Wang Shuqing

Seeing the time on the watch go by bit by bit, and the lunch break would be over if he hesitated any longer, Bai Xing rubbed his hands, gritted his teeth, and knocked on the door.

"Boom, boom, boom." After three beeps, there was no response.

Bai Xing pressed his ear to the door, but there was no sound from inside the room.She knocked hard a few more times, but to no avail.

If you don't want to see her, why don't you disappear? Why make her invisible.Bai Xing stomped his feet on the spot, bursting into tears.

She didn't have a mobile phone either, so she couldn't contact Jiang Shuqing at all.In fact, even if she asked Jiang Shuqing, she would most likely ignore her.

correct!Wu Ziqing!

Regardless of how uncomfortable the soreness in his legs felt, Bai Xing got into the stairwell again, and ran down the steps quickly.

When Bai Xing finally reached the first floor, seeing people coming out of the elevator one after another, she suddenly remembered that she didn't need to swipe her card to get off the elevator, and she took a picture of herself annoyed.

In fact, she was so angry not because she wasted energy going down the stairs, but because she wasted so much time. She just wanted to know where Jiang Shuqing was earlier.

Bai Xing had never cared about his feelings for Jiang Shuqing.

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"Wu Xi, can you ask your sister for me, does she know where Teacher Jiang is?" Bai Xing's tone was full of panic and worry.

"Sister Shuqing? Okay, wait for me for a while, and I'll call you back."

Wu Xi could hear the anxiety in Bai Xing's words, so she called Wu Ziqing after hanging up.

Holding the phone, Bai Xing was neither sitting nor standing. She paced anxiously in the living room, looking at the phone every few seconds, wanting to know where Jiang Shuqing was, and afraid of hearing unacceptable results.

Finally, the phone rang an incoming call.

Bai Xing calmed down and pressed the answer button, Wu Xi's voice came from the phone.

"Bai Xing, Sister Shuqing is not in Dongcheng."

Almost at the same time, Bai Xing took over the conversation: "Then where is she?" There was also a fine layer of sweat on her forehead.

Bai Xing's hand holding the phone trembled slightly, she could only hold it tightly with both hands to prevent it from falling to the ground.

"My sister also asked Sister Shuqing, but she refused to tell."

When these words fell into Bai Xing's ears, she seemed to have shut off all worldly hustle and bustle from her heart, and her bewildered face was filled with deep fear at the same time.

Bai Xing couldn't say any more complete words, she hung up the phone silently, fell down uncontrollably and sat on the ground, pounding the floor with her clenched fists again and again.

Fortunately, it was in an empty house, and no one could hear Shirahoshi's hysterical cries.

"Teacher, can you stop... Let me not find you, I miss you so much, I will never... do anything beyond the rules..."

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The Chinese class in the afternoon was replaced by a male teacher who was over [-] years old.Bai Xing was absent-minded and couldn't calm down no matter what.

After finally surviving get out of class, Bai Xing wanted to go out for a walk, but when he reached the corner of the stairs, he bumped into Bai Ruoxi who was walking upstairs with the materials.

Bai Xing didn't have the time to think about embarrassing or not embarrassing things, she just glanced at it without looking up, and went straight downstairs.

Suddenly, her eyes rolled, she stopped, and she turned around and asked, "Sister Xi, do you know where she is?"

Bai Ruoxi's heart felt astringent, she asked knowingly, "Who is she?"

Bai Xing went up two steps and said bluntly, "Teacher Jiang, do you know?"

"I don't know." Bai Ruoxi tried her best to stabilize her emotions, and said, leaning half of her body.

Bai Xing's bloodless face darkened again, she nodded, then turned and left.

Bai Ruo hoped for Bai Xing's back, and for some reason, he chased after a few steps and shouted: "Bai Xing, wait!"

Bai Xing was stunned for a moment, then looked back, there were clearly two tear stains on Bai Ruoxi's face.

Bai Ruoxi took a few more steps down, and there were three steps away from Bai Xing: "Do you care about Jiang Shuqing that much?" Her trembling voice was full of sorrow.

Bai Xing didn't want to use words to provoke Bai Ruoxi anymore, she had no words.

Bai Ruoxi didn't know the worries in Bai Xing's heart, and a little hope was kindled in her heart.

"I came here today to pack up my things. From now on... you won't have to see me again. Can we have dinner together tonight?"

Bai Xing didn't have any extra thoughts, she shook her head without thinking, "I'm sorry, I'm not in the mood."

"Can't you do it once, Xing Xing?" Tears welled up in Bai Ruoxi's eyes again, and there was a bit of pleading in her tone.

"But I just want to see her now."

The preparatory bell for class and Bai Xing's voice rang at the same time, and the deafening ringing couldn't cover up the firmness in Bai Xing's words.

Some students strode upstairs, not wanting to be late, and no one was in the mood to listen to what they were saying.

"If you know where she is, please tell me, I'm really worried."

When Bai Xing finished speaking and was about to go upstairs, Bai Ruoxi's voice came from despair: "When she is in a bad mood, she often goes to a place where no one knows her for a few days."

Bai Xing seemed to have grasped some clue suddenly, her raised leg retracted again, and she asked in a hurried tone: "Then do you know where she will go?"

"If you knew where she was, would you go find her?" Bai Ruoxi still had a glimmer of hope to deceive herself.

"Yes." He answered without hesitation.

There was a fiery gleam in her eyes, if it could be described, it was like that.

"She's not someone who can escape, don't worry, she will come back."

These words drained all the strength from Bai Ruoxi's body, and her pale face was filled with melancholy.

Bai Ruoxi's eyes blurred, she couldn't see Bai Xing's face clearly, she walked up the stairs step by step.

"Sister Ruoxi, I want to take a vacation soon!"

"why?"

"Because of the holiday, I can see you every day!"

The girl stuffed a piece of pineapple into her mouth, her cheeks were bulging, she happily ran towards Bai Ruoxi with the plate...

Just as Bai Ruoxi was thinking, she felt a gust of wind brought by Bai Xing, who was running fast upstairs, passing by her.

This is reality.

Shirahoshi was no longer the child following her.

Bai Ruoxi couldn't forgive Jiang Shuqing, but only she knew in her heart that the one she couldn't forgive the most was actually herself.

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Monday, August 2013, 12

It was snowing heavily in Dongcheng.

Bai Xing was moved to the row by the window again, her favorite position, the goose-feather-like snowflakes covered every corner of the campus, as beautiful as in a painting, but something was always missing.

Without Jiang Shuqing, Bai Xing thought in his heart.She hadn't seen Jiang Shuqing for five days.

Bai Xing was wandering, the monthly exam report card was sent to her desk, she came over to take a look, No.9 in the class, as expected.

Although she was anxious, she could tell the importance and urgency clearly. If she couldn't even produce a decent report card, what right did she have to miss her.

Bai Xing folded the report card, put it on the book in the upper left corner of the desk, and opened the math workbook, forcing herself to calm down.

Chuchen sat in front of the podium and stared at Bai Xing for a long time.Probably because she couldn't bear it, she took out her phone and opened WeChat.

【Jiang Shuqing, when will you be back? 】

The news seemed to have disappeared without a reply.

The second half of the class was time for discussion, but Bai Xing still kept his head sullen, writing and drawing on the paper without saying a word.

Xu Yan wanted to call Bai Xing, but was hesitating, when she saw Chuchen in front of her winking at her, Xu Yan immediately understood, and poked Bai Xing's back with her hand.

"Don't just sit there by yourself, Bai Xing, come and accompany me who is lonely and lonely." Xu Yan's voice gave goose bumps to everyone who heard it.

Bai Xing is no exception.

"I beg you, Yanyan, please speak up, okay?"

Xu Yan took a few glances at Bai Xing, and suddenly felt inexplicably panicked.

She poked her head down, pulled out a small mirror from the hole in the table, opened it, and placed it in front of Bai Xing.

"Bai Xing, look at yourself, how pale your face is."

Although Bai Xing resisted, when he saw the extremely strange-looking person in the mirror, he tremblingly raised his hand to caress his cheek, the cheekbones were already thin and sunken.

Is this still her?In just a few days, it seemed as if he had aged a few years.

What Bai Xing thought for a moment was, if Jiang Shuqing saw her like this, would he despise her even more.

As if she had lost her soul, she closed the mirror with a "snap".

As soon as the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Bai Xing rushed out of the classroom, and Xu Yan immediately chased him out after seeing it.

Xu Yan ran out of breath, and finally caught up with Bai Xing, and Bai Xing also changed from running to walking.

Xu Yan didn't step forward.She didn't know where Bai Xing was going, but she just followed behind Bai Xing, keeping a distance of more than five steps.

Until Bai Xing walked into the school canteen.Xu Yan stopped in surprise, and looked at her from a distance.

A few minutes later, Bai Xing came out with a bag of food in his hand.

Xu Yan was in a daze when she saw Bai Xing squatting at the entrance of the canteen, biting the bread in her hand.

This is her?

Xu Yan's nose felt sore immediately, she strode up to Bai Xing, snatched the bread, the corner of Bai Xing's mouth was still stained with bread crumbs, and swallowed most of it without even taking a sip of water.

Bai Xing obviously doesn't like to eat dry food like bread.

"Bai Xing, why do you torture yourself like this!" This was the first time Xu Yan yelled at Bai Xing.

It hurts as much as she gets angry.

Bai Xing just smiled and didn't take it seriously, trying to snatch the bread back from Xu Yan's hand, but Xu Yan refused to give it to her.

She was about to open another bag, but Xu Yan became anxious and threw all those things to the ground.

Bai Xing just grinned, she bent down to pick it up, and couldn't help crying while smiling.

Xu Yan's heart softened all of a sudden, she knelt down and picked up the things on the ground, and gave them back to Bai Xing: "Okay, I was wrong, I shouldn't be harsh on you, you can eat, eat whatever you want."

While sobbing, Shirahoshi bit the newly opened bread.

Xu Yan could hear clearly what Bai Xing was chanting frequently.

"I want to get fatter, so she won't think I'm ugly. If I become ugly, it's even more impossible for her to like me..."

Tears were mixed with snowflakes, falling on the bread, and together with grievance and sadness, Bai Xing swallowed it down.

Xu Yan covered her face and cried after watching.

The snowman in the snow is probably crying too.