After Bai Yueguang took the place

Xie Fengwan's smile paused on his face, and after a long while, he only said one sentence: "It's not very good."

"..." Pei Jinyi looked at her for a while, and after confirming that there was not much struggle in her eyes, she said, "Your freedom."

Xie Fengwan could see that she was a little unhappy, and she didn't smile much.But she didn't plan to coax, there were reasons why she didn't think she was wrong, and more because she herself started to be at a loss.

Confused about the relationship between the two.

When it comes to pursuit, the biggest scale is nothing but Pei Jinyi's words.

But they didn't say anything, the two of them were so over-ambiguous and a little outrageous.

Xie Fengwan finally decided, don't think about things you can't understand, and don't make decisions you can't make.

No one forced her, and she didn't need to force herself, either before or in the future.

The filming started in such an unknown silence between the two.

As I said earlier, this is an explosive scene, about Chi Yu who has realized that he doesn't like Cen Li, and is afraid that there will be uncontrollable consequences if he gets along with him again. Confrontation thing.

Even though most of the medical staff have seen Cen Li's painstaking efforts in pursuing each other, but due to the power of the Chi family, the hospital finally hopes that the two can have a good chat.

When he himself reported it, Chi Yu was calm.She could tell what Cen Li had done to her in a disgusted tone, and there was only anger but no panic in her eyes.But after seeing Cen Li with an ordinary expression, as if nothing had happened, she became frightened.

She was afraid that the other party would expose her, expose her hypocrisy, and expose her nature of longing for love but unwilling to give. However, she still cursed the other party loudly, expressing her dissatisfaction with her in fear——

"You think you like me, but what you did never made me feel your sincerity." Chi Yu trembled, "Have you ever asked me what I really want and what I like?"

Cen Li didn't speak, but several insiders in the door exchanged several glances in an instant.

Whatever Chi Yu wanted, Cen Li would satisfy her. She had already made the request herself, so why would Cen Li need to inquire about it?

However, Chi Yu seemed to have never heard those eyes, and said, "You buy flowers and send meals, and your affection is true, but is your affection really for me?"

She kept looking at Cen Yue, and naturally noticed that Cen Yue's gaze had turned cold, just a second after she finished speaking.

Chi Yu felt as if he had caught the opponent's handle, and felt terrified and ridiculous.

She wanted to tell everyone about Cen Li's crimes in her eyes, so that she would no longer be believed or even rejected, but Cen Li didn't give her this opportunity, and only said to the dean: "It's my fault in some places. This happened today because I offended Ms. Chi too much. I accept her accusation against me, so I hope to resign voluntarily so that everyone will not be disturbed anymore. "

As soon as these words came out, the few people who wanted to dissuade their voices completely shut up.The office was quiet, and the snow on the branches outside the window suddenly fell, and some things were silently nodding to make a conclusion.

When Cen Li was packing up her things, a few colleagues were scattered because of the sickness. In the end, only Chi Yu and the bodyguards who were afraid of Cen Li's violent actions were left standing by her side to watch her movements.

The other party has the same appearance as Chi Yu, but his heart is still different.

Cen Li was quiet, thinking about the differences between the two in her heart, laughing at herself in the passing time, two people are different, but she still thinks they are the same person.

Chi Yu suddenly spoke up.

"I was right, wasn't I?" she asked.

Cen Li didn't answer, because no matter how he answered, the facts were already established.

The origin of her relationship with the other party was originally due to fantasy, imagining that the other party was Chi Yu, brainwashed with a similar face to think that Chi Yu had not left, she was always by her side, all the differences between the two were only because of her fault, she did not Let Chiyu be satisfied.As long as she satisfies the other party's requirements more, Chi Yu will change back.

"You're really gross."

When she left, she heard the girl who had been watching her comment on her like this.

This was the first time that Cen Li looked at the other person's face very seriously. In the past, because of the pain, she only dared to take a quick glance, as if she had received a good medicine to relieve the disease, and continued to live in the world for a while.

But it wasn't until this time when she stared at her that she realized that the other party was still somewhat different from Chi Yu.

Chi Yu has a tear mole, but Chi Yu doesn't.

The security guard next to Chi Yu didn't retreat a single step as if he both hated her and was afraid of her violent actions, and threatened Cen Li a few words oppressively. After that, I left.

Chi Yu will not leave any mark in her heart, and the name engraved forever in her heart will only be Chi Yu.

After watching Cen Li leave, Chi Yu still cried.Sitting on the chair she had been sitting on for three years, she looked at the empty table.

She doesn't know if she likes each other, but one thing is certain.

...Cen Li doesn't like her.

What she likes and pays attention to, from the beginning to the end, is only the person behind her.

The shadow that no one can see.

After that, the matter will be discussed at leisure within the hospital.Some people suspected that Cen Li had a guilty conscience because of her voluntary resignation, and some people doubted whether Cen Li really used her as a stand-in to act in a novel in reality because of Chi Yu's words, but more people still firmly believed that it was Chi Yu. One person's mischief, Cen Li's resignation and ignorance of everything are all just because he loves each other too much.

The official end of this paragraph is at four o'clock in the afternoon.

Xie Fengwan still had tears on her face, because she cried so badly, she felt her eyes were slightly sore.

After a "click", Xiaoyuan handed over a hot towel in due course.The slightly red tip of her nose was buried in the steaming towel, and she felt her heart curl up for a moment, and she shed a few tears again in the soreness.

After a while, she raised her head.The people present were very face-saving and didn't keep looking at her, which made her relieved while avoiding embarrassment.

"Oh." Xiaoyuan said, "It's too miserable."

"Happy cp is real." Kobayashi said.

Xiaoyuan, who was about to squeeze two tears, paused: "What kind of cult are you talking about? Chi Yu is a bad woman!"

"I said the fish before!" Kobayashi retorted.

"Sigh." Xie Fengwan said, "Stop smoking, Cen Li has cheated unilaterally and is not good enough for her."

Xiaoyuan sighed: "Oh, I feel more and more, what is this filming about?"

"I think it's inevitable to be scolded." Xie Fengwan took pleasure in bitterness, "but it's not me who scolded me."

Pei Jinyi who just walked over heard this sentence: "?"

"I can scold myself now." Pei Jinyi said, "so that black fans will not be so pervasive in the future."

"Farewell." Xie Fengwan raised his eyes to look at her. The other party acted quickly, and the alienation in his eyes was gone. On the contrary, it was the warmth she was familiar with. This made her relax a lot, and she naturally became speechless. , "People who want to scold you want to scold you, even if you cross the road normally, you can spray out four, five or six. Isn't it free to scold yourself?"

"That makes sense." Xiaoyuan nodded, "So, Sister Pei, if you want to scold someone, you can come to me. It's fifty cents, and the brackets are absolutely deleted. Whoever scolds you, I will swear."

Pei Jinyi heard the teasing from several people, and paused for a few seconds, until the three of them seemed to realize what she was going to say, and the smiles on their faces faded a lot, then Pei Jinyi said slowly: "Everyone has packed up their things and is about to leave. Are you going to spend the New Year in the hospital?"

Xiaoyuan and Xiaolin turned their heads one after another, and saw a group of people chatting casually, interacting passionately, and dragging their luggage to say goodbye: ...

"Then I'll be leaving first." Xiao Lin glanced at his watch, "The plane at 05:30, the bus is probably coming soon."

While talking, the phone rang.

Xiaoyuan, who bid farewell to Xiaolin, was obviously not so energetic. Her home was in Rongcheng, which was the same destination as Pei Jinyi's, so she booked two tickets a few days ago.The flight time is evening, still early.

The things were almost packed last night, just carry the bag and board the plane.She originally wanted to say hello to Pei Jinyi and give Xiao Lin a ride (sending downstairs is also a gift).Before clinker could speak, Pei Jinyi asked, "Are you sure?"

Xiaoyuan intuitively felt that this sentence had nothing to do with her, and slowly looked at the other person.

Xie Fengwan: ...

"I still remember." She sighed.

"No one wants to spend the New Year alone." Pei Jinyi said.

"I don't know how to do anything." Xie Fengwan said.

"It's ok--"

Xie Fengwan thought she was going to say she would, but when she heard that the answer was to find a housekeeper, she stopped her enthusiasm for a second.

"No need." She said, "It's not bad to be alone."

Pei Jinyi didn't insist anymore, but the atmosphere between the two of them was not silenced by her rejection.After chatting for a while, at dinner time, Qi Yuan wore a hat and danced the seaweed dance, and asked, "Eat hot pot?"

At six o'clock, the only ones left on the set were the lead actor and the cast members who were in Kansai with Jiaben.Most of the rest were also from Rongcheng, they were booked on the same flight and left at ten o'clock.

There is still a long free time, Qi Yuan is very happy.

Hot pot is suitable for eating in winter. Seeing that everyone has no intention of rejecting it, Qi Yuan, who swore by Meituan for a while, found a hot pot restaurant with good reviews.And it seems that there is a lesson from the past, so I made a phone call in advance to make an appointment.

The journey took only 10 minutes, but Xie Fengwan was a little sleepy, so he opened the window to wake up.

Pei Jinyi lowered her head to look at her phone, most of them were colleagues who wished her a happy new year in advance.She replied with the same blessing. When she swiped through Moments, she accidentally saw a popular male star posting photos of her newborn daughter.The next few articles are mostly unexpected news that should not appear at this time.

It wasn't until she clicked on Weibo that she ran around the hot searches one after another with explosive entries.Pei Jin, who probably understood the thoughts of these few people, wanted to turn off the phone, but in hesitation, she switched to a garbled phone number.

Garbled codes only followed Xie Nian alone, and the homepage was refreshed to remove the advertisements, and it was the other party's Weibo.But the latest one also stayed a long time ago, and most of the messages under that Weibo were also unsightly.

Pei Jinyi seldom gets bored with the entertainment industry, but whenever she sees fans who use content related to her as their avatar ID become dirty, the depression will rise in her heart, and when she approaches the peak, she will end it by herself.

She exited the interface, but the red dot of the private message reminded her that there were still unchecked messages, and she turned off her phone thinking of deleting at will, but her eyes touched a fresh private message from 5 minutes ago.

[Xie Nian V]: Happy New Year.

And before that, it was the other party's thanks and a little puzzlement for the information link she sent earlier.

Pei Jinyi turned her head, and the person who sent the private message was wearing earphones, leaning against the window, staring at the front seat with deep eyes.

After hesitating, Pei Jinyi still edited the answers to those questions in her eyes.

After editing, she stared at the full edit box for two seconds, deleted the period, and changed it to: [Happy New Year, smooth career].

When the text was sent successfully, the car had already pulled over.

Xie Nian seemed to have noticed the vibration of his phone. After getting out of the car, he stopped in place for a few seconds. His eyes were brightly rendered when he looked down at the private message, as if there was light inside.

When she was seated, Pei Jinyi received another private message from the other party:

[Xie Nian V]: [heart]

Obviously that was just an expression, but until Pei Jinyi boarded the plane and could only see the dim night outside the window, what she remembered when she closed her eyes was still the way she was typing with her eyes down.Her heart was beating, she put on the earphones like the other person did, but she didn't open her eyes.

Memories kept describing Xie Nian's face, it took a long time for Pei Jinyi to regain consciousness.

And when she perceives the color of the world again, the sentence played in the earphone is:

"What do you listen to in your headphones? Can you tell me?"

This is the worst year Xie Fengwan has ever had.

It wasn't even a year, because it was essentially the same as her normal day.

On New Year's Eve, she didn't do anything, but ordered a few dishes at the restaurant that she used to eat every year, wiped the table, didn't take pictures, and didn't do anything else. The house was quiet, and the New Year's Eve dinner was over.

While washing the dishes, she hesitated, but she still turned on the TV.

Most of the satellite TV broadcasted the Spring Festival Gala, and there was a lot of noise in the room, but anyway, there was a real atmosphere of Chinese New Year.

After washing the dishes, it was only eight o'clock, and she sat down and watched TV.Not long after the Spring Festival Gala started, the singing and dancing was peaceful, but she felt that the colors were too bright and her eyes hurt a little.Just as he was thinking about whether to set the alarm clock and take a nap before watching the New Year, the phone rang.

It was Lin Qingqiu's call.

The other party said some time ago that she had found assistants for her, but for unknown reasons, those assistants resigned temporarily, saying that they had found a job.There are very few temporary escapes in the entertainment industry. Everyone is a famous person, and it is not good to make a scene. This is especially true in the assistant industry where artists are like this and have serious introspection.

The money given by the next family seemed to be a lot, and everyone apologized sincerely.Neither Xie Fengwan nor Lin Qingqiu have a personality that likes to threaten, not to mention that assistants can be found, and being talked about by netizens because of their attitude is a confusing behavior.

As soon as the phone was connected, there was a loud "Happy New Year——" from the opposite side. Xie Fengwan recognized that it was not Lin Qingqiu's voice. The little girl laughed loudly. She guessed it was the other party's family gathering, so she didn't care, just said : "Sister Qingqiu, Happy New Year."

Lin Qingqiu smiled and wished her a happy new year.

The other party obviously didn't just call to bless one thing, but unfortunately, due to family reasons, the call was interrupted by Lin Qingqiu's little niece 30 seconds after the two connected.

Hearing the tone of coaxing the child softly on the other side, Xie Fengwan smiled: "Let's talk about something tomorrow."

Lin Qingqiu was a little helpless, but the child was clingy, so he could only apologize and wish again, before hanging up the phone.

The place where the other party was was very lively, even Xie Fengwan was lively for a while, although it was only for a while, but at least it was happy.Even though the room was still empty and quiet, she cheered up and watched the Spring Festival Gala for a while, and in order not to fall asleep watching it, she clicked on Weibo and used the Hua account in Suiyueli to wish the netizens who followed her a happy new year. It was only in time to complain about the Spring Festival Gala.

But because the account was followed by Pei Jinyi anyway, she didn't complain too much, she was more reserved——

The other party has reached the level of being invited to the Spring Festival Gala after collecting three gold stamps, but has never made an appearance.Thinking of this, Xie Fengwan stopped typing again.

...Is it because of illness?

She frowned, exited the editing interface, and did not save the text in the manuscript box.

Happiness disappeared in an instant again, and what was involved was Xie Nian's family that Xie Fengwan suddenly remembered.

...Today is New Year's Eve.

Normal people would wish others a happy new year, bid farewell to the old and welcome the new.Even the Xie family, whose relationship is mostly not very good, still has the proper etiquette and celebration.

Once the memory is elicited, the aftermath pours into the boy like an uncontrolled tide.

Uncontrollably, she recalled the three dreams she had had again.

In fact, only four people appeared in the three dreams.

Xie Nian, her parents, and her mother's lover.

But only the first three actually appeared in the three dreams; and, if she remembered correctly, the last time, the face of the woman on the tree was her mother.

But the most frightening thing was the man who appeared behind him at the right time.

Xie Fengwan's thoughts were broken.

After her rebirth, everything changed.It is not that the essence of the world is exposed, but that as her situation changes, she becomes familiar with another side that she has never seen.That is the other side of the world that is rejected by everyone, it is black.

She was a little tired, and her forehead was sweating.

Only in the warm room with the sound of the TV, Xie Fengwan closed his eyes, as if he was asleep.But under careful observation, the body is shaking/moving, like instinct, and like the sequelae of thousands of battles/wars.

It wasn't until the phone vibrated that her eyelashes trembled, she opened her eyes, and the dim light shone into her eyes. Xie Fengwan looked down at the bright screen of the phone as if she had returned to the world.

It was Pei Jinyi's video call.

The screen reflected her current face, Xie Fengwan hesitated for a while before reaching out and clicking accept.In just the first second, she turned the camera around, and what was displayed on the screen became a TV screen.

Her face did not appear on Pei Jinyi's side either.

Xie Fengwan put on the earphones and said "Hello", but there was no response for a long time.Just as she was frowning and was about to hang up and redial, suddenly, there was a loud noise, and the lit fireworks lit up the dark night sky in a short moment.

The flames gathered and bloomed into a dazzling light.

Xie Fengwan was stunned.

It took a long time before she laughed softly as if realizing something.

"Thank you." She said, even if the sound of fireworks on the other side was deafening, there was a high probability that her voice would be buried.

But Pei Jinyi still answered in the next second: "You're welcome."

Like a warm hug after a nightmare.

The fireworks show lasted about 5 minutes.

It wasn't until Xie Fengwan stared motionlessly that his eyes became a little sore that the sound tended to stop.

Finally, there are no longer only fireworks on the earphone side, and the voice of a woman laughing replaces it.

"Xiao Xie, Happy New Year." She heard Pei Jinyi say to her, "Just be healthy, happy and safe."

"It's too practical, I prefer empty ones." Xie Fengwan sighed.

The headset is quiet.

It's not the silence of closing the microphone, it's just that the woman doesn't make any noise.There was only the sound of breathing on both sides, for a long time, until Xie Fengwan thought she didn't want to answer his words, and just as he was about to bless her in embarrassment, Pei Jinyi spoke out.

"But these are quite empty in my eyes."

She said, "After my illness, many ordinary things have become rare. It can't be called a luxury, but it's a bit far away. I can't reach it, and I don't have the energy to do it."

"But you can touch them at any time." Pei Jinyi's voice was a smile, "As long as you stretch out your hand, the sky will be bright. There is no difficulty in getting a good night's sleep, and there is no pain that bothers you forever."

Speaking of this, Pei Jinyi didn't speak again, and after a long time, she said that she felt a little hypocritical and asked her to delete this memory.

But Xie Fengwan was not in the mood to laugh.She pinched her nose, forced her voice to be normal, and said in a low voice, "Be healthy and be happy, we are all the same."

"Happy New Year, Pei Jinyi."

At the end of the video, Xie Fengwan ended with these words, but this was not the end of the night for the two of them.

In WeChat, the chat box with the other party has dropped to three in an instant because of the red envelopes in the WeChat group.She tapped her profile picture and typed: [Happy New Year. ]

Pei Jinyi asked: [Didn't you just say that], Xie Fengwan replied "different".

The sentence I told you just now is for this year.

Now say this...

It was last year.

The screen jumps to the desktop, revealing a family portrait of the three cats.That was posted by Pei Jinyi's avatar blogger yesterday, with a festive logo printed on the lower right corner, wishing a happy new year.

Looking at the long-haired cat that Pei Jinyi likes squatting on the far right, Xie Fengwan thought, maybe he can raise one if he has the energy in the future.

Docile and obedient, it's better to be so proud of being favored and call her "Xiao Xie" without shame, and so stupid as not to make a wish, but wish her the hard-to-find happiness.

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