Wang Shuqing

In Chinese class, Shirahoshi was taking notes with his head down.After half a class, due to keeping a posture for a long time, she felt soreness in her neck from time to time, and she didn't raise her head.

There is no other reason, just because the person on the podium is Jiang Shuqing.

"There have always been different opinions on the meaning of this poem, and there is no consensus. It can be summarized as follows..." Jiang Shuqing stopped at the point of his speech for some reason, and Bai Xing raised his head in surprise.

Bai Xing was sure that he was not mistaken, Jiang Shuqing was looking at her, this was the most soul-penetrating and wise eyes that Bai Xing had ever seen, with a cold and ecstatic chill.

Jiang Shuqing leaned on the podium with one hand, and rubbed the chalk in the other hand. His fingertips were covered with white chalk dust, and even the black sweater was covered with specks of dust.

There was no wave in her expression, no emotion could be seen.Bai Xing knew that this was the harbinger of Jiang Shuqing's anger.

The air was so quiet that Shirahoshi could only hear her fiery heartbeat.I can't look at her anymore, that's enough for Shirahoshi, you are too greedy.

Bai Xing suddenly woke up, his eyes suddenly hurt.She stroked the throbbing in her heart, and avoided Jiang Shuqing's scrutinizing eyes in a panic.

On the three-foot podium was the look she most wanted to look back affectionately, not because she didn't dare, but because she couldn't.

"Bai Xing." When these two words came from Jiang Shuqing's mouth, Bai Xing only felt a slight tremor in his chest, and his breathing stopped for a few seconds.

More than forty pairs of eyes in the classroom looked at Bai Xing again, and anyone with a discerning eye could tell that Bai Xing had made Jiang Shuqing unhappy.

Jiang Shuqing looked solemnly, then tapped the blackboard lightly, and said in a warm voice, "Look at the blackboard."

Cold, so cold, this is Jiang Shuqing.

Bai Xing could never disobey Jiang Shuqing's words, so he nodded obediently.

Jiang Shuqing thought for a moment, and continued to talk about the half of the lesson just now.

But Bai Xing found that she couldn't calm down at all, let alone skip Jiang Shuqing to read the writing on the blackboard.As long as she looked at the blackboard, she would definitely see Jiang Shuqing.

Bai Xing's eyes began to wander again, so many days of hard work can't be wasted, Bai Xing, look at the blackboard, don't look at her, Bai Xing keeps giving himself psychological hints.

But Bai Xing had to admit that when she looked at Jiang Shuqing, she was in a happy mood, and she was the most efficient at studying, but on the other hand, she was caught in self-contradiction, she knew she shouldn't look at Jiang Shuqing more, He also deliberately didn't pay too much attention to Jiang Shuqing, but it was simply impossible.

As everyone knows, the more you restrain yourself, the more you will be hoarse with one more glance.

A class was finally over, Bai Xing quickly lay down on the table, seemingly falling asleep.But when Jiang Shuqing walked out of the classroom, she still sensed it sensitively.

Just take it as a reward for yourself, okay, don't look too much, just take a look, Bai Xing raised her eyes while thinking in her heart, she buried half of her eyes in her arms and secretly looked at Jiang Shuqing, one, two... …

Until Jiang Shuqing's figure disappeared from her sight.

Why was he so disappointed? Shirahoshi buried his head again.

As if a knife had been gouged out in her heart, she tightly covered her chest with her hands, but the pain became more and more intense, and tears welled up in her eyes.

Bai Xing sobbed softly, covered his mouth with his hands, tried his best not to let himself make a sound, but his heart was already hoarse.

Jiang Shuqing, how could it make me feel so uncomfortable not to love you...

Xu Yan had already noticed that something was wrong with Bai Xing, and Bai Xing has been acting weird recently.

In the past, she went to the language group the most frequently, and she had to go shopping twice if she had something to do.Is the sun out in the west these days?She never went there once, Xu Yan asked Bai Xing several times, but she just found an excuse to prevaricate her.

After Bai Xing used the excuse of memorizing words for the third time today, and shied away from sending homework to the Chinese group, Xu Yan rolled her eyes and twirled the pen anxiously, unable to figure out what Bai Xing was doing. abacus.

After the self-study class in the afternoon, Xu Yan was holding her homework book, and stopped to look at Bai Xing when she passed by. Bai Xing really wanted to study, Xu Yan thought that she was thinking too much, she shook her head and put those strange thoughts behind her.

When Xu Yan put the homework on the desk and was about to leave, Jiang Shuqing closed the book in his hand and said softly: "Xu Yan, wait a minute, I have something to ask you."

Xu Yan stopped when she heard this, looked at Jiang Shuqing with a puzzled look, took a sip of water, then got up and walked out the door, then waved her hand to signal Xu Yan to follow her.

Jiang Shuqing stopped by the window in the corridor, Xu Yan looked at Jiang Shuqing inquisitively.If she guessed correctly, nine out of ten it was because of Bai Xing.

"Xu Yan, I came to you to ask you something about Bai Xing." Jiang Shuqing looked around for a week and then turned his gaze out of the window, seemingly asking unintentionally.

Sure enough.Xu Yan didn't say anything, she nodded seriously and waited for Jiang Shuqing's next words.

"What happened to Bai Xing recently? Why do I feel that she is always avoiding me on purpose? Is there something wrong with the teacher, did it touch a certain point of Bai Xing?" Jiang Shuqing asked puzzled.

It's no wonder that Jiang Shuqing noticed it so easily, it was because Bai Xing was too obvious.

Two days ago, Jiang Shuqing was going to class eight, and saw Bai Xing in the corridor three to four meters away. Unexpectedly, Bai Xing lowered his head when he saw her, and hurriedly walked against the wall of the corridor, afraid of rubbing his shoulders. But later on, like Jiang Shuqing, Bai Xing likes to be clean, but he doesn't even care about his school uniform and his white clothes, and he just sneaked into the classroom without looking up.

In the past, Bai Xing was not in such a state. Originally, Jiang Shuqing was thinking about when Bai Xing would go to the language group, and he would find an opportunity to ask her, but he hadn't seen her come once in so many days.

And Bai Xing is always the most active in the Chinese class, which is her home field.

Jiang Shuqing observed it intentionally or unintentionally, and now it's fine if she doesn't speak, and she rarely looks up in class, just writing crazily there with a pen.

After class in the morning, Jiang Shuqing was thinking of asking Bai Xing to come out to talk, but just after class, Bai Xing slumped on the table.

Jiang Shuqing could see that Bai Xing was avoiding her on purpose, as to why he was avoiding her, that's unknown.

"Anth... Teacher, although I have known Bai Xing for so many years, I have never really known her.

Bai Xing will keep everything on her heart, and she always shares happy things with me, as for those sad things that will bring negative emotions, she never wants to share with others..."

Xu Yan frowned, a hint of distress flashed in her eyes, as well as the sadness of watching Bai Xing sad but helpless.

No wonder Bai Xing is always acting weird recently, Xu Yan understood it all at once.

She understands Bai Xing, she is restraining herself, she is suppressing her emotions, but why does Bai Xing do this?

Xu Yan calmed down, thought for a while and said: "Teacher, she probably avoided you deliberately. I think she has been in a low state recently. Give her some time, teacher..."

The two had nothing to say for a long time.

Suddenly Jiang Shuqing said: "Bai Xing is a very sensible child, you should educate her well, after all, the teacher is not your peers, too much negotiating with Bai Xing may arouse her disgust..."

"It's not like this, teacher!" Xu Yan subconsciously interrupted her when she heard Jiang Shuqing's words, and felt that she had lost her sense because of being too excited, so she rubbed the back of her head embarrassingly.

"Huh?" Jiang Shuqing stared at Xu Yan and asked.

"Damn it, teacher, Bai Xing likes you very much, but she is not online recently, so please don't misunderstand her!"

Xu Yan didn't know why she had to explain for Bai Xing. Wouldn't it be right for her to let Jiang Shuqing misunderstand Bai Xing like this, but she couldn't be so despicable.

Xu Yan likes Bai Xing, and she likes to be open and frank, with a clear conscience.

There was another silence, and it was time for the class preparation bell to ring.

After Xu Yan returned to the classroom, Jiang Shuqing was still standing there. The sound of children playing downstairs came from downstairs, and her thoughts drifted back to the situation that would be remembered repeatedly.

"Sister, this Tangtang is for you, don't be unhappy."

The voice of a child was grandma, she was holding a piece of toffee in her hand, blinking her big eyes and looking at Jiang Shuqing expectantly.

Jiang Shuqing that year.

Because of a disagreement with my father, there were some quarrels, so I went out alone to relax, and sat on a park bench for a while when I was tired from walking, my brows were full of sadness, but all the unhappiness was taken away by the little girl who suddenly appeared. The sound was shattered.

It was early autumn, and the girl was wearing a white pleated skirt.

"Sister, don't you like candy?" Seeing that Jiang Shuqing hadn't accepted her candy, the little girl pouted, expressing her emotions on her face.

This cute little expression immediately made Jiang Shuqing laugh, she stretched out her hand and gently rubbed the little girl's face and said softly: "How could it be, don't be unhappy, my sister likes sweets the most."

As he said that, Jiang Shuqing took the candy handed over by the little girl, tore off the candy wrapper, and put the candy in his mouth. The faint milk taste spread in his mouth, it was so sweet.

Jiang Shuqing smiled dotingly at the little girl, and the girl jumped away looking at Jiang Shuqing's smiling face.

When the girl disappeared from her sight, Jiang Shuqing realized that he had forgotten to ask her name.

Jiang Shuqing would often go to that park to sit for a while later, but unfortunately he never saw that girl again since then.

This girl should be one of the few warmest things in Jiang Shuqing's life.

I don't know why Jiang Shuqing had an inexplicable sense of familiarity when he saw Bai Xing at first glance, and even connected the two of them in a certain segment.

Jiang Shuqing thinks that he has always been rational, but now he has become emotional, how could the two of them be the same person.

Jiang Shuqing's fingers tapped irregularly on the window sill, and the corridor was full of the smell of chalk floating in the air. Jiang Shuqing opened the window, breathed deeply the smell of fireworks in the world, and his thoughts gradually became clearer.

Jiang Shuqing thought that maybe it was just as she had guessed, she was too close to Bai Xing, which might make Bai Xing repulsive.After all, she is Bai Xing's elder, so it would be naive to be friends with a child.

It is only natural for students to be afraid of teachers, and Bai Xing is also a child, without exception.

Don't worry too much, you are a teacher, this is your identity.

The official class bell rang, Jiang Shuqing closed the window, there was no wave in his eyes, like the ice and snow in a lonely place, no more fireworks could be produced.