After Bai Yueguang took the place
Chapter 37
Different from her joy, Pei Jinyi's eyes were mixed with many things.Scrutiny, indifference, hatred, in the end, she just closed her eyes, leaned back, and made such an unruly action for the first time in public view.
Thoughts seem to be cut in two. Before this day, the past was always a blur of darkness, only the present and the future had light.As a result, Pei Jinyi can only keep walking forward without looking back, unconsciously ignoring, forgetting, completely forgetting while being pushed forward, memory can be manipulated.
Just one node.
The image in Ming Jun's mouth gradually merged with the blurred figure in the dream, and the facial features were pieced together like a jigsaw puzzle. The girl's face was constantly changing, standing lazily, falling asleep on the table, and looking at people from the side. , Eyes are smiling.
The vivid colors gave her the illusion of going back in time.Until I opened my eyes again, what I saw was darkness, like falling into a boundless dream, and the final door was a one-inch black and white posthumous photo.
Xie Fengwan was not close to Xie's family, and he did not prepare a posthumous photo for himself.Therefore, what was finally pasted on the tombstone was the ID photo taken by the other party's 17-year-old school, which the Xie family had finally found.
The girl's hair was a little long, her school uniform was loose, she was rarely smiling, and there was a very faint anger in her eyes.
The resentment stemmed from rehearsing for many months and the program was killed.Although after taking the photos, she tried her best to add the program back, but since then, the relationship between her and the teachers has not been very good.
Pei Jinyi thought of the opponent's punk style on the day of the competition, and remembered that two months after the competition ended, the band that had not yet disbanded was invited by Qing Bar, and some classmates who had a good relationship with her also contributed a sum of money, and even more remembered that the band was filmed by passers-by Naturally becoming popular and signing a contract with a company, it is only natural that he seldom shows up in school, and spends more time busy practicing, recording songs, and touring around due to the brokerage company's request for cash.
After two years of studying part-time and living a life of two points and one line, Pei Jinyi has gone to most of the other party's tours. Although most of the time after the whole performance, no one will find her in the corner who is out of tune with the atmosphere, but from the beginning to the end, she only watched Xie Fengwan's Pei Jin didn't care either.
Until the third year of high school, the rest of the band chose to suspend school and wait for the follow-up development.Xie Fengwan, who was ordered to quit by the Xie family, decided to quit the band and return to school to prepare for the college entrance examination.The last live event for all staff will be held in Yincheng.Pei Jinyi went after hesitation, but this time because she was the last one to leave, she heard a few people chatting about Xie Fengwan going abroad.
That is also the biggest reason why the other party no longer persists.
Pei Jinyi remained silent for a long time, and she didn't leave until the audience entered the next show. After returning to Rongcheng, she overturned all previous assumptions about the future, contacted scouts, and prepared for the art test with help.
A few days after being admitted to Chinese opera, she went to meet the so-called 'president' who would give her resources under the arrangement of her agent——
Until the girl's voice sounded.
She called out her name in an uncertain tone, and Pei Jinyi looked sideways.The sun was pouring in, and Xie Fengwan, who was standing on the steps against the light, raised his eyebrows, as if he knew what happened, after washing his hands, he took her by the wrist, and prevaricated the secretary waiting at the door, leading her to go smoothly She left the company without hesitation, and warned her to recognize people more clearly and not to do things that she would regret.
Everything is very much like a few years ago.
It's also an afternoon, and it's the same angle, the same indifference, the same seriousness, the same calmness, and even the decisiveness to leave is the same.
Pei Jinyi looked at her back, thinking that the beginning of all the stories seemed to be the sudden stop of the other party's footsteps.
One side of the face, a casual glance, looked at the corner where she was.Obviously so meaningless, but like a light that invaded the darkness, it could not be denied, dividing her into her own domain.
The subsequent encounter was something Pei Jinyi never expected.The first time she met Xie Fengwan on the set, she thought that he still remembered her, and greeted her very carefully, but what she got was a strange look with a little interest in it.
Xie Fengwan forgot her, but it was not a bad thing in Pei Jinyi's eyes.Compared with those fearless extravagant hopes when she was young, what she wants more at this time is to be by the other party's side.Even if she could only be called a friend for the rest of her life, it would be better than her remembering the other person's kindness and Xie Fengwan forgetting her ending.
Pei Jinyi did what she wanted and wished at the beginning, without any transgression.But people are greedy creatures. When her desire increases step by step, she can't help thinking about the future with Xie Fengwan, and starts to suspect that being close but not dating is the worst ending at the moment. line that night.
Xie Fengwan died.
People always selectively forget pain, and she is no exception.During the treatment, she forgot most of Xie Fengwan's memories.The story seems to end here, but it starts again uncontrollably.
At this point in her thoughts, Pei Jinyi raised her eyes to look at Xie Nian on the stage, never so clearly aware of her despicableness.
The second after the end sound fell, the audience burst into applause.Although it was uneven and a little sparse, Xie Fengwan was already very satisfied.
Her public opinion environment is so bad, and some people applaud her. From another perspective, she is also a member who is impressed by her skills.
She stepped off the stage and sat in the contestant's seat, not daring to look at Pei Jinyi blatantly.
The fans who came to the scene today are not only Xiu fans, but also a lot of mentor fans, especially Pei Jinyi fans.
Anyway, I'm going to confess my love later, and I still have time to watch it privately, so there's no need to cause trouble for the opponent's fans.
Xie Fengwan focused more on how to confess her love. This was the first time she liked someone, and it was also the first time she was preparing to confess to someone. The novels and movies she had read became empty dreams at this moment, and the impression was the deepest Yes, it is the most common phrase "I like you" when receiving love letters in high school.
...but that would be too perfunctory.
After all, she was recording on the spot, so she didn't wantonly look down at her phone.She could only spend the entire recording with a bit of torment, and when the host announced the number of votes, she thought of another purpose of her profession, recalling the manuscript Lin Qingqiu asked her to memorize, and coughed a few times.
When the other party announced that she could win by defeating the other, she raised her hand, and was naturally invited to give a 'speech' on stage. Except for the few in front of the instructor's face, all the camera positions were aimed at her, which was very face-saving.
The result of her discussion with Lin Qingqiu was to announce her withdrawal from the competition, and the promotion position will be postponed, that is, the one with the highest number of votes in the losing group.
The crying girl with pear blossoms and rain suddenly heard the news that she had been promoted, and raised her head with red eyes, full of bewilderment.Most of the audience in the audience also exploded. Amidst the small voices of whispering, Xie Fengwan bowed to the sea of lights to thank him.
"Goodbye," she said.
The official recording ended like this, and the audience left the venue one by one, no matter how puzzled or bewildered they were.The arena was empty, except that the lights were still on, and there was no such loud screaming at all.
When Xie Fengwan was packing up and going to find Pei Jinyi, there happened to be a light sign that had not been taken away and fell on the ground. She bent down to pick it up, looked at it, and saw that it belonged to Pei Jinyi. Guided down to the opponent's single dressing room.
It seemed that knowing that Pei Jinyi was in a bad mood, the girl in her early twenties who led her way reminded her to let her go.Xie Fengwan was a little surprised, what she saw was a light sign smaller than her hand, with the words 'Jinfeng Yulu' written on it.
Xie Feng Wanbian: ...
She said goodbye to the other party with a smile and knocked on the door of the dressing room.After getting the reply "in", she opened the door.
Unexpectedly, Pei Jinyi was smoking.
The woman leaned against the wall, bowed her head slightly, and held a thin cigarette between her fingertips. The room was filled with smoke, and there were already several cigarette butts scattered in the ashtray placed at the corner of the table.Seeing this scene, Xie Fengwan felt a little guilty, thinking that she was angry with him and acted later. After all, the other party has always paid attention to her career, and obviously hoped that she would stay in the entertainment industry for a longer time.
...but what you give, you get.
Compared with becoming a little idol who is bound by fans and capital, and who is disqualified when in love, she hopes to be free to be with the person she likes.
"That." Xie Fengwan spoke out first.
She was thinking about how to say "I'm sorry" in her heart, how to make Pei Jinyi forgive her quickly, so that the link can get to the point.
There was a pause of several seconds, just as Xie Fengwan had made up his mind and was about to continue his sentence, Pei Jinyi said abruptly, "I'm sorry."
"...?"
Xie Fengwan looked up at the other party blankly, but saw Pei Jinyi staring at her with an unprecedented gaze.She couldn't distinguish the ingredients mixed in it, there were many and messy, which made Xie Fengwan feel a little familiar, but she couldn't think of anyone looking at her like this for a while.
"What?" she said, "Why are you sorry?"
Her eyes were too similar to Xie Fengwan, Pei Jinyi looked away, didn't look at her again, and only whispered: "I offended you too much before."
The keen sense made Xie Fengwan realize that the other party was not joking at this time, but the uncertainty in her heart still made her say the meaningless question again.Pei Jinyi said a long paragraph afterwards, to the effect of offending her, but Xie Fengwan didn't catch a single word.
She felt an obvious tearing sound passing by her ears, a little ringing in her ears, and a little pain in her head.Eye sockets turned red at an unprecedented speed, she looked at Pei Jinyi, and after a long time, she asked quietly: "You...are you going to part ways with me?"
Xie Fengwan tried her best to raise the ending, but unfortunately her hoarse voice revealed the fact that she didn't think it was an April Fool's joke as early as the beginning.
Pei Jinyi's eyes fell firmly on her face, and Xie Fengwan finally remembered where the familiarity came from under the eyes of being scrutinized again.
The time seems to have jumped to many months ago, the first snowfall, in the office, Cen Li, played by Pei Jinyi, also looks at her like this.
The sight is as real as it is, it is her, but it is not her.
The woman's voice was flat, without much emotion.
"I'm not of the same way at all, so how can we talk about separation."
--------------------
The author has something to say:
At first I hated myself(.)
Du Mei is at fault, but the author is at fault.
Then there is not much emotional transition.There are still two or three chapters showdown, and the end of the main text should not be counted together according to the outline I am writing now.So now I remind you, it feels unacceptable to buy this. My hurried family members can wait a few days and watch the sweet love outside the episode directly.Fist off!
Finally: Thank you Lei from the digital friend & remember to clear the cache and re-read if there are repetitions in the last chapter.
Thoughts seem to be cut in two. Before this day, the past was always a blur of darkness, only the present and the future had light.As a result, Pei Jinyi can only keep walking forward without looking back, unconsciously ignoring, forgetting, completely forgetting while being pushed forward, memory can be manipulated.
Just one node.
The image in Ming Jun's mouth gradually merged with the blurred figure in the dream, and the facial features were pieced together like a jigsaw puzzle. The girl's face was constantly changing, standing lazily, falling asleep on the table, and looking at people from the side. , Eyes are smiling.
The vivid colors gave her the illusion of going back in time.Until I opened my eyes again, what I saw was darkness, like falling into a boundless dream, and the final door was a one-inch black and white posthumous photo.
Xie Fengwan was not close to Xie's family, and he did not prepare a posthumous photo for himself.Therefore, what was finally pasted on the tombstone was the ID photo taken by the other party's 17-year-old school, which the Xie family had finally found.
The girl's hair was a little long, her school uniform was loose, she was rarely smiling, and there was a very faint anger in her eyes.
The resentment stemmed from rehearsing for many months and the program was killed.Although after taking the photos, she tried her best to add the program back, but since then, the relationship between her and the teachers has not been very good.
Pei Jinyi thought of the opponent's punk style on the day of the competition, and remembered that two months after the competition ended, the band that had not yet disbanded was invited by Qing Bar, and some classmates who had a good relationship with her also contributed a sum of money, and even more remembered that the band was filmed by passers-by Naturally becoming popular and signing a contract with a company, it is only natural that he seldom shows up in school, and spends more time busy practicing, recording songs, and touring around due to the brokerage company's request for cash.
After two years of studying part-time and living a life of two points and one line, Pei Jinyi has gone to most of the other party's tours. Although most of the time after the whole performance, no one will find her in the corner who is out of tune with the atmosphere, but from the beginning to the end, she only watched Xie Fengwan's Pei Jin didn't care either.
Until the third year of high school, the rest of the band chose to suspend school and wait for the follow-up development.Xie Fengwan, who was ordered to quit by the Xie family, decided to quit the band and return to school to prepare for the college entrance examination.The last live event for all staff will be held in Yincheng.Pei Jinyi went after hesitation, but this time because she was the last one to leave, she heard a few people chatting about Xie Fengwan going abroad.
That is also the biggest reason why the other party no longer persists.
Pei Jinyi remained silent for a long time, and she didn't leave until the audience entered the next show. After returning to Rongcheng, she overturned all previous assumptions about the future, contacted scouts, and prepared for the art test with help.
A few days after being admitted to Chinese opera, she went to meet the so-called 'president' who would give her resources under the arrangement of her agent——
Until the girl's voice sounded.
She called out her name in an uncertain tone, and Pei Jinyi looked sideways.The sun was pouring in, and Xie Fengwan, who was standing on the steps against the light, raised his eyebrows, as if he knew what happened, after washing his hands, he took her by the wrist, and prevaricated the secretary waiting at the door, leading her to go smoothly She left the company without hesitation, and warned her to recognize people more clearly and not to do things that she would regret.
Everything is very much like a few years ago.
It's also an afternoon, and it's the same angle, the same indifference, the same seriousness, the same calmness, and even the decisiveness to leave is the same.
Pei Jinyi looked at her back, thinking that the beginning of all the stories seemed to be the sudden stop of the other party's footsteps.
One side of the face, a casual glance, looked at the corner where she was.Obviously so meaningless, but like a light that invaded the darkness, it could not be denied, dividing her into her own domain.
The subsequent encounter was something Pei Jinyi never expected.The first time she met Xie Fengwan on the set, she thought that he still remembered her, and greeted her very carefully, but what she got was a strange look with a little interest in it.
Xie Fengwan forgot her, but it was not a bad thing in Pei Jinyi's eyes.Compared with those fearless extravagant hopes when she was young, what she wants more at this time is to be by the other party's side.Even if she could only be called a friend for the rest of her life, it would be better than her remembering the other person's kindness and Xie Fengwan forgetting her ending.
Pei Jinyi did what she wanted and wished at the beginning, without any transgression.But people are greedy creatures. When her desire increases step by step, she can't help thinking about the future with Xie Fengwan, and starts to suspect that being close but not dating is the worst ending at the moment. line that night.
Xie Fengwan died.
People always selectively forget pain, and she is no exception.During the treatment, she forgot most of Xie Fengwan's memories.The story seems to end here, but it starts again uncontrollably.
At this point in her thoughts, Pei Jinyi raised her eyes to look at Xie Nian on the stage, never so clearly aware of her despicableness.
The second after the end sound fell, the audience burst into applause.Although it was uneven and a little sparse, Xie Fengwan was already very satisfied.
Her public opinion environment is so bad, and some people applaud her. From another perspective, she is also a member who is impressed by her skills.
She stepped off the stage and sat in the contestant's seat, not daring to look at Pei Jinyi blatantly.
The fans who came to the scene today are not only Xiu fans, but also a lot of mentor fans, especially Pei Jinyi fans.
Anyway, I'm going to confess my love later, and I still have time to watch it privately, so there's no need to cause trouble for the opponent's fans.
Xie Fengwan focused more on how to confess her love. This was the first time she liked someone, and it was also the first time she was preparing to confess to someone. The novels and movies she had read became empty dreams at this moment, and the impression was the deepest Yes, it is the most common phrase "I like you" when receiving love letters in high school.
...but that would be too perfunctory.
After all, she was recording on the spot, so she didn't wantonly look down at her phone.She could only spend the entire recording with a bit of torment, and when the host announced the number of votes, she thought of another purpose of her profession, recalling the manuscript Lin Qingqiu asked her to memorize, and coughed a few times.
When the other party announced that she could win by defeating the other, she raised her hand, and was naturally invited to give a 'speech' on stage. Except for the few in front of the instructor's face, all the camera positions were aimed at her, which was very face-saving.
The result of her discussion with Lin Qingqiu was to announce her withdrawal from the competition, and the promotion position will be postponed, that is, the one with the highest number of votes in the losing group.
The crying girl with pear blossoms and rain suddenly heard the news that she had been promoted, and raised her head with red eyes, full of bewilderment.Most of the audience in the audience also exploded. Amidst the small voices of whispering, Xie Fengwan bowed to the sea of lights to thank him.
"Goodbye," she said.
The official recording ended like this, and the audience left the venue one by one, no matter how puzzled or bewildered they were.The arena was empty, except that the lights were still on, and there was no such loud screaming at all.
When Xie Fengwan was packing up and going to find Pei Jinyi, there happened to be a light sign that had not been taken away and fell on the ground. She bent down to pick it up, looked at it, and saw that it belonged to Pei Jinyi. Guided down to the opponent's single dressing room.
It seemed that knowing that Pei Jinyi was in a bad mood, the girl in her early twenties who led her way reminded her to let her go.Xie Fengwan was a little surprised, what she saw was a light sign smaller than her hand, with the words 'Jinfeng Yulu' written on it.
Xie Feng Wanbian: ...
She said goodbye to the other party with a smile and knocked on the door of the dressing room.After getting the reply "in", she opened the door.
Unexpectedly, Pei Jinyi was smoking.
The woman leaned against the wall, bowed her head slightly, and held a thin cigarette between her fingertips. The room was filled with smoke, and there were already several cigarette butts scattered in the ashtray placed at the corner of the table.Seeing this scene, Xie Fengwan felt a little guilty, thinking that she was angry with him and acted later. After all, the other party has always paid attention to her career, and obviously hoped that she would stay in the entertainment industry for a longer time.
...but what you give, you get.
Compared with becoming a little idol who is bound by fans and capital, and who is disqualified when in love, she hopes to be free to be with the person she likes.
"That." Xie Fengwan spoke out first.
She was thinking about how to say "I'm sorry" in her heart, how to make Pei Jinyi forgive her quickly, so that the link can get to the point.
There was a pause of several seconds, just as Xie Fengwan had made up his mind and was about to continue his sentence, Pei Jinyi said abruptly, "I'm sorry."
"...?"
Xie Fengwan looked up at the other party blankly, but saw Pei Jinyi staring at her with an unprecedented gaze.She couldn't distinguish the ingredients mixed in it, there were many and messy, which made Xie Fengwan feel a little familiar, but she couldn't think of anyone looking at her like this for a while.
"What?" she said, "Why are you sorry?"
Her eyes were too similar to Xie Fengwan, Pei Jinyi looked away, didn't look at her again, and only whispered: "I offended you too much before."
The keen sense made Xie Fengwan realize that the other party was not joking at this time, but the uncertainty in her heart still made her say the meaningless question again.Pei Jinyi said a long paragraph afterwards, to the effect of offending her, but Xie Fengwan didn't catch a single word.
She felt an obvious tearing sound passing by her ears, a little ringing in her ears, and a little pain in her head.Eye sockets turned red at an unprecedented speed, she looked at Pei Jinyi, and after a long time, she asked quietly: "You...are you going to part ways with me?"
Xie Fengwan tried her best to raise the ending, but unfortunately her hoarse voice revealed the fact that she didn't think it was an April Fool's joke as early as the beginning.
Pei Jinyi's eyes fell firmly on her face, and Xie Fengwan finally remembered where the familiarity came from under the eyes of being scrutinized again.
The time seems to have jumped to many months ago, the first snowfall, in the office, Cen Li, played by Pei Jinyi, also looks at her like this.
The sight is as real as it is, it is her, but it is not her.
The woman's voice was flat, without much emotion.
"I'm not of the same way at all, so how can we talk about separation."
--------------------
The author has something to say:
At first I hated myself(.)
Du Mei is at fault, but the author is at fault.
Then there is not much emotional transition.There are still two or three chapters showdown, and the end of the main text should not be counted together according to the outline I am writing now.So now I remind you, it feels unacceptable to buy this. My hurried family members can wait a few days and watch the sweet love outside the episode directly.Fist off!
Finally: Thank you Lei from the digital friend & remember to clear the cache and re-read if there are repetitions in the last chapter.
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