: "What are you thinking?"

Gu Ping had no choice but to answer: "Very good."

Mr. Qin said: "The night view of the capital is better."

Gu Ping was startled, and said, "Of course."

Mr. Qin said: "Gu Ping, come to the capital to develop after the Chinese New Year."

Gu Ping said: "This..."

Mr. Qin interrupted Gu Ping's refusal, and his tone was calm but inexplicably seductive: "Gu Ping, don't you want to go to a higher place and see a better view?" He grabbed Gu Ping's hand Press it on the heart, "Don't deny it, you are as ambitious as I am. The best proof is that the assets of the Gu family have multiplied five times in your hands - Gu Ping, a Gu family can't satisfy you at all, You need a wider sky."

Gu Ping paused.

Some part of his heart felt awakened—awakened by a demon's temptation.

After a long silence, Gu Ping smiled slightly: "You are right."

At this time, it was just around twelve o'clock, and the entire dark blue sky burst into countless fireworks, which were dazzling and unforgettable.