Jun Xie Chenxin

Feng Ninghan just lay on Qi Yang's bedside, fell asleep holding Qi Yang's hand, woke up many times throughout the night, and never slept peacefully for more than half an hour.

Feng Ninghan dreamed intermittently, most of the dreams were the scene of Qi Yang waking up with his eyes open, the dream was so real, so real that he couldn't tell the difference between dream and reality.So after waking up from the dream, seeing Qi Yang with his eyes closed, he felt in a daze for a moment that Qi Yang must have woken up, and now he just fell asleep again.

He tried to call Qi Yang several times, but the person on the bed didn't respond. Only then did he realize that the fact that Qi Yang had woken up was really a dream.

An absolute sense of loss and emptiness swept Feng Ninghan's whole body, he clutched his chest, continued to lie beside Qi Yang, then closed his eyes and continued to fall asleep.

Even if the dream is fake, he is willing to indulge in that short-lived illusion, but he can't dream of Qi Yang anyway.

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Lying on her stomach all the time, her whole body was tight and aching, the cuckoos in the forest outside were screaming tirelessly one after another, Feng Ninghan barely woke up, blinked vigorously, her eyes were a little blue, and her whole body was haggard.

He straightened up and looked at Qi Yang, Qi Yang was still the same.

Feng Ninghan raised his hand to run along Qi Yang's temples, and said to him tenderly, "You go to sleep first, I'll fetch water to wipe your face." As she spoke, Feng Ninghan tapped Qi Yang's forehead lightly. Kiss, then softly leave the room.

Song Qi got up early, boiled water, and practiced sword at the foot of the mountain not far away.Feng Ninghan walked to the water stove, took hot water in a basin and mixed some cold water, tested the water temperature and found it was just right, turned around to go back to the house, and felt Song Qi approaching the side, he looked over and asked Song Qi, "What's wrong?"

Song Qi raised his head to look at Feng Ninghan, his face was tangled, finally took a deep breath, and asked, "Master, Second Master, is he awake?"

Feng Ninghan lowered his eyes, the light in them dimmed, "I'll wake up."

"Then, master, I have prepared some dry food, would you like some?" Now Song Qi is no longer asking the master if he wants to eat, but carefully suggesting that he eat something.

Feng Ninghan shook her head and said, "No need." Then she entered the room.

Song Qi stood outside alone, looking at the closed door, feeling sad.

The master has not eaten, drank or rested for several days. If this continues, the body will collapse, what should I do...

The corners of Song Qi's mouth drooped. He cared about Feng Ninghan from the bottom of his heart, but he was stupid and didn't know what to say to comfort him. Moreover, a cold-tempered person like Feng Ninghan would talk too much and make noise; Words fail.At that time, if you are nervous and say something poignant, it is really a bad thing with good intentions.

On the second day, as usual, Song Qi served the porridge and knocked on the door. The voice of the person inside said flatly, "Come in."

Song Qi entered the door and saw the master squatting on the edge of the bed, bowing his head on the edge of the bed, with one hand outstretched to hold the second master's hand, feeling a little bit sorry for the master.

He put the porridge on the table, then approached the master lightly, first glanced at the face of the second master, then bent down to approach the master and whispered, "Master, let's eat something."

Feng Ninghan said, "I don't want to eat, I don't want to eat."

Song Qi glanced at the second master again, and said with relief, "I see that the second master looks good, he must be waking up, if he wakes up and finds that you have lost weight, he will definitely blame me for not taking good care of you, so you should help me ,eat something."

Feng Ninghan looked up, looking at Song Qi flickeringly, "You said, he's going to wake up?"

"Ah... um, um, yes, her face is ruddy, she must be waking up soon!"

Feng Ninghan frowned, "Then he will really be angry when he sees that I've lost weight?"

At this moment Feng Ninghan is like a child, Song Qi has never seen a master like this before, paused, then nodded firmly, "Yes, yes, master, you are too thin, there is no mirror, wait Later, I went to the market to buy a mirror, and you know that the second master will be angry when he sees you like this!"

Feng Ninghan curled her lips, and said in an aggrieved tone, "Then, I'll eat some."

Song Qixin was overjoyed, and continued, "Also, your complexion is too pale, and it looks like you haven't rested well, you must rest well, so that you can be in the best state so that the second master can see it at the first sight when you wake up. "

Hearing what Song Qi said, Feng Ninghan asked him in a serious and self-abased manner, "I, am I so ugly?"

Song Qi called out to God in his heart, the master looked at him with such an expression, it really killed him.

"Master, you are the best-looking person I have ever seen! You are not ugly! If you are ugly, there will be no good-looking people in the world! It's just that you look too haggard now, so you need to rest well."

"Okay... listen to you." Feng Ninghan said, walked to the table, and ate the porridge bit by bit.

Song Qi didn't go out with the bowl and chopsticks until he watched him finish eating. Standing outside the door, he looked at the empty bowl in his hand and let out a long sigh of relief.

It seems that in the future, we only need to use the second master to persuade the master...

Song Qi thought so, pushed open the door a little bit, peeped inside to see if the master was sleeping obediently, and if he didn't look, it was all right, Song Qi was startled when he saw this, his face turned red with a "whoosh" up!

He hurriedly turned his head away, closing the door and not daring to look again.

"Just get ready for sleep...just get ready for sleep..."

Song Qi went to the market in the afternoon to buy a bronze mirror and came back. When he passed by the Liangbi Canyon, he saw a purple wild flower blooming very well by the pool. His first reaction was to take it back to coax the master. happy.

He dug out the wild flower, brought it back to Taoyuan, then found a half-broken bowl and planted it in, and placed it outside the house door, on the wall, so that as long as the master went out, he could see it at a glance. That little flower.

Feng Ninghan didn't wake up until night after sleeping. When he woke up and looked at the people beside him, seeing that Qi Yang hadn't woken up yet, he didn't really feel disappointed anymore.

Because waiting has become a habit.

Feng Ninghan even felt that as long as Qi Yang still had breath, even if he didn't wake up, he would wait forever.

The deadline to wait is death.

Feng Ninghan got up, put on her clothes, changed Qi Yang's medicine, wrapped the gauze around her, covered Qi Yang with the quilt and tucked it in, Feng Ninghan kissed Qi Yang's forehead lightly.

He sat back on the edge of the table, looked at the package Qi Yang was carrying, thought of the bamboo tube, took it out, fiddled with it in his hand, then looked into the package again, thinking carefully, except when he was looking for medicine, After flipping through it, I had never carefully seen what Qi Yang would bring on his body, so I became a little curious.

But Feng Ninghan was embarrassed to look through Qi Yang's things at will without Qi Yang's consent, but he couldn't help but want to understand Qi Yang, so he had the idea of ​​playing tricks.

Feng Ninghan walked to Qi Yang's bed and asked Qi Yang softly, "Qi Yang, I want to see what's in your package, okay?"

The person on the bed didn't respond.

"If you don't speak, you agree. If you agree, then I'll go and see. When you wake up, you can't blame me for looking at your things without your consent."

Qi Yang still didn't respond.

Feng Ninghan pursed her lips and smiled, then lowered her head and kissed Qi Yang again, "Thank you!" After saying that, he walked back to the table and looked through the things in the package.

In addition to some silver, there are some medicines in bottles and cans.

Traveling in the rivers and lakes, it is enough to bring these.

Feng Ninghan looked through the bottles one by one, looking at those medicine bottles, they were some common things used for traveling in the world, and they were probably given to him by Mu Yan, when she saw a small emerald green jar, Feng Ninghan got a little nervous Confuse.

There is no name tag on this small jar like others, Feng Ninghan opened the jar and saw a white paste-like substance inside, and smelled it carefully, there was a faint fragrance, as for what kind of fragrance, he really could smell it not come out.

Feng Ninghan smeared a little on the palm of her hand, felt it carefully, and felt that the hand felt very delicate and smooth, could it be some kind of skin care effect?But looking at Qi Yang, he doesn't care much about his appearance, he is a delicate man.

Thinking about it, Feng Ninghan's heart thumped, and the small pot in her hand almost fell to the ground.

Could it be that it was something he wanted to give to the woman?

Looking at the little pot, Feng Ninghan became more and more depressed, but Qi Yang clearly told herself that he likes her... It shouldn't be that he still likes women, but it's not like there are no men who are always on the go...

No, no, Qi Yang is not that kind of person.

Feng Ninghan capped the small jar angrily, and stuffed it back into the package.

Although he said countless times in his heart that Qi Yang couldn't be a person who sees things differently and wants to change, but he couldn't get an answer, and he was always holding a breath in his heart.

Thinking about it carefully, he feels that there is nothing good about him that Qi Yang likes. If he still likes women, he should.

The more she thought about it, the more her heart ached. Feng Ninghan squatted beside Qi Yang's bed, raised her hand and scratched the tip of Qi Yang's nose, and said with a little emotion, "Wake up, tell me what it is? Is it possible that I have to guess?" ah?"

Feng Ninghan sighed, "If you really like some woman, you don't know that I can't argue with her..." Feng Ninghan thought about this, and shook her head, "No, no, if you really like her, she Treat you well too, I shouldn't bother you... In fact, I hurt you so deeply that I don't have the right to be with you."

Feng Ninghan sighed again, he got up and packed the package, fixed his eyes on the small jar for a few seconds, then let out a hum, opened the door and sat on the threshold.

He looked at the bright moon with his hands on his cheeks, and felt that the moonlight was much colder. Suddenly, he lowered his eyes and saw the purple flowers planted in a small broken bowl by the wall. Feng Ninghan picked her up and looked at her, then raised her hand gently He flicked the flowers, and said to himself, "You said, are those for women?"

"Master, what woman?"

Feng Ninghan was startled by the sudden voice, looked up at Song Qi with some reproachful eyes, "There are no women, you heard it wrong."

Song Qi was a little bewildered by Feng Ninghan's fierce attack, "Oh..." and thought to himself, could it be that he has practiced lightness skills so well?Master can't find that he is by his side?Can you still be scared by yourself?But seeing that the master is so energetic, what can he do if he is murdered?As long as the master is happy.

"By the way, master, wait for me!" Song Qi ran away with a smile. Feng Ninghan didn't know what the hell he was going to do. She followed Song Qi's leaving figure and when she saw him come back, Song Qi Qi held something in his hand.

Song Qi ran up to Feng Ninghan, knelt down and handed the bronze mirror to Feng Ninghan, "Look, after a good sleep, don't you look much better?"

Feng Ninghan glanced at Song Qi, then took the bronze mirror, and the mirror reflected her own face, a little pale and thin.

Indeed, as Song Qi said, if Qi Yang doesn't take a good rest, maybe Qi Yang wakes up, which will really scare him.

Feng Ninghan noticed her left eye wrapped with a ribbon again.

When he found out that his left eye was gone, he felt as if he had fallen into an abyss. He still doesn't want to recall the horrific scar, but at that time, he couldn't find the memory of how his left eye disappeared.When he was recovering his memory in the school field, those happy, touching, sad, and painful memories almost overwhelmed him.

Someone gouged out his left eye in the underground dungeon of Deming Jianzhuang, and Qi Yang was seriously injured trying to save himself. This is undoubtedly a very heart-wrenching memory.

Feng Ninghan raised her hand to caress her left eye, and now she feels relieved.

Song Qi looked at Feng Ninghan's lonely expression, didn't ask too much, and took back the bronze mirror silently, he diverted Feng Ninghan's emotions and said, "Look, you should pay more attention to rest, eat more, and take care of yourself. Master will be happier when he wakes up and sees you."

Feng Ninghan nodded like an obedient student.

Song Qi got excited, "Mmm... good master."

Feng Ninghan raised her eyebrows and asked Song Qidao with a smile, "Have you practiced martial arts yet?"

"Practice, practice..."

"I'll practice with you again."

"..."

"Uh...Master, Master, I'm afraid...you won't..."

"How to practice, how to practice? What can I do to you?"

"..."

Song Qi had only one word in his mind at the moment.

afraid.