After breaking up with 5T5, I took the summer oil line

On Momozawaxiang's side, she has already spoken cruel words to her friends, and all contact information has also been blacked out. Even the small gifts from the other party during the relationship are thrown together with the photo stickers torn from various places in the bedroom. Go to the bottom drawer of the cabinet and lock it.In just a few days, Gojo Satoru completely disappeared from her world.

But the things are gone, but the memory is still there.

Reason has long been so calm that it can no longer be cold, but there is no emotion, like the dead branches and embers left after the firewood is burned out, no longer ignite, but it still feels hot to the touch.

Momozawa would shed tears uncontrollably when she was sleeping these days, those tears easily left her eye sockets, slid over her skin, flowed into the pillow and smeared in the dark, and then Momozawa would burst into tears Falling asleep in the middle of the night, I met some afterimages of old relics projected in the dream.

I will dream of snow in winter, cherry blossoms in spring, fireworks in summer, gold flat sugar, temple fairs that never end, holding hands that will not let go, secret, youthful, kisses in the crowd.

Everything can be grasped in the dream, but there is nothing after waking up from the dream.

Only those sweet and happy memories are left, which flash back uncontrollably and intermittently, appearing regardless of day and night, dreams and reality.

When I go to a dessert shop, I think that this tastes good and I can bring one to Wu. When I go out with my friends, I think that the restaurant is good and I can eat it on my next date.

Such flashes of thought always appear uncontrollably and habitually, but are quickly scattered by reality the next moment.

Because Momozawa has completely stripped Gojo Satoru out of her real life.Even if I took a photo, no one could post it, so I had no choice but to post it on the news.

What's more, he has already asked her to call Wu Tiao. It has been so long, and there is no way to redeem it. It seems that he has long been impatient with her.

Then since the other party has thrown her away so happily like a mangy dog, why are you still asking him to realize it in your heart?

Obviously the breakup was also mentioned by myself, and the decision was also made by myself, so why do I still miss him in the days without him?

Momozawa herself felt that her indecision was annoying.

If there was Wangqing Water or Meng Po Tang in this world, she would probably drink it without hesitation, but unfortunately, there is not.

She just couldn't get rid of the habit left by her relationship with Gojo Satoru immediately. I heard that after breaking up, many couples will regret it because of habit or for one reason or another.

But fortunately, Momozawa is not yet like this.

She was just sad, but she could withdraw a little bit from the emotional vortex.It was painful, but bearable, and as time went on, the tears stopped flowing.

Because maybe a person has a share of tears about another person in his life, and when they are drained, there will be no more.

"You look very bad, Xiangxiang."

At some point, Osamu Dazai had quietly come to her side, Momozawa Kaka suddenly came back to her senses, and slammed into the smiling iris eyes in front of her.

If you have to say it, it seems that Mr. Dazai and Gojo Satoru have a little similarity in some unclear places, but there are also many differences.

For example, even though he was standing beside her, slightly bent down to look at her, the distance was kept just right or even a little far away.

But if it was Gojo Satoru, she would get very close at once, wishing, or deliberately, that she would rub the tip of his nose with his when she tilted her head towards him.

Really...

"It's not a good habit to look at me and think about others."

Osamu Dazai, who was still smiling, made another noise, and pulled the distracted brown-haired girl back. After speaking, he was not happy to maintain such a posture. He straightened up and lowered his head slightly to look down at her.

"Hold, I'm sorry!" Momozawa finally realized how disrespectful she had done just now, but at the moment when she was about to stand up, Osamu Dazai pressed her shoulder and pressed her down.

"Apologizing to me feels so unfamiliar, so don't listen." The man in his twenties coquettishly complained without any sincerity, took his hand away from Momozawaka's shoulder, and tapped the math homework book in front of her The question above, "If you don't do your homework seriously, even if you make a mistake in the fourth step, is losing love so uncomfortable?"

"Aren't you—" This time, Momozawa stopped the apology on his lips.Since the other party didn't want to listen, she didn't say anything, and just tilted her head to watch Mr. Dazai in the overcoat walk away from her and sat in the empty seat opposite.

Momozawa carefully turned her head to look at the books on the bookshelf, as if she didn't realize that her friend came to the store, Sakunosuke Oda breathed a sigh of relief: "Keep your voice down, but then again, how does Mr. Dazai know that I'm broken in love? "

"Although I'm not the kind of detective who knows the ins and outs at a glance. But I'm not an idiot, either. Your eyes are still a little swollen. You seem to have cried many times, and you don't feel like your makeup is that delicate.

Although you look good without makeup, there is still a difference. I heard from Oda Saku that you haven't been out much recently.Of course, it’s also a reason to study hard when the end of the semester comes, but—”

Subconsciously raised her hand to touch her eyes, thinking in her heart that she didn't seem to cry these days, where would her eyes be swollen? Suddenly, Dazai Osamu's intentional trick attracted her attention: "But?"

"That kind of sweetness is gone. I'm usually the kind of person who laughs inexplicably while talking, but now he talks to me for so long without laughing. Ah, it really makes me sad."

Osamu Dazai propped his cheek with one hand while saying that, his pretty side face was squeezed and deformed by the palm, but there was a little light that Momozawaka couldn't see clearly in his eyes, "It's so sad, do you want to get back together?"

Momozawa has always respected Mr. Dazai, because he looks very out of tune and always drags his feet, but she knows that he is a very powerful person.

So she always agrees with his words in general, but this time, she asked back very unhappy: "Wouldn't what I did become a joke then?"

Osamu Dazai propped his face, and looked at the girl in front of him who was rarely a bit tempered, almost mildly, feeling a little relieved in his heart.

But his thoughts never float on his face. If you just look at his expression and don't think about his heart, then he is undoubtedly the type that can make people let go of their guards.

It just so happens that he needs such a talent very much now, so he is very happy to put on the appearance of a bosom brother.

"If it's just because it's an unreasonable reason like a joke, then it's better to get back together. Because compared with my self-esteem and my own comfort, I still prefer the latter."

"But wouldn't it be worse to exchange endless and repeated pain for a moment of comfort?" Momozawa said, frowning slightly, with a face of disapproval.

"So Xiangxiang is sure that he won't change?" Osamu Dazai blinked his iris-colored eyes slightly, looked at the girl in front of him who was seriously thinking about his words, saw her slightly frowned eyebrows, and pursed lips. , wrinkled face.

It seems that he is carefully considering such a small matter.

He sighed in his heart.

In fact, he didn't take this level of love to heart.After all, high school students in this grade always have so many relationships to talk about. Today it can be this, and tomorrow it will be that.

If it wasn't for the girl who took the relationship so seriously that she didn't recover for such a long time, he might not care much about the six-eyed person.

Alas, if only Xiangxiang was the kind of girl who loves one when she sees one and throws one away when she talks about it.

Osamu Dazai, who was praying out of tune in his heart, closed his eyelids, smiled again, and asked nonchalantly, "Although it's unnecessary to ask, why are you so sure?"

Momozawa didn't expect him to ask such a question, she froze for a while, blinked her eyes several times, opened and closed her lips, finally shook her head, and said honestly, "There is no reason, but I always think he can't, In his heart, I probably just lost my temper with him, and vaguely felt that no matter what the process is. But as long as he looks back, he may be that kind, and he will correct it according to what I said at the beginning, and he will soon reveal his true colors the kind."

It sounds like an arbitrary inference about the future, but Osamu Dazai accepted it and nodded: "Oh, is it Xiangxiang's intuition? Then there is no problem."

"I thought Dazai-san would say that I was capricious."

Dazai blinked, and looked at Tao Zexiang in a daze, with words like "Why would you think like this" written all over his face, and comforted her in a slightly babbling tone: "No way, how could I be like this? Xiangxiang is very concerned about the future Is there something wrong with your intuition? Besides, no matter how you think about it, you shouldn’t be blaming you for an outsider you don’t know.”

Because of the straight ball in his last words, the thin-skinned brown-haired girl looked away with some flickering, she coughed uncomfortably, calmed down quickly, and shook her head.

"I don't think so, but I didn't have an intuition about the future before, right? If there were any, the multiple-choice questions I guessed should all be correct, and..."

She paused and frowned: "The intuition of the future sounds so convoluted."

"Oh, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, after hanging out with supernatural beings for a long time, my speech will become a little bit wrong."

Osamu Dazai smiled, waved to Momozawa with a little apology, then narrowed his eyes, tapped his cheek with his finger, gossip and asked casually: "Speaking of which, really, Is there really no way to get back together?"

While speaking, his eyes glanced behind Tao Zexiang intentionally or unintentionally, but the girl who was dragged back to the state of broken love by his question didn't notice his hint at all, but imitated his way and propped up her cheeks, slightly He puffed up his cheeks and complained: "It should be. After all, when he broke up, he accused me of being boring. No matter what, I can't become more interesting. If we get back together, it's just repeating the same old tune."

"It's too much to say that about you."

A male voice suddenly inserted into the conversation startled Momozawa again, she looked up in surprise at Sakunosuke Oda who had been standing behind her for an unknown amount of time, her eyes widened: "Sakunosuke! You, when did you..."

At this moment, Dazai raised his hand to answer: "I just came here, I haven't been listening behind me for long, but I can hear it all the time."

Oda Sakunosuke nodded: "Although I'm very embarrassed, I feel that it is necessary to care about your emotional experience. I thought you and Dazai had a good relationship, and it would be better to let him comfort you. But I didn't expect your ex-boyfriend to That's too much to say about you."

As he said that, he had already walked in front of Momozawaka, and Dazai moved a little inside to prevent himself from attracting firepower, while watching the excitement, he joked: "It's just like the old father, Odasaku. "

Oda Sakunosuke turned his head to glance at Osamu Dazai, who was in a good mood for some reason, and then turned his gaze to Momozawa Kawa who looked serious, as if he wanted to leave immediately: "Anyway, don't believe what that person says is boring and boring. , you are fine like this, there is no need to change for others."

Looking at it like this, it seems that Wujo Satoru has completely misunderstood Gojo Satoru as that kind of annoying bastard, and maybe he has made up his mind to be the kind of guy who has mental problems and likes to suppress others.But in fact, he wasn't too much, and she didn't want to change for him...

Thinking of this, Momozawa felt a little sorry in her heart, just as the words of defense for her ex-boyfriend Gojo Satoru poured into her throat, she closed her mouth after seeing Dazai Osamu's smiling and disapproving eyes.

At this time, her mobile phone on the table vibrated suddenly, attracting the attention of three people.

The screen lit up, and the newly received text messages floated directly on it.

"Unfamiliar number XXXXXXX: Hey, enough tantrums are enough. Although I did make a mistake, it is too much not to text me for half a month and block my number.

Have you finished the exam? I know that the scarf you woven for me is not a pattern but a 5. I didn’t recognize it at that time. Today I’m on a mission in Yokohama. I want to see you, on Star Trail Plaza—”

It's a new number.

Momozawa was thinking this way, before she finished reading all the text messages, the mobile phone was taken away by a hand wrapped in bandages.

Osamu Dazai waved his phone at her with a smile, and asked in a very kind but undeniable way: "Since we have made up our mind not to get back together, one of the ex-boyfriend's phone numbers who sent harassing text messages should be blocked."

Momozawa blinked, looked at Sakunosuke Oda who was standing by the table and was also staring at the phone, recalled the ex-boyfriend who said sorry but was not sincere at all in the text message, and finally nodded without any resistance.

Even if Mr. Dazai and Sakunosuke were not here, she would also block his number as if she hadn't seen the text message.

Because he still didn't realize his mistake, or she didn't believe it, and she didn't expect him to correct it, let alone that he didn't need it, and she didn't take it seriously.

On the one hand, she didn't need him so urgently. Her broken heart and self-esteem made it impossible for her to turn back quickly after such a violent breakup. On the other hand, it was the fact that she had already announced the breakup with the people around her. If they get back together again, they will inevitably be suspected of playing them.

Although friends don't blame her, but...

"Please turn off the phone for me." After thinking, Momozawa said so.

"I feel that if he can't wait for me, he will call me on a passerby's mobile phone. I don't want to be bombarded."

After finishing speaking, she didn't care about the surprised expressions of the two people in front of her, she directly picked up the pen and eraser and lowered her head to correct the wrong question that Osamu Dazai said before, and her loose hair fell back, covering her side face like this , making people unable to see her expression clearly.