The Redemption of "White Moonlight"

Ji He sat in front of the window, looking at the lawn in the backyard of Garcia's house, with a blank expression on his face, thinking carefully, so many years have passed since the day he witnessed his father's death.

His brain protected itself at that moment, leaving him in a trance and unable to think... all just to escape that cruel reality.

……

"In order to prevent me from going crazy, the doctor gave me a medicine like..." Holding the knife and fork, Ji He frowned slightly.

"Nerve blockers are banned now." Helezel put the soup in front of Ji He and said calmly.

"The side effects of that medicine are terrible, little Jihe, you should be glad that you are still in good health." Gazario spread his hands, his face full of complacency.

Ji He twitched the corner of his mouth, and looked up, Helezel frowned.

"But in fact, there is nothing wrong with that operation. It made me barely an optimistic and cheerful child later on." Ji He shrugged, as if he didn't care at all.

As soon as Gazario recalled it, he curled his lips, "Yeah, every time I saw your happy face before, I couldn't help but want to bully you, hehe..."

Ji He: "..." He really didn't know how to comment on Gaza's past actions. Undoubtedly, this guy did not discriminate against him before, but everything he did could not be regarded as a "good thing" .

It is meaningless to entangle with the things of childhood now. Although Ji He doesn't hold much grudges, it can't be said that he doesn't care at all, so he just responds perfunctorily.

"Speaking of which, at that time little Ji He seemed to like Helai Zeer quite a bit." Gaza said abruptly.

Both Ji He and Helezel paused for a while, and Ji He couldn't help but glared at Gaza at that time—this guy is an expert in which pot is not opened and which pot to lift.

"I didn't expect the two of you to be together now." Gaza propped his chin with his hand, his face full of jokes, as if he was extremely satisfied with the embarrassing atmosphere he specially created in front of him.

"By the way, Gaza, what breeds of horses do you have? Tell me." Ji He, who was afraid of embarrassment, quickly changed the subject.

Fortunately, Gaza didn't have any attachments, he just smiled knowingly, and then continued to talk about Ji He's problem.

After dinner, Ji He couldn't help but start to worry about where he was going tonight, and Helezel didn't mention a word, and he was too embarrassed to ask.

Do you want to live here?Then...shouldn't he be sleeping with Helezel like last time?Thinking of this, Ji He is almost as big as two.

"Helaizel...tonight...how do you arrange it?" After finishing speaking, Ji He felt that his words seemed to be ambiguous.

"A game console is newly installed in my room." After Helezel finished speaking, he stared at Ji He, and Ji He understood, "Then let's try it out?" He followed Helei almost subconsciously. Zell.

"By the way," Ji He looked around for a while when he arrived at Helezel's room, and suddenly thought, "Why is there no such voice?" He meant the artificial intelligence whose voice was exactly the same as his own.

"It's not necessary." Helezel's eyes made Ji He feel guilty, "Is that so? It's a pity." Ji He scoffed.

"I can set it up if you like."

"No, no, no need." Ji Hecheng panicked, "I'm just a little curious..."

"Curious what?"

Why are you asking so much detail?Ji He was slightly embarrassed, he clearly remembered that Helezel was not a person who liked to ask questions.

"It's just...you listen to my voice...would you feel awkward? I always feel weird..."

"No." Helezel walked to Ji He's side, looked coldly at him, and said indifferently: "I like your voice before."

Unable to help stroking his throat, Ji He barely raised one corner of his mouth, "My voice is a lot hoarse now, and I smoke cigarettes. It doesn't sound as good as it used to."

"No, it's very sexy." Helezel said abruptly, making Ji He's face a little hot.

"Yes... is it, it's okay, okay, hahahaha."

"You have changed a lot." Helezel walked up to Ji He, stared at Ji He's eyes with an extremely focused expression, "Eyes..." He stretched out his hand, but the moment before he touched Ji He, he couldn't see it. Pause, "Injured."

Ji He's throat was tight, and even his fingertips were stiff, "It's just a small injury..." After finishing speaking, he habitually put on a nonchalant expression.

"You are very nervous." Helezel gently sat down next to Ji He, and the distance between the two was very close.

Ji He hurriedly dodged and sat away, as if he was burned by Helaizel's skin, "Helaizel, I..."

Helezel interrupted him, "Ji He, I'll ask you a question."

"You said."

"Why did you like me before?"

Ji He didn't expect Helezel to ask this question, "At that time, it was based on instinct... I really care about you, so I like you." He answered truthfully.

"Now? Can't you do it?" Helezel's face slowly moved to a very close distance, and Ji He could even feel his breath... and he was about to kiss him, "What should I do?" ?” Helezel’s voice echoed in his ears in a low voice.

"Actually, there's nothing wrong with you. It's my own fault." Ji He lowered his eyelashes, looking a little anxious, "I'm sorry Helezel, I really..."

Before Ji He finished speaking, Helezel's lips were gently blocked by Helezel. It was just a superficial touch, but it was enough to make Ji He shut up.

"Come play the game." Helezel picked up the handle, as if nothing had happened just now.

That night, Ji He was arranged to sleep in the guest room.

Before leaving Helezel's room, Ji He turned his head, "Hellezer," he forced himself not to look into Helezel's eyes, "I want to go back to Geno District."

"Someone checks, it's not safe." Helezer said.

"I want to go back and see my mother, we haven't been in touch for several years."

Helezel didn't answer, and Ji He felt that his eyes were tightly wrapped around him like a python.

On the second day, everything seemed to be normal, but there seemed to be an invisible high wall between Ji He and Helezel.

Ji He felt a little uncomfortable. In fact, after the relationship between Cong Cong and Jian Yilin failed, he was completely disappointed in "love".

He thinks that his "friendship" with Hereser is solid, but if it turns into "love", it will become ambiguous and loose.

What's more, the other party is Helezel, the person he told himself countless times not to be tempted.

In his mind, now is not the time to fall in love at all, the gap between him and Helezer is too big, and it is not suitable at all.

Originally, he should be very firm.

But last night, he thought about Hereser all night. This morning, when he saw Hereser, he felt that the air around Hereser was scorching hot.

Experience told him this was not good.

So he didn't take the initiative to go to Helezer's side to find a topic. Naturally, according to Helezel's character, he didn't say anything to him.

They had a cold war.

Back to Monta, it was the same. Even if they sat in the same office, the two of them never said a word from beginning to end.

This is unprecedented, because in the past, when Helezel was silent, Ji He would come up to him and say a few words of liveliness to him.

Now, Ji He is inexplicably scared.

But even so, Ji He still couldn't help glancing at Helaizer from the corner of his eye. Every time Helaizel stood up from his seat, his heartbeat would inadvertently speed up.

What a fuck.

What about that night?Do two people have to go home in the same car?That was too embarrassing, Ji He was a little worried.

Coincidentally, at noon, a person contacted Ji He.

It was Bai Xuxu who hadn't seen him for a long time.

Bai Xuxu invited Ji He to meet at night.

Just in time, Ji He may not have gone out with his friends for a long time, and at the same time, in order to avoid the embarrassment when getting along with Helezel, Ji He immediately agreed.

During off-duty hours, Helezel walked quickly, without any intention of waiting for Ji He.

Ji He stopped him from behind, "Well... I'll meet a friend of mine tonight, so you don't have to wait for me."

Helezel turned his back to Ji He, and Ji He couldn't see Helezel's expression, only saw that he paused and then left without saying a word.

Will Hereser be angry?Ji He couldn't help being a little worried. After all, when facing Helezer, he would still instinctively be cautious, and the instinct he had in childhood couldn't be changed when he grew up.

On the way, Ji He seemed a little out of his mind.

But no matter what was in his heart, when he saw Bai Xuxu, he immediately let go of the burden and smiled.

He generally does not bring emotion into interpersonal interactions.

Bai Xuxu's appointment is a small restaurant, the location is a bit out of the way, but the view from the private room on the second floor is very good.

"Brother Ji, what's the matter with you? Why are you a little lacklustre?" Bai Xuxu's fingers waved in front of Ji He's eyes, and Ji He laughed, "I'm fine."

After chatting for a while, when Bai Xuxu put up a straw to drink juice, Ji He got to the point: "Didn't you run away? Why are you still here?"

Bai Xuxu had expected that Ji He would ask, he just smiled, "Although it took some time, he still found me. He refused to sign the divorce agreement, and my parents are also persuading me..."

Ji He was silent for a moment. He knew that many things were very complicated, and outsiders could not understand everything in just a few words, "Then what are you going to do now?"

"He treats me... better than before."

"so?"

"But he didn't feel that he was wrong at all, and my original manuscript... I can't get it back." This incident happened to make Bai Xuxu the most sad, "He also said... I am like this, I will definitely not be able to find a job when I go out. .”

Bai Xuxu has always been a person who can't hold back his words. He likes to talk about things on his mind. He is the exact opposite of Ji He in this regard. But because of this, when facing Bai Xuxu, Ji He has become a very good listener. By.

"It's not difficult for you to find a job, maybe he thinks you can't bear that kind of hardship." Ji He understands that you shouldn't dictate other people's family affairs, but he couldn't help but say that.

Bai Xuxu clenched his fists, his fingertips turned white, "I survived the way he treated me before...but I don't want to live like that for the rest of my life."

Ji He remained silent.

"Brother Ji, I have to find a way, I have to find a way to get rid of him!"

Anthony is Little Lodi's young boss, and he knows countless big names from all walks of life. In fact, Ji He also feels that Bai Xuxu's chances of winning are not great.

"Even if you leave the house in the end, don't you care?" Ji He asked tentatively.

Bai Xuxu was stunned for a moment, as if hesitating.

It seems that this is the answer, Ji He picked up the water glass and put it in front of his lips.

"It's okay, Brother Ji, as long as I can get rid of him, it doesn't matter what I do, I just want a new way of living." After a long silence, Bai Xuxu's sudden words finally made Ji He's expression serious.

Ji He didn't expect Bai Xuxu to make such a big determination.

"Then how can I help you?" Ji He clasped his hands together and placed his chin lightly on them.

"Actually, I have sued for divorce, but I don't have any evidence in my favor. Brother Ji, do you know many task performers?" Bai Xuxu said, "Can you... help me find..."

"Yes," Ji He spread his hands and smiled, "For the sake of you being my friend, the first order is free."

Bai Xuxu was urged away by a phone call from Anthony.

The two said goodbye at the intersection.

Bai Xuxu looked at Ji He's back gradually being swallowed up by the night, recalled Ji He's smiling face with dark circles just now, and suddenly wanted to cry.

Fortunately, at least, he still has a friend.