The Melancholy of a Third-Rate Writer

Shuai Xing stood across the street for a long time every day.

The streets in winter seem to be filled with cold wind from all sides.

Shuai every day wakes up thinking of a day long ago.

At that time, he was walking alone on the bustling streets, watching everyone laughing side by side with others or talking and laughing over the phone, and suddenly felt that he was lonelier than ever.

His parents died one after another, he was stabbed in the back by a friend during his internship, and he was kicked out by his brother and sister-in-law when he got his graduation certificate...

With so much depression, he couldn't even pull out a half smile, and he didn't want to deal with anyone anymore.

He hid.

He pretends to be a normal person and fights and pours water on forums. He fights celebrities and fans on Weibo. He reposts every interesting Weibo with a "hahaha".

"Holding the thighs of local tyrants" was just a verbal joke, but when he really won the "local tyrant's prize" from a small upstart, it was really like being pulled out of a nightmare.

It was the first time he was so impulsive, and he came to this city without packing his luggage—to seek refuge with a friend he had never met, and to give himself a new start.

He never thought of really hugging the local tyrant's thigh tightly.

The result is getting deeper and deeper.

He must always remind himself to be sober, to always be sober, to deceive himself to the point where he can no longer believe it.

It was he who had no courage.

He dare not pursue.

There was no way he could stand beside Boss Xue like Lu Xiaohua did.

He has no way to find the direction easily like Lu Xiaohua.

Such a him deserves to be in a dilemma like now.

At this moment, the heart-piercing pain he felt that day suddenly came back, flooding Tian Shuai Xing's heart like a tidal wave, and the wave beat against his heart again and again, as if trying to push tears out of his eye sockets.

Tian Tian Shuai Xing sat on the bench under the parasol tree, covered his face with his hands and choked up.

The little nouveau riche's sadness came and went quickly, he quickly wiped away his tears, gritted his teeth, and prepared to turn the car around and drive back to teach Tian Shuai Xing a lesson!

He was about to turn a corner when he froze suddenly.

The little nouveau riche saw a man who looked very similar to Shuai Xing every day sitting across from him.

Like hair, like body, like clothes - isn't this the fucker that bastard!

The bastard was burying his face in his own hands, crying like a fool.

The little upstart suddenly lost all anger.

The little upstart parked his car, got out of the car, crossed the road, and walked to the sycamore tree.

Tian Tian Shuai Xing didn't notice.

When he found out, the little upstart was already standing in front of him, cursing with disdain on his face: "You're so stupid, why are you crying?"

Shuaixing looked at the shadow in front of him in astonishment every day.

He slowly raised his head along the shadows, and suddenly met the eyes of the little upstart.

The little upstart dragged him across the street.

Shuai Xing followed behind him in a daze.

After crossing the road, the little nouveau riche looked left and right, silently took Tian Tianshuaixing's hand and took a few steps forward, pushed open the door of a jewelry store and walked in.

He asked for the ring to be brought out for him to try.

Shuai woke up every day and said, "You..."

Just as the conversation started, the little nouveau riche interrupted: "Shut up." He picked out the rings that the manager personally brought up, pair by pair, and put them on Tian Shuai Xing's hand as he picked them out, and he found them after a while. A pair that just fit into his and Tiantian Shuaixing's hands.

The little upstart said to the manager, "This is the pair."

The manager was a little bit sorry, he was not willing to let go of the small upstart this big fish, and greeted warmly: "There are better ones at the main store, you can order if you need-"

The little upstart said: "It's fine if it suits you."

The word "suitable" knocked on Tian Tian Shuai Xing's heart dully.

The little upstart had already put the ring on for him.

After walking out of the jewelry store, Shuai Xing asked hesitantly, "I don't understand what you mean."

The little upstart snorted, and pulled him into the car and drove back.

Tian Tian Shuai Xing felt very uneasy.

The feeling that his heart had been hollowed out just now still remained in his heart, and suddenly he was sitting side by side with the little upstart again, it was like a dream.

Shuai Xing apologized every day: "I'm sorry."

The little upstart finally said, "I'm sorry for what?"

Shuai Tiantian wakes up speechless.

The little upstart said: "Let me tell you, Tian Shuai, I have been domineering since I was a child, and I have to get what I want. I am used to you, and now you still want to distance yourself from me? No way! Just pretend , you have to put it back on for me too."

Shuai Xing was stunned every day.

The little upstart stepped on the brakes.

The apartment is right in front of you.

The little nouveau riche said: "Tomorrow I will ask someone to go back and help me move all my things. I will live here from now on. I won't go home for the Chinese New Year this year, and you shouldn't either. Let's celebrate the New Year together." He put The dazed Tian Tian Shuai Xing dragged out of the car, stood in the night and asked, "Do you agree or not?"

Waking up handsome every day still feels like a dream.

Tian Tian Shuai Xing said: "You mean we started a serious relationship?"

The little nouveau riche said: "We've been lying in the same bed for a long time, and we're still in love, are you stupid!" He dragged Shuai Tian to wake up upstairs, "It's so cold, your hands are so cold, where are you? How long have you been sitting outside? You are so stupid, how can you be so stupid? "

Shuai Xing every day: "..."

He will also get angry when he continues to attack personally, hey!

After entering the house and closing the door, the little nouveau riche snorted and said, "I'm so stupid, I don't understand this? I mean, let's build a home together. What else can we celebrate the New Year with but a family?"

Shuai Tian woke up in a daze, suppressed the sudden rapid heartbeat, and said, "...why?" What he wanted to ask was why the little upstart had to "build another home" with him if his parents were still alive and his family was harmonious.

The little upstart said: "I'm happy! What? You don't agree? How dare you not agree?"

Shuai Xing woke up every day and said, "...I promise."

How could he not agree.

Some things are buried in the bottom of my heart, take root and sprout, the more suppressed, the more vivid, the more negative, the more eager.

The little nouveau riche snorted twice: "I have long thought that Boss Xue is not pleasing to the eye. He always pulls Brother Lu to show his affection. Do you know what kind of photo he asked the newspaper to post in yesterday's report? He actually posted a close-up of him and Brother Lu holding hands. The ring is shiny! What's so exciting about it!" He excitedly grabbed Shuai Tian's hand and said, "Let's take a picture and post it on Weibo!"

Shuai Xing every day: "..."

The little upstart suddenly thought of a serious question: "By the way, what is your name on Weibo? I didn't add you."

Tian Shuaixing's little heart was pounding.

They just had a falling out and somehow made up again. At this time, it seems that it is not a good idea to take off the vest and say "hehehe, I have been playing with you all the time"!

Tian Tian Shuai Xing had an idea, and gave the three-dimensional number to the little upstart.

The small upstart paid attention to Tiantian Shuaixing, snapped a few photos and uploaded them, and circled Tiantian Shuaixing.

Shuaixing reposted decisively every day!

Lu Xiaohua poked it over: "Is that hand in the photo yours?"

Shuai Xing woke up every day and said, "How do you know?"

Lu Xiaohua said: "You used a trumpet to deceive him? Your name is so similar to Tiantian Shuaixing, and he hasn't noticed yet?"

Shuai Xing every day: "..."

This seems like a serious problem!

Seeing Tian Tian Shuai Xing's expression was wrong, the little nouveau riche leaned over and asked, "Who are you chatting with?"

Shuai Tian woke up and said, "Brother Lu!"

The little upstart laughed straight: "He saw it, right?"

Shuai Xing nodded every day.

The first battle was successful, and the small upstart was very satisfied.

He bluntly asked for supper: "I'm hungry."

Shuai Xing laughed every day: "I'll go and make you something to eat."

The little nouveau riche hooked his neck with one hand and said, "I'll eat you first!" After speaking, he kissed Tian Shuai several times to wake him up.

Tian Tian Shuai Xing helplessly makes the little upstart make a fuss before cooking supper.

Sitting on the sofa like a young rich man, he picked Shuai Xing every day in his heart from head to toe.After being picky, he sighed endlessly, he was not good enough from head to toe, and there was nothing he could do, who told him that he seemed a little addicted!

He would get angry when he saw Tiantian Shuaixing with others, he would get angry when he saw Tiantian Shuaixing didn't care about himself, he would get angry when he heard that Tiantian Shuaixing had drawn a clear line with himself - such a way of getting angry, except that he had already fallen into it, Is there another explanation?

This guy is really hateful, he obviously doesn't know anything, but he has firmly grasped his dead point.

How much he wanted a home of his own.

The little upstart took out his mobile phone and looked at Tiantian Shuaixing's Weibo. After a while, the next reply on Tiantian Shuaixing's Weibo came into his eyes.

That guy's account number is a string of numbers, and the answer is quite simple: "Tian Shuai, who are you?"

The little nouveau riche keenly sensed the "enemy's situation" and poked open the opponent's Weibo to read it.This guy's Weibo is quite concise, mostly one or two sentences, such as "that guy is really crazy", "I'm sorry", "I lost him", "where did he go"...

The little nouveau riche intuitively felt that this guy had bad intentions for Tian Tian Shuai Xing.

He groaned twice, and replied unceremoniously for Tian Tian Shuai Xing: "Get out."

The string of numbers suddenly started sending him private messages.

They also sent several letters in a row: "Where is Shuai Tian now?" "Are you together now?" "You are a third party intervening!"

The little nouveau riche got angry, but replied very concisely: "Oh."

Shuai Xing every day brought out the supper and found that the aura around the little upstart was not right, and asked, "What's wrong?"

The little upstart said: "Some bastard said you guys had an affair, and I was the third party involved!"

Shuai Tian woke up startled, and said, "Let me see."

Tiantian Shuaixing took out his phone and looked through it, and said frankly: "I almost had an affair with him..."

The little upstart slammed his chopsticks hard.

Seeing that the short-tempered little nouveau riche was about to roll up his sleeves and get mad, Tiantian Shuaixing emphasized: "It was almost!"

The little upstart said: "Almost not! I know you are dishonest! Obviously..." He just wanted to say a few words duplicity, then swallowed the words back, and changed his words embarrassingly, "It's just so-so, but it's okay Go out and attract bees and butterflies!"

Tian Tian Shuai Xing said: "This guy is quite handsome."

The little upstart's face darkened.

Shuai Xing said every day: "At that time we were good friends, we got very close, and many people had to curry favor with me when they handed over love letters. We are both idiots, he is the school idiot, and I am the dog tail grass—"

Tian Tian Shuai Xing's words sounded like reminiscing about old feelings, the little upstart immediately jumped up: "Stop talking!"

Tian Tian Shuai Xing pushed him back and said, "In the first semester of senior year, he confessed his love to me. I think it's good for us to do that, so we almost got together..."

The little nouveau riche jumped up and knocked Shuai Xing Tiantian down: "If I say it, don't say it!"

Tian Tian Shuai Xing did not push him away, but continued: "He is very gentle to everyone, even if he refuses, so his admirers are not easy to give up. Among them is a boy who is two years younger than us, He is very clever and sweet-mouthed. He loves that boy as his younger brother. In the second half of the semester, their relationship became closer and closer. I didn't think about it, and I also regarded him as a younger brother. Later, I entered the same family as that boy. Internship in the company, that boy completely messed up my internship. The boy cried and made him feel soft, and he apologized to me on behalf of the boy and asked me to forgive him."

The little upstart listened in silence.

Shuai Xing said every day: "I just realized that something was wrong, among the three of us, I am more like an outsider."

The little upstart asked: "Is this kind of thing still kept for the New Year! You were right to dump him! And then? Then you came here?"

Shuai woke up every day and said, "Then my mother passed away."

The little upstart was taken aback.

Tian Tian Shuai Xing said: "Before my mother passed away, I was taking care of her in the hospital, and I had no time to think about other things. He was also busy, busy with interviews, and busy with entering the job, so the relationship that didn't really start was muddled. Put a full stop to that. My brother and sister-in-law kicked me out of the house after my mother died."

The little upstart didn't expect Tian Tian Shuai Xing to have such an experience.

He asked: "Get out? Why?"

Shuai Xing said every day: "They said that the house is not for me, so they told me to move out quickly."

The little upstart scolded: "It's too much!"

Tian Tian Shuai Xing said: "During that time, I really felt that I was the most unlucky person in the world."

The little nouveau riche hugged Shuai Xing every day tightly into his arms: "Hmph, how could you be unlucky to meet me?"

Shuai Xing smiled every day and said, "You're right."

The little nouveau riche was elated when he heard it, and he said happily, "You're so smart!"

Shuai Xing woke up every day and said, "My business is over." He looked at the little upstart, "Is it your turn?"

Little upstart: "What's my turn?"

Shuai Xing every day: "It's your turn to say why you cry like an idiot..."

The little upstart got angry: "You're the one crying like an idiot!"

Shuai Xing stared at him every day.

The little upstart said, "There's nothing to say." Seeing that Shuai Tian's eyes were still on him, he kept his face sullen for a long time, and then he said the bad things that he had been carrying for so many years.

After finishing speaking, the little nouveau riche suddenly felt relaxed all over. He viciously suppressed Shuai Xing every day: "I even told you about this, from now on, you are not allowed to deal with such crap anymore! You are not allowed to go out and flirt with each other again!"

Tian Tian Shuai Xing never thought that such a secret would be hidden in the seemingly perfect home of the small nouveau riche.

Originally, he was feeling sorry for the little upstart, but when he heard that the little upstart didn't allow this, he felt as relaxed as the little upstart.

He stretched out his arms to hug the little upstart, and for the first time tried to propose an equivalent exchange: "You don't allow it either."

The little upstart smiled openly: "Deal!"

The author has something to say:

Mr. Shuang Geng saw off Mr. Manuscript Box, and stood quietly where he was, listening to the movement on the other side.

Their voices are full of joy.

Like they are still in love.

Shuang Geng-jun couldn't remember if he and Ri Geng-jun had ever had such happiness.

There should be, but it's been too long, and he can't remember it anymore.

Shuang Gengjun turned his head to look at Duan Gengjun with red eyes, and said, "Why are you bothering?"

Duan Gengjun said: "In his opinion, you will kill the Manuscript Box, so why bother?"

Shuang Gengjun smiled slightly and said: "If it is destined not to love each other, then let him hate me."

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