sickly wrapped around the waist

Before he knew it, Yan Zhou fell asleep.

His world is too quiet, and he can only be integrated into this quiet world when he falls asleep, just as...he has never been here, just as...he is just a dead thing in this world, occupying a position, without doing or thinking about anything.

Yan Zhou was awakened by Shen Linxian's door opening.

Shen Linxian drank some wine, it was already evening, and the sky outside was still foggy with light rain.

The little light left in the sky is about to be swallowed by darkness, and underground, the street lamps greet the drizzle, clammy and blurry.

All of this has nothing to do with him.

Shen Linxian just came back from the outside, his clothes turned cold, Yan Zhou woke up from the bed, in the dark room, he felt the coldness on Shen Linxian's body, and the expression on his face also.

Can't help frowning, Yan Zhou grabbed the quilt tightly and watched Shen Linxian walking step by step.Kneel on the bed with both legs and knees back and forth, and hold Yan Zhou in his arms.

He hugged Yan Zhou very tightly, for fear that if he didn't pay attention to Yan Zhou, he would slip away from his arms.

Shen Linxian's heavy breathing came from above his head, and the tip of his nose smelled of wine... and perfume, which belonged to that woman.Yan Zhou didn't move from the beginning to the end, but let Shen Linxian hug him.

The cold body was warmed by Yan Zhou, and he felt the real existence of the person in his arms. In the darkness, there was a satisfied smile on the corner of Shen Linxian's mouth.

Everyone advised him to go...

No one knows how much he needs Yan Zhou.

He won't leave, no matter how things develop, as long as Yan Zhou is by his side, he won't feel bitter.

The heart that had been empty for a day was filled by Yan Zhou, Shen Linxian let go of Yan Zhou, and rubbed his soft hair. "I'll take a shower and cook for you."

Shen Linxian went to take a bath, but Yan Zhou remained silent.

It seems... I have nothing to say to Shen Linxian.

In the past, even if it was not a good word, he would fight a few words casually, but now he is full of words but he is unwilling to open his mouth to say a word.

He should have a good relationship with that woman.

Where did they go when they got out?I think it's inconvenient because I'm here.

He came over to hug me before the smell of woman's perfume on his body... Do you think I won't push him away?

But why... "I didn't push him away?"

The more I think about it, the more uncomfortable I feel. I don’t know when my eyes are wet. Yan Zhou really wants to cry and vent everything, but after thinking about it, he doesn’t know why he is so wronged and sad. He doesn’t know what emotion he should vent. Why did it start.

The tears finally rolled down and fell on the back of his hand, it was warm, Yan Zhou didn't realize that he was crying, and he wiped his face twice with his finger to realize that the back of his hand was tears.

Why are you crying, like a woman!

When I broke up with my mother that day, I never cried like this.

I can't be in love with this pervert!

He wiped away the tears indiscriminately, but couldn't dry them.Yan Zhou was frightened by this thought, he likes Shen Linxian like that pervert?Impossible, Shen Linxian has always been so self-righteous from the beginning to the end, not to mention controlling his freedom and messing up his life, although it was a mess before, but Shen Linxian cares about him, considers him, and cooks well Apart from eating, there is no advantage.

The most important thing is... He won't like perverted men.

What's more, Shen Linxian doesn't like him, it's just a strange possessive desire, just playing with him.

Yan Zhou suddenly thought of something.

Didn't Shen Linxian pay attention to himself several years ago, maybe it was because of watching him grow up and possessive desire.Isn't it true that some parents also have possessive desires for their children? Yan Zhou thinks that Shen Linxian has such feelings for him.

It was for this reason that his guardianship was requested.

What Shen Linxian likes is the woman today, but that woman looks very powerful, and the two of them are quite compatible.

Shen Linxian did it very quickly. Tonight's meal was relatively simple, one meat and one vegetarian plus a seafood soup, two sets of bowls and chopsticks. Yan Zhou himself didn't feel hungry, but when he sat at the table, his stomach growled.

Yan Zhou ate a little fast, but Shen Linxian didn't move his chopsticks.

Yan Zhou didn't realize it until he ate for a while, but he understood why Shen Linxian didn't eat it.

Probably because I was full from eating outside, the reason why I sat at the dining table may be simply to accompany me to eat.Yan Zhou, who had a great appetite, suddenly lost his appetite, and his eating speed slowed down.

Yan Zhou had a few questions in his mind, and Yan Zhou really wanted to ask them, but he never asked them.

After eating, Shen Linxian cleaned up the dishes. While washing the dishes, Yan Zhou stood at the kitchen door and watched his busy figure.

Shen Linxian knew what Yan Zhou wanted to ask, and he didn't take the initiative to ask him. Yan Zhou didn't ask him and he didn't plan to say it. Of course, if he asked him, he might not answer truthfully.

With a stomach full of questions, Yan Zhou only asked one in the end. "Shen Linxian, you said that if I can break free from the rope, let me be free, right?"

Shen Linxian, who had his back to Yan Zhou, continued to move without answering.After standing for a while and seeing Shen Linxian still not answering himself, Yan Zhou took it as a default.

But she didn't know how Shen Linxian's hands were shaking while washing the dishes, and his eyes also became gloomy.

If Yan Zhou wants to get rid of him, he just hates him so much.

It's obvious that I don't hate it anymore.

Was it his appearance that frightened his family?

Damn, it wasn't enough to tie him up, there was more to make him never leave himself.

The faucet was not turned off tightly, and a drop of water dripped into the sink. Shen Linxian's sanity that was about to collapse was finally awakened.He took out the medicine from his pocket and took two pills before he calmed down slowly.

When everything was done and turned around, Yan Zhou was no longer there.

I went to the bathroom and stood in front of the mirror to look at my face.

Even if he takes medicine to control his reason, he still looks very unfriendly. With his cold face and gloomy eyes, his whole body exudes a dangerous aura. No wonder Yan Zhou wants to leave.

If it goes back to the way it was before, will Xiao Zhou not want to leave?

Trying to recall his own appearance in the past, Shen Linxian raised the corners of his mouth and narrowed his eyes, trying to smile the same as before.

But, no.No matter how hard he tried, he always looked cold, and his smile was even more terrifying.To be precise, what he said was not a joke at all.

It is impossible to go back to the past.

I don't want to hurt Yan Zhou, but I don't want to let him go.

Abandoning this idea, Shen Linxian went directly to the room to find Yan Zhou.Yan Zhou fell asleep on the bed, he went to bed and hugged her tightly in his arms and closed his eyes to sleep.

Yan Zhou was actually not asleep, he couldn't figure out one thing.

Whether he likes Shen Linxian or not.

Staying quietly in Shen Linxian's arms, his body was so stiff that he went numb for a long time, until he heard Shen Linxian's even breathing, Yan Zhou felt that he was falling asleep.

He had an idea, he wanted to determine whether he liked Shen Linxian.

Opening his eyes, Yan Zhou cautiously raised his head under the dim light, and gently kissed Shen Linxian's lips.

The moment his lips touched, Yan Zhou's heart suddenly accelerated.Boom boom boom! ! !As if to jump out of the chest.

Frightened by his abnormal heart, he was overwhelmed with wide-eyed glasses.No, it's not like...it's...fear.