I was rented monthly after I became a virtual boyfriend
Chapter 70 Mr. Rabbit Cannibalism Incident.
It was getting dark, and Xiudu walked swiftly and sullenly on the small path of the hospital, but he didn't see anyone along the way.
When the soreness in my heart gradually backlogged to the threshold and was about to explode, I stopped and caught the thin figure under the street lamp bench in front of me.
The other party's helpless appearance made him feel so painful that he didn't dare to go forward for a while.
Su Heran huddled on the bench with his legs curled up, because it was snowing again because he didn't move, he looked like a little snowman after a while.
He sniffed to smell the snow.
As soon as I closed my eyes, the next moment——
He was picked up by the waist.
"Who..." Su Heran opened his eyes, and met Xiudu's red eye sockets, and the familiar temperature came over.
He didn't care about the tube soaring into the air, the accumulated haze dissipated immediately, and stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around his neck: "A'Du!"
But Xiudu didn't smile like him.
Su Heran suddenly sensed the danger.
He patted Xiudu's arm and said, "A'Du, let me down first, I'm covered in snow."
Sure enough, Xiudu didn't listen to him, he just hid the person in his arms with all his strength, squeezed the clothes while walking, frowned and said, "Why are you wearing so little?"
"I put warm babies inside." Su Heran quickly explained: "It's just too boring, sit down."
In fact, he was annoyed by Sha Yibi's matter, but he didn't want to infect Xiudu with this bad mood.
Xiu Du was completely silent this time.
Although it was already dark, there were still many people on the way out of the hospital. Su Heran was hugged and attracted a lot of attention, and he covered his face and said nothing all the way because of his shame.
Then it was stuffed into the warm car.
It was the first time he rode in a car driven by Xiu Du, and bumped into the co-pilot curiously, but his peripheral vision was always on Xiu Du.
After making a fuss for a long time without waiting for Xiu Du to stop him, he finally tilted his head to observe people openly.
Ask carefully in a soft voice: "Aren't you cold, your eye sockets were red from the cold just now."
Xiudu finally turned his head away.
When he saw the little hedgehog looking at him eagerly, he felt as if a feather had been drawn across his heart.
Reluctantly said: "I saw about Sha Yibi."
"I can solve it!" Su Heran said.
He knew the reason for Xiudu's strange mood.
"What do you want me to do?" Xiu Du asked.
Su Heran didn't react, but looked at Xiudu's sharp side face, and said from his heart: "I want you to be a kiss."
"Don't hook me." Xiudu held down the little hedgehog's hands, and his tone softened, "We're driving, we'll talk about it when we get home."
Su Heran's rare initiative was rejected.
He turned his head and said, "I won't talk about it when I get home."
But this time my temper was useless.
Xiudu's silent tactics are really scary.
Su Heran rubbed the corner of his clothes awkwardly for a long time, but finally couldn't help but said: "I can solve it. I thought about it all night and found a solution. Although I thought those treaties were too long at the time and didn't read them, I was not blind to the law. He invited me to the internal test and refused to log out. In fact, he wanted to earn money for my breach of contract. This is already his mistake. And there was a time difference. First of all, I didn’t sign Hoshino when I participated in the group arena. I was considered an amateur. After signing with Hoshino, I promptly canceled my favorite boyfriend, and even chatting in the app is just a user identity."
He thought about this matter for a long time, and he was afraid when he thought about it.
If Xiudu had really agreed to renew the contract, then he would have really breached the contract.
Now it can be regarded as inadvertent making friends at best, not explaining the public opinion clearly.
"You are not allowed to participate!" Su Heran saw Xiudu frown and said quickly: "I can handle it myself."
Xiu Du's lips stretched into a straight line.
Su Heran thought that the matter had been discussed, but after returning home, he found that the road was long and difficult.
Xiudu bathed and changed his clothes patiently and meticulously. He was just a model husband in capital letters and bold, but no matter how Su Heran teased him, he kept his face sullen.
Usually, Su Heran can go crazy by ticking his fingers.
This is very wrong.
The constant hum of the hair dryer, and the gentleness of the fingers running through the hair, made one's whole body tingle like an electric shock.
Su Heran obediently got his hair blown like a child who did something wrong and was punished to stand, carefully observing Xiudu's unhappiness.
5 minute later.
Xiudu put away the hair dryer, turned around and planned to go out.
Su Heran was finally tormented by indifference to the point where he couldn't stand it anymore, and looked at the leaving back and said loudly: "I will really deal with it so that you won't be implicated, don't be angry...ah!"
He intuitively felt that Xiu Du's mood was wrong because of Sha Yibi.
But before he finished speaking, the person who was going out turned around and threw him down on the bed viciously.
Pain came from his wrist, and he subconsciously closed his eyes.
"Su Heran." Xiu Du pressed down on him, and said in a restrained voice, "Look at me."
"Don't look!" Su Heran closed his eyes tightly.
Xiudu stared at the little hedgehog's frightened expression, and suddenly felt a dull pain in his heart as if he was being grabbed. The heartbeat spread and tormented him at this moment, causing the accumulated anger to disappear in an instant, turning into a heart-wrenching helplessness.
Su Heran felt a drop of hot liquid hit his face, opened his eyes in astonishment, and saw Xiudu's red eye sockets.
He reached out to touch, but his fingers were pinched.
"Su Heran." Xiudu put away the thorns all over his body, and the oppression became a protective gesture. His tone trembled but he said firmly: "I am your boyfriend, don't be afraid of implicating me."
He saw through Su Heran's mind.
That's why I was very concerned all night.
"Even if you make a big trouble, I can help you, understand?"
Su Heran finally knew what Xiudu was angry about.
A violent heart swept him, and Xiu Du hugged him in this posture.
"I'm not afraid of trouble, I hope you will trouble me, the kind that poke a hole and ask me to mend it, ask me to deal with it, get tired and sleepy, ask me to vent, even if you are angry, you can use me to vent your temper without holding back, you know ?"
"I..." Su Heran was speechless.
Xiudu buried his face in his neck and said in a low voice, "Please..."
He knew everything on the way back.
I thought that Su Heran could just cry and make a fuss.
But Su Heran pretended to be happy in front of him.
I don't know if it's been a long time since I saw him. This kind of polite caring attitude made him feel a sense of hopeless distance. He felt that he was useless.
Su Heran was originally the one who should be protected by him and play around wantonly in his arms.
He felt sorry for Su Heran who was so sensible, and for his sweetheart who was frozen and calm in the snow.
"A'Du..." Su Heran ended.
He had never heard Xiudu's pleading tone.
It felt like a big hole had been broken in my heart.
Being dependent on others and being independent is used to him. He has no sense of security and dare not rely on anyone casually. This has been engraved in Su Heran's bones. Otherwise, he would not be able to live well to this day.
Before today, he didn't feel so wronged.
He is afraid of getting involved, afraid of disturbing and troubling anyone, because he has no backing.
No one can come to his rescue when he makes trouble.
So he repeatedly emphasized that he can solve it by himself.
He was really enduring it, after all, he once regarded Sha Yibi as a friend, and no one would be happy if he was stabbed in the back.
But Xiudu said, don't bear it.
Su Heran rushed to his eyes with enthusiasm, he was entangled with someone like a sloth, and proactively kissed the other person's eyes, his voice was already crying and said: "Don't ignore me from now on!"
He is really scared today.
He thought that Xiudu thought he was causing trouble.
Straightforward love came.
Xiudu was so distressed, he hugged Su Heran in the posture of holding a child, and gently followed his back and said contentedly: "Okay, I'm here."
After realizing that he was too fierce, he coaxed people: "Brother is here, brother is wrong, Xiaohe is good."
"En." Su Heran responded.
But the next moment——
Looking up in surprise, "Wait, what did you say?"
Xiudu laughed and repeated: "Xiaohe, good boy, brother is here."
Su Heran's head buzzed.
Memories surged up like spring water, someone coaxed him like this before, the same posture, tone of voice, and even the evoked smile were somewhat similar.
Su Heran suddenly remembered.
When Xiudu was the patron, he said that his name was Achen.
Under his astonishment, Xiudu reached out and opened the drawer that Su Heran had locked for a few seconds after being curious.
The lock on it had disappeared, Xiudu took out a small iron box from it and placed it in front of Su Heran.
Xiudu whispered, "Open it and have a look."
No one noticed that the hands behind his back were trembling with tension.
A strong premonition hit Su Heran, he held back his messy breathing, and pushed open the lid of the iron box with his slender and clean fingers.
There are a lot of small things in a mess.
The first thing that catches the eye is a photo frame.
A photo is neatly stored inside.
In the photo, two boys embrace each other with bright smiles under the pagoda tree.
Looking at the familiar faces and scenes, Su Heran felt his heart beating.
He was dull for a second and continued to flip down quickly. It was a low-quality couple necklace, which was already stained with rust;
Further down is the immature and crooked origami;
Finally, there was a plastic-covered card with two words written crookedly in pencil: Achen.
The things stored in the iron box brought back distant memories, and Su Heran seemed to remember the way he was holding a pen.
He suddenly looked up at Xiudu.
The bits and pieces about Xiudu played back in my mind: I don’t eat spicy food, I have a weak cleanliness habit, I have a slightly obsessive-compulsive room, I like black stubbornly, I wear glasses...
The last memory is that when he mentioned his friend Latiao in the video, the drunk Xiudu said: "I am him."
Shuwata Junyi's face overlapped with that of a boy.
That was the first person he wanted to keep but didn't.
Su Heran's head buzzed, and his eyes turned red. Everything seemed to be telling him the truth, but he never paid attention.
It's hard to connect the two even now.
"Heran..." Xiudu sat in front of him like a kid admitting his mistake, the low air pressure before suddenly disappeared.
Su Heran's hands were shaking, and his tone was terribly calm: "Why didn't you say it?"
Xiudu: "Because I dare not."
These four words took all his strength.
"Don't dare?" Su Heran didn't believe it.
"Yes, I dare not." Xiu Du mustered up the courage to hold the little hedgehog's hand, but he only dared to pinch his fingertips, hiding the terrifying possessiveness in his eyes, and said as harmlessly as possible: "Because I like you so much, I I'm afraid you won't like me after you know I'm Ah Chen."
When he was a child, Chen promised Xiaohe that he would never be separated.
But one day when Xiaohe came back from buying ice cream, Ah Chen left his life forever.
"I don't even want to use the past to circle you."
Xiudu quietly approached Su Heran again.
"Then you now..." Mentioning the promise, Su Heran tried his best to restrain the turmoil in his eyes, "Then why do you dare now?"
Xiu Du looked at the person in front of him affectionately.
Su Heran caught the extreme paranoia in his eyes.
"Because now, I want to use it to trap you."
One sentence exposed all the darkness of Xiudu.
When he was a child, he was placed in an orphanage donated by his parents because of his family's power struggle. Since then, the rebellion in his bones began to skyrocket, but before the outbreak, a soft little hand held him.
After that, that paranoia was transferred to that snow-white little dumpling named Xiaohe.
Many years later, he carefully locked that poor memory in a small iron box to support his fragile feelings, as if he could forget it this way.
But one day Xiaohe reappeared in his life.
His dusty mind was aroused, and he eagerly appeared as a prey, lowering his vigilance and invading the opponent's territory.
Hidden behind the superficially gentle and benefactor is a lunatic who is aiming at every step of the way, possessive and possessive.
It was all selfish, so he didn't dare to say it.
He is not the simple Ah Chen from before, he is afraid that the little hedgehog won't like him.
Xiudu encroached on Su Heran's territory little by little, and greedily wrapped his arms around his waist, his possessive desire was satisfied by the subconscious obedience of the other party.
Continue to whisper: "No one around me believes in your existence. The whole world thinks that I made up a little crane. Even I myself have been treated with suspicion by those doctors, but these things that have been hidden for 14 years are all It's evidence."
"I was forcibly taken away by my parents back then. It's not that I didn't like you leaving you behind. I went back afterwards and you are no longer there."
"Now I want to use this to trap you in the past, to let you know that I have always liked you, and I want you to be kidnapped by these people, to like me more, to rely on me, and to be inseparable from me."
The pure teenage friendship has deteriorated over time.
He generously put his goal in front of his eyes, and handed over the right to choose to Su Heran.
Su Heran had no reason to think of the rumors he had heard.
Those anchors said that Xiu Du was actually a lunatic.
Xiu Du is indeed a lunatic.
But now he can only see the other party's steadfastness and clinging to the memory that had him in less than half a year.
This made his heart suddenly ache.
Xiu Du wasn't sure what would happen if he said these words.
He looked at the little hedgehog sitting on the bed in a daze holding the iron box, and suddenly felt that he had gone too far.
My reason is drawn back because of catharsis.
But just as he regretted that he was about to speak, a person rushed in front of him.
The words of explanation were all blocked by unfamiliar kisses.
Su Heran frowned slightly.
Why so many times he is still not proficient in kissing?
He parted his lips angrily, bit the tip of Xiudu's nose, and said angrily, "I was bullied by Xu Shikai's jokes, and you don't coax me, do you not love me?"
He spoke so seriously that Xiudu almost forgot the original topic, and asked in surprise, "You...are you not angry with me?"
"What are you angry about, are you angry that you love me too much?"
Xiudu's heart was injected with warm current, looking at Su Heran's moist eyes, his heart ached to death.
But just as he was about to hug someone, the little hedgehog got up and ran out. Before leaving, he turned his head caringly: "Wait for me."
Xiu Du was taken aback for a moment, and his originally tense nerves relaxed.
The little hedgehog always liked him.
What is he worrying about?
Su Heran also brought back a small iron box, stuffed it into Xiudu's arms, and said, "Look quickly."
Xiudu had a guess, but he still couldn't control the shaking of his hands when he opened it.
Su Heran saw that he didn't move, took out the contents, and introduced Rushu Jiazhen: "This is the grass ring that you learned to propose to me, and this is the thousand paper cranes you folded when I stole them, and this is yours. A small bracelet made of my kite string..."
"Oh yes, the peace talisman you brought back from the temple is hanging around Xiaoran's neck."
Not only Xiudu, but Su Heran also carefully cherished that period of the past, Achen hugged him in the heavy rain, and now Adu hugged him in the heavy snow.
How could he not like it.
"These things are ridiculed by Xu Shikai every day as little rags." Seeing Xiudu staring at him without saying a word, Su Heran frowned and said, "I'll be really angry if you don't coax me!"
In the next second, he was hugged and rolled into bed.
Xiudu finally came back to his senses, excitedly hugged her tightly, and asked softly, "How do you coax the baby?"
Su Heran blushed because of the word "baby".
He felt a big hand penetrate into the hem of his clothes and rub his waist, and the crazy hint made him blush.
Why do you fall into bed every time you have a good chat?
"They said you have a fiancée." Su Heran said.
"Well, there is." Xiudu looked at Su Heran's frowning eyebrows, and the approaching face stopped half a centimeter from his lips, "It's in my arms now."
Su Heran blushed, and said in resistance: "I'm a boy, how can I be called a fiancee..."
Before he finished speaking, he met his red eyes.
Complaining was swallowed, he raised his hand to caress Xiudu's eyes, and said as if coaxing a child, "Don't cry, be good, ah."
Xiudu burst out laughing.
Su Heran felt the ridicule, and climbed up Xiudu's body a little angrily and hid in his arms.
He also ordered: "Don't think I'm too heavy!"
His fluffy hair rubbed against Xiudu, he smiled and said, "Heran, I like you."
Su Heran's tricky hand was kidnapped by Daode for the sudden confession, and he didn't continue to move.
"Is it still fair to promise me never to be separated when I was a child?" He poked Xiudu's chest and asked.
Xiudu nodded: "Forget it, forever."
The smile on the corner of Su Heran's mouth couldn't be suppressed, and he muttered in a low voice: "It's more or less the same."
"That's it?" Xiu Du was dissatisfied.
"Then what else do you want?" Su Heran asked.
Xiudu Diandian: "Let's listen to something else."
Su Heran lay on him and swayed for a long time, and finally pulled his shirt and whispered: "I like you, Xiudu."
"Speak louder so you can't hear it!"
"I like you, Xiudu."
"Speak louder, little hedgehog, like me!"
"You bastard!"
The two wrestled together, Xiudu didn't know how to give in, and soon gained the upper hand and pinned the little hedgehog under him.
He kissed Su Heran's fingertips and said: "Don't worry, Shabi won't even try to take a dime. If I scold you, I will ask him to pay back ten times."
"Now is not the time to talk about these things." Panting tiredly, Su Heran wrapped his arms around Xiudu's neck, rubbed the tip of his nose and said, "I still have a lot of little treasures in my room, I'll show them to you tomorrow."
"Now is not the time to talk about these things." Xiu Du raised his hand and pushed away the dazzling desk lamp, most of his whole body was submerged in darkness. He held Su Heran's fingertips and said in a hoarse voice, "I want your little treasure."
When the two played around, a lot of anger arose. Su Heran felt hot all over, and the wet fingertips made him tremble slightly.
He felt wronged and asked, "You want to eat me?"
This sentence was remembered by him for a whole week.
Xiudu skillfully pushed up Su Heran's clothes, and dropped a delicate and moist kiss, "God Su, it's time to pay off the debt."
A sound of Su Shen made people's ears go soft.
Su Heran leaned against the head of the bed, his thin waist arched in a perfect arc, he was invincible, and was so distracted by the kiss that he groaned.
The white shirt was crumpled, and a part of his trousers was rubbed up, exposing his ankles. Xiudu rested his hands on the head of the bed, lowered his head and easily controlled all of Su Heran's reactions.
Su Heran squinted at the smile on Xiudu's mouth, suddenly felt a little uncomfortable being dominated, he endured the numbness in his body, raised his bare feet and gently stepped on Xiudu's chest.
When the intense kiss stopped, Xiu Du was surprised.
He looked up at Su Heran, who was covered in red spots all over his body, and the thought in his eyes couldn't be suppressed.
Su Heran's original intention was to push people away.
But his legs were weak.
The ankle fell into Xiudu's hands after a while, and the opponent pushed him, forcing his knees to bend, and pressed the soles of his feet to other places, using some strength.
His eyes are like a good teacher who earnestly teaches.
Wu Sheng said: This is the right place.
Su Heran's toes curled up, and the redness of his neck spread down. Although he was satisfied with Xiudu's active movements, he was stunned for a moment and still used some strength on his own.
For the first time, Xiu Du groaned.
"Hmph." The little hedgehog triumphantly gained the upper hand.
But in the next instant, Xiudu changed his gentle style and trapped people under his body.
Su Heran said anxiously: "Wait, I'm not ready!"
The bedside table next to his ear was pulled open, and Xiudu reached out and handed the square plastic package inside to Su Heran, begging, "God Su, please help me."
Su Heran: "...grass."
It really made Yu Li right.
The atmosphere in the room is beautiful and full of passion.
Xiu Du held the little hedgehog's wrist, and asked, "Shall we make it public and let everyone know?"
Su Heran was already delirious, and under the guidance of his words, he felt that there were countless people standing beside him.
He tugged at the quilt to maintain his last sense of shame, and before his sanity disappeared, he groped under the pillow, took out the thing he had hidden just now, and put it on Xiudu's wrist in a panic.
"Baby, what's this?"
Xiudu's heart was full of emotions, and he became even more presumptuous.
"I...made it up myself." Su Heran's words were broken: "The meaning is very good, it will last forever, and never...separate."
Xiu Du only saw his own shadow in his clear pupils, completely out of control.
……
Su Heran tried to communicate with Xiudu halfway, blushing softly and said: "No more."
But Xiudu couldn't listen to a word.
The difference in size between the two gave him the upper hand.
Su Heran could only yell indiscriminately, Achen and Adu.
In the end, I was incoherent and cried.
Xiudu kissed his neck up and down, hugged him tightly in his arms, and said softly, "Don't cry, it's only been 14 years, and there will be another 14 years in the future."
The author has something to say:
Mr. Rabbit finally ate the little hedgehog!
Great harmony of life (um
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What I wrote in this chapter really moved me to tears
When the soreness in my heart gradually backlogged to the threshold and was about to explode, I stopped and caught the thin figure under the street lamp bench in front of me.
The other party's helpless appearance made him feel so painful that he didn't dare to go forward for a while.
Su Heran huddled on the bench with his legs curled up, because it was snowing again because he didn't move, he looked like a little snowman after a while.
He sniffed to smell the snow.
As soon as I closed my eyes, the next moment——
He was picked up by the waist.
"Who..." Su Heran opened his eyes, and met Xiudu's red eye sockets, and the familiar temperature came over.
He didn't care about the tube soaring into the air, the accumulated haze dissipated immediately, and stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around his neck: "A'Du!"
But Xiudu didn't smile like him.
Su Heran suddenly sensed the danger.
He patted Xiudu's arm and said, "A'Du, let me down first, I'm covered in snow."
Sure enough, Xiudu didn't listen to him, he just hid the person in his arms with all his strength, squeezed the clothes while walking, frowned and said, "Why are you wearing so little?"
"I put warm babies inside." Su Heran quickly explained: "It's just too boring, sit down."
In fact, he was annoyed by Sha Yibi's matter, but he didn't want to infect Xiudu with this bad mood.
Xiu Du was completely silent this time.
Although it was already dark, there were still many people on the way out of the hospital. Su Heran was hugged and attracted a lot of attention, and he covered his face and said nothing all the way because of his shame.
Then it was stuffed into the warm car.
It was the first time he rode in a car driven by Xiu Du, and bumped into the co-pilot curiously, but his peripheral vision was always on Xiu Du.
After making a fuss for a long time without waiting for Xiu Du to stop him, he finally tilted his head to observe people openly.
Ask carefully in a soft voice: "Aren't you cold, your eye sockets were red from the cold just now."
Xiudu finally turned his head away.
When he saw the little hedgehog looking at him eagerly, he felt as if a feather had been drawn across his heart.
Reluctantly said: "I saw about Sha Yibi."
"I can solve it!" Su Heran said.
He knew the reason for Xiudu's strange mood.
"What do you want me to do?" Xiu Du asked.
Su Heran didn't react, but looked at Xiudu's sharp side face, and said from his heart: "I want you to be a kiss."
"Don't hook me." Xiudu held down the little hedgehog's hands, and his tone softened, "We're driving, we'll talk about it when we get home."
Su Heran's rare initiative was rejected.
He turned his head and said, "I won't talk about it when I get home."
But this time my temper was useless.
Xiudu's silent tactics are really scary.
Su Heran rubbed the corner of his clothes awkwardly for a long time, but finally couldn't help but said: "I can solve it. I thought about it all night and found a solution. Although I thought those treaties were too long at the time and didn't read them, I was not blind to the law. He invited me to the internal test and refused to log out. In fact, he wanted to earn money for my breach of contract. This is already his mistake. And there was a time difference. First of all, I didn’t sign Hoshino when I participated in the group arena. I was considered an amateur. After signing with Hoshino, I promptly canceled my favorite boyfriend, and even chatting in the app is just a user identity."
He thought about this matter for a long time, and he was afraid when he thought about it.
If Xiudu had really agreed to renew the contract, then he would have really breached the contract.
Now it can be regarded as inadvertent making friends at best, not explaining the public opinion clearly.
"You are not allowed to participate!" Su Heran saw Xiudu frown and said quickly: "I can handle it myself."
Xiu Du's lips stretched into a straight line.
Su Heran thought that the matter had been discussed, but after returning home, he found that the road was long and difficult.
Xiudu bathed and changed his clothes patiently and meticulously. He was just a model husband in capital letters and bold, but no matter how Su Heran teased him, he kept his face sullen.
Usually, Su Heran can go crazy by ticking his fingers.
This is very wrong.
The constant hum of the hair dryer, and the gentleness of the fingers running through the hair, made one's whole body tingle like an electric shock.
Su Heran obediently got his hair blown like a child who did something wrong and was punished to stand, carefully observing Xiudu's unhappiness.
5 minute later.
Xiudu put away the hair dryer, turned around and planned to go out.
Su Heran was finally tormented by indifference to the point where he couldn't stand it anymore, and looked at the leaving back and said loudly: "I will really deal with it so that you won't be implicated, don't be angry...ah!"
He intuitively felt that Xiu Du's mood was wrong because of Sha Yibi.
But before he finished speaking, the person who was going out turned around and threw him down on the bed viciously.
Pain came from his wrist, and he subconsciously closed his eyes.
"Su Heran." Xiu Du pressed down on him, and said in a restrained voice, "Look at me."
"Don't look!" Su Heran closed his eyes tightly.
Xiudu stared at the little hedgehog's frightened expression, and suddenly felt a dull pain in his heart as if he was being grabbed. The heartbeat spread and tormented him at this moment, causing the accumulated anger to disappear in an instant, turning into a heart-wrenching helplessness.
Su Heran felt a drop of hot liquid hit his face, opened his eyes in astonishment, and saw Xiudu's red eye sockets.
He reached out to touch, but his fingers were pinched.
"Su Heran." Xiudu put away the thorns all over his body, and the oppression became a protective gesture. His tone trembled but he said firmly: "I am your boyfriend, don't be afraid of implicating me."
He saw through Su Heran's mind.
That's why I was very concerned all night.
"Even if you make a big trouble, I can help you, understand?"
Su Heran finally knew what Xiudu was angry about.
A violent heart swept him, and Xiu Du hugged him in this posture.
"I'm not afraid of trouble, I hope you will trouble me, the kind that poke a hole and ask me to mend it, ask me to deal with it, get tired and sleepy, ask me to vent, even if you are angry, you can use me to vent your temper without holding back, you know ?"
"I..." Su Heran was speechless.
Xiudu buried his face in his neck and said in a low voice, "Please..."
He knew everything on the way back.
I thought that Su Heran could just cry and make a fuss.
But Su Heran pretended to be happy in front of him.
I don't know if it's been a long time since I saw him. This kind of polite caring attitude made him feel a sense of hopeless distance. He felt that he was useless.
Su Heran was originally the one who should be protected by him and play around wantonly in his arms.
He felt sorry for Su Heran who was so sensible, and for his sweetheart who was frozen and calm in the snow.
"A'Du..." Su Heran ended.
He had never heard Xiudu's pleading tone.
It felt like a big hole had been broken in my heart.
Being dependent on others and being independent is used to him. He has no sense of security and dare not rely on anyone casually. This has been engraved in Su Heran's bones. Otherwise, he would not be able to live well to this day.
Before today, he didn't feel so wronged.
He is afraid of getting involved, afraid of disturbing and troubling anyone, because he has no backing.
No one can come to his rescue when he makes trouble.
So he repeatedly emphasized that he can solve it by himself.
He was really enduring it, after all, he once regarded Sha Yibi as a friend, and no one would be happy if he was stabbed in the back.
But Xiudu said, don't bear it.
Su Heran rushed to his eyes with enthusiasm, he was entangled with someone like a sloth, and proactively kissed the other person's eyes, his voice was already crying and said: "Don't ignore me from now on!"
He is really scared today.
He thought that Xiudu thought he was causing trouble.
Straightforward love came.
Xiudu was so distressed, he hugged Su Heran in the posture of holding a child, and gently followed his back and said contentedly: "Okay, I'm here."
After realizing that he was too fierce, he coaxed people: "Brother is here, brother is wrong, Xiaohe is good."
"En." Su Heran responded.
But the next moment——
Looking up in surprise, "Wait, what did you say?"
Xiudu laughed and repeated: "Xiaohe, good boy, brother is here."
Su Heran's head buzzed.
Memories surged up like spring water, someone coaxed him like this before, the same posture, tone of voice, and even the evoked smile were somewhat similar.
Su Heran suddenly remembered.
When Xiudu was the patron, he said that his name was Achen.
Under his astonishment, Xiudu reached out and opened the drawer that Su Heran had locked for a few seconds after being curious.
The lock on it had disappeared, Xiudu took out a small iron box from it and placed it in front of Su Heran.
Xiudu whispered, "Open it and have a look."
No one noticed that the hands behind his back were trembling with tension.
A strong premonition hit Su Heran, he held back his messy breathing, and pushed open the lid of the iron box with his slender and clean fingers.
There are a lot of small things in a mess.
The first thing that catches the eye is a photo frame.
A photo is neatly stored inside.
In the photo, two boys embrace each other with bright smiles under the pagoda tree.
Looking at the familiar faces and scenes, Su Heran felt his heart beating.
He was dull for a second and continued to flip down quickly. It was a low-quality couple necklace, which was already stained with rust;
Further down is the immature and crooked origami;
Finally, there was a plastic-covered card with two words written crookedly in pencil: Achen.
The things stored in the iron box brought back distant memories, and Su Heran seemed to remember the way he was holding a pen.
He suddenly looked up at Xiudu.
The bits and pieces about Xiudu played back in my mind: I don’t eat spicy food, I have a weak cleanliness habit, I have a slightly obsessive-compulsive room, I like black stubbornly, I wear glasses...
The last memory is that when he mentioned his friend Latiao in the video, the drunk Xiudu said: "I am him."
Shuwata Junyi's face overlapped with that of a boy.
That was the first person he wanted to keep but didn't.
Su Heran's head buzzed, and his eyes turned red. Everything seemed to be telling him the truth, but he never paid attention.
It's hard to connect the two even now.
"Heran..." Xiudu sat in front of him like a kid admitting his mistake, the low air pressure before suddenly disappeared.
Su Heran's hands were shaking, and his tone was terribly calm: "Why didn't you say it?"
Xiudu: "Because I dare not."
These four words took all his strength.
"Don't dare?" Su Heran didn't believe it.
"Yes, I dare not." Xiu Du mustered up the courage to hold the little hedgehog's hand, but he only dared to pinch his fingertips, hiding the terrifying possessiveness in his eyes, and said as harmlessly as possible: "Because I like you so much, I I'm afraid you won't like me after you know I'm Ah Chen."
When he was a child, Chen promised Xiaohe that he would never be separated.
But one day when Xiaohe came back from buying ice cream, Ah Chen left his life forever.
"I don't even want to use the past to circle you."
Xiudu quietly approached Su Heran again.
"Then you now..." Mentioning the promise, Su Heran tried his best to restrain the turmoil in his eyes, "Then why do you dare now?"
Xiu Du looked at the person in front of him affectionately.
Su Heran caught the extreme paranoia in his eyes.
"Because now, I want to use it to trap you."
One sentence exposed all the darkness of Xiudu.
When he was a child, he was placed in an orphanage donated by his parents because of his family's power struggle. Since then, the rebellion in his bones began to skyrocket, but before the outbreak, a soft little hand held him.
After that, that paranoia was transferred to that snow-white little dumpling named Xiaohe.
Many years later, he carefully locked that poor memory in a small iron box to support his fragile feelings, as if he could forget it this way.
But one day Xiaohe reappeared in his life.
His dusty mind was aroused, and he eagerly appeared as a prey, lowering his vigilance and invading the opponent's territory.
Hidden behind the superficially gentle and benefactor is a lunatic who is aiming at every step of the way, possessive and possessive.
It was all selfish, so he didn't dare to say it.
He is not the simple Ah Chen from before, he is afraid that the little hedgehog won't like him.
Xiudu encroached on Su Heran's territory little by little, and greedily wrapped his arms around his waist, his possessive desire was satisfied by the subconscious obedience of the other party.
Continue to whisper: "No one around me believes in your existence. The whole world thinks that I made up a little crane. Even I myself have been treated with suspicion by those doctors, but these things that have been hidden for 14 years are all It's evidence."
"I was forcibly taken away by my parents back then. It's not that I didn't like you leaving you behind. I went back afterwards and you are no longer there."
"Now I want to use this to trap you in the past, to let you know that I have always liked you, and I want you to be kidnapped by these people, to like me more, to rely on me, and to be inseparable from me."
The pure teenage friendship has deteriorated over time.
He generously put his goal in front of his eyes, and handed over the right to choose to Su Heran.
Su Heran had no reason to think of the rumors he had heard.
Those anchors said that Xiu Du was actually a lunatic.
Xiu Du is indeed a lunatic.
But now he can only see the other party's steadfastness and clinging to the memory that had him in less than half a year.
This made his heart suddenly ache.
Xiu Du wasn't sure what would happen if he said these words.
He looked at the little hedgehog sitting on the bed in a daze holding the iron box, and suddenly felt that he had gone too far.
My reason is drawn back because of catharsis.
But just as he regretted that he was about to speak, a person rushed in front of him.
The words of explanation were all blocked by unfamiliar kisses.
Su Heran frowned slightly.
Why so many times he is still not proficient in kissing?
He parted his lips angrily, bit the tip of Xiudu's nose, and said angrily, "I was bullied by Xu Shikai's jokes, and you don't coax me, do you not love me?"
He spoke so seriously that Xiudu almost forgot the original topic, and asked in surprise, "You...are you not angry with me?"
"What are you angry about, are you angry that you love me too much?"
Xiudu's heart was injected with warm current, looking at Su Heran's moist eyes, his heart ached to death.
But just as he was about to hug someone, the little hedgehog got up and ran out. Before leaving, he turned his head caringly: "Wait for me."
Xiu Du was taken aback for a moment, and his originally tense nerves relaxed.
The little hedgehog always liked him.
What is he worrying about?
Su Heran also brought back a small iron box, stuffed it into Xiudu's arms, and said, "Look quickly."
Xiudu had a guess, but he still couldn't control the shaking of his hands when he opened it.
Su Heran saw that he didn't move, took out the contents, and introduced Rushu Jiazhen: "This is the grass ring that you learned to propose to me, and this is the thousand paper cranes you folded when I stole them, and this is yours. A small bracelet made of my kite string..."
"Oh yes, the peace talisman you brought back from the temple is hanging around Xiaoran's neck."
Not only Xiudu, but Su Heran also carefully cherished that period of the past, Achen hugged him in the heavy rain, and now Adu hugged him in the heavy snow.
How could he not like it.
"These things are ridiculed by Xu Shikai every day as little rags." Seeing Xiudu staring at him without saying a word, Su Heran frowned and said, "I'll be really angry if you don't coax me!"
In the next second, he was hugged and rolled into bed.
Xiudu finally came back to his senses, excitedly hugged her tightly, and asked softly, "How do you coax the baby?"
Su Heran blushed because of the word "baby".
He felt a big hand penetrate into the hem of his clothes and rub his waist, and the crazy hint made him blush.
Why do you fall into bed every time you have a good chat?
"They said you have a fiancée." Su Heran said.
"Well, there is." Xiudu looked at Su Heran's frowning eyebrows, and the approaching face stopped half a centimeter from his lips, "It's in my arms now."
Su Heran blushed, and said in resistance: "I'm a boy, how can I be called a fiancee..."
Before he finished speaking, he met his red eyes.
Complaining was swallowed, he raised his hand to caress Xiudu's eyes, and said as if coaxing a child, "Don't cry, be good, ah."
Xiudu burst out laughing.
Su Heran felt the ridicule, and climbed up Xiudu's body a little angrily and hid in his arms.
He also ordered: "Don't think I'm too heavy!"
His fluffy hair rubbed against Xiudu, he smiled and said, "Heran, I like you."
Su Heran's tricky hand was kidnapped by Daode for the sudden confession, and he didn't continue to move.
"Is it still fair to promise me never to be separated when I was a child?" He poked Xiudu's chest and asked.
Xiudu nodded: "Forget it, forever."
The smile on the corner of Su Heran's mouth couldn't be suppressed, and he muttered in a low voice: "It's more or less the same."
"That's it?" Xiu Du was dissatisfied.
"Then what else do you want?" Su Heran asked.
Xiudu Diandian: "Let's listen to something else."
Su Heran lay on him and swayed for a long time, and finally pulled his shirt and whispered: "I like you, Xiudu."
"Speak louder so you can't hear it!"
"I like you, Xiudu."
"Speak louder, little hedgehog, like me!"
"You bastard!"
The two wrestled together, Xiudu didn't know how to give in, and soon gained the upper hand and pinned the little hedgehog under him.
He kissed Su Heran's fingertips and said: "Don't worry, Shabi won't even try to take a dime. If I scold you, I will ask him to pay back ten times."
"Now is not the time to talk about these things." Panting tiredly, Su Heran wrapped his arms around Xiudu's neck, rubbed the tip of his nose and said, "I still have a lot of little treasures in my room, I'll show them to you tomorrow."
"Now is not the time to talk about these things." Xiu Du raised his hand and pushed away the dazzling desk lamp, most of his whole body was submerged in darkness. He held Su Heran's fingertips and said in a hoarse voice, "I want your little treasure."
When the two played around, a lot of anger arose. Su Heran felt hot all over, and the wet fingertips made him tremble slightly.
He felt wronged and asked, "You want to eat me?"
This sentence was remembered by him for a whole week.
Xiudu skillfully pushed up Su Heran's clothes, and dropped a delicate and moist kiss, "God Su, it's time to pay off the debt."
A sound of Su Shen made people's ears go soft.
Su Heran leaned against the head of the bed, his thin waist arched in a perfect arc, he was invincible, and was so distracted by the kiss that he groaned.
The white shirt was crumpled, and a part of his trousers was rubbed up, exposing his ankles. Xiudu rested his hands on the head of the bed, lowered his head and easily controlled all of Su Heran's reactions.
Su Heran squinted at the smile on Xiudu's mouth, suddenly felt a little uncomfortable being dominated, he endured the numbness in his body, raised his bare feet and gently stepped on Xiudu's chest.
When the intense kiss stopped, Xiu Du was surprised.
He looked up at Su Heran, who was covered in red spots all over his body, and the thought in his eyes couldn't be suppressed.
Su Heran's original intention was to push people away.
But his legs were weak.
The ankle fell into Xiudu's hands after a while, and the opponent pushed him, forcing his knees to bend, and pressed the soles of his feet to other places, using some strength.
His eyes are like a good teacher who earnestly teaches.
Wu Sheng said: This is the right place.
Su Heran's toes curled up, and the redness of his neck spread down. Although he was satisfied with Xiudu's active movements, he was stunned for a moment and still used some strength on his own.
For the first time, Xiu Du groaned.
"Hmph." The little hedgehog triumphantly gained the upper hand.
But in the next instant, Xiudu changed his gentle style and trapped people under his body.
Su Heran said anxiously: "Wait, I'm not ready!"
The bedside table next to his ear was pulled open, and Xiudu reached out and handed the square plastic package inside to Su Heran, begging, "God Su, please help me."
Su Heran: "...grass."
It really made Yu Li right.
The atmosphere in the room is beautiful and full of passion.
Xiu Du held the little hedgehog's wrist, and asked, "Shall we make it public and let everyone know?"
Su Heran was already delirious, and under the guidance of his words, he felt that there were countless people standing beside him.
He tugged at the quilt to maintain his last sense of shame, and before his sanity disappeared, he groped under the pillow, took out the thing he had hidden just now, and put it on Xiudu's wrist in a panic.
"Baby, what's this?"
Xiudu's heart was full of emotions, and he became even more presumptuous.
"I...made it up myself." Su Heran's words were broken: "The meaning is very good, it will last forever, and never...separate."
Xiu Du only saw his own shadow in his clear pupils, completely out of control.
……
Su Heran tried to communicate with Xiudu halfway, blushing softly and said: "No more."
But Xiudu couldn't listen to a word.
The difference in size between the two gave him the upper hand.
Su Heran could only yell indiscriminately, Achen and Adu.
In the end, I was incoherent and cried.
Xiudu kissed his neck up and down, hugged him tightly in his arms, and said softly, "Don't cry, it's only been 14 years, and there will be another 14 years in the future."
The author has something to say:
Mr. Rabbit finally ate the little hedgehog!
Great harmony of life (um
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What I wrote in this chapter really moved me to tears
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