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"... Eden?"

The two walking insects turned around at the same time, and it was Joplin who called out the name of the male insect first.Behind him, Seth's lips moved, and the smile disappeared instantly.

This small detail pierced Eden's heart like a sword.A whole tangle of fear, anger, violation, uncertainty, and panic spilled out of that hole.

He felt a shudder all over him.The voice was stuck deep in the throat, making a gurgling sound.Before he became conscious, he had strode over, grabbed Seth's hand, and pulled the female towards the opposite direction.

The scenery in front of him changed rapidly.Eden bumped into quite a few students.Provoking bursts of exclamation and cursing.

Finally, Eden stopped.Seth flung him off, stretched his hands to his knees, pale and panting.

Instinctively, the place he fled into was the remote path they often walked together.Last time here he kissed Seth, broke a bench, fell into a bush, choked on ashes and pollen.

That's when it all started.

"...you...what are you doing...crazy..."

Seth turned his head away, covered his lower abdomen with his hands, and said through gritted teeth.

"It's you who went crazy!"

Eden raised his voice and said in disbelief: "That's Joplin! Don't you know how he looks at females?!"

"Do you want to kneel in front of him like other females just to beg his favor?!"

He thought Seth had dismissed the idea, but he didn't expect to see such a scene after seeing him for so long!

"The master of the universe, why is this problem..."

Seth frowned and groaned: "I thought it was over."

"If turning the page means you reject his invitation, that's fine." Eden stared at the female.

"I said, this is my private matter." Seth clutched his stomach, took a deep breath, and let it out slowly.

He turned around and took a few steps, and sat down on the steps leading to the corridor: "Eden, I remember that your first class this afternoon is Professor Iter's class. You will be detained for being too late."

First draw the line and then change the subject?

A bitterness and scorching heat rolled in the stomach.Eden lowered his head and walked towards the female insect step by step.

"So, you're going on a date with Joplin, aren't you?"

"Inexplicably breaking appointments, inexplicably missing, not answering my messages or answering my communications, and finally coming to school without looking for me."

"Seth, is that why you want to separate from me?"

"Little Yi..."

Seth looked up subconsciously.The progress of the conversation made him feel confused, and the young man who was walking towards him slowly had a sense of determination before the outbreak.

"I... I don't, it's not like that..."

"Of course it is!" Eden suddenly leaned over, grabbed Seth's shoulder, and growled in a low voice.

"Keep on, on, on. Let me ask Brian. Deny my help. Avoid me, avoid me, say nonsense, get rid of me like some nasty weed!"

"Why can't I remember your name... Heh... Obviously you don't want to remember my name!"

"I didn't—uh!"

Seth's back pressed against the rough masonry steps.Because Eden bent down and pressed his lips eagerly and frantically.

Seth was right.It was he who was mad.

Something was hot and intense, swelling, surging, burning within him.He felt that he was standing on the edge of a cliff, and if he took another step forward, he would fall into the abyss.But he doesn't care.He didn't want to back down at all.

Before his eyes, Joplin was smiling.The female worm kneeling on the ground slowly turned her head.Black messy hair.Misty purple eyes.

He looked up at Joplin, eyes full of admiration.Joplin held out his hand.He put his head back docilely, his eyelashes drooping, happy and content.

No.No.No.Countless voices gathered from all directions into a firm no.

Selfish possessiveness.A voice whispered.

Pheromone joke?Another voice mocked.

Maybe.But by no means all.No.It is much more than that.He was immersed in it, identifying, thinking, and feeling.

Before today, he had been passively responding to the needs of other bugs.Thinking over and over, worrying over and over again, seems to be going on a long and tortured jog.

And now... this longing, this expectation, this hot current surging in his chest, this group of flames that almost swallowed him up, finally ushered in the simple and clear answer——

I want Seth.I want him.I want him.

Eden kissed Seth until he could barely breathe, until he almost forgot who they were, who they were, when and where, until the tip of his tongue was bitten and he was pushed hard, staggering halfway back step.

"Eden Looster, one time is not enough, come a second time?!"

Seth growled.He crossed his arms and wiped his lips fiercely, with fear and anger on his face.

"You kissed me too!" Eden was trembling and panting, "The night you climbed on the window of my house."

"..." Seth arched his back, turned his head away, his brows were in the shadows, his knuckles were white, and the blood vessels on his neck were protruding.

"Pheromones. Fucking pheromones. Look, Eden, we're friends. Just friends."

Eden never thought he would hear the familiar words in this situation.

"Friends can also kiss?" The male worm asked again, his voice trembling slightly.

"Yes." Seth nodded, "pheromone syndrome. Remember? You are in a special period, I..."

"I... probably haven't quite finished yet. It's just a few kisses, let's not take it too seriously, okay?"

"........."

Eden looked over in a daze.He opened his mouth halfway, his green eyes were filled with a thin layer of mist, the corners of his eyes were red, his nose twitched, and he looked like he was about to cry.

The pulse beats in the ear.Seth felt a sudden lump in his throat, and the pain radiated from there, radiating to his stomach, and he couldn't move.

He shivered and closed his eyes, forcing himself to swallow the feeling.

He couldn't get any closer.If you get closer, not only will he suffer.Eden would suffer too.

"Xiao Yi... Actually, there are some things that I have always wanted to tell you... but I don't know how to say them..."

The blond male let out a sharp, fragile short laugh: "You think now is a good time?"

Seth's nails dug into his palms, and blood dripped down the steps between his fingers.But he didn't realize it.

"Eden, I regret that I promised to go to the same university as you two years ago." Seth's voice was very soft, and at the same time he was so careful that he seemed afraid of breaking something fragile.

"We've never been worms in the same world." Seth raised his eyes with a bitter expression and laughed at himself, "I... I'm tired of chasing you."

He is serious.

Eden's wandering emotional thoughts verified the truth of the female insect's words in the same instant.

Seth really thought so.This is his true feeling.

The blood running through his body became cold.Eden couldn't help shivering.He instinctively took a step forward, and because he felt the other party's rejection, he slowly took half a step back.

"Seth, as I said, you don't have to force yourself, it doesn't matter if you don't go to the same university."

That rainy night at Pat's, he thought they had agreed.He thought the other party understood what he meant.Did it turn out to be all wrong?

Something rose in Eden's throat—confusion, powerlessness, defeat, injury, stomach acid.damn it.He looked like he was about to cry.

"As long as you need me, as long as we want to meet, I can find you. We won't just because of this distance—"

"Little Yi, just listen to me, okay?" Seth interrupted Eden.

Eden stopped abruptly.

"It's not just a college thing."

"Being with you... with you, I have had many happy memories. But I don't know when this feeling turned into pain."

"Seth..."

"Eden, you are the most incredible being I have ever seen. You have illuminated me and repaired me. For a long, long time, I couldn't believe I was lucky enough to be friends with you , become best friends."

"But this relationship is unequal, Eden. You have ideas, passions, plans, goals. You're nothing like the other males. Me?"

Seth's eyes dropped: "I have nothing... Most things in this world are equally boring to me..."

"Eden, after all these years, I'm tired, I'm tired of cooperating with your plans, following your pace, always watching your back..."

"From the beginning to the end, you can shine without me. But I... If I continue to stay with you, I will never be able to find my own way."

"I want to leave, I want to escape your light."

Eden stood there, unable to move.

So vulnerable Seth.Seth who despises himself so much.He wanted to hug Seth tightly.But he couldn't move.His legs seemed to be stuck in a swamp, just standing up, they were slowly sinking.He dared not move.

I'm not that good.Not as good as you say.I have always had insecurities and ineradicable fears inside me.

you are important to me.You are unique to me.There will be no worm replacement.My words are all true.

This is not an unequal relationship.Never was.I became like this for you.

I like you--

He couldn't tell.

He clearly just wanted Seth to be happy.But in the end he became the object of Seth's pain.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier..."

"Xiao Yi, I don't want to hurt you." Seth covered his face: "I originally wanted to wait for you to find the worm, and then slowly increase the distance..."

"My intuition is not wrong..." Eden's voice was broken, "You are indeed pushing me out."

"……sorry……"

"Don't apologize." Eden shook his head.He felt so weak that he was almost unable to stand up.

"You didn't do anything wrong." He crouched down.

Silence fell between them.It had never been so unbearable before.

"...I'm going first. Eden. Joplin is still waiting for me."

The black-haired female slowly got up.He bowed his head, his shoulders slumped, his feet dragged on the ground, and every step seemed to be struggling with gravity.

"Wait a minute! Seth!"

"..."

"Am, we... still friends?"

Seth didn't answer.There is only the sound of footsteps step by step, gradually receding, and finally disappearing.

Lips trembled uncontrollably.Eden pursed his lips tightly.Almost at the same time, tears poured out silently.

…………

Seth stopped after walking a hundred meters.He put his head against the beams and pillars of the corridor, and hammered the masonry with his fist.

The wound on the abdomen was painful.The wound on the arm hurt like a tear.The fascia of the knee seemed to be severed.Muscles collapsed loosely, limbs shattered into pieces.

His heart was almost at a standstill in his chest.His diaphragm and abdomen contracted violently, suffocating him.

Sorry...Eden...

Eden...

Eden...

Seth murmured the name silently, as if in some kind of redemption.Then he stood up abruptly, turned around and rushed back the way he had come.

The afternoon sun streams quietly through the garden.The wind rises and falls, and the dark fragrance floats.Eden Looster has left.

Seth slid limply against the wall.

He opened his mouth wide to try to breathe, but there was only a hoarse gasp in his throat.

The author has something to say: ………

After writing this chapter, I feel that they can say 88 in the same way and then end this article.

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This should be the largest piece of glass slag.Send out sugar when you're done.Not afraid, not afraid, really not afraid.

Here Eden fully understands his feelings for Seth, hope is in sight!