sickly wrapped around the waist

Shen Linxian has moved in.

However, he only sleeps in the living room.

Yan Zhou, who was lying in the bedroom, tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep. The person he had missed for a long time finally appeared, but he didn't know how to face it.

More so... not sure what to do next?

Do you want to confess?

But at the beginning, he was the one who wanted to die or not to accept Shen Linxian, and now it happened again, how should it be counted?

It would be embarrassing for both of them to just stay by my side without confessing.

Getting up and getting out of bed, Yan Zhou planned to go out to have a look, but when he came to the door, he put his hand on the handle and hesitated again.

He should be asleep.

It's so late, he has to go to work tomorrow.

Looking for reasons for his lack of bravery, Yan Zhou retreated to the bed again.

Yan Zhou woke up very early the next day, and Shen Linxian had already washed and dressed when he got up.

Yan Zhou said good morning with dark circles under his eyes.

"Get up so early? Why don't you get more sleep." Yan Zhou is no match for an office worker like him, who can sleep in late.

"I want to make breakfast." He did remember to make breakfast for Shen Linxian, but he didn't think of it later than Shen Linxian. "What do you want to eat?"

"I can do it." After tidying up the cuffs of his clothes, Shen Linxian sat down and waited for breakfast.

His eyes fell on the busy figure in the kitchen, his eyes were gentle, and there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, sometimes expecting and sometimes disappointed.

The toast breakfast made by Yan Zhou is nutritious and beautiful.

While eating breakfast, Shen Lin smiled enviously. "I'm good at cooking, Xiao Zhou has eaten obediently in recent years."

When I saw the large or small wounds on Yan Zhou's left hand, I knew it in my heart.

"Shen Linxian, why don't you leave this time."

"I don't plan to leave for the time being, but who knows what will happen in the future, maybe I feel bored at work and want to go out for a walk that day." Before I knew it, I had already finished my breakfast. Yan Zhou lowered his head and didn't dare to lift his head when he heard this. Eye.

He was afraid of revealing the reluctance and sadness in his eyes.

"I've eaten and I'm going to work first."

Shen Linxian was about to go out and Yan Zhou got up to catch up. "Well, can I wait for you for dinner tonight?"

"Maybe not at night, I have an appointment. Xiaozhou can eat at home by himself, I may have to come back later." Patting Yan Zhou on the shoulder, Shen Linxian turned and left.

Shen Linxian...is a little strange.

This is probably the reaction of not loving. It was completely different three years ago. Although the appearance and smile have not changed, the feeling given to Yan Zhou has been very different.

How does it feel, it's not as close as Xia Chen.

He still smiles and speaks softly, and still thinks about Yan Zhou, but he always fulfills his obligations as a guardian and has no love at all.

Standing at the door in a daze, Yan Zhou couldn't accept it more and more.

This ending was expected and thought about before, Yan Zhou still had a glimmer of hope in his heart before meeting him, but now it seems that this hope is as insignificant as a grain of sand in the dust.

Shen Linxian made an appointment with someone.

Yan Zhou didn't know who it was, and he had no right to intervene or ask. He could only guess in his heart whether it was a woman or a man.

After tidying up the mess at the dining table, Yan Zhou was out of his mind all day long.Liu Yi came to look for him, but Yan Zhou avoided him.

He is very confused now, and he has no intention of seeing other people.

Nesting in the room and waiting, Shen Linxian made it clear that he would come back late, and Yan Zhou had been waiting since he had a casual breakfast.

He waited for three years, only to find out today that a few hours are as painful as three years.Shen Linxian didn't come back until around twelve o'clock in the evening.

When Yan Zhou opened the door, besides the smell of wine and perfume, the smell came.

Perfume... "Shen Linxian, have you been drinking?"

Go in and take off your coat. "Yeah. I drank a little bit." After speaking, he plunged into the bathroom to take a shower.

Holding Shen Linxian's coat, Yan Zhou leaned in and sniffed it with a heavy heart, and it was indeed the smell of perfume.So Shen Linxian met the woman, chatted very late, and drank wine.

The sound of water came from the bathroom, and the sound of water poured into the ears, like a drowning person, Yan Zhou's body trembled a little.It's not anger, he has the right to be angry, he is panicked, panicked, and extremely uncomfortable.

Therefore, Shen Linxian has someone outside.

He wanted to muster up the courage to ask.

Just then the door opened, and Shen Linxian came out again wearing a bathrobe.Yan Zhou didn't have time to put down his coat, Shen Linxian looked at it and smiled. "The coat smells bad, I'll wash it in a while."

"Let me wash it for you." Throw the coat into the washing machine. "Shen...Shen Linxian, who did you meet tonight?"

"Well, I'm just asking casually. It's okay if you don't want to say it." He explained awkwardly, and the dodging eyes obviously wanted to know.

"My father is in a hurry after he retires. He insists on arranging a blind date for me. If I can't push it away today, I will go."

"What... a blind date?" With a shake, Yan Zhou's face turned pale.

Shen Linxian nodded.

"Female?" The perfume smell of Shen Linxian's clothes, either the other party's perfume is too strong, or they are close to each other.

"No, man." He squeezed into the bathroom and wiped his hair with a towel, and replied casually.The speaker has no intention and the listener has the heart, every word Shen Linxian said made Yan Zhou feel chills. "My dad knows that I like men and my sexual orientation cannot be changed. He has completely accepted it for so many years."

"Hmm." Listening to the sound of the washing machine turning, Yan Zhou clenched his fists, his lips trembling in pain. "how are you feeling?"

"Huh!?" After wiping his hair, Shen Linxian put down the towel and suddenly understood Yan Zhou's meaning. "That person is pretty good, about the same age as me, and has a good personality. You can try to learn more, and I'll show you someday."

"Really." He pretended to bury his head in the laundry. "Then congratulations."

"It's too late to say congratulations, we haven't confirmed the relationship yet." Shen Linxian had already dried his hair. "I'm going out first, go to bed after you wash your clothes, don't be too late."

Then, go out.

The laundry is not finished.

Yan Zhou wanted to get rid of the residual smell. After washing it once, he took it out and smelled it, but he still felt that it was still there. He washed it again, repeated four or five times, and then hung the clothes to dry.

What Shen Linxian meant was that he fell in love with that man, but it was too hasty to know more.

Therefore, he should have his life.

This life has nothing to do with me.

The clothes were hanging on the balcony, Yan Zhou went back to the bathroom, feeling in a trance.

For three years, he waited for him for three years.

Shen Linxian waited for him for seven years.

The two of them waited for each other, and finally they could no longer be separated, but that heart no longer belonged to them.

But his heart was pulled by Shen Linxian, pulled by an invisible thread, the farther Shen Linxian was away, the more painful the thread was.

Unknowingly, his eyes were red, and Yan Zhou only dared to sob softly.

The longing and anticipation of the past three years are nothing but hysteria and broken hearts because of love, and all of this - he asked for it.

Facing Shen Linxian now, the topic between them is nothing more than a few casual greetings, and then they each stay in their own small independent space, each with their own thoughts.