male nanny from town

If life can be rewinded and re-elected, Tian Zhiyuan will definitely reject Mo Xiaotian.

Tian Zhiyuan doesn't have too lofty goals and ideals, because of his special aptitude, he doesn't want to stay in the countryside with backward thinking, he hopes to find a stable job after graduation from university, settle down in City S, and find a lover who can get along with him in the future. One or two children are adopted or surrogate, and this ordinary life is over.

Before meeting Mo Xiaotian, he had been working hard with such good expectations, studying hard at school, using the time of part-time work to make some friends, establish interpersonal relationships, and accumulate bit by bit for the future.After being with Mo Xiaotian, this expectation became more abundant and concrete. For the future of the two of them, he felt that he could work harder.

I have always believed that I can go to the end with that person, I have always believed that...

"I don't know who took the photo of me and him and handed it to the principal." Tian Zhiyuan put one hand behind his head, his voice was calm, "At first, I was called to the principal's office..."

Tian Zhiyuan's heart skipped a beat when he saw the photo thrown by the principal.

The background of the photo was in the library, Tian Zhiyuan was standing under the bookshelf, holding a book in his hand, Mo Xiaotian hooked his neck with one hand, and kissed the corner of his mouth.

Tian Zhiyuan remembered that Mo Xiaotian went to the library to look up some materials that day, and called their dormitory before he went to ask him to help find materials together.When Tian Zhiyuan left, he hadn't arrived yet, so he found a book to read.It didn't take long for Mo Xiaotian to come. He was too absorbed in reading to notice, and he only came back to his senses when he was close at hand, and then a light kiss landed on the corner of his mouth.

The photo was obviously taken secretly. It should be taken from the gap between the books behind the row of bookshelves opposite Tian Zhiyuan. The angle was completely captured, and the expressions of the two of them were clearly captured.

The principal was furious, and forced Tian Zhiyuan to ask what was going on.

After Tian Zhiyuan was shocked, he quickly calmed down. He knew very well that it is best to deny it at this time.In the critical period of his senior year, he was only a month or two away from graduating, and his job was almost settled. His internship performance in the past six months was very appreciated by his superiors, who said that he could be officially hired as soon as he graduated.If he was found out to be gay at such a time, it would be a scandal if there was a quarrel, and he would no longer be able to look up to others in school, and if it was reported to the company, he might lose his hard-earned job.

Furthermore, there was no evidence other than this photo at the time, and the principal could not judge that they were gay.It's not surprising that classmates occasionally make jokes and make intimate behaviors on the university campus. The teachers have seen many of them. As long as Tian Zhiyuan denies it, even if the principal doesn't fully believe it, he will not rashly convict him.

Therefore, Tian Zhiyuan did not admit it, of course, and frankly and clearly denied that he had an affair with Mo Xiaotian, and explained that it was just an accident.

Sure enough, the principal was no longer as angry as he was at the beginning, but his attitude was still skeptical, saying that he would ask Mo Xiaotian for questioning.

Tian Zhiyuan had a bad premonition at that time, because the incident happened suddenly, and he failed to communicate with Mo Xiaotian in advance. Now that he unilaterally denies their relationship, Mo Xiaotian's delicate and sensitive personality might misunderstand him. Will be hurt by his attitude.But the principal didn't allow him to leave, he had to wait for Mo Xiaotian to confront him.

Tian Zhiyuan had no choice but to be anxious, silently praying that Mo Xiaotian would look at him and act accordingly.

"What I didn't expect was that he would be with his mother when he came." Tian Zhiyuan said that he was a little emotional here. He sat up, groped in the nightstand for a long time in the dark, took out cigarettes and lighters, and lit them. one.

Yin Zhen smelled the pungent smell of cigarettes, and saw the particularly striking fire in the dark.

This was the first time he saw Tian Zhiyuan smoking.

His expression could not be seen in the darkness, only a silhouette of sadness and regret lingering in memory of the past.

Mo Xiaotian's mother, Yin Zhen remembers very clearly, is a very paranoid woman.It may be because she has been abandoned, spurned and despised by others, she always looks at people with a sense of guard and hostility, as if anyone is not a good person in her eyes.Her harshness towards Mo Xiaotian and Yin Zhen is also obvious to all. One time she did poorly in the exam, and the stick and body were not the most ruthless, and the most serious ones were spent at home for several hours, not allowed to eat and drink. Memorize all the questions that you did wrong, and only after you clearly understand why you did wrong will you allow it.

With such a strong mother, it's not surprising that Mo Xiaotian's personality would be so gloomy.

Tian Zhiyuan didn't say until he smoked half of the cigarette: "I was worried to death, afraid that he would misunderstand me and deny our relationship in order to protect myself, and that he would blame me if he couldn't turn the corner, but I saw When he came with his mother, he realized that things might not be as simple as they seem."

Tian Zhiyuan was flustered at the time, and wanted to meet Mo Xiaotian's eyes, but he hadn't looked at him once since he entered the door, and the expression on his face was strangely silent.

"I guess the person who exposed us not only gave the photo to the principal, but also told his mother to know. I was still thinking about how to deal with it, but he admitted our relationship first."

"Admit it?"

"It's not the kind of admission you think." Tian Zhiyuan threw the cigarette butt on the ground, scratched his head, and said, "He said that we are indeed together, but he didn't do it voluntarily. I threatened him from the beginning to the end. He, forced him to be with me."

"He, he actually said that..." Yin Zhen was stunned.

After he returned to China, he didn't deliberately inquire about Tian Zhiyuan and Mo Xiaotian's news. Mo Xiaotian's family moved out not long after he went abroad, so Yin Zhen heard the news that the two of them broke up. After one year of teaching in college.As for the specific reason for their breakup, he only heard that someone handed over a photo of them kissing to the school, and Tian Zhiyuan was expelled from the school not long after, and the relationship between him and Mo Xiaotian was over. Of.

Yin Zhen's mood at that time could be described as mixed, but he never thought that there was such a chilling j□j in it.

Tian Zhiyuan turned his head and looked at Yin Zhen's blurred profile, "Are you surprised? You must be the same as me, you don't believe that he is that kind of person, right? But the fact is that, you have never seen his expression at that time, really Playing the appearance of a victim so well that several leaders in the principal's office treat me like a virus."

"How could he do this..."

"I also don't understand why you treat me like this. When we were together, we had such a good relationship. Everything in this world is not as important as the other party. But when we really face the reality, we realize that those feelings, love Ah, it's just the beauty I imagined, but in fact it's not vulnerable at all, a single photo made him flustered, he was afraid that his future would be ruined and he couldn't wait to push all the crimes on my head..."

Tian Zhiyuan thought that he would never bring up the past again in his life. Mo Xiaotian has always been a taboo in his heart. Staying in this small town far away from S City, no one knows that he has such a terrible past, and no one around him knows him. Mo Xiaotian, that's why everything at the beginning is so dusty in the corner of his heart, and he himself doesn't want to think about it. If he accidentally thinks about it, he will only regret it deeper.

Yin Zhen didn't know how to describe his current mood. Facts always have more impact than imagination. He was quite surprised when he learned that Mo Xiaotian hated him. His image in his mind has changed from a cowardly and harmless child to a ruthless and shameless person.

Yin Zhen hated iron for being weak, so he pushed Tian Zhiyuan hard, "Then why didn't you refute it at that time?"

Tian Zhiyuan smiled wryly, "At that time, I was already stunned by his behavior. I felt a sense of bewilderment that I didn't know what happened. So, is there any difficulty, is my love going away from me, and I don’t have time to think about what to justify myself.”

"Fuck, I really want to punch you. To put it bluntly, you are honest, honest, and emotional. To put it bluntly, you are an idiot, stupid."

Tian Zhiyuan protested slightly, "Then why did he put you behind your back for being so smart? Why didn't you just hand over your letter to me? You must let him deliver it."

"I..." Yin Zhen was at a loss for words, and snorted coldly, "I was only 19 years old at the time, and it was the first time I fell in love with someone else, and it was a man, so of course I would be shy. Besides, Mo Xiaotian had such a good relationship with me at that time, he took the initiative Saying that you are very close to me in front of me, I thought, since he has kept the secret of my sexual orientation for several years, it’s okay to ask him to deliver a letter for me, who knows that he likes you too. Besides, I was just deceived by him Once, who is like you, he sold you in front of the school leaders, and you didn't even know how to defend yourself, just watched him ruin your future. How dare you criticize me!" Cursing, but Yin Zhen wrapped Xia Liang around himself and Tian Zhiyuan, hugged him tightly, and comforted him: "However, I think you will never repeat the same mistakes in the future, and I will never abandon you like him , you can rest assured. Let's just pretend that we don't know that person, from now on you can only have me in your heart. "

Tian Zhiyuan couldn't help but hugged Yin Zhen in his arms, wrapped his Xia Liang quilt tightly, and rubbed his cheek against his forehead, "Well, I believe you, as long as you think that you have liked me since seven years ago, and voluntarily gave up the superiority of S City If you come to the countryside to help me take care of my children, I will..."

Tian Zhiyuan stopped suddenly, Yin Zhen raised his head, "What?"

Tian Zhiyuan suddenly held Yin Zhen's face in his hands, and asked him strangely: "Speaking of which, is it you who can't be forgotten on my QQ?"

He still remembers their chat records very clearly. He couldn’t forget that he said that he had a crush on a senior, wrote him a new letter, asked him to meet, but was let go, and later rushed to introduce him to Yin Zhen. After really coming to Yuanshui Town, the one who couldn't forget never went online again.Tian Zhiyuan only thought that he was busy with work and didn't have time to surf the Internet, but he never realized that it was Yin Zhen himself. He didn't connect the two until just now.

"Uh..." Yin Zhen was stunned for a moment, then he laughed, "You just realized it."

Tian Zhiyuan really didn't know what to say, "No wonder you have been casual since you met me, as if you have known me for a long time."

"Yes, not only because I secretly liked you seven years ago and secretly collected things about you, but also because we have chatted on QQ for the past two years, and I know you quite well. But I don't think you have How can you treat me as a friend, and lie that you are a divorced person, because the husband and wife are not in harmony or something. Hmph! The sense of self-protection is quite strong."

Tian Zhiyuan couldn't laugh or cry, "I didn't know it was you, why should I tell someone I don't know about my private affairs so clearly?" Then he sighed suddenly, and his voice dropped again, "You know now I have learned from the past, but I am afraid."

Yin Zhen's heart ached for a while, he grabbed Tian Zhiyuan with hands and feet, and said firmly: "I will never betray you!"

Tian Zhiyuan smiled and grabbed the tip of Yin Zhen's nose, "Understood. Alright, I've told you everything about Mo Xiaotian and I, go to sleep, I have to go to Director Xiang tomorrow. "

So the two lay down, and Yin Zhen lay in Tian Zhiyuan's arms. After a while, he suddenly hesitated and said, "Zhiyuan, do you hate that person?"

Tian Zhiyuan moved his head, "Who? Candidly took pictures of me and Mo Xiaotian?"

"Well, if you knew who did it, wouldn't you hate him?"

Tian Zhiyuan was silent for a few seconds, and said: "At that time, I hated it very much, not less than hating Mo Xiaotian. If it wasn't for that photo, there wouldn't be so many troubles, and I wouldn't be fired. But later on I hated it, but I am very grateful to that person."

Yin Zhen was surprised, "How can you be grateful?"

"Why not grateful? It allowed me to see Mo Xiaotian's true face. Besides, I don't need to blame that person. You think, even if there is no photo of him, there will be other photos and other things in the future It will make us face all kinds of choices. If I always have to face this situation with him, then I would rather see him clearly earlier. Falling from a low place will not kill you, at most you will be injured, but falling from a high place If you don't die, you will be disabled, which one do you think is better?"

Of course it is the former.

"Tian Zhiyuan, I love you to death!"

"Got it, go to sleep."

Life continued to flow forward like this, calm and trivial. When the summer vacation was over, the stepmother was used to seeing Yin Zhen come out of Tian Zhiyuan's bedroom every morning. It's as casual as old friends for many years, even eating beef noodles in Zhang's small restaurant occasionally without paying.

Yin Zhen had never visited the fried pancake stand surnamed Zhang. He was really afraid of the hygiene of the family of three.On the contrary, his son Bao'er often came to play with Xinxin Niuniu. After being disciplined by Yin Zhen, Xinxin now knows how to restrain himself, and there has never been a fight with Zhang Baoer.

After school started in September, after Tian Zhiyuan signed up his two children for kindergarten, he took Yin Zhen to Erdaokou, Huolong Village, Yuanshui Town, to play for two days. , The home-brewed grain wine, sleeping on a hard wooden bed at night, going to the toilet is a squatting pit in a pigsty, and watching TV can only receive two or three channels... It really made him taste the real life in the col.

Going home after playing for two days, Yin Zhen felt it in the passenger seat. Sure enough, the town is comfortable. There is neither the fast pace and competition of the metropolis, nor the backwaters in the mountains. A leisurely and comfortable life is most suitable for him. Such an idler who has nothing to do with the world.

Tian Zhiyuan made fun of him, don't be so idle that your bones are broken, and you will lose touch with society from now on.

Yin Zhen said, no, if Tian Zhiyuan doesn't want to develop in S City, then he will stay in Yuanshui Town, and then take the exam for the township teacher, it would be good to be a teacher in the town middle school.

Tian Zhiyuan was so moved that he turned his head to kiss him, but was slapped away.

Back home, the two entered the door talking and laughing.

"Zhiyuan, you're back." The stepmother's expression was a little off. She was sitting, but when she saw Tian Zhiyuan and Yin Zhen coming in from the outside, she subconsciously stood up, rubbing the hem of her apron with both hands, feeling a little cramped.

Yin Zhen didn't notice the strangeness of the stepmother, glanced at the living room, and said with a smile: "Hey, there are guests here."

Tian Zhiyuan was not as enthusiastic as Yin Zhen, he paused for a few seconds before showing a smile, and while changing his sneakers at the entrance, he said to the guests inside: "It's Brother Hai, how long have you been here?"

Yin Zhen also changed his sandals and asked Tian Zhiyuan in a low voice, "Is it your relative?"

Tian Zhiyuan smiled and replied in a low voice: "It's my mother's own son."

The author has something to say: I am in a bad mood recently, because I can’t code during the day because of a power outage, and I don’t go to bed until two or three o’clock at night. Today’s chapter finally completed the task.

I'm sorry to everyone, it may still be updated the next night, but I will try to make the chapter thick and long, and write more content.