Wang Shuqing

Bai Xing still stayed where she was, without any movement, and there was no extra emotion in her piercing eyes, she was very clear and calm.

After being silent for a while, she still thought about it and said: "Sister Xi, the past is over, I don't want to look back, you will always be my sister, this will not change, I hope you too..."

"Bai Xing, stop talking." Jiang Shuqing interrupted Bai Xing at the right time, Bai Ruoxi's face was already pale, and she could barely support herself by leaning on the table beside her.

"Ruoxi, can you sit down first, let's sit down and talk slowly."

Jiang Shuqing said worriedly and stood up, trying to hold Bai Ruoxi's body that might collapse in the next second, but Bai Ruoxi just waved her hands and stared nervously at Bai Xing as if possessed.

"Xing Xing, you...you don't like me anymore, do you?" Bai Ruoxi's lips trembled uncontrollably, so much so that she couldn't even pronounce her words.

This was her life-saving straw, her last chance and hope, and she longed to know the answer but was afraid to know it.

Bai Xing still bowed his head in silence, with mixed feelings in his heart.

After all, this is Bai Ruoxi, the elder sister Ruoxi whom she once loved with all her heart, she can't just ignore her and just watch with cold eyes.

Bai Ruoxi's eyes clearly...like her. If it was the former Bai Xing, it would be such a happy relationship between the two...

However, if you miss it, you miss it.

The scale in her heart will no longer be biased towards her, Bai Xing sees her former self from Bai Ruoxi, she loved her, and she loved her, but they never really loved each other.

Bai Xing took a deep breath, stepped forward to support Bai Ruoxi who was crying, and slowly stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on her face.

Bai Ruoxi opened her eyes wide and stared at Bai Xing's eyes, she saw that there was reluctance and distress in it, but why didn't she love her, Bai Xing obviously loved her before, how could she stop loving her if she didn't love her, she didn't want Bai Xing to be so calm, She wants Baixing to love her again.This time, she will definitely not miss her again...

"Sister Ruoxi, you are a very good person. In those days when I was in love with you, I prayed earnestly that you could love me. However, these are not that important. I loved you, I hope You can be happy."

Bai Xing smiled calmly, then took away the hand that was wiping Bai Ruoxi's tears, and took a few steps back with a sense of distance, she shouldn't and would never be so close to Bai Ruoxi again.

"En." This word was almost forced out of the remaining gap in Bai Ruoxi's throat.

Bai Ruoxi wiped the tears off her face indiscriminately, stubbornly turned her head to one side, unwilling to show Bai Xing her fragile side, a cloud of melancholy covered her heart, and a burst of heart-wrenching pain struck her.

She turned her gaze out of the window. That night when she knew Bai Xing liked her, the sky was also gray. If she could see her heart clearly earlier, if she could be braver, if...

Bai Ruoxi smiled desperately, the muscles on her face were twitching from the pain in her heart, all thoughts were lost.

"Teacher, I should go." After a while, Bai Xing said to Jiang Shuqing who was silent at the side.

Jiang Shuqing's eye circles were also red, she felt sorry for Bai Ruoxi, but she couldn't bear to complain about Bai Xing, as a bystander has no right to point fingers at the two of them.

And just now when Bai Xing rejected Bai Ruoxi, Jiang Shuqing secretly breathed a sigh of relief. Jiang Shuqing had selfish intentions. She realized that she actually didn't want Bai Xing and Bai Ruoxi to be together. She didn't understand where her selfish desires came from. She didn't want to think about it. I dare not think about it, Jiang Shuqing is sensible, but this time, she escaped...

"It's too late, just on the way, I'll take Bai Xing back, Ziqing, Ruoxi will leave it to you, take good care of her."

Jiang Shuqing patted Wu Ziqing on the shoulder, and Wu Ziqing gave her a reassuring look.

Looking at the figures of the two going away, Wu Ziqing hesitated and said, "Ruoxi, if Bai Xing fell in love with someone else, what would you do?"

Bai Ruoxi murmured with distracted eyes: "I don't know, I can't imagine what would happen to me if Bai Xing liked someone else, I would hate that person, I would collapse, Ziqing, she won't like others, right, she It's just that she just doesn't like me for the time being..."

Wu Ziqing nodded heavily: "Ruoxi, don't worry, Bai Xing won't like others, I just asked casually."

There were bottomless emotions in Wu Ziqing's eyes, just now she clearly saw a different kind of emotion in Bai Xing's eyes looking at Jiang Shuqing...

"Teacher, I'm so tired." Bai Xing's eyes were bloodshot, and he slumped on the backrest in exhaustion.

"Bai Xing..." Jiang Shuqing hesitated to speak, and unconsciously tightened his hand holding the steering wheel.

"Teacher, can you listen to me? I feel so uncomfortable and depressed." Bai Xing sat up straight and asked hoarsely.

"Tell me, I'm listening." Just before the last green light passed, Jiang Shuqing nodded sideways.

"Teacher, I don't deserve to be loved at all. I obviously couldn't love her before, but when I saw her with someone else, I suddenly stopped loving her. All my love was taken back at once... ..."

Tears glistened in Bai Xing's eyes, her lips trembled uncontrollably, she tried her best to control herself not to collapse.

"Teacher, do you know? One second I was still in love with her, and the next second I looked at her...

When I saw her holding hands with that man, my heart no longer throbbed, how could my love be so unstable, teacher... I am not worthy to love others, let alone be loved by others..."

Jiang Shuqing looked at the road ahead indifferently, but Bai Xing's choked-up words pierced her heart word by word, violently intruding into the pool of stagnant water.

"Bai Xing, it's not your fault. Love is unreasonable. When you love, try your best to love, and when you don't love, don't drag your feet. It's just that Ruoxi also likes you, don't you regret not being with her? "

Jiang Shuqing's eyes were still fixed on the front, and she didn't look at Bai Xing. She just glanced at it just now, and Bai Xing's tearful eyes hit her heart for a while.

"I don't regret it, and I never regret it."

As Bai Xing said, she turned her head and looked out of the car window, nothing remains the same, it's time for her to bid farewell to the past.

There is no moon tonight, the moon is by her side.

October 2013, 10 sunny to cloudy

Write to Jiang Shuqing:

"I don't know how to write romance, but when I write Jiang Shuqing for a few seconds, I would like to call it romance. I am cowardly. I can only secretly write romance in my diary late at night. At the same time, I am also looking forward to it. Looking forward to the day when I can wantonly leave my romance all over the mountains and plains in the sun.

The moonlight didn't come to spy on me tonight, and I secretly liked Jiang Shuqing tonight.Jiang Shuqing is the present, and Jiang Shuqing is the future.

The last second I wrote about romance again, I laughed like a fool.

I wrote nothing, and I wrote everything. "

October 2013, 10 Light Rain

Write to Jiang Shuqing:

"It's raining in Dongcheng today. I'm in the classroom. I heard the wind rustling. I put my eyes out of the window and saw you at a glance. You walked towards me with an umbrella, knowing that you couldn't see me. I still lowered my head with a guilty conscience.

I don't know why I had to look at that moment at that moment.Maybe the wind told me, told me you were coming.

You see, even the wind knows that I like you. "

Heavy rain on June 2013, 10

Write to Jiang Shuqing:

"You're wearing a gray coat today, which looks really nice, but I still prefer you wearing...that black one, hehe.

When you were lecturing in the Chinese class, you stood next to me for a few minutes, and I slipped away for a long time after you stayed there.

Your hand rested on my desk, and I took a few sneaky glances. When you turned around to write on the blackboard, I put my hand on the place you left off, and finished a lesson.

I am also very happy today, today is considered to be holding hands with you. "

May 2013, 10 sunny

Write to Jiang Shuqing:

"Today I took out the photo with you and looked at it several times carefully. I developed the photo. I don't like holidays. I won't be able to see you when I am on holidays. I miss you so much.

But why the more I look at the photos, the more I miss you, Jiang Shuqing, I miss you, I miss you again..."

December 2013, 10 cloudy to sunny

Write to Jiang Shuqing:

"It would be great if we could always meet by chance like in idol dramas. But I'm so ordinary, I'm not as lucky as the protagonist.

All the stray dogs downstairs in the community know me, why can't I meet you by chance?I miss you so much, I wish I could see you.

I miss you so much, I release my thoughts crazily in my pen, I can't help but not write about you for a day. "

May 2013, 10 sunny

Write to Jiang Shuqing:

"After two days of suffering, I finally saw you today. Your hair has been cut short and is as long as when I first saw you. Don't ask me how I know, I see you every day. Jiang Shuqing , you are so charming.

I took the opportunity to send homework to the office to talk to you, you smiled at me, I didn't dare to look at you, I was afraid that I couldn't hide the love in my eyes at that second.By the way, after I answered your question in class, you also smiled at me.

Today's Jiang Shuqing seems to like Bai Xing a little more than yesterday's Jiang Shuqing. "

Every night before going to bed, Bai Xing habitually took out the diary to record. After Bai Xing closed the diary and hid the romantic diary in the drawer, she did not go to bed as usual.

Instead, he was sitting at the desk, looking at the stars in the sky outside the window, the night was as bright as water, the faint moonlight sprinkled on the mottled tree shadows, the breeze came slowly, reflected on the lake, the mischievous stars were blinking at the shy Yue'er laughs...

Until the clock pointed to twelve o'clock, Bai Xing begged Xing Xing in his heart to send her a message: "Happy birthday, my...Jiang Shuqing."

Thinking of Jiang Shuqing, Bai Xing was immersed in the ecstasy of happiness, and a burst of intoxicating joy permeated her heart.

No, no need.Don't bother with the stars this time.