The Melancholy of a Third-Rate Writer

It has been two months since Gu Ping saw Mr. Qin again.

Mr. Qin came to him because he had a need, and Gu Ping obediently went to Mr. Qin's bed.

Mr. Qin's "ability" is outstanding, and when Gu Ping woke up the next day, he was already in full swing.

Mr. Qin didn't sleep beside him. Gu Ping guessed that people like them would not sleep in the same bed with others. There is a saying - how can others snore on the side of the couch!

Gu Ping got dressed and walked out of the room. Finally, he was lucky enough to meet Secretary He who had only heard the voice on the phone.

It was a middle-aged man in his 40s, shrewd and capable, and he was a great helper at a glance.

Secretary He greeted him sternly: "Mr. Gu."

Gu Ping smiled at him: "Morning Secretary He."

Gu Ping smiled, and Secretary He couldn't help but look at him twice.

Gu Ping has always been a perceptive person, so even though Secretary He didn't say anything, he got the information he wanted from Secretary He's reaction: smiling like that just now probably looks quite similar.

Prior to this, Gu Ping had roughly figured out the way "that person" spoke through several phone calls.With a little shyness, he asked cautiously, "Is Mr. Qin not at home?"

Secretary He said: "Not here, Mr. Gu can move around freely, just come back at night."

Gu Ping said "Oh", with a bit of disappointment in his tone.He said, "Then I'll go first."

Secretary He said, "I'll ask the driver to take Mr. Gu."

Gu Ping didn't refuse, and got into the car safely.He has basically been able to deduce the characteristics of "that person": well-behaved, shy, quiet, cautious, submissive - what exactly attracts such a guy as Mr. Qin?

This doubt just passed by, Gu Ping didn't think much about it, after all, it wasn't something he needed to know, he just needed to play the role well.

Mr. Qin stayed for a week this time, hugging Gu Ping every night and begging endlessly.Gu Ping often intentionally or unintentionally makes Mr. Qin's favorite side face towards Mr. Qin, and always only hums in a low voice. Occasionally, a trace of confusion appears in Mr. Qin's eyes, but he is overwhelmed by desire in the next moment, and devotes himself wholeheartedly to it. sensual gratification.

After sending Mr. Qin away, Gu Ping stayed outside for a few nights, and did not return home until the hickey on his neck disappeared.

His mother took his hand and asked, "Tell me honestly, are you in love? Can you bring it back for...I have a look?"

Gu Ping was startled, and said, "No, I've been busy recently."

The father next to him glanced at him but didn't speak.

Gu Ping knew that his father would not expose his lies, so there was no guilt on his face.

Mother looked a little disappointed.

Starting a new family?

This thought flashed through Gu Ping's mind, and soon disappeared.It seemed that what Mr. Qin meant was that he wanted him to be there whenever he was called. If he dared to bring up the idea of ​​"starting a family", he didn't know if there would be any trouble.

Let's wait until this matter is over.

Gu Ping dealt with his mother a few words, and went back to the study to get busy.

After a long time, his father opened the door and walked in, asking, "What are you doing?"

Gu Ping was a little surprised.

Surprised that his father would ask about him.

He didn't show surprise on his face, but replied respectfully: "It's nothing, just dealing with some private matters." He turned his eyes back to the documents on the desktop, expressing clearly the meaning of ending the topic.

In late spring and early summer, Gu Ping went on a business trip to the capital and won several good projects.He is very optimistic about the Internet, and entered early, and getting these projects is definitely the icing on the cake!He led his companions to celebrate, and ran into Secretary He by accident.

Secretary He looked at him in surprise.

Gu Ping knew that his usual self might be very different from the self in front of Mr. Qin and Secretary He, so he put a smile on his face: "Hello, Secretary He."

Secretary He nodded to him.

Gu Ping drank a few glasses of wine, let the others continue playing, and went back to the room by himself.He drank a cup of tea to sober up, and the phone rang just in time.

Secretary He said on the other side: "Mr. Gu, Mr. Qin wants to see you, the car is already waiting downstairs."

Gu Ping agreed to come down, changed his clothes and went downstairs.

The driver sent him directly to a villa.

Mr. Qin didn't seem to be in a very good mood, and there was a hint of sullenness between his brows, and this sullenness was aimed at him.Gu Ping thought about it, probably because he came to the capital but didn't come to the "audience" - this negligent attitude obviously angered this person.

Gu Ping found it interesting.

Mr. Qin doesn't talk much, and when we first met, he looked cold and indifferent, and his style of doing things is also crisp and vigorous, but he didn't expect his temper to be like a proud emperor's old man.

This does not match the rumors outside at all.

Gu Ping calmly took a bath according to Mr. Qin's habit.

After Gu Ping came out, Mr. Qin pulled him into his arms, stretched out his hand, and said a rare extra sentence: "Do you have lubricating fluid ready at any time?"

Gu Ping answered every question: "Of course not, I bought it on the road."

Mr. Qin was very satisfied with Gu Ping's sense of humor, but he was still angry, and his movements on the bed were rougher than usual.

Gu Ping was able to cooperate as much as possible at the beginning, but in the end he could only let Mr. Qin do his best.He felt as if his body had been run over by a car back and forth several times, it was sore, sore and limp, and he didn't even want to move a finger.

This state actually pleases Mr. Qin.

Mr. Qin kissed his ears, let him go, stood up, got dressed and left the room.

Gu Ping touched the base of his ear that had been kissed, and was startled, he closed his eyes and let the darkness that suddenly surged around him drown him.

He doesn't know what it's like to love someone, he doesn't know the pain of not being able to get what he wants, he doesn't know what kind of obsession it is to find the shadow of the other person in another person, watching them one by two for "love" The things followed each other, and felt that this thing was a scourge - weak as his mother and unable to escape, and as strong as Mr. Qin, also unable to escape.

It's better to use less poison like this.

Gu Ping stayed two days longer than originally planned, mainly to meet Mr. Qin's "needs".Two days later, Mr. Qin was about to start busy, and he also set off on his return journey.

To Gu Ping's surprise, his father approached him again: "Tell me the truth, who did you get involved with?"

Gu Ping was slightly surprised, and then he thought that if he wanted to borrow from Mr. Qin in the future, he would inevitably have to explain again, so it was better to get to the bottom of it early.He half-truthfully said, "It's Mr. Qin."

His father's cheeks trembled twice, and he said, "That 'tiger'?"

"Tiger" is the nickname given to Mr. Qin by other people, and Gu Ping thought it was suitable, so he had a little smile on his face.He said, "Yes."

His father said firmly: "Don't look for him again, this man is very dangerous."

Gu Ping knew that his father was afraid that Mr. Qin would anger the Gu family when he got angry, so he nodded and agreed: "As long as he doesn't look for me, I will definitely not take the initiative to look for him."

His father frowned: "how could he find you?"

Gu Ping said: "Probably because of my face."

His father's expression was struck by lightning.

Gu Ping watched his father turn and leave, feeling guilty for the slightest pleasure that came out of his heart.

Even if he doesn't want his son anymore, hearing that his son has been favored by others because of his face, he will definitely want to go crazy.The point is, he can't say anything yet—it's really aggrieved.

It's a sin, a sin, it shouldn't be so provocative to the old man.

—But who asked him to ask?

Wouldn't it be nice not to interfere with each other?

Gu Ping's face was gloomy, and when he came back to his senses, he smiled and buried his head in his work again.

What Gu Ping didn't expect was that he would have the opportunity to meet "that person".

It was an unbelievably clean young man, shy and restrained, very pitiful.After taking a few glances from a distance, Gu Ping sighed to himself, and wrote down a few facial expressions and movements that he had learned while observing.

Accompanied by the young man was another person. They seemed to be in a very good relationship, and their family background was not particularly rich, but they lived a happy life.When the two walked to the front of the building, they greeted a few old people who were sitting under a tree and playing chess. The two chatted enthusiastically, and even the young man showed a faint smile on his face.

Well, I learned this.

Gu Ping looked at it for a while before turning his eyes away.

——It's no wonder that you can't ask for it, it turns out that "that person" has already got a name.Mr. Qin still can't do such things as beating mandarin ducks with sticks and winning love with a knife, right?

Gu Ping just came to investigate and didn't stay long. He flew home in the evening.

His father saw that his expression was not very good, and the cousin next to him stared at him with rounded eyes.

Gu Ping smiled back at his cousin, and generously picked up vegetables, ate, and drank soup.

When I saw Mr. Qin again, it was actually at the opening ceremony of a major meeting.Mr. Qin was speaking on the stage, and he listened from a distance in the back rows.At work, Mr. Qin is worthy of the name of "Tiger". During his speech, the audience was silent, and many people even forgot to applaud after the end.

Of course Gu Ping did not forget that he was the one leading the applause.Gu Ping had already put down his hands when the applause sounded one after another. I don't know if it was his illusion, but Mr. Qin's eyes seemed to fall on him.

——Like a light on the back.

In fact, Mr. Qin did see him, because Gu Ping was "called" again after the meeting.

Gu Ping has seen the "living textbook", and he easily behaved more in line with Mr. Qin's preferences.

It worked out pretty well.

The effect is reflected in the fact that Mr. Qin is much gentler than usual in bed—that is, Gu Ping suffers less, and even enjoys a little bit of pleasure.

Gu Ping didn't think there was anything wrong with what he did, since he couldn't avoid it anyway, so he might as well find a way to make his life easier.

With the backing of Mr. Qin, the Gu family has risen rapidly, and the title of "upstart" is becoming more and more worthy of the name.Gu Ping consciously separated the part he created by himself from his father's business, lest the backer run away and the entire Gu family would be affected.

His mother is Mrs. Gu.

Gu Ping's acting skills in front of Mr. Qin are getting more and more proficient, and even if he receives a call from Mr. Qin, he will erase all edges and corners and become a submissive, cautious and obedient young man.Mr. Qin is very satisfied with this, and he will come to him from time to time, and he will always reward him generously afterwards.

Gu Ping's only worry is that as he grows older, his mother begins to worry about his life-long affairs - he has been forced to participate in two or three blind dates, although he has dealt with it, he still feels a little uneasy.

This anxiety was fulfilled when he received a call from Secretary He: "Mr. Gu, you must stop going on blind dates."

Gu Ping was taken aback, and asked, "Does Mr. Qin know?"

Secretary He said: "No, Mr. Qin doesn't know yet. But someone mentioned the blind date at the family gathering that day, and he asked your age, which probably reminded you. You know Mr. Qin's temper. To find out you did that behind his back would definitely be pissed."

Gu Ping has gotten along well with Secretary He in the past few years, and he was very grateful to hear Secretary He's advice: "Thank you Secretary He for the reminder."

After hanging up the phone, Gu Ping sat alone for a long time, and went to his mother to express his willingness to move out.

He officially started living alone.

What is worth congratulating is that the cousin was lucky, and got in touch with the Xue family by accident, and finally looked a little bit uplifting.

Gu Ping took out his wallet and looked at the photo of himself and his cousin.

In the past two years, he kept beating his cousin according to the plan. It had been a long time since they had a good conversation, so long that he almost forgot that they had such a good time together.However, this is one of the few things in Gu Ping's memory that he can recall over and over again, and he has never been willing to forget it.

Gu Ping was in a daze when he suddenly heard the sound of the door opening.

Gu Ping was taken aback, and looked outside the door.

Mr. Qin's angry face appeared in front of his eyes.

Gu Ping's cell phone rang, it was a text message notification.

The text message was from Secretary He, and the content was very simple. Mr. Qin still knew about the blind date.

It turned out that one of the girls he was on a blind date with had a friend who knew Mr. Qin. The friend was amazed when he saw his photo, and ran to tell Mr. Qin that he found a person who looked very similar to "that person"!

Gu Ping took two steps back while grabbing the phone.

I didn't expect it to be such a coincidence.

I really didn't expect that Mr. Qin liked "that person" so much that everyone knew it.

It's a bit unfair to be exposed because of this.

Gu Ping said: "I can explain..."

Mr. Qin said, "I'm listening."

Gu Ping said: "It was arranged by my mother. You see, I didn't want to deal with it anymore, so I moved out."

Mr. Qin's anger calmed down a little.

It's just that he still didn't let Gu Ping go, and directly pressed Gu Ping on the bed until midnight.

Gu Ping was very calm.

It's nothing at all.

There are gains and losses, and if you enjoy the benefits of this face, you have to pay a price.