Wang Shuqing

Consciousness knows no bounds.

Breaks, snaps, and withers.

Jiang Shuqing's face was full of grievances, and without giving her a break, Bai Xing was still doing his hands, such a skin-to-skin date was too cruel.

Let him ask for it, Jiang Shuqing's eyes were gloomy and desolate,

When Bai Xing drew the outline of her ear with his lips, Jiang Shuqing passively avoided her intimacy, Bai Xing leaned over extremely quickly, but failed.

Already a little unhappy.

Jiang Shuqing put his hand on her chest again, and Bai Xing was pushed back to his original position with his strength, making a gesture of disappointment and impatience.

Such a reaction simply stained Jiang Shuqing's impeccable enthusiasm.

Looking like she was being spoiled, she straightened her clothes without saying a word, without raising her eyes, and her voice trembled sadly: "Bai Xing, what do you think of me?"

Bai Xing kept silent.

"Ok?"

She trembled a little more, and the crying sound overflowed from her nasal cavity: "Think of me as someone else, don't you? Or do you think I, Jiang Shuqing, is just a plaything?"

Eye to eye.

Can't communicate anything.

Bai Xing seemed to have lost her heart a long time ago, and she greedily slapped Jiang Shuqing's dignity even more.

"Ah."

It's childish, nothing more than that.

Jiang Shuqing couldn't make any expression, her mind was muddled, she only knew that she should maintain her dignity, which was the few decency she had left.

A dark blue light flashed across her face, depression tormented her, she became paler, tears flowed to her heart, she was not willing to let go of this, and asked again: "Since you love her, why do you still want to get close to me?"

Looking up, the tears turn back and slide down the cheeks,

Jiang Shuqing stubbornly concealed his embarrassment.

The repressed things in his heart were revived, Bai Xing smiled, and leaned forward to gently pinch Jiang Shuqing's chin, the distance was so tight that it was breathless.

She slowly accumulated a duplicity: "Do you want to know? Then I will tell the teacher, because it is more exciting."

It's hard to swallow, these words.

Jiang Shuqing was about to fall to the ground at any moment, she clenched her teeth and looked at Bai Xing with fear and fragmentation in her eyes.

"You said you were like me... for the sake of stimulation?"

Jiang Shuqing's hair fell down when she was passionate, and she leaned on the bar with her hands on her forehead, her sense of shame rotting in the shadows.

"Yes."

dying.

Jiang Shuqing randomly wiped her eyes twice with her fingers, and she nodded, still nodding.The sitting posture is beautiful, and there is a sense of brokenness.

After a while, she was as indifferent as she spoke in every morning meeting: "Okay, it's just for stimulation."

The heart is burning.

"What?"

Bai Xing was in shock, she knew that Jiang Shuqing was not a indulgent person.

Communication is getting awkward.

The words were also forced out, Jiang Shuqing suddenly stood up, Bai Xing was full of her abyss-like charm.

Jiang Shuqing's voice was mixed with the loud music: "Open the room."

The door was pushed open, and Jiang Shuqing's hand that was about to insert the room card was restrained, and the sound of the room card falling to the ground merged with the sound of the cloth rubbing against each other.

Hiding in the darkness, Shirahoshi is even more presumptuous, entangled in painful fantasies many times, and struggling to wait for the dawn.

Sparks popped out of her eyes, not gentle, impatient, grabbed Jiang Shuqing's shoulder blades, and pressed her against the wall, her thin lips pressed against the wall for only a second, the tip of her tongue pried open the ruler, and the kiss became more and more forceful.

Not to please her, but to be overbearing and want to possess her.

In the momentary tremor, Bai Xing concentrated, she stopped suddenly, and fumbled for the room card on the ground.

The white moon outside the window could no longer be seen, the bed was white, and Jiang Shuqing's complexion was not much different from it.

It was so miserable that Bai Xing couldn't see it, she retreated to the bed and sat down.

The light in the room suddenly dimmed for some reason, making Jiang Shuqing, who was still standing at the door, even more sad.

She leaned against the white wall, like a wilting flower.

Weeping again: "Why don't you continue, are you not interested?"

Bai Xing wanted to correct him, but his words became harsh: "I don't know, I lost my mind."

When will this bad conversation end.

Jiang Shuqing felt that she was walking in a street full of dirty water, Bai Xing stood at the other end of the alley, only giving her the deepest stare, she was eager for a hug, and walked forward, but was splashed with dirt.

Thinking of this, Jiang Shuqing recognized her emotions at this moment, she approached Bai Xing, sat beside her, separated half of the air, and said, "You might as well just say that you don't love me anymore, you're not interested in me, anyway, it's a good time Some."

Her brain was running crazily, and it was too difficult for Shirahoshi to say a gentle word, so she fell silent.

Mostly Jiang Shuqing was speaking.

But the words were empty, and she couldn't bear the pain in her heart, and she couldn't take out the already hot ring box buried in her pocket.

"Bai Xing, maybe I'm too easy to fall in love with the scene, that day when we were together, the moon was also like this, clear and clear.

But the moon will also be incomplete, I understand, we can't go back, and it may be meaningless for me to say these things. "

At this moment, Jiang Shuqing's temperament is black, and this color is daunting, drowning in the water.

Bai Xing barely suppressed the gloomy melancholy: "I never thought of going back to the past, because there was you in the past."

It was time to weep, the pain almost penetrated into the bone marrow, Jiang Shuqing put his hands on the bed, clutching the sheets tightly, without conviction.

The messy long hair exposed her emptiness, and the suppressed grief and anger surged up in her heart: "Okay, let me ask you, do you still love me?"

Where there was Jiang Shuqing, Bai Xing was never willing to close her eyes. She looked at her two or three times just now, but not as much as before. She couldn't give an answer at all.

Jiang Shuqing hated this feeling of not being able to grasp it. It came from Bai Xing's hesitation, which made her feel cold all over. She desperately wanted to get rid of this panic, and asked again: "Do you love? Answer me, you love me..."

"do not love."

Being interrupted, Jiang Shuqing didn't even buffer the time for mourning when Jiang Shuqing's unfinished expectant words.

"Teacher, it was you who said, let me go outside and have a look, maybe I will meet better people. I listen to you, what's the matter, isn't the teacher happy for me?"

He wants to squeeze all the love out of people before giving up.

The relationship is damaged, and there is no way to make it up. Jiang Shuqing just resented her own hindsight. She nodded following Bai Xing's words: "Well, I'm happy."

She is happy with everything about Bai Xing, except that she is unhappy because she doesn't love her.

Speaking bad words is addictive, Bai Xing whipped Jiang Shuqing repeatedly.

"Didn't you realize that she looks like you? When I first saw her, I really thought so, but now, you are like her. "

You are the substitute.

Jiang Shuqing could bear it very much, and she endured it again: "It's pretty good."

"Teacher, you also think it's good, don't you? When someone said "Jiang" before, I subconsciously thought of you."

Consciousness has been paralyzed, Jiang Shuqing's eyes are dewy, and his voice is also low: "I think of her now."

After speaking, Jiang Shuqing closed his eyes.Bai Xing didn't speak, as long as she couldn't see her nodding, the answer was in her heart.

The moon is dark, the bed is dark, Shirahoshi is shaking his head.

Jiang Shuqing was imagining.

She finished the final trembling, hope disappeared in her eyes, and she stood up gracefully: "Shirahoshi, I will not force others, so I wish you happiness."

Jiang Shuqing's back is very heavy, but she still has her usual pride, and her body looks very cold.

I really want to crush that arrogance.

Without even thinking about it, the moonlight is faint.

Bai Xing reached out and pulled, and Jiang Shuqing fell down on the bed. She was neither surprised nor happy, this emotion aroused people's anger.

It's instinct.

Bai Xing pushed hard, and Jiang Shuqing fell on the bed, his long hair poured out, and the bed also shook up and down twice because of this action, which felt quite vigorous.

And that person was still extremely cold.

Even if he was pressed under him, he only frowned slightly, like how many times in class, someone couldn't answer the question, and he refused to give more emotion.

Bai Xing's slender and long fingers had no edges, and she took the time to ask, "Do you like it?"

Knowing she would be ashamed.

Frowning even tighter, Jiang Shuqing looked out, and she seemed to be able to see far away through the curtains. The stars outside should be low and dense, and the moon is not far away.

Under there stood Shirahoshi, who would be shy when calling her teacher.

Instead of being treated like this, a puppet that should be described by the word "being raped".

She is neither happy nor sad.

Because this person is Shirahoshi, she is willing.

But Bai Xing tossed and tossed for a long time, Jiang Shuqing still had a piece of clothing on her body, she was reluctant to use too much force even to vent her desire, but it gave Jiang Shuqing a dirty feeling, let each other be disillusioned in the darkness, don't leave any good things behind.

Jiang Shuqing's lips were kissed over and over again, red and numb, her body was obviously hot, but she refused to let go of her dignity.

In fact, it was just her self-esteem that was aching.

The air is filled with the aroma of white tea orchids.

Her body was very warm, but Jiang Shuqing suddenly recognized herself at this lonely moment. She suddenly covered Bai Xing's face with her hands, looked at her in silence, and tried her best to make herself beautiful.

That's it.

Jiang Shuqing's voice floated melodiously in the air: "Bai Xing, you will belong to someone else from now on."

There is a sunrise in my memory.

Jiang Shuqing will always shine brightly at the age of 17 in Bai Xing, and the things she lost are just mere thoughts.

Bai Xing suddenly regained consciousness, and she slowly let go of Jiang Shuqing.

He didn't even have the strength to get up, and his voice was cold: "You go."

It should be lying on a dry river bed, Jiang Shuqing got up without saying a word, the body is confused, not letting go, which makes people uninterested.

Jiang Shuqing's self-esteem was almost trampled down, and she didn't even bother to smooth out the wrinkles on her clothes, and walked out the door. When she put her hand on the doorknob, she knew that going out meant forgetting, and asked again: "So Why won't you touch me?"

There is a ray of light overhead.

Bai Xing watched Jiang Shuqing retreat from the light into the darkness without hesitation.Just a cool night, as usual.

As if she was in the dense darkness, Bai Xing leaned against the wall, her shoulders were trembling, and her heart was full of depression. She rushed to the window and opened it, looking at the clean and dark sky, and cried.

The ring lay in the ring box without sparkle.Even the moonlight had a heart of compassion, not wanting to disturb this beautiful woman whose collar was wet from crying.

Perhaps it is easy to be weak at this time.

Bai Xing said to her: "Because you make me lose interest."

Begins in autumn and ends in spring.

In the days to come, I can only dock in your dreams.

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