Jun Xie Chenxin

Qi Yang went back to the hospital room and stayed by Ahan's side. He had just asked Mu Yan if he wanted to prepare some food for Ahan. If he woke up and didn't eat, would it be difficult? Mu Yan said no, and then After explaining the reason briefly with Qi Yang, he and Yu Linlin went back to their main house.

Yu Linlin and Mu Yan share a room alone, the hospital room is occupied by others, and someone sleeps in the side room, so the main character has to be aggrieved and squeezed.

The Bamboo Forest Medical Valley at night is very quiet, the night wind blows across the window sill, bringing some coldness from the depths of the bamboo forest, Qi Yang stood up and covered the window a little, blocking the wind but also blocking half of the moonlight.

There was movement behind him, and Qi Yang closed the window with his hand. Maybe A-Han woke up... Turning around, he saw A-Han sitting up, with his head down and his black hair hanging on the bedding.

Qi Yang was overjoyed, restraining the excitement in his heart, and said, "Ahan, are you awake?!"

Hearing this, Ahan's thin body trembled slightly, and he didn't speak for a long time.

The bright moon high in the sky was covered by a dark cloud drifting past, and the moonlight gradually faded, and the room also became darker for several degrees.

The room was eerily quiet, and even the sound of the wind coming through could be heard clearly.

After a long time, Ah Han said a few words in a daze.

"I, am I awake?"

Qi Yang's joy that was held up by Ahan's waking up fell instantly, and he fell to the ground and shattered into mottled and embarrassing pieces one after another.He took a deep breath, and lightly opened the window wide, so that the moonlight could shine into the room without a trace.

"It's already dark now, listen, there are some insects and frogs outside."

Ahan followed the voice and looked at Qi Yang. It just so happened that dark clouds were passing by at this time, and the bright moonlight poured into the hut without any scruples.

Qi Yang saw Ah Han's face clearly...

Including that cloudy right eye...

Qi Yang clutched his heart, and his heart felt as if it was about to burst.But what made him even more powerless was that he didn't know how to tell Ahan so that he could accept the fact that he was blind.

A-Han just escaped from the tiger's mouth and was tortured to the point where he was injured. When he woke up, he found out that he was blind. He was afraid...he was afraid, he was terribly afraid that A-Han would collapse...

Unexpectedly, Ahan lowered his head and laughed twice, the laughter was pale and weak, "You were not awake at that time in the afternoon, and when I woke up, I felt that everything was hazy. After drinking the medicine that Senior Sister Mu Yan sent, I was I thought I would get better after a night of sleep." Having said this, A-Han's body relaxed, as if accepting his fate, "Unexpectedly, at night, I can't see anything at all."

"Ah... Ahan..." Qi Yang called Ahan's name and came to him, and he sat in front of Ahan.

A-Han heard the movement and knew that Qi Yang was not far away from him. He raised his head and looked at the direction he heard with a smile on his mouth, but the direction was still far away. He didn't interrupt, but held A-Han's face, making him look at him, looking squarely at him without any deviation.

"No...it's okay, I'm not uncomfortable, you don't have to worry...it's just that I can't see it, I can still hear you, can't I? No, it's okay..."

Every word Ahan said hurt Qi Yang's heart, "When you recover, I will take you to find Fu Le as soon as possible. With me here, don't be afraid." As he said, Qi Yang held Ahan and he was not injured. However, no matter how warm his hand was, no matter how much he tried to make A-Han feel safe in this way, A-Han would not be able to feel a tactile sensation, let alone Qi Yang's determination to protect A-Han to the death...

The smile on the corner of Ahan's mouth froze for a few seconds, and then he asked Qi Yang in a begging tone, "I...can you sleep with me, I'm afraid...I'm afraid I won't find you..."

Qi Yang was startled, then hugged Ahan, and buried his head in his shoulder for a long time... so long that he suppressed his choking emotions, and solemnly said in Ahan's ear, "Okay."

He communicated with Ahan, only the sound remained.

I want to be in your ear and say everything you want to hear.

Qi Yang made an oath in his heart, then got up, "You wait for me, I will put the two beds together."

"Um……"

Pushing and pulling sounds came from Ahan's ear, and when the sound died down, before he could ask, Qi Yang said, "I'm sitting on your left right now."

Ahan smiled, even the cloudy eyeballs were pretty in Qi Yang's eyes.

Qi Yang gently put Ahan down on his body, "You lie down now."

"Then what about you now?" Ahan said lightly.

"I'm lying down now too, very close to you."

Ahan lay on his side facing the direction from which Qi Yang's voice came.

Qi Yang looked at the face of Ahan who was close at hand, unable to think, instinctively leaned forward, kissed Ahan's lips like a dragonfly, and then retreated immediately.

"What are you doing?" Ahan asked with a smile.

"W-what... nothing."

"Oh... so... probably because I lost four of my five senses, so my hearing became a little more sensitive. I feel like I heard your rough breathing just now..."

"Uh..." Qi Yang was quite embarrassed, and he avoided looking at A-Han.

"Qi Yang..."

"Ah? What's wrong?"

"Can you hold my hand and sleep?"

Qi Yang looked at the hand that was already holding Ahan, turned his throat, "I... ok..."

Although Ahan couldn't feel the touch of Qi Yang holding him, at least he knew that he was holding him and accompanying him all the time, thinking about it, Ahan closed his eyes.

In the middle of the night, the dew was heavy, and the croaking of frogs and insects outside kept going one after another. Ahan had always slept peacefully, but now he didn't feel very safe.

He always felt that he was floating in a black void, unable to be seen or grasped. Only some voices broke through the black barrier, making him aware of the environment he was in now. If one day these voices also disappeared, maybe gradually Yes, the whole person will get lost and sink in this black void...

Perhaps, what he was more afraid of was that Qi Yang's voice disappeared in the black world...

"Qi Yang..." Ahan called out tentatively.

"I'm here."

"...That... the name Feng Ninghan, is it my former name? I used to be Feng Ninghan?"

Qi Yang opened his eyes and looked at Ahan's face, "What's wrong? Why did you suddenly ask this?"

"No...it's just that I thought you named me Ahan...maybe it's because of him?"

Qi Yang was taken aback when he heard the words, hesitated to speak, and finally said, "Uh... yes..."

"It's me being hypocritical. In fact, I now clearly know that Feng Ninghan is me, but I always feel a little uncomfortable when you named me after someone else... because you didn't know it was me... "As he spoke, Ahan frowned and smiled, "Yes... I'm being hypocritical..."

"No...it's not...it's my fault. When I first met you, I thought you were quite similar to Feng Ninghan, so I called you Ahan. I never thought that you were really him, and I didn't take his name. I'll take it for you, and take it as a kind of comfort..." Qi Yang paused for a moment, then looked at Ahan affectionately, he stretched out his hand to Ahan's face, "Ahan..."

"Ok?"

"Do you still remember what I told you about my past at the inn in Kapok City?"

"remember."

"At that time, I met Feng Ninghan in Mu Xiaogu, that is you... Since then, you have been engraved in my heart, no matter what you look like, I will..." I like those two words. Qi Yang was stuck in his mouth for a long time before he could say anything, and finally he flinched, "I am willing to follow you! This is also the reason why I went to cut off the water flow. I don't want others to contaminate your things..."

"Qi...Qi Yang..."

"Okay... well, let's not talk about it, rest early, your body needs to recuperate..." After finishing speaking, Qi Yang turned his back to A-Han, he didn't have the courage to look at A-Han again...

Almost... almost revealing all the emotions that have been squeezed over the years...

"Qi Yang..."

"What...what's the matter..."

"Don't turn your back on me..."

"I do not……"

"Don't say you didn't... I heard you turn over..."

"..."

Ah Han listened carefully, and when he heard the sound of Qi Yang turning over again, he smiled comfortingly, and with a smile, he closed his eyes.

Qi Yang and A Han were only a fist away, Qi Yang could clearly feel A Han's warm breath hitting his face, he held A Han with one hand, and tightly clenched his fist with the other hand, just Depressed for a moment...

Qi Yang's face was red to the ears.

No, there is a reaction...

"Qi Yang..."

"I, I am..."

It's been a long time again...

"Qi Yang."

"I, I am here." Qi Yang seemed to guess that Ahan was looking for a sense of security in this way.

"Thank you……"

Qi Yang looked moved, took a deep breath, and calmed down, "I will always be by your side, don't worry, go to sleep."

"Um……"