Is Xianjun jealous today?

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At that time, the Shura and Yuren tribes set up a secret room in the South China Sea, where they stripped the inner alchemy of the immortal to refine the elixir. After escaping from birth, Yuan Zhao took the inner alchemy he retrieved from the nine-legged square tripod and returned to the Celestial Clan to return.

On the ninth day of the ninth day, he placed him in a small town in the mortal world because of his unhealed serious injuries. Yuan Zhao was afraid that the doctors in the mortal world would not be able to heal him, so he specially asked Kaiyang to go to the Palace of Medicine King and ask Su Shirong to come down to the mortal world to take care of him.

That day coincided with the Zhongyuan Festival in the mortal world, which was the folk ancestor worship festival. Many people paid homage to their ancestors on this day, released river lanterns, and burned paper money. It was a quiet night on weekdays, but this day was much more lively.

Passers-by walking together, the river surface lit with fire.Like fireflies in the dark night, floating wantonly on the river, looking from a distance, it looks like stars falling from the sky, extremely magnificent.

Chu Jiu was dumbfounded by this splendid and lively scene. At that time, he only thought that it would be great if he could watch it with Yuan Zhao.

But then many things happened, and in the end even this little wish failed to come true.

At that time, they always thought that everything was still in time, but in the end it was too late for everything.

There is no time to watch a firework together, it is too late to say goodbye, it is too late to say I am willing, and it is too late to say I love you.

Bai Jiuyao looked at the blossoming flowers and fires blooming in the quiet and dark sky, his heart was like dead ashes, and every time a flower was burned, his heart burned even more. Bursts of bitterness welled up inside.

Yuan Zhao just regarded him as Chu Jiu's substitute, it has always been, he has been unwilling to believe it, and has been lying to himself.

Those things that I couldn't say and do to Chu Jiu were all stuffed into myself. In Yuan Zhao's heart, it might be a kind of comfort and a kind of compensation, but I was really moved.

Those love words that make people blush and heartbeat, that meticulous care, caring and considerate all the time, as well as her favorite acting like a baby, are all for Chu Jiu.

It was also because of the ninth day that he would be patient with himself in every possible way. Even if he didn't get any good looks here at first, he didn't give up. The little fox who has been in love with him for hundreds of years.

So even if he did too much, he would not blame him.

From the very beginning, in Yuan Zhao's eyes, he was not Bai Jiuyao, but Chu Jiu who had a deep bond with him.

The fireworks gradually disappeared in the dark night like falling stars, and gradually fell into the endless abyss just like Bai Jiuyao's heart.

He looked at the face reflected in the dim light, and felt both familiar and unfamiliar. Although this person was beside him, it seemed to be thousands of miles away.

Yuan Zhao is really good, but it doesn't belong to him.

It turned out that my infatuation was nothing but a joke in the end.

His previously vacillating heart was completely at the shore now, and he didn't want to continue to lie to himself.

Even if the person in front of him is so good, Bai Jiuyao will never allow himself to be used as a substitute, nor will he allow the person beside him to be thinking of the other person all the time.

Yuan Zhao's kindness to him really made him reluctant to give up, but he couldn't enjoy all this with peace of mind.

Although his heart was twisted like a knife at the moment, the long-term pain was worse than the short-term pain. He didn't know whether to be grateful or regret it.

Fortunately, everything was in time.

Bai Jiuyao withdrew his hand, got up silently and walked back, Yuan Zhao was still watching the fireworks, and suddenly his hand was empty, he hurriedly pulled Bai Jiuyao, "What's the matter? Isn't it good-looking?"

Bai Jiuyao froze for a moment, then turned his head and looked at Yuan Zhao with extremely indifferent eyes, and said coldly: "You go."

"Huh?" Yuan Zhao was confused, "Where does the emperor want me to go?"

Bai Jiuyao looked at Yuan Zhao, thinking that he would be separated from him in the future, and that he would never see him again, his heart ached. The feeling of being about to suffocate was worse than death.

But when he thought of the stupid things he had done for Yuan Zhao, it was like slapping him in the face one by one, laughing at his self-indulgence every time.

Bai Jiuyao looked at Yuan Zhao with red eyes, every glance was reluctant, and he regarded every glance as his last.

Even though he knew what his heart wanted, his pride did not allow him to compromise. The partner he identified must never pretend to be someone else in his heart.

He doesn't want to live in the shadow of others all his life.

It was the first time Yuan Zhao saw Bai Jiuyao like this, as if he had suddenly changed into a different person. For some reason, he suddenly had a bad premonition.

"Emperor..."

Yuan Zhao called him in a low voice, his eyes were full of panic.

Bai Jiuyao straightened his body, without any emotion in his words, "You don't have to come looking for me again, today you left Kunlun Mountain, we don't have to see each other again in this lifetime."

Yuan Zhao, who heard these words directly, froze in place as if struck by lightning.

It was fine just now, why is it like this all of a sudden?

And looking at Bai Jiuyao's expression, it didn't look like he was joking at all, but he was much more serious than before.

After saying this, Bai Jiuyao had a decisive attitude, turned around and was about to leave, Yuan Zhao hurriedly stopped in front of him, "Is there something wrong with me? Emperor, don't drive me away, I will change everything!"

Bai Jiuyao twitched his mouth as if mocking himself, "You don't need to change it, you're fine." It's really fine.

Looking at the determination in Bai Jiuyao's eyes, Yuan Zhao started to cry again, "Then why did you drive me away again?"

Bai Jiuyao was not reconciled at all in his heart, why is he still obsessed with the ninth day of the ninth day that has passed away for 800 years?

Could it be that after being with him these days, I still can't occupy some place in his heart?

Rather than disappearing for the rest of my life, it would be better not to leave any regrets, but to ask directly.

Bai Jiuyao turned around and looked at him coldly. In the past, Yuan Zhao's tearful eyes were the most distressing to him, but now looking at those tears, he also felt that they were not for himself.

"Me and Chujiu, who do you really like?"

Yuan Zhao was stunned, "Isn't that all you?"

Bai Jiuyao chuckled, "I share the same primordial spirit with him, but I came back from rebirth. He has been him and I have been me for a long time. Yuan Zhao, when will you be able to figure it out?!"

"While you were booing and inquiring about me, expressing your love in every possible way, in your heart, you just regarded me as a substitute for Chujiu, didn't you?!"

"You remember he liked this, he liked that, did you ever ask me what I liked?!"

"What is Bai Jiuyao in your heart?!"

Seeing that Bai Jiuyao was very emotional, Yuan Zhao was really scared. He stepped forward carefully and wanted to hold Bai Jiuyao's hand, but he was thrown away fiercely, "No, it's not like that, Dijun, don't you want to hold Bai Jiuyao's hand?" I like it, I won’t talk about it in the future, okay? I won’t mention it again, don’t drive me away.”

Bai Jiuyao had tears in his eyes, and his expression was sour, "But when you looked at me, you were thinking of someone else."

These words were like a sharp knife piercing Yuan Zhao's heart, and like a ruthless hand, tearing away Bai Jiuyao's hidden pain that he didn't want to see.

Bai Jiuyao's eyes were scarlet, "Yuan Zhao, you are very good, you are good everywhere, but these don't belong to me at all, and I trouble you to ask your own heart, don't bring your apology to Chu Jiu to make up for it. insult me, okay?"

"You don't want to say those affectionate words to me anymore. They weren't meant for me, and I won't believe them anymore."

Yuan Zhao shook his head repeatedly when he heard these words, it wasn't like this, it wasn't like that at all, his tears flowed down one by one, but looking at the decisive Bai Jiuyao in front of him, his mind went blank, and he, who was always good at talking, actually thought Not a word of rebuttal came out.

"You left the gate of Kunlun Mountain today, who you like, who you love, who you miss, has nothing to do with me."

Listening to these words, Yuan Zhao didn't seem to come from Bai Jiuyao's mouth at all. He clearly woke up in his arms just now, why did he suddenly become like this?

There was a sudden burst of colic in his heart, which caused beads of sweat to ooze from his forehead. He clutched his heart and swayed, even standing a little unsteadily.

Bai Jiuyao held back his tears, "Let's go, go back to the Celestial Clan."

Yuan Zhao frowned, and sat on the ground weakly holding the door. His chest heaved and he was panting rapidly. He was choked up and couldn't say a complete sentence.

Bai Jiuyao turned his face away and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, then knelt down and fed him a pill. He was not good at words, and he didn't know how to say goodbye, so he simply stopped.

Yuan Zhao knew that he would never have a chance to see him again, so he struggled and tugged at the corner of Bai Jiuyao's skirt, and said powerlessly, "Don't you think that the emperor doesn't like me at all?"

"That's it, don't you want me?"

Bai Jiuyao knew that if he didn't leave no room for what he said, Yuan Zhao might come to him again, but he opened his mouth, but he couldn't say anything against his will.

Why? !

Why can't I lie?Why am I the fool being played by others?A surge of anger surged in Bai Jiuyao's heart, until he lost all reason.

Bai Jiuyao's eyes were stubborn, I wanted to say the phrase 'I don't love' today, could it be that it's the end, can't I get back some face and dignity?

The veins on his forehead were bulging, and his face, which had always been warm and moist like jade, had become a little ferocious now, but Bai Jiuyao didn't say a word until a fishy sweetness welled up in his chest.

Yuan Zhao watched Bai Jiuyao spit out blood in front of him. The bright red and warm blood fell on his face like raindrops, and the blood was overflowing, which scared his soul away.

Yuan Zhao panicked and wanted to get up, but Bai Jiuyao firmly pushed him down.

Bai Jiuyao wiped the bright red from the corners of his lips, and smiled bitterly, "That's all, that's it."

"Yuan Zhao, let's do it like this."

Until he sat on the stone collapse, Bai Jiuyao was trembling all over his body, and he, who was not afraid of the cold, also shivered.

He put the animal skin on the stone collapse on his body, and listening to Yuan Zhao's sobbing and crying outside the door, he also felt a little grievance for some reason.

Obviously everything is so good, but it turned out like this, although Bai Jiuyao is unwilling, but so what, it's the fault, it's too late for everything.

His heart was bleeding drop by drop, as if Yuan Zhao choked once, his heart died once, but no matter how reluctant he was, this situation was irreversible.

Bai Jiuyao covered his face, and tears burst out of his eyes. He tried his best to suppress his crying, not wanting Yuan Zhao outside the door to notice.

Thinking, he had already given him the elixir just now, so it must be all right, Bai Jiuyao covered his heart and looked at the door that separated him from Yuan Zhao.

ended.

This ridiculous farce is finally coming to an end.

It was wrong, it was wrong from the very beginning, Bai Jiuyao recalled the details of himself and Yuan Zhao since they met, every scene was painful, every scene made him sad and desperate.

In fact, I already knew it, but I just didn't want to believe it.

Bai Jiuyao smiled wryly, look, what's the use of lying to yourself?Who will act with you?

Bai Jiuyao, you deserve it!

This time it's all right, since I've driven people away, when I think about it, I won't worry about gains or losses anymore, let alone get angry for no reason.

Bai Jiuyao's tears dripped down on the skirt of his clothes, and he had no time to take care of it, thinking that he would never see him again.

Finally, I can be myself again.