Wang Shuqing

The way Shirahoshi adjusts his mood is to study.

Except for eating and sleeping every day, she is buried in the book and does not speak unnecessary words.

language class.

Jiang Shuqing was on the podium, but Bai Xing didn't look up.

"Okay, let's turn to page 56 of the workbook..."

Shirahoshi rolled back fiercely,

I turned a few pages forward and saw a piece of draft paper sandwiched inside.

There are a few words on it.

Just a few seconds after seeing these words clearly, the sound of tearing paper came from the classroom.

Everyone went to see Shirahoshi.

Then, without emotion, she threw the shredded paper into the trash bag and read the question seriously.

Extremely peaceful.

Jiang Shuqing's lips moved, but he remained silent.

She squeezed the chalk in her right hand tightly.She remembered that this was what she put in the white star book that day.

"What a cheapskate. Jealous? But I won't take responsibility."

The chalk was broken in the palm of her hand, and her eyes were dimmed.

end of March.

Bai Xing won the first place in the class.

The upper left corner of the report card is printed: head teacher: Jiang Shuqing.

And Bai Xing's name was actually right below her.

Bai Xing vented her anger on the report card, and she didn't stop until the three words Jiang Shuqing were completely invisible.

Her eyes were dull, and for a moment, she turned her head abruptly: "Yanyan, I feel sick even seeing her name now."

Just as Xu Yan wanted to speak, he saw Jiang Shuqing standing in front of them at some point.

She hastily coughed a few times.

But Bai Xing didn't seem to hear: "I was really blind to like her back then."

She spoke very briskly, with a bit of disdain in her tone.

Xu Yan winked at her desperately: "Stop talking about Bai Xing, look ahead, look ahead..."

Bai Xing not only didn't listen, but raised his voice again: "She looks so ordinary now!"

After she finished speaking, she even laughed a few times.

Jiang Shuqing ignored it, called a few students who had performed abnormally in the exam, and left without even being angry.

Hearing the sound of footsteps walking away, Bai Xing's smile froze on her face, she turned back to her seat, and quietly opened a page of the book.

Inside is a patchwork of broken paper.

She was in tears again, really disappointing.

---

April.

There have been some rumors in the school recently about Bai Xing and a teacher, saying that they have an ambiguous relationship.

It's not Jiang Shuqing, it's Chuchen.

"Chuchen, I think you need to explain to me."

Jiang Shuqing was a little agitated, her face turned red and white.

Chuchen rubbed his chin and smiled wickedly: "Why do I have to explain it to you? Teacher Jiang?"

Jiang Shuqing licked her lips: "Because I am her head teacher."

"Oh? I want to get close to her, what do you want?"

Chuchen held back his laughter and said seriously.

Jiang Shuqing frowned deeply and asked, "So what's your relationship now?"

Chuchen smiled mischievously: "It's not a rumor!"

Jiang Shuqing was stunned.

In the self-study class on the second afternoon.

After collecting the English test papers, Bai Xing walked out the door.

"You stop."

An orderly tone came out of Jiang Shuqing's mouth.

Bai Xing paused for a few seconds, then looked back at her, and she was also looking at her.

There was a long period of trance, and they hadn't looked at each other so calmly for a long time.

In fact, the second hand has moved less than ten times.

"I'm going to the English group, what's wrong?"

Not even a teacher yelled.

This attitude was very stubborn, Jiang Shuqing said again: "Don't go, go back and sit."

Bai Xing didn't listen, but walked forward anyway.

This directly annoyed Jiang Shuqing, she put down the pen in her hand, walked out with a cold face, and the classroom door was thrown with a loud noise.

Shirahoshi turned his head when he heard the sound, there was a window between them.

"Can't I go to my English teacher?"

This "mine" seems to be deliberately emphasized, and the wording is very heavy.

Jiang Shuqing's face was dark and unclear: "Are you crazy?"

Bai Xing leaned against the window, with a provocative tone: "Just because you don't dare, doesn't mean that others don't dare."

Being poked at the sore spot, Jiang Shuqing, who has always been prudent, spoke without restraint: "Don't dare? I don't like women, and I don't like my students."

But this kind of words were no longer painful to Bai Xing, and his heart only hurt a little, and it was fleeting.

"Then you just like men well and don't mind my business."

"Ah."

After Jiang Shuqing finished speaking, she walked towards the classroom with a tired look on her face. She was covering her stomach with one hand, and it was difficult for her to walk.

Bai Xing, who was always looking out the window, raised his eyes slightly, with a complicated expression, and punched the wall angrily.

Her eyes were bloodshot.

Then she walked out and in.

then,

Next to the calendar with the moon in the office, there is an extra box of medicine.

midnight.

Jiang Shuqing was tormented by the stomachache and twitched painfully on the bed until it was unbearable, she got up and swallowed two stomach medicines, and then she was slightly relieved.

The box of pills, she knew.

She knows it all.

"Bai Xing, my silly Bai Xing."

The next day.

Bai Xing saw Jiang Shuqing.

She was wearing a man's shirt, which was bulky and hung loosely over her thighs.

Anyone with a discerning eye could understand at a glance, there were bursts of low cries in the classroom.

Bai Xing writes crookedly, she complies with her breath.

Gritting my teeth tightly, my heart was still in a mess, and some tears fell on the Chinese document, splashing two words: broken.

Jiang Shuqing keeps her word,

She never asked Bai Xing about it again, and they didn't know how long they hadn't spoken.

Until that day between classes.

"Don't you guys know? She changed her boyfriend again. I don't know how many times this is..."

"Really? I don't look like that kind of person at her?"

Bai Xing's hands tightly gripped the desk, she knew who they were talking about, and kept reminding herself not to meddle in other people's business.

"On the surface, it's prudish, but I don't know much behind the scenes..."

The one who is gossiping is Liu Yilin.

But anger still drove Bai Xing to come to him, kicked his table over, and he fell to the ground with the table and others.

Liu Yilin stood up angrily: "Bai Xing, if you don't fucking get along with me, can you die? I'll just say what's wrong with her. She changed her man..."

Bai Xing directly grabbed his collar, his eyes were blazing, making people shy away, it was too scary.

She said every word: "I will not allow you to slander her."

Not to be outdone, Liu Yilin said, "I still want to say that she..."

Before he had a chance to finish his sentence, he punched him in the face.

The two fought together, and the tables and chairs around them were also knocked down, making a mess.

Shirahoshi has completely lost his mind.

The movement is too loud, and the result is.

The two stood in Wang Guowei's office and were given a lesson.

Wang Guowei didn't like seeing Bai Xing at first, but this time he finally got the chance.

"You two, go home and reflect on me for two weeks, each with [-] words!"

Liu Yilin was scared when he heard this: "Director, I was wrong, I dare not..."

But Bai Xing didn't think so.

"Okay, Director."

Wang Guowei's hand holding the water glass froze: "Aren't you going to explain?"

Bai Xing shook his head: "Things have already happened, and I am willing to bear the consequences."

After she finished speaking, she strode out.

I am willing, not for you, but for my peace of mind.

Bai Xing returned to his seat and tidied up, with a calm expression on his face.

Jiang Shuqing stood at the door of the classroom.

When Bai Xing brushed her shoulder, he could smell the strong smell of traditional Chinese medicine on her body.

Holding his breath, Bai Xing told himself not to show any more humble gestures, but he still refused: "Eat on time, take good care of yourself."

Jiang Shuqing said coldly: "Don't be so useless, Yi Zheng is very considerate."

Bai Xing tightened his grip on the strap of his schoolbag: "Got it."

She walked forward quickly, her heart ached as if she was being whipped, and her heart was blocked by thousands of words.

Xu Yan couldn't sit still in the classroom.

"Teacher, can we talk?"

Jiang Shuqing nodded: "OK."

"Teacher, she fought for you."

Jiang Shuqing's lips turned pale, and he said in disbelief, "For me? Why?"

Xu Yan wiped her eyes: "Because Liu Yilin said something bad about you in the classroom, Bai Xing was angry and beat him up, and last time, it was also because of you, Bai Xing has always been protecting you, teacher!"

Jiang Shuqing's eyes were clouded.

Xu Yan noticed her change, cleared her throat and said, "Teacher, can you stop hurting her, okay? I'm really afraid that one day she won't be able to bear it and do something stupid."

Jiang Shuqing walked to the window, turning her back to Xu Yan: "She is stupid, she insists on provoking me, what can I do?"

When she turned around again, Xu Yan couldn't catch any trace of her emotional fluctuations.

"Then don't give her any hope."

Jiang Shuqing panted with difficulty: "Yes."

---

This is the second day Bai Xing locked herself in the room, no matter how much Qi Yu knocked on the door, she would not respond.

Qi Yu cried anxiously: "Xing Xing, can you open the door, mom is so worried about you..."

Still no sound.

"Xing Xing, don't scare mom, okay..."

Footsteps were heard inside, and the door was opened.

What came into view was Bai Xing's bloodless face, with heavy dark circles under his eyes, he was so skinny that he couldn't stand stably.

Qi Yu hugged her distressedly, weeping uncontrollably.

"Xing Xing, don't be like this, what's wrong with you!"

Bai Xing was in a daze, and she smiled: "Mom, I made you worry, I'm fine now."

She finished and lay down on the bed.Qi Yu couldn't feel relieved anyway.

"Mom, I want to go for a walk."

"I go with you."

"No mom, I'll be back soon."

Bai Xing walked aimlessly, holding a square photo in her hand, the corners were slightly yellow.

The strong wind blew, the sand was blown into his eyes, Bai Xing reached out to rub it, the photo in his hand was blown far away by the wind, and floated on the small river beside the road.

But Bai Xing suddenly went crazy and walked into the river, but fortunately the river was shallow.

Her shoes were filled with water from the knee down, but she didn't care, she just wiped the stains on the photo with her clothes desperately.

But no matter how hard she tried, it was useless.

Bai Xing opened WeChat, trying to find the original picture in the collection.

However, she saw a small red dot on the Moments page, and her fingertips began to tremble again. This was Jiang Shuqing's profile picture.

She clicked on it to see a group photo.

Intimate couple photo.

Loss and despair climbed up the red eyes, Shirahoshi sarcastically crumpled up the photo in his hand and threw it into the garbage truck, it was worthless.

My love is also worthless.