Wang Shuqing

In mid-February, it snowed for several days in Dongcheng.

"Secretary, are you sure you've thought it through?"

The man's voice is thick, his profile is cold and hard, he is wearing a black suit with a wide and well-fitting appearance, and his tie is tied meticulously.

His name is Yi Zheng, and he was Jiang Shuqing's senior in college.

Jiang Shuqing's nasal voice was particularly strong, and she squeezed out from her throat: "En."

Yi Zheng saw her absent-mindedness, and said again: "After taking this step, there is no turning back, Shuqing, I don't want you to be impulsive."

This small alley was once walked with Bai Xing.

Thinking of Bai Xing, Jiang Shuqing immediately turned cold and said: "I have no choice, I have to do this."

Yi Zheng spread his hands to express his puzzlement, and he only opened his mouth when he walked out of the end of the alley.

"I remember you told me before that you would never compromise for anyone. What happened in the past few years that changed your mind?"

"I was young at that time, but I am not young anymore. If I want to live for myself, I can't say it now."

There was despair in Jiang Shuqing's pale voice.

When he came to a dead tree, Yi Zheng stopped.

"Okay, I have nothing to ask. Shuqing, I have been waiting for today for many years."

Jiang Shuqing raised his hand to touch the trunk, and said to himself, "Yi Zheng, a dead tree can't bloom, and neither can I."

The sun was hanging above her head, and the golden light beams depicted her outline. Jiang Shuqing's temperament was too unique.

Yi Zheng was a little dumbfounded.

After a long time, he vowed, "I know you don't love me, but what if the dead tree blooms one day?"

Jiang Shuqing was slightly absent-minded.

"Yi Zheng, I have someone else in my heart."

"I do not mind."

"But it's not fair to you."

"Just take it as a bet that you will fall in love with me."

At one o'clock in the morning, in a silent room.

Jiang Shuqing sat on the edge of the bed with disheveled hair, and there were bottles and cans piled up next to her, and taking medicine was useless.

The smoke in the room was extremely choking.

This was the first cigarette that was caught between her two fingers. Her fingertips were trembling, and she did not turn on the light.

Only the burning smoke in the gray, shining bits and pieces of light.

Jiang Shuqing always shed tears secretly at night until she couldn't shed a single tear.

But she didn't want to close her eyes, those sinful things would always appear extraordinarily rampant in the dark.

half a month ago.

"Shuqing, can you do auntie a favor? Just beg you as auntie..."

At last.

Jiang Shuqing nodded under Qi Yu's pleading gaze.

The price is that she is as she is now,

Can't sleep at night.

---

March is getting warmer.

But Bai Xing felt unbearably cold, and panicked inexplicably.

After being bored at home for nearly two months, she could finally see Jiang Shuqing today, but she couldn't tell what mood she was in.

Half expectant, half timid.

"Li Yunge, come out for a moment."

This familiar voice made Bai Xing's nerves tense up.

Bai Xing lowered his head, but his ears would always catch Jiang Shuqing's words keenly.

"You go to my office..."

Shirahoshi's eyelids twitched instantly.

She rubbed it twice, but jumped even more violently.

After a while, Jiang Shuqing came in from the outside, she looked much thinner.

Looking at the expression below the podium, he was also a little dazed, and his whole person was a little more melancholy and indifferent.

Just a few glances from the corner of his eyes, Bai Xing's heart beat wildly.

Every time Shirahoshi looks at this face,

Just can't stop once.

"Students, please stop what you are doing."

Jiang Shuqing paused, and then said: "I have discussed with the teachers, and I plan to change the representatives of each subject this semester..."

Bai Xing vaguely guessed what was going to happen next in his heart,

The tip of her pen pricked the palm of her hand hard, causing a heart-rending pain.

"Language: Xu Yan, Li Yunge..."

As soon as he said this, Bai Xing sneered, and the tip of the pen plunged into the flesh without hesitation.

Sure enough, Jiang Shuqing, you are really ruthless.

Bai Xing slammed the pen on the table, making a lot of noise, which must have been audible given the distance between Jiang Shuqing and her.

But she didn't respond at all, and continued her speech.

"Mathematics: Fu Sheng Zhang Rong

English: White Star..."

Bai Xing didn't go to see Jiang Shuqing,

Afraid of being burned by her indifference again.

And in the palm of her hand, blood was oozing out, piercing to the bone, but it solidified within a few seconds.

"Okay, let's arrange it like this for now, let's go to self-study!"

After Jiang Shuqing finished speaking, she turned around and wrote the schedule on the blackboard.

Shirahoshi raised his head again in a very spineless manner.

At a glance, I saw Jiang Shuqing's hand holding the chalk, which was thin and bony.

She loves it.

but.

Bai Xing's face suddenly turned livid, and she clutched her chest, feeling the pain of her heart suddenly stop.

Even breathing has become a burden.

She saw that there was a diamond ring on Jiang Shuqing's right middle finger.

It made her eyes hurt.

……

Bai Xing folded his arms on the seat and trembled, tears slowly leaked from his eyes.

Every time she glanced at Jiang Shuqing, her body shrank back a little.

"Bai Xing, Bai Xing, what's wrong? What's wrong with you..." Xu Yan's anxious voice sounded in the classroom.

When Jiang Shuqing heard the word Bai Xing, Jiang Shuqing's thinking became dull for half a second, and the broken chalk rolled to the ground and bounced far away.

She turned around abruptly, subconsciously wanting to rush over, but she only leaned forward, but restrained herself.

Jiang Shuqing breathed calmly and picked up the chalk on the ground.

There was no warmth in her abyss-like eyes, and she said in an indifferent tone: "Take her to the infirmary."

Xu Yan didn't believe that Jiang Shuqing would be like this: "Teacher?"

"I said take her to the infirmary."

This tone is even worse than before.

After speaking, Jiang Shuqing walked towards the door.

As if adding insult to injury, the expression on Bai Xing's face became more and more painful.

Looking at Jiang Shuqing's piercingly cold back, she exhausted all her strength and slammed her fist on the table, making a loud noise.

Everyone exclaimed, her hands were bloody and torn.

Jiang Shuqing's body trembled imperceptibly, and then quickly returned to its original state.

But she never looked back at Bai Xing from the beginning to the end.

Shirahoshi's sky collapsed.

She opened her mouth and smiled, wiping her tears with bloody hands, and her face was also stained with a horrible red.

She whispered in Xu Yan's ear, "Take me out."

It's too embarrassing, this ghostly look.

Finally, where no one can see.

Bai Xing sat on the stone steps, the tears in her eyes were about to fall at any moment, most of the blood on her knuckles had dried up, revealing a shocking black red.

Xu Yan coaxed softly: "Bai Xing, go to the infirmary to treat the wound first, okay?"

"She used to take me to the hospital..."

Shirahoshi hangs his head desolately, resting his chin on his knees, his eyes can no longer see the slightest bit of light.

"What happened between you and Teacher Jiang?"

Just mentioning the word "Jiang", Bai Xing's tears dripped out, and she pointed to her chest: "Here, why does this place hurt so much, it hurts so much..."

Immediately afterwards, she burst into tears without any hope: "Jiang Shuqing is getting married, she is getting married, haha... she is going to get married..."

Bai Xing couldn't accept this fact, and directly forced himself to collapse to the extreme.

This appearance of crying and laughing made Xu Yan feel so distressed that she wanted to shed tears, so she just stayed with Bai Xing and didn't speak.

Tired of crying, Bai Xing leaned on Xu Yan's shoulder.

He said over and over again: "In the future, I will never be able to like Jiang Shuqing again, she won't let me like her..."

separated by a wall.

Jiang Shuqing, who was hiding behind, covered his mouth forcefully, his thin body slowly slid down the wall, with tears in his eyes.

She shook her head desperately: No, that's not the case...

But when Xu Yan stopped Jiang Shuqing at the door of the office,

Her expression was extremely cold.

"If it's related to Bai Xing, you should go back first."

That doesn't leave room for anyone.

Xu Yan didn't leave, she said to herself: "Teacher, do you have something to hide?"

Jiang Shuqing made an impatient gesture and laughed mockingly.

"I just don't want to waste so much time with the child, and I'm getting married soon, so I don't care about her troubles..."

Footsteps slowly approached her from behind.

"So I'm a problem?"

The tone of his voice was hopeless, as if he was going to die in the next second.

Jiang Shuqing didn't turn her head. This turn was too heavy, and she had no strength left.

However, she can still say: "Yes."

Like a blow to the head, Bai Xing leaned back and almost fainted, but fortunately he supported the wall next to him in time.

She still didn't give up: "Are you going to get married?"

"Ah."

It was too difficult to just let go, Bai Xing asked again: "Do you love him?"

"Love."

Not enough, not enough at all.

Bai Xing insisted on torturing himself to death: "Did you sleep with him?"

Jiang Shuqing remained silent, and walked in front of Bai Xing expressionlessly.

Supporting the wall, Bai Xing stretched out his hand to pick up a few strands of Jiang Shuqing's hair, and laughed sarcastically: "Teacher Jiang must not be like this in bed..."

"Pa..." A loud ear fell.

The force was so heavy that Bai Xing's entire face was turned to one side.

Jiang Shuqing's eyes were cold: "Don't make me sick of you."

Looking at Jiang Shuqing's back as he walked away, Bai Xingcai put away the bravado just now, her eyes were full of injuries, and she staggered forward with her arms folded.

After walking two steps, Bai Xing suddenly turned around and said, "Yan Yan, go to the infirmary."

Xu Yan wiped her wet eye sockets: "Okay."

because.

This corridor is full of memories, and Jiang Shuqing.

She doesn't want to go.

---

During the warm-up exam at the beginning of school, Bai Xing looked at the Chinese paper and couldn't write a single word.

For 120 minutes, the phrase "don't make me sick of you" echoed in her head.

She resisted everything related to Jiang Shuqing.

The exam is over and a blank paper is handed in.

Shirahoshi didn't even want to write his name.

She needs time to heal herself slowly.

Bai Xing didn't cry or make trouble.

Because "I am alive, but my soul is dead."

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