Doctor, is there any medicine?

After receiving the notice, the two went to the hospital. According to Xiao Xiao's medical records, the strong smell of disinfectant made Xiao Xiao feel uncomfortable. There were white walls everywhere and doctors and nurses in white robes and white clothes.Because Xiao Xiao was examined when he was ten years old, nearly 12 years have passed, so the nurse in the archives searched for a long time before finding Xiao Xiao's copy.

After taking the medical records, Feng Yang looked through them first. There were as many as a hundred items of examinations inside. Besides the routine examinations, there were also a series of examinations aimed at the causes of hearing loss, including tuning fork examination, electrocochleogram, tympanic membrane and pure tone audiometry. Inspection, this is not Feng Yang's professional field, so he can't understand most of the diagrams and data, but there is one thing that cannot be ignored, that is, all the items marked under the inspection are normal.

Normal hearing threshold, normal vestibular function, tympanic membrane and external auditory canal are all normal, and there is no problem in the nerve test, so why can't I hear?

Xiao Xiao himself doesn't really care. If the results of these examinations can tell why, then he would have seen it back then. He has long accepted the reality, but now that Feng Yang is worried about his own affairs, he thinks that apart from his parents, there is To have someone who cares about him so much, Xiao Xiao felt a little sour in his eyes.

Feng Yang closed the case, covered the top of his head with his big hand and rubbed it vigorously, "It's okay, let's go to the doctor to have a look, maybe we can see something else. Director Ling Qiang is a well-known ear doctor in China. He has been a medical expert for more than [-] years and has seen countless deaf patients. He may see what others can't see. When we meet him later, just ask him what he wants. Don't be nervous, let's just try try."

Xiao Xiao wasn't nervous at all, but when Feng Yang said this, he became nervous instead, nodded, thought for a while, and stretched out his hand to grab his sleeve.

The door of the director's office was open, and one could see a slightly fat middle-aged man sitting behind the desk, and two nurses were arranging things at the small table next to him.

Feng Yang knocked lightly on the door panel three times, and the middle-aged man immediately pushed his glasses and stood up, "Mr. Feng and Mr. Xiao, please come in."

"I'm sorry to bother you." Feng Yang dragged Xiao Xiao in, and sat down on the chair set up by the nurse. "This is the case we just got."

Ling Qiang said with a smile: "You guys have a glass of water first, and I'll take a look before we talk."

Xiao Xiao smiled at the nurse who handed him water, and then turned to stare at Ling Qiang's mouth, lest he miss important information.

At first Ling Qiang explained to them by pointing to the picture while looking at it, but later he completely ignored them, and looked at the case without saying a word, and after a long time he asked in doubt: "This...how can you not hear it."

As soon as Xiao Xiao saw this sentence, the hope that had just been ignited in his heart was extinguished.Sure enough, it still doesn't work.

Feng Yang patted Xiao Xiao's hand and asked: "After all, this was more than ten years ago. Will it be clearer to check again after the equipment is updated?"

No matter how quickly the equipment is updated, it is impossible for a good picture to become a problem.Ling Qiang looked at Xiao Xiao for a while, and finally said: "Then you have to wait for the new results. If you can go through the hospitalization procedures today, it is best to be admitted today."

"Thank you for your hard work." Feng Yang shook hands with Ling Qiang, and pulled Xiao Xiao out.

Feng Yang patted Xiao Xiao, he was lost in thought. "Little?"

Xiao Xiao was silent for a while, then suddenly rubbed his face vigorously with both hands, cheered up and said: "It's okay, it's the worst, then there's nothing to be afraid of, the worst thing is to maintain the current state. Let's go! Go through the formalities."

The hospitalization procedure was done very quickly, Feng Yang asked the nurse to choose a ward with a window facing south, so that it would not be too hot and would not lose sunlight.

The nurse led the two inside and went out.Xiao Xiao immediately started wandering around the room with joy.

There is an independent bathroom in the ward, and there is actually a small living room outside, which is completely a structure of one bedroom, one living room and one bathroom. The furniture is even complete, and it can be used for normal living with the addition of a kitchen.

"This hospital is so generous," Xiao Xiao exclaimed after seeing the ceiling lamp above his head, "It seems that being a guinea pig is also beneficial."

"It's not bad." Feng Yang nodded, and accompanied him to look at the indoor facilities. "Do you see what's missing?"

"It's complete enough, it's not like being hospitalized at all." Xiao Xiao sat on the bed, pressed the surface of the bed twice and tried to lie on it. The bed wasn't very elastic, not very soft, but it was very comfortable to lie on. "The bed is so comfortable."

Feng Yang closed the door, went to the side and lay down next to him.It's really comfortable, but it's a bit small, and it will be a bit crowded for two people.It's a pity that the bed is not easy to change, otherwise you can change it to a bigger one.Xiao Xiao doesn't like mattresses that are too soft, so he has already changed them at home. Fortunately, he has visited the hospital ward a long time ago, and told people in advance that he had replaced the original mattresses.

There are many routine examinations for admission, but most of them need to take samples in the early morning, so only a few nurses came in the afternoon to measure his blood pressure, heartbeat, weight and other admission records.When Ling Qiang came again, he was accompanied by several doctors and nurses, and even pushed a cart.

Xiao Xiao was played with like a doll for a long time, and his ears turned red when he was doing the otoscope.Feng Yang watched from the side and frowned, but luckily it wasn't long.

"There is no perforation or pus out of the tympanic membrane. The superficial examination shows that there is no problem." Ling Qiang put down the otoscope and asked, "I read in the medical record that you fell down a hillside and fell into a coma at the age of five. Can't hear you?"

Xiao Xiao nodded: "Yes, at that time others said it was hydrocephalus, but it was not confirmed after the examination."

"You were already ten years old when you came to our examination. If you had come earlier..." Ling Qiang shook his head and asked again: "Have you received any psychological treatment in these years?"

"No."

"If you still can't find out the reason, I suggest you go for psychological treatment. It may be the sound rejection caused by the shadow of childhood. Can you still recall what happened when you rolled down the hill?"

Xiao Xiao tried hard to keep his eyes from wandering, but he didn't know that his voice was much lower, "It's been too long, I don't remember."

Feng Yang's hand on his shoulder sensitively captured the momentary stiffness of Xiao Xiao's shoulder muscles.

"Can't remember at all? Could it be that something happened..." Ling Qiang considered the wording, "A terrible thing that I don't want to remember?"

"No." Xiao Xiao lowered his head, "I'm not sure."

Ling Qiang sighed, explained to the nurse who made the rounds, and then said, "I'm going to do a tuning fork check and an acoustic impedance test later, let's wait for the results."

Xiao Xiao breathed a sigh of relief when all the medical staff went out.

How could he not remember, he remembered very clearly.But seeing a phoenix on fire in the rain, how can you say that.If he said it, he must have thought that he was insane, and he would really be taken to see a psychiatrist by then.The deafness of his ears must have something to do with space, so how can we say that.

Feng Yang kept observing his expression, and in the end he could only sigh, and put the flustered man into his arms.

Can he blame Xiao Xiao for not wanting to tell him?

Xiao Xiao is unwilling, which means that he does not completely trust him, at least deep down in his heart.

Feng Yang didn't want to force him, but he was in a hurry. After seeing Xiao Xiao's reaction just now, he could at least be sure that Xiao Xiao must remember what happened when he was a child, and this matter was probably the same as what Xiao Xiao hid from him.

What is it?What happened?

Feng Yang wanted to ask, but he didn't dare to ask. If it was really such a terrible thing as Ling Qiang said, wouldn't it be too cruel to force Xiao Xiao to recall it?

Xiao Xiao moved closer to Feng Yang's arms, and put his arms around his waist. "Feng Yang."

"I'm here." Feng Yang lowered his head and kissed his hair, "What's wrong?"

"It's okay, I just want to call your name." Xiao Xiao rubbed his chest and let out a long breath.

"Little..." Feng Yang paused for a while, and then continued after thinking for a while: "Have you ever thought about going to see a psychiatrist?"

Xiao Xiao shook his head violently, looked up at him and said, "I won't go."

When people said that his personal protection mechanism might reject his voice, his parents said they would take him to see a psychiatrist to see if he could solve the problem through psychological counseling. There was no mention of the psychiatrist again.

Later, when Xiao Xiao grew up, he checked it on the computer when he went to Lin Mumu's place. The word hypnosis appeared too much in psychology. Although many people said it was useless, there were not a few people who said it was useful. adventure.If it is true that hypnosis will say something unconsciously, then how should he keep his secret.

In the future, he can tell Feng Yang.But never tell this to a stranger.

Feng Yang had a headache.

Xiao Xiao's repulsion like this shows that there is really something.Then maybe psychotherapy will really be effective, but if Xiao Xiao doesn't cooperate, it obviously won't work.

When Lin Mumu came to visit, Feng Yang went out to buy lunch, and Xiao Xiao was sitting by the window thinking about something.

"The environment in the ward is good." Lin Mumu walked over and patted him.

"How do you know I'm here?" Xiao Xiao pulled the other chair beside the bed to the opposite of the one he was sitting on. "Sit here."

Lin Mumu enjoyed the patient's service with peace of mind, took an orange and sat opposite Xiao Xiao, suddenly smiled, "Why else, Feng Yang called me, saying that he was afraid that you would be bored by yourself."

Xiao Xiao smiled a little embarrassedly, "No way, it's just such a little effort."

"How can there be?" Lin Mumu clicked his tongue, "When I came in just now, I saw you and felt that I had entered the wrong door. What's the matter with melancholy, recently I have become obsessed with melancholy temperament? I am going to imitate a little prince or something ?”

Xiao Xiao stretched out his foot and kicked his stool: "Speak well, I'm thinking about things so seriously."

Lin Mumu looked at Xiao Xiao, that's right, he finally stopped being awkward.

Xiao Xiao threw away his messy thoughts and started discussing with Lin Mumu about selling medicinal materials.

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